"Sophia ended up not going to Portugal for her Erasmus semester and is coming back. She texted me this morning asking if we want to meet for coffee tomorrow."
Matteo tries to focus on both his friend's problems as well as fixing them with a bit of cocaine.
"Do you want to see her?"
Vinnie shrugs. "I mean, I don't know. The last months we saw each other it was very toxic, and it ended up draining the life out of me. But I still care about her."
"I mean...man. Look. She cheated on you and then blamed you for not being affectionate enough."
"We weren't...dating."
"You've been dating for years and you have never been with somebody else. I think you've lost your self-respect along the way." Vinnie doesn't look like he likes what he's being told. Matteo goes on anyway. "She knows if she as much as lifts a finger you're going to crawl back to her, because you've proven it to her over and over again."
Vinnie sighs, defeated. He takes a seat across the desk from Matteo and starts rolling up a bill. "Then tell me what to do."
Matteo smirks. "I think you need a distraction. A new hobby. A new girl." "A bandage wouldn't help."
"Then a new hobby. Let's start...I don't know, golfing? Just something." "I'm not going to go golfing."
"Then let's go partying."
"We are literally doing that right now."
Matteo shakes his head. "Not here. You need to leave the environment that causes you to think of her. Let's go to Austria in December. Boy's skiing trip. Then maybe Vienna."
Vinnie smiles. "Alright."
When they get back to their table, Marco and Aurora have shown up, and so have Eddie and his sister Pia.
"Are you supposed to be a devil?" Aurora asks, unimpressed.
Matteo makes a face at her. "And you're supposed to be what?"
"A sexy catwoman." She says, making a twirl.
"You're seventeen." Matteo points out and she flips him off before going over to Pia. He sees Isabella in the corner of the VIP area, talking to Valentina.
"Your outfits match." Isabella notices when Matteo approaches them. She's motioning between Valentina and him.
Valentina is wearing a white corset tutu dress with rhinestones on it that makes her look younger than she is and a pair of white heels with what looks like leaves on it. If it weren't for the small wings on her back or the bandana with a halo on it, Matteo would've never thought she was an angel. Or a fairy.
"I mean, he's only got a dusty devil headband on." Valentina notices, a teasing smile playing on her face. "It's not the type of devil my angel would match." She jokes and Isabella seems to find it extremely funny because she starts laughing.
Matteo ignores them and turns around, meeting Raisa's eyes in the process. They nod at each other.
Six hours later when Matteo gets home from the club, Raisa's with him. They kiss as soon as they get into the taxi, and they don't stop until the sun comes up and Raisa falls asleep.
***
Matteo wakes up around three in the afternoon the next day, face swollen from sleeping and the coke he had done last night. He has faints memories about doing a line with Raisa and
Marco in the staff room before ordering three rounds of shots for their table, which had filled up with people. He remembers going home before the club closed because he was feeling horny, and kissing in the taxi.
But now she's in his bed sleeping, and Matteo doesn't like kicking people out. He just likes waking up alone so he can do his morning routine by himself.
He gets out of bed trying not to wake her up as he puts his Nike slippers on and walks into the bathroom. Matteo doesn't like checking his phone first thing in the morning, so he chooses to make coffee and check the markets on his laptop instead. The kitchen in their penthouse has a view of Central Park, so drinking his coffee and smoking a cigarette by himself is even nicer with a view.
The coffee machine beeps to signal that the coffee is ready just as Raisa emerges into the kitchen, fully dressed. He doesn't ask her if she wants any coffee because he wouldn't mind her going home. Not because he doesn't like her; but because he likes his time by himself more. He doesn't get so much of that anymore.
"I'm going to leave; Valentina is picking me up. See you at Isabella's birthday tonight." She smiles, then grabs a small unopened bottle of water from the counter and leaves.
"Bye!" Matteo says and waits to hear the door close before he sits down at the desk.
Finally. He looks at the clock on his laptop. It's 3:34pm, which means he must be at the club and make sure everything is set up around nine or ten. Then the place would be filled until 11.
An hour later, he decided to get two more hours of sleep. After all, it's Friday.
***
The queue outside is longer than it was yesterday since it's a Friday night, and Matteo's surprised that people are willing to wait outside in the light rain to get in. He thanks the driver and waits for Marco to get out of the car as well before they head inside.
The two girls at the entrance who are in charge of tickets, checking IDs (not really) and handing out neon bracelets put green bracelets on both of them.
"Nice color." One of the girls smiles at Matteo. "Single."
Matteo shoots her a smile back, even though he's not interested, and then proceeds to walk further down the hallway until he reaches the double doors leading inside.
The Halloween decorations are gone now, and the club looks almost close to normal. UV lights have apparently been installed and neon buckets sit on each table in the VIP area.
"Did you buy new buckets just for this occasion?" Matteo asks Isabella, who's excitedly talking to Raisa about something. "Happy birthday." He adds, planting a kiss on her cheek.
Isabella smiles at him. "Thank you, and yes we did. I'm curious to see how both nights turned out, money wise."
Matteo raises his eyebrows. "I'll call you in when I do the accounting on Sunday then." Then he looks at Raisa. "Hi."
Isabella purses her lips, then turns her back to him to get back to the discussion she was having with Raisa. But the other girl doesn't seem to be focused on that anymore; instead, she's watching Matteo making himself a Vodka Redbull and talking to Vinnie in the meantime.
"How was last night?" Vinnie asks, a knowing smirk playing on his face. "You were here, weren't you?"
Matteo tries avoiding the obvious question.
"After, I mean. Did you hook up with Raisa again?" he asks, lowering his voice.
Matteo shrugs. "Yeah."
"She's looking at you."
"I know. Cheers." He says and raises his glass, but Vinnie is looking at someone outside the VIP area. Valentina is trying to explain to Billy, one of the security guys, that she knows the birthday girl.
Matteo and Vinnie walk over. "It's fine, she's with us." Vinnie says and takes the rope off one of the ends.
"Get her a bracelet." Matteo adds, and Valentina gratefully smiles at both of them. She looks better than she did yesterday and went from completely white to a black bandage dress and her hair up in a ponytail.
"Next time, just tell the girls at the entrance that you're at table 1." Matteo tells her as she sets her bag down on the couch, still holding a gift bag in hand.
"I told them, but they asked about me and they told me they can't do anything."
"That's weird." Vinnie ponders. "I'll talk to them."
"It's no big deal, I'm here now, but thank you."
She grabs an energy drink from the bucket before she excuses herself and goes off towards Isabella.
They both look at her walking away, not saying anything.
"Have you seen her around before now?" he asks, looking at the red neon bracelet around her wrist.
"Her family have a vacation house in Capo d'Orlando. We're neighbors. Sort of."
"No, I mean around... here. School. Clubs. I don't know. She seems to know everyone?"
Vinnie shrugs. "I don't know. Yeah? She went to our school and attended some parties we threw with Isabella and Raisa. Maybe you just never paid attention to her. Or didn't notice her."
"Did she have a glow up or something?"
Vinnie laughs. "Uh, I don't think so? Maybe she looks more...not infantile, I guess? Like, she has cheekbones and...longer hair. I guess."
"Infantile? Cheekbones?" Matteo asks, smirking.
"Let's get something to drink."
"Shots." Vinnie decides.
"Shots."
They spend the next two hours dancing and drinking next to each other, going to the occasional "meeting" in the staff room with Marco, or Isabella, or Eddie.
"Maybe we should ask Aleksi to come by in an hour? Is he here?" Vinnie suggests, talking a bit too loud, as they enter the staff hallway through the back door in the VIP area.
"I don't know."
They stop in front of the staff door and Matteo takes the key out.
"Text him and ask." Vinnie says, annoying Matteo for a second because his energy is too much and he's trying to focus on unlocking the door.
"Just be patient for a second, eh?"
The door to the ladies' bathroom down the hall opens and out comes Valentina, stopping as soon as he sees the two of them hunched over trying to open the door.
"Everything all right boys?" she asks, smiling, like she knows exactly what they're about to do.
"You want to come with?" Vinnie asks just as Matteo gets the door open. Valentina looks at Matteo for a second. "Sure."
She slings her small bag over her shoulder and makes her way towards them, not breaking eye contact. The boys don't move until she steps into the room, looking around.
"We're having a meeting." Vinnie jokes.
"I had one as well." Valentina admits, running her thumb over her nose absentmindedly. Vinnie and Matteo exchange a look as Matteo opens the drawer.
Valentina steps closer and places her hands on the desk, watching Matteo at work.
"So where's your boyfriend?" Vinnie asks, motioning to Valentina's red bracelet. Valentina looks surprised and then proceeds to laugh. "Oh, I'm not with anyone."
"You know red means taken, right?" Matteo asks and starts to separate the powder into three lines with his credit card.
"Yes? But I also know that I look better in red than I do in green." Valentina retorts and then shoots him an innocent smile.
Matteo has learned from being friends with Isabella for so long that smart and beautiful is a very...annoying combination in women. Annoying in the sense that they can just talk their way into your mind, because they're not only good to look at, but also interesting to listen to and pay attention to. What's annoying about it is that sometimes you don't realize that they've outwitted you in every way possible until you're in too deep.
His first instinct when he saw Valentina was that he's seen her around before and she's the type of girl who is always in the background. Then as soon as she opened her mouth, his instinct told him that she's exactly that annoying combination. And the fact that she knows it makes her even more annoying.
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ValentinaManhattan, New York, United States 2019 - autumnBuying cocaine from Aleksi is not how I planned my first day of November to go. But, in my defense, I nearly fell asleep in the club yesterday after driving for four hours down to New York as soon as we finished classes. Get to The Plaza, get dressed, get ready to drink, do it all night, and then be ready to do the same tomorrow. It's just not possible for a normal human being who has done a lot of self-care and going to sleep early for the past three months.Raisa had left with Matteo at some point during the night and Aleksi told me that he'd sleep in her bed. Before we went to sleep that early morning, I asked him if he could get me a gram of coke for tomorrow
"Happy birthday!" I say, hugging her from behind once I find her.She's excited to see me so we step away from the crowd to talk more privately. I hand her the gift bag and she happily takes out what I put in there. There are three books, all of them mentioned by her in the past few months, one of them being a book for our joint course in Business Psychology, which is hard to find."You're the best, oh my GOD!" she exclaims, hugging me again. Out of the corner of my eye I see Matteo looking at me while talking to Vinnie, and my instinct tells me he might be asking Vinnie about me.I've seen him around campus a couple of time since I started my first year, and after every time I forget that he exists it seems as though everyone around me knows him personally, has some history with him, or at least knowsofhim.
"So what should I do?" Vinnie asks, still not understanding what I'm trying to say.I shrug and watch Matteo do the first line. Before I can answer, Marco buts in. "Have sex with someone else. There are tons of girls who have a crush on you and I think you should have fun for a while. You've been with the same person for years now.""Plus, Austria in December." Matteo adds and holds out the phone and the rolled-up bill to me. I look down at the phone, wondering whether I should just take it out of his hand and bring it up closer to my nose or if I should just bend down awkwardly in my heels.Before I can decide though, the phone is brought closer, so I don't have to lift a finger. "Thank you." I tell Matteo and hand the bill over to Vinnie.The right side of my face goes numb a few minutes later and I tap it with my fingers. "Good shit, right?" Marco asks, nodding."Yeah." I smile. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Matteo nodding along.***Somehow around ten people end up going to M
"What bullshit?""Allison bullshit." She says, as if it's supposed to give me any information. "Do you want to go home? We can sleep at Adrik's place.""Why not at your hotel?" Isabella asks, indirectly agreeing to my idea.
MatteoPalermo, Sicily, Italy 2019/2020 – winterWaking up on Christmas Eve in Palermo always makes Matteo feel nostalgic. The smell of cheesecake coming from downstairs mixed with the cigar smoke coming out of his father's lounge as he has guests over, his mother cooking downstairs while also trying to teach Aurora something, and the never-ending Christmas lights flashing outside his window. That's how he's been waking up every December 24th since he was born.When he was younger, he would go outside and play with Marco until it was time for dinner before they got into bed and slept thinking of Santa. As he got older, he started going out with his friends and coming back after curfew just to fall right asleep. And for the
"License and registration?""Is there a problem?" Matteo asks as he looks through the glovebox on the passenger's side for the registration and insurance."Is this your
There's a special smoking room inside the restaurant but there's always someone there so they go outside, a far enough away from the security guy until they're sure he's out of earshot. No one says a word until they've both lit their cigarettes and are completely focused on each other."Did you know before?" Vinnie asks."Knowwhat? Explain."
On New Year's Eve they meet at Vinnie's house around 8pm to get the last few details in order before the party starts. Isabella and Vinnie mainly took care of the organization and inviting people, but Matteo promised he would take care of the drugs. Paulo and his wife Diana chose to go to Capo d'Orlando last minute, sothey stayed in Palermo. About sixty people were invited either from their school, friends they've made abroad and all over Italy, as well as 'plus-one's' as Isabella called them. Well, she called Sophia and Allison plus one's because, in her words, she 'didn't consider them friends and they didn't
“Paulo thought it ended after she ratted him out at your New Year’s Eve party.”The way he uses the verb ‘ratted’ makes Matteo feel sick.“So? He likes her, I guess.”“Has he tried to contact her?”“I think so.”“And did she answer?”“Shouldn’t you already know this is you have a cell tower? Vinnie is right next door.”Matteo suddenly realizes that his father can also probably see everything on his phone.“Don’t worry, we don’t track the phones of our family. Nor the Barone family. I am asking you sincerely.”“I don’t think she replied, no.”“So, it’s obvious she won’t be coming back to him. Get him to stop trying.”“I can’t tell him what to do, and I also don’t want to tell him what to do.”His father looks at his face, as if to check whether Matteo means it or not. He does.“How do you know who Sofia is? And why isn’t Paulo talking to me directly like he usually does?” Matteo asks.“I know her because Paulo told me what happened. And I told you.”“Fine.”“So you’ll talk to Vinnie?”
“Not really.”Matteo can’t lie and tell him that the description matches no one ever. He thinks about that time after Vinnie’s birthday, when he stayed up until the next evening with Valentina.Just because they enjoyed being around each other. When he didn’t have to check his phone or thinks of ways to entertain himself to avoid awkwardness.She was interesting and she talked about things he’s never talked about with anyone else before. He could be himself around her, and sex wasn’t even on his mind that night, nor on that day when he ended up in bed with Ariana.But she’s also insanely attractive. Not only hot, but beautiful too. And smart.Sure, he’d like to have sex with her, it would probably be enjoyable. And if it never happened, fine. Maybe.“Are you even listening?”“Not really.”“Are you high?”“Aren’t you?”Vinnie laughs at that.Matteo still doesn’t know how to bring up Valentina. They always talk about everything they do, especially when it comes to girls.“Is something g
Chapter 17Where it all beginsMatteoCapo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 22ndAs soon as Vinnie and the rest of Valentina’s guests arrive, the atmosphere around Matteo changes. He’s not as relaxed anymore, and he feels like he has to take care of five things at once before he can actually enjoy himself.First, there’s Ariana, who has been texting him more than usual since he woke up this morning. Then there’s Vinnie, who keeps asking him if he’s okay and if he’s having fun, which forces Matteo to smile and assure him that he’s okay.The third reason is the photo he saw in Valentina’s brother’s room, which he now knows he’s seen it before. In Aurora’s room, above her desk. Valentina is also somewhere in the mix, because he’s also consciously aware of her presence now.Ariana is telling him something about her past two days, but all Matteo can focus on now is that Isabella and Valentina are talking about him.“I’ll be right back.” He says to Ariana before walking over to the two of them.“Wh
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy.We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later.Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool.“What do you think they’re talking about?”We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down.“I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?”“No clue. And I have a brother at home.”“They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.”“How can you even tell?”
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020 Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy. We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later. Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool. “What do you think they’re talking about?” We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down. “I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?” “No clue. And I have a brother at home.” “They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.” “How can you even tell?” “I know him.” He turns his head, as if he already knew we were talking about him. We make eye contact before he turns back to Vinnie. “Something’s off with him.” Isabella notices. “You think?” “He’s hiding somet
“Are you even listening to me?”“Sorry, I’m not.”“Are you checking out Isaac?”I look to where she’s pointing, realizing that Isaac and Vinnie are sharing a joint right behind where Matteo and Ariana are.“Uh, maybe.”“Is something wrong? Do you not feel comfortable?”I shake my head. “No, it’s not that.”“You’ve barely drunk anything. Usually, you’re already four drinks in and have had a line or something.”“I’m fine. I just feel like…I don’t know. Like I want to do something. My energy is all over the place.”“Do something? Like what?”“I don’t know.”“Or maybe do someone?”She wiggles her eyebrows, and I know she’s referring to Isaac.“With Isaac? I don’t know.”“You’ve already done it and it was fine. Plus, he wouldn’t have come all the way from Russia for no reason.”“I don’t know if I like him or not.”“You said the sex was great. And he’s an easy choice if you feel horny.”“Hmm, maybe. I don’t know. I guess I want something new.”“What about Matteo?”I panic inside for a secon
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 21st, 2020Isabella and I spend the rest of the day by the pool, until the sun starts to set on the horizon, and it gets too cold to just chill in a bathing suit.“I want to order pizza.”I look up from my book to where Matteo is sitting by the edge of the pool, his legs in the water.“Yes, please.” Isabella groans. “I’m so hungry I could die. Where are you ordering from?”“I know a place.”Matteo and I make eye contact for a moment, before his eyes drift back to the screen. A few seconds later he starts talking to someone in Italian, so I zone out and try to focus back on my book.The pizzas arrive twenty minutes later and we sit down at one of the tables on the terrace.“What time are people arriving tomorrow?” he asks me then with his mouth half full.“I don’t know, I guess around seven or eight? Might be sooner.”We eat our pizzas in peace after that, and then decide to watch a movie before going to bed. We’re all tired from sitting in the sound all d
The way she kisses is incredible; it’s deep and dirty, like she’s enjoying it, and it’s exactly what Matteo likes. It’s turning him on so much it’s almost ridiculous, and his brain suddenly thinks of her saying she’s never had sex in the sea. The thought excites him even more, so he tangles one of his hands in the back of her head, softly pulling at her roots. She moans, and unlike before, it’s an outright moan that points to pleasure. “Fuck, don’t do that.” She says into his mouth. He smiles then. “Why?” “It turns me on.” Her blunt answer makes the inside of his brain collapse, but she continues kissing him, grinding herself against him. Matteo could swear his knees just went weak, so he tries to compose himself. Suddenly, she pulls her face away and untangles her legs from his waist. “Shit.” Matteo turns his head to where she’s looking, and they see Isabella appearing from behind the bushes, focused on carrying three
Taormina, Sicily – July 20th 2020His father leaves the next day, saying that he has some business to take care of in New York with Paulo, but not without telling him to be in Taormina at the beginning of August.Matteo finds himself alone in the house when he wakes up, so he gets some coffee from the kitchen and goes to sit on the upper terrace overlooking the sea.His mind takes him back to what Valentina said about never being sad if she were to live at sea. He isn’t sad, but he’s definitely bored, so he texts Vinnie, Ariana, and Isabella, asking each of them what they’re doing.Vinnie’s text comes first.Vinnie: going to Sofia’s todayMatteo rolls his eyes and doesn’t even bother replying. He’s over the whole thing already.His phone vibrates again just as he lights his second cigarette.Ariana: bored in Milan