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Flawless Love 63. Happiness
Bella and Alec have an appointment today. Coincidentally, their university announced it on the same day. Bella will go to university first to see the results, then go to high school to meet Alec.Bella's heart was beating fast, this was the same as when she announced the results of passing the exams at school. She pulled herself together and took a deep breath. Following the rhythmic heartbeat, feeling it with every breath.Bella's eyes followed each row of names on the sheets of paper posted on the bulletin board until her eyes finally found her name written there. Bella confirmed repeatedly that it was Bella's name and that she had been accepted."I did it!!"Not just stopping, Bella went back to reading looking for anyone from her school who was also accepted there, especially the names of her classmates. Some were accepted but they weren't the names of Bella's classmates. What can she do, hopes that her friends will be accepted at another university.Bel
Flawless Love 1. Reflection
Bella looked at the mirror which reflected the exactly same image as the original. The shadow was true is Bella but not really her. Now she who was in the mirror showed her true face, a sly smile etched on the corners of her lips. With Bella's face and voice she spoke. "How dare you talk to your sweet sister like that. Maybe now she's crying quietly alone." The shadow laughed. “She must be disappointed to have a sister like you, just as Father didn't expect you! And Mother? Let me see... Twice you were unconscious but where is she? Bella, I really feel sorry for you, Bella.." The one who looked like Bella said. "But it's okay. Why? Because I'm here. I will be with you. Always with you.” She continued. "You don't like me? It is not good. You can't be like that to me because I hold your weakness." “You always act nonchalantly like you don't care about anything. But if that's the case, you shouldn't have to study hard to defend the title as a top student right?” Bella wanted to rep
Flawless Love 2. Storm
The ambulance came 15 minutes later. Bella was transported immediately to the hospital accompanied by Aunt in an ambulance. During that time, Aunt continued to talk to Bella's mother on the telephone. Mariana said she was on her way to the hospital. Meanwhile, Jennie immediately followed quickly from school to the hospital.When Mariana got there, Bella was being treated in the emergency room. And the rest was waiting outside the emergency room door. As if a plague were contagious, Mariana's face instantly turned as pale as the pensive Aunt stood stiffly. Aunt still has a hard time believing everything that happened. Mariana's knees went limp, body trembled at the mere sight of Bella's blood splattered on Aunt's clothes.“How much blood did she lose? How is the condition?" Anxiety entered Mariana's mind about Bella's condition, which had not yet been confirmed."Will Bella survive?"The question couldn't come out of Mariana trembling lips. Her voice
Flawless Love 3. Loneliness
3 months ago, before Bella was rushed to the hospital and a bloody incident occurred... The scorching heat of the sun in the middle of the field did not make Alec lazy for routine training which became a mandatory menu in his daily life. The training schedule for the week is very neat. "After my training schedule, we'll meet, okay?" The message that Bella received from Alec this afternoon. Bella was glad that her boyfriend still remembered her despite Alec's busy schedule. It was time for Alec to make a plan. Therefore, after a long time, they finally went on a date, but Bella had to patiently wait until Alec finished training. Most of the students had gone home and the school seemed deserted. Although it was very boring just waiting outside the field. As long as being able to spend time with Alec was enough for Bella. Besides, she didn't want to waste time complaining about their infrequent time together because of Alec's busy schedule. Alec is a gridiron star. The school plans f
Flawless Love 4. Family
That day Mariana and Jennie had dinner together outside, just the two of them. Jennie memorized that when Mom asked to meet the two of them like this, there must be many things Mom would ask her. It's already like an interrogation or investigation session. It was only natural for Mother to do this since Jennie didn't live with her. Since Jennie separated and went with Dad, Mom could hardly see Jennie. Then when Jennie entered junior high school, Dad enrolled Jennie in the Special School with school dormitory facilities. Father put Jennie into the dormitory without discussing it with Mother. That's when Mom found out, Mom and Dad had a big fight that sent each other demands to the authorities. Their fight ended peacefully when Jennie explained to Mom what she wanted to do with her life. She said that it was her decision. That's why now Mother holds Jennie's words more than anyone else. Her words about what she wants to do in the future after completing her education. The profession t
Flawless Love 5. Daily Life
The last hour of class was staining, a heavy drowsiness attacked Bella. Don't blame her for this one, Bella has tried to survive. While the other children had given up and fallen asleep. She understands that their sains teacher teaches them that it is difficult to understand and there is no interaction, monotonous.When he explained he was engrossed in his world, he kept staring at the whiteboard. His hands wrote formulas that came from nowhere and wouldn't stop until the school bell rang. The noisy children in the class were not resolved because all he had in mind were formulas and formulas, fulfilling his obligations to teach according to his assignments, and delivering nothing more than that.A piece of paper landed on Bella's desk. Without wasting time looking for the perpetrator who threw the paper, she immediately opened the paper and read its contents. They usually play this game to communicate during class hours.The piece of paper reads:Today is Santy's birthday, after schoo
Flawless Love 6. Birthday Party
Alec's coming to pick her up, maybe in five minutes. All of Bella's preparations were perfect. From head to toe appearance, birthday present, and most importantly her condition is one hundred percent fit.There was a bit of nervousness when meeting Alec, tonight he was very different. With a white shirt and black tie worn a little loosely. The right mix and match really suit him.Bella couldn't hide her fascination, maybe her cheeks were blushing. She was really embarrassed until she didn't realize that Alec was watching her.Her heart was beating, how did Alec think about Bella's appearance tonight. She wanted to hear his opinion but Bella couldn't seem to be able to ask. Because if she heard Alec's opinion, she probably wouldn't be able to control her feelings and looked directly at him.“Alec please stop looking at me like that?! I'm ashamed..." Bella screamed only in her heart."Umm... Alec.""Yes?""Not suitable, huh? My dress?" Bella asked hesitantly."To be honest I was surpris
Flawless Love 7. The Past
Bella groped for directions, there was no light, no sound. She could only feel her own existence, nothing else. The uncertainty that possessed Bella made her heart restless.“Pitch black... Is someone here? Aren't I supposed to have dinner with Jennie and Mom? Where are they?"Bella couldn't see anything. Can only have a dialogue with her alone. "It's very dark in here. Weird, it's like…”Bella thought, complicated. Trying to find answers to the situation that happened to her. Maybe she was dreaming."Wait a minute, is there anyone who realizes that she's dreaming while she's dreaming?"Bella could only ask herself one question. But she was sure this had to be a dream because there was no way Bella could see her other nine-year-old self if she wasn't dreaming, or else Bella was dead.This is a scene in Bella's memory that plays like a movie projector. Piece of a scene with father and mother fighting. Bella didn't remember the content of their fight, but she clearly remembered that six
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Flawless Love 63. Happiness
Bella and Alec have an appointment today. Coincidentally, their university announced it on the same day. Bella will go to university first to see the results, then go to high school to meet Alec.Bella's heart was beating fast, this was the same as when she announced the results of passing the exams at school. She pulled herself together and took a deep breath. Following the rhythmic heartbeat, feeling it with every breath.Bella's eyes followed each row of names on the sheets of paper posted on the bulletin board until her eyes finally found her name written there. Bella confirmed repeatedly that it was Bella's name and that she had been accepted."I did it!!"Not just stopping, Bella went back to reading looking for anyone from her school who was also accepted there, especially the names of her classmates. Some were accepted but they weren't the names of Bella's classmates. What can she do, hopes that her friends will be accepted at another university.Bel
Flawless Love 62. The Dream
Bella has also discussed dreams and aspirations with her friends. At that time Bella did not have any goals or dreams for the future. Every time that topic came up it would be a dilemma for her. At that time Bella will be more of a listener.“My wish is to leave the urban noise and live in the village. I want to live simply and enjoy the time.” Wendy's confession about her dream.“Indeed in the city, you can not do that. Live simply and enjoy your time.” Bella said."Can't at all. In the city, everything looks busy and time flies very fast. I want to enjoy my life for a long time.”“For me, I want to have a steady, stable, and guaranteed job in old age. In other words, civil servants." Bella said."Your dream is very simple." Wendy's comments."How about you Santy?" Bella asked."I? Hmm... I want to married young, had children, and lived happily together forever. Like my parents.""You don't want to have a career?" Bella is worried that her frien
Flawless Love 61. Next Stage
Bella is still keeping the field of study she chose a secret when she applied to university. Bella had planned from the start that she would tell Mother if the chances of her being accepted were close to perfect. She has taken the entrance test but still hasn't received the results of the decision on whether she passes or not.From the entrance test that she took yesterday, Bella was actually able to predict and calculate the results. But her little heart said anything could happen, so Bella didn't want to be consumed by the confidence that could make her fall because of arrogance.What Bella wanted to say to Mom after the result announcement was in her hands. But to do that Bella still had to wait for another two weeks. Meanwhile, Mom and Jennie have been urging her to talk since Bella's graduation."Sis, you would tell me now or later what's the difference? What are you afraid of? Will Mother and I mock you if fail?!”"Don't say failure easily like that Jennie
Flawless Love 60. The Graduation
A few months later.Today is Bella's last day as a high school student. Her last day at school, her last with friends. Today felt like an ordinary day as they were currently here still hanging out together as usual.Stay busy, laugh, and joke together with a cheerful atmosphere full of joy everywhere. Bella's classmates continue to do meaningless silliness. They also do not spare work for teachers.The graduation ceremony begins soon. The attendees of the ceremony, including the principal, teachers, school staff, parents, as well as third-grade students, and Bella, the main character who will be inaugurated after graduating from high school for three years, entered the event room today.A series of events ran smoothly until the speeches of the graduating students, where Bella was the representative. She had prepared this very well because Bella represented all the students who graduated today. She wants to convey well all the messages as well as the feelings of
Flawless Love 59. Puzzle Pieces
During the exam period last few weeks Bella was unable to attend therapy sessions with Dr. Diane. This is their first meeting after spending a few weeks.Bella couldn't wait for it because she wanted to immediately share a story with Dr. Diane about her meeting and conversation with Dad that went very smoothly the last time. Also, she has some questions for Dr. Diane.What Bella didn't understand in her memory was that she had hated the shadows of the past. Memories of bad things in the past are etched clearly in the fragments of memories that she has. Memories that Bella wanted to forget and bury deep, at any cost until she almost lost her life.Now Bella was wondering why after meeting and talking with Dad, she could easily accept all of Dad's explanations. The anger, hatred, and disappointment that she had always believed she had for Dad vanished like air.Bella begins to doubt her childhood memories, whether the fragments of memories recorded and stored so f
Flawless Love 58. Volunteer
On the first day, Bella went to volunteer, Mrs. Rita's words crossed her mind. On the day Mrs. Rita delivered the information she promised, she said to Bella. "Your personal opinion would be very suitable to do this volunteer activity, Bella."Mrs. Rita handed over a pamphlet about an invitation to volunteer from a social institution.“I have more or less heard about what happened to you. Of course, only a few people from the school know about this, I can guarantee that.”Bella never really told her friends the real reason behind her absence from school. What her friends know is that Bella is seriously ill and has to be hospitalized.“You will learn more about the PFA. Moreover, I feel that you will be able to empathize sincerely from your heart. Because after all, you've been in the same situation.”Mrs. Rita smiled warmly. “If you can overcome it, then you are also able to help others. Understand their condition and situation.”To hear honest comments
Flawless Love 57. Overflowing
Bella was still awake but Mother didn't notice because she was sleeping facing the other way from the bedroom door. Bella used to sleep with the bedroom lights turned off. Mother thought she was fast asleep.Unlike usual, Mom usually only came to Bella's door to look and then left. Mother stepped in and sat down beside Bella's bed. Bella could feel the soft caress of her hair, but she still intends to sleep accompanied by a soft, loving caress from Mother. Then she started to hear Mother sobbing."Why is Mom crying?" Though Bella hesitated between pretending to be asleep or turning to look at Mom.Mom wouldn't want Bella to see her cry. But Bella couldn't help herself because she really couldn't stand to see Mother cry. Every drop of Mother's tears felt heavy for her, especially if the tears fell because of her."Mother... Why? What happens? Did Mom cry because of me?" Bella thought."Mother..." Called Bella turned to look at her."Oh Bella, I'm sorry I
Flawless Love 56. Who He Is?
Alec walked out of Bella's house. The original plan that was supposed to go with his girlfriend was finally canceled. Alec has free time that makes him confused about how he should spend it. Alec didn't want to stay with Bella for long, thus preventing her from resting."Brother Alec, you here. Didn't you go with Sister?" Asked Jennie who passed in front of the house with Alec."Yeah, your sister doesn't feel well. But she's fine, don't worry.""Thank you for taking care of my sister, Brother."Jennie had never spoken directly to either Alec or Bella about how happy she was to hear that they were back together. But before that happened Jennie always felt sure they couldn't let go of each other.Alec smiled. "I have to go now..."“Be careful on the road. Ah! Big brother waits—" Jennie stopped Alec from leaving.Alec stopped walking and turned to look at Jennie again. "Yes, why?""That, umm I..." Jennie looked doubtful."What is it? Just say it
Flawless Love 55. Tough
Someone told Bella that Mrs. Rita was waiting for her in the counseling room. Now Bella doesn't have to worry about meeting Madam Rita. She had time to discuss with Dr. Diane about her counseling teacher.Doctor Diane tells Bella many things and opens her narrow-minded about the world and the work of a psychologist. Doctor Diane explained as if she really understood Mrs. Rita even though they didn't know each other and had never met before.Bella wants to apologize for all her actions and bad attitude so far. As Dr. Diane said, Bella misjudged Mrs. Rita, unable to understand her good intentions in wanting to help Bella. Only the approach of Dr. Diane and Madam Rita is different, it is very clear because they are different people too."Sorry for my attitude all this time Ma'am, and thank you for never giving up on me," Bella said, looking down in shame."I'm okay Bella, I accept your apology." Mrs. Rita smiled while drinking her hot tea.Bella and Mrs. Rita's
