Novels by de' Lunar

Time seemed to roll slowly, but it was like torture for Lynd. At a distance Andy unknowingly overtakes Lynd for worrying with a hint of guilt. When he saw the two of them talking, he couldn't get any closer because didn't want to make things worse. “Aren’t we supposed to talk, you’re the one suggest it to me?” Lynd was still speechless, hearing Joan's question that felt not like a question but a reassurance for Lynd to remember the bond between them. Joan didn't care anymore even though he knew that now everything he said could hurt the girl she loved. "Now tell me, who here is guilty? Me or you? How could you do this to me?” Still shrouded in the shadow of the worst ending to the situation that occurred between them, Lynd tried to hold on, bracing herself still to face all overflow Joan's anger. Lynd had to understand Joan's position that it was natural for him to be cold and mean like this. “Did I break our promise in your eyes?” Lynd wanted to find out what Joan really believed

The encounter between Liona, Lynd and Andy that afternoon takes them on a time trip a dozen years ago where Hans meets his old good friend who broke contact without news feed. But the meeting did not last long before Hans was left by his best friend, Andy’s father, for good.Liona told the story she had heard from the father, it's exactly the same story she told back to Andy and Lynd without exaggerating or reducing any part. Except a little from point of view. “At that time, I heard the last request that he could not refuse other than to promise, that he would be responsible for taking care of you. You and aunt Helen.”“The promise he made in the last second of life of his best friend, your faher, An.” Liona paused for a moment, giving pause to Andy who might actually feel heavy-hearted to hear this story. “Mom and Dad's divorce is not entirely your fault or your family. Dad and Mothers who can't stand their own problem anymore. He easily lets Mom go, and Mom gives up fighting for Da

“Sis, where are you?” Call Lynd as soon as enters the house looking for Liona's whereabouts. sHe wanted to introduce Andy first, but Liona wasn't there. “Come in, have a seat. I'll stay for a while looking for her, maybe in the room.” Lynd asked when see Andy who was still standing awkwardly to be more relaxed. Leaving Andy alone in the living room, Lynd walked towards Liona's room. When getting closer, through the open door of the room, heard Liona was talking to someone. Lynd looked into the room through the crack in the door, slowly opening it wider. “Alec, I don't mind explaining to Mom if you haven't been able to take the time.” Liona is on the phone. “No, don't say sorry. I should be the one to apologize, maybe this is too sudden for you.” finally she noticed Lynd's presence behind her door. Liona saw Lynd who seemed to be waiting for her, inevitably she had to end the conversation. “Alec, we'll talk about this later. Yeah, we met on campus. Okay...” Lynd felt embarrassed. “

After receiving confirmation that Liona has returned from college and is at home, Andy and Lynd prepare to go out, as well as Peter who plans to go home. Peter said goodbye to retreat in front of Andy's yard, passing away. Peter's departure leaves only Lynd and Andy there. They walked quite a bit three to five minutes to arrive at Lynd's house. In Lynd's mind hung the one uneasiness and question she was eager to convey to Andy. But Lynd continued to back down after repeatedly considering whether not to cross the line if she asked Andy and alluded to the close relationship between himself and Egy. Lynd anxiously looked at Andy, reading the look on his face. Which Lynd attitude was realized by Andy and make him feel uncomfortable because it continues to be looked at. “Just ask if you really want to know.” Said Andy without looking at Lynd, still looking at road focus forward path. “What?” Lynd woke up from her serious thoughts. “Your attitude bothers me. Just tell me what you want t

Lynd returned home quite late, almost at dinner time. The contents of her mind felt full after talking to Andy, the conversation itself was also not over and they had to postpone it because Lynd was worried that people at home might look for her.“Where have you been, Lynd, just got back at this hour?” Liona immediately lecturing, not too sensitive to read Lynd's face looked very tired.“I’m sorry Sis, I'm not aware of the time. A lot has happened lately at school.”Liona this time observing her sister's face, let out a long sigh. “Quickly clean yourself up and we eat, the story can wait for later.” Liona canceled interrogating her sister because she did not have the heart.Lynd obeyed Liona's orders without rebuttal, feeling that her day was already quite tired and out of energy. Talking to Andy also made mood decrease not excited. Lynd and Andy promised to arrange another day to talk, they exchanged numbers so that it would be easier to contact each other. And because of something e

All this time, of course, Peter was fine because even though the homo speculation appeared, they enjoyed it only as a joke, making the rumor an entertainment fantasy. But this time with Lynd was different, first because she was the opposite sex. And secondly because Andy's words that he always said as an excuse to reject girls who profess love, that he has someone to like. Two things are enough, there's a lot of speculation going on right now.Seeing Andy's unusual expression reveal emotion and anxiety, brought up question in Peter's mind. “Wait! Do not say―” Peter hesitated to continue what was bothering him. “Are you worried about Lynd? You seriously like her!”Andy was astonished why Peter had even summed up the word to being towards the direction. Getting Andy's gaze, Peter continued his speech. “Think for yourself. while on the plane on a field trip way back home. You self said with a serious face that you wanted to approach Lynd's friend at school. Did you care or worry about ho

Bella and Alec have an appointment today. Coincidentally, their university announced it on the same day. Bella will go to university first to see the results, then go to high school to meet Alec.Bella's heart was beating fast, this was the same as when she announced the results of passing the exams at school. She pulled herself together and took a deep breath. Following the rhythmic heartbeat, feeling it with every breath.Bella's eyes followed each row of names on the sheets of paper posted on the bulletin board until her eyes finally found her name written there. Bella confirmed repeatedly that it was Bella's name and that she had been accepted."I did it!!"Not just stopping, Bella went back to reading looking for anyone from her school who was also accepted there, especially the names of her classmates. Some were accepted but they weren't the names of Bella's classmates. What can she do, hopes that her friends will be accepted at another university.Bel

Bella has also discussed dreams and aspirations with her friends. At that time Bella did not have any goals or dreams for the future. Every time that topic came up it would be a dilemma for her. At that time Bella will be more of a listener.“My wish is to leave the urban noise and live in the village. I want to live simply and enjoy the time.” Wendy's confession about her dream.“Indeed in the city, you can not do that. Live simply and enjoy your time.” Bella said."Can't at all. In the city, everything looks busy and time flies very fast. I want to enjoy my life for a long time.”“For me, I want to have a steady, stable, and guaranteed job in old age. In other words, civil servants." Bella said."Your dream is very simple." Wendy's comments."How about you Santy?" Bella asked."I? Hmm... I want to married young, had children, and lived happily together forever. Like my parents.""You don't want to have a career?" Bella is worried that her frien

Bella is still keeping the field of study she chose a secret when she applied to university. Bella had planned from the start that she would tell Mother if the chances of her being accepted were close to perfect. She has taken the entrance test but still hasn't received the results of the decision on whether she passes or not.From the entrance test that she took yesterday, Bella was actually able to predict and calculate the results. But her little heart said anything could happen, so Bella didn't want to be consumed by the confidence that could make her fall because of arrogance.What Bella wanted to say to Mom after the result announcement was in her hands. But to do that Bella still had to wait for another two weeks. Meanwhile, Mom and Jennie have been urging her to talk since Bella's graduation."Sis, you would tell me now or later what's the difference? What are you afraid of? Will Mother and I mock you if fail?!”"Don't say failure easily like that Jennie

A few months later.Today is Bella's last day as a high school student. Her last day at school, her last with friends. Today felt like an ordinary day as they were currently here still hanging out together as usual.Stay busy, laugh, and joke together with a cheerful atmosphere full of joy everywhere. Bella's classmates continue to do meaningless silliness. They also do not spare work for teachers.The graduation ceremony begins soon. The attendees of the ceremony, including the principal, teachers, school staff, parents, as well as third-grade students, and Bella, the main character who will be inaugurated after graduating from high school for three years, entered the event room today.A series of events ran smoothly until the speeches of the graduating students, where Bella was the representative. She had prepared this very well because Bella represented all the students who graduated today. She wants to convey well all the messages as well as the feelings of

During the exam period last few weeks Bella was unable to attend therapy sessions with Dr. Diane. This is their first meeting after spending a few weeks.Bella couldn't wait for it because she wanted to immediately share a story with Dr. Diane about her meeting and conversation with Dad that went very smoothly the last time. Also, she has some questions for Dr. Diane.What Bella didn't understand in her memory was that she had hated the shadows of the past. Memories of bad things in the past are etched clearly in the fragments of memories that she has. Memories that Bella wanted to forget and bury deep, at any cost until she almost lost her life.Now Bella was wondering why after meeting and talking with Dad, she could easily accept all of Dad's explanations. The anger, hatred, and disappointment that she had always believed she had for Dad vanished like air.Bella begins to doubt her childhood memories, whether the fragments of memories recorded and stored so f

On the first day, Bella went to volunteer, Mrs. Rita's words crossed her mind. On the day Mrs. Rita delivered the information she promised, she said to Bella. "Your personal opinion would be very suitable to do this volunteer activity, Bella."Mrs. Rita handed over a pamphlet about an invitation to volunteer from a social institution.“I have more or less heard about what happened to you. Of course, only a few people from the school know about this, I can guarantee that.”Bella never really told her friends the real reason behind her absence from school. What her friends know is that Bella is seriously ill and has to be hospitalized.“You will learn more about the PFA. Moreover, I feel that you will be able to empathize sincerely from your heart. Because after all, you've been in the same situation.”Mrs. Rita smiled warmly. “If you can overcome it, then you are also able to help others. Understand their condition and situation.”To hear honest comments