My feet move faster as I look at the time on my phone. I cringed thinking about all eyes on me walking in late to class. I quickly open the heavy door leading into the small school. Two more months of this place and I was free. Free from this school, free from this town, and most importantly, free from my Dad.
I jogged down the hall as the last bell rang, managing to squeeze into class just before everyone had taken their seats. Relief washes over me now that I can blend into the back of the classroom where I was most comfortable. I hated attention. I just wanted to coast through these last few weeks undetected. At the end of summer, I was leaving no matter what. Of course I’d have to get a car first, but I’ve been working at the Diner for almost a month. I calculated that by the end of July, I would have enough money to have my car and my freedom.
I sift through my bag and pull out my history book. The door clicks open and all eyes move up front, curious as to who was late. My eyes meet his and my body freezes, unable to even breath. I couldn’t move. It was as if I was suddenly paralized apart from my pounding heart. His eyes were such a bright blue that I could see them from the back row. He had shoulder length caramel hair that brought out his sun kissed skin. His dark clothes and chain hanging from his jeans gave him an edge that made my heart rate quicken. Reality came crashing back down as I realized he was staring just as intently at me. I turn my eyes to the textbook and try to control my ragged breathing.
Who was this man and how did he encite such magnificent feelings in me? Red flags went off in my brain, telling me I should probably stay away from him, but I knew I wouldn’t listen. I had to know who he was. My interest peaked and that rarely happened.
“We have a new student finishing out the year with us.” The teacher, Mr, Gates, announced. I snuck another glance at the mystery man and immediately regretted it. He was staring at me with a curious expression. I moved my attention to Mr. Gates as if I was unfazed by him. I pretend not to notice the half smile that made my heart throb almost painfully. “Would you like to introduce yourself?”
“I’m Zak.” He says in a deep, husky voice. Shivers course through my body and I feel like he's only talking to me. “I just moved here from up north.” His eyes never leave me and I feel my body start to warm. Am I actually blushing? Who am I? I’ve never been so attracted to a man in my life and certainly have never reacted this way. I needed to get a grip on myself.
“We’re glad to have you.” The teacher says, giving a small pat on Zak’s shoulder. I second that, I think to myself. “Have a seat wherever you’d like.” Mr. Gates waves a dismissive hand at Zak and goes back to his desk.
Oh, no.
He was coming straight for the empty seat next to me. There’s no way I could get through the next two months with him so close. What if I have other classes with him? I’d flunk out before the end of these last two months. I swallowed hard as he finally reached the seat next to me. A wave of his scent hits me as he plopped down, filling my lungs with the most delicious smell. An aroma of cologne mixed with a woodsy smell overtakes my senses.
Get a hold of yourself, girl. He's just a guy, not a God.
Certainly looks like a God.
I groan internally and wipe a hand down my face. Why was this so difficult? Why is the pull to him so strong? I sneak a sideways glance at him and for the first time, he’s not looking at me. I take this opportunity to study him more closely. He was definitely tall. I could tell even when he was sitting. Being this close, I could see some stubble on his chin that just made him look even sexier. Moving my eyes down, I watched the way his arm flexed as he moved. There’s no way he didn’t work out everyday with the size of his bicep. It had me wondering what his chest looked like under his shirt…
“You know,” My cheeks instantly redden as the sound of his voice pulls me from my thoughts, knowing I’ve been caught staring. His eyes meet mine and a playful half-smile is painted on his lips. “It’s rude to stare.”
My mouth fell open and then I quickly shut it, looking around to see if anyone else had noticed. No one seemed to be paying attention to us so I decided to play his game. “I could say the same to you.” I say quietly.
“That’s fair.” He says with a small laugh. “What’s your name?”
I hesitate for a moment. This boy screamed trouble and here I was, diving in head first. “Eliza. Everyone calls me El.”
“Eliza.” He draws my name out and fire courses through my veins. How on Earth could he get such a reaction from me by just saying my name? Seriously, what is wrong with me? “It’s nice to meet you, El.” The small smile never leaves his face.
“Uh, likewise.” I stammered then forced my eyes up front where Mr. Gates was talking. I tried not to look again, but I couldn’t help stealing glances. Everytime I did, I caught him staring right back. I hoped there wouldn’t be a quiz on what we learned today, because I didn’t hear a single word of the lecture.
The last five minutes of class the teacher let us talk among ourselves. I wanted to talk to Zak, but instead found myself face to face with Ryan Davis, the school heartthrob. Ryan was deemed the most popular and hottest (second hottest now) guy in school. I’ve never had a conversation with him in the four years we’ve been going to school together.I suspect he must want something.
“How are you doing, El?” He says, flashing me his famous flirtatious smile. I’m shocked he even knew my name. He sits in the seat in front of me after the scrawny kid scrambled away.
“Uh…” I hesitate, blinking several times trying to figure out if this is even real. Since when does Ryan Davis speak to someone like me? “I’m good, I suppose. What can I help you with, Ryan?” I narrowed my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest.
“Some friends and I are going out tonight. You should come.”
I let out a surprised laugh. I just couldn’t help myself. “Is that a joke?”
He chuckles and pushes his hair back. His shirt rose up a bit with the gesture, showing a bit of his sculpted abs and the hem of his boxers. Dear Lord, it was hot in here today. “Not at all. You helped my friend Benny with his Calculus last week and he said you were a lot of fun. Wanted to see if that was true.”
I pretended not to hear Zak snicker. The bell rang and I started to gather my things. I like Ben, but I simply don’t fit into their group. “As flattered as I am, I have to work tonight.” I say pushing past him.
“What about tomorrow?” He follows behind me.
“I, uh…” Think of an excuse, damnit! “I’ll think about it.” He smiles triumphantly, sending my heart racing. What did I just do?
I scurry off, trying to put as much space between me and Ryan as possible. “So,” My breath escapes me as I hear that husky voice behind me. “Got a hot date tomorrow, huh?”
Zak falls in step next to me. He makes it incredibly hard to form sentences. “I never agreed.”
He chewed on his lip for a moment. He even made that look sexy. “He doesn’t seem like your type.”
I couldn’t help but smile. Even he noticed it was odd for Ryan to be talking to me. “He’s not. I’ve never even talked to him before today.”
“What is your type?” His question takes me by surprise.
“I don’t have one.” Before he can ask another question, I turn to face him. “Do you need help finding your next class or something?”
“Nope. Calculus is my next class. I’m heading in the right direction. Fortunately, it’s the same way you were going.” He gives me a devilish grin that makes me wonder what he could possibly be thinking about.
I sigh and pinch the bridge of my nose. This boy was going to be the death of me. “That is my next class too.”
“What do you know? Must be fate.”
I start walking again. “Or I’m in hell.” I hear his intoxicating chuckle as he follows me in silence to the next class. I take my seat, almost in the back. He still sits close, but this time he was diagonal from me and out of my line of vision. Maybe, just maybe, I’d be able to focus in this class.
I think I heard fate laugh at me.
“What the hell were you and Ryan talking about?”
“Hello to you too, Kelsey.” I say, rolling my eyes. A petite girl with red hair came stomping up to me. She is perfectly groomed from head to toe and showed way too much cleavage in a dress that was entirely too short for school. She never normally spoke to me, apart from a snide comment about my appearance every once in a while. I was drawn to the color black, and I suppose it didn’t help that my hair was also the color of obsidian. My entire wardrobe consisted of graphic t-shirts, black jeans, and the occasional flannel.
“If you know what’s good for you, you’ll stay away from my boyfriend, you goth slut.” She placed a hand on her hip, trying her best to look intimidating.
I raised an eyebrow. “Okay, first of all, I heard he broke it off with you a while ago. And secondly, he approached me, not the other way around. Third,” I leaned in closer. “We both know you’ve slept with more guys than me.” Her mouth falls open and I hear a few snickers from nearby students that were listening in. “Relax, Kelsey. I turned him down.” Well mostly. The thought of Kelsey being jealous of me puts a smile on my face that I’m sure wouldn’t go away anytime soon.
“Listen here you little-” She sucks in a sharp breath, recalculating her words. “Ryan and I are so not done. We’re just on a break.”
“Does he know that?” I lean back in my chair and she huffs. It was way too entertaining taunting her. She looked like she would explode from anger at any second.
“Just stay away from him.” She growled like the little kitten she is. I was sure if it came to a fight between her and I, I would most definitely win, not that I was much of a fighter. Quite the opposite really. I could be strong if I needed to, but for the most part, I liked to avoid any conflict.
Which would mean avoiding Ryan.
I shake my head as she takes her seat up front. I must be dreaming. I have to be. With everything that’s happened today, I’m sure I’ll wake up soon.
“She seems like a peach.” Zak's voice reaches my ear and shivers roll through me.
I answer in a sarcastic tone without looking back at him. “Oh, yeah. She’s great. We’re like, best friends.” His small laugh makes my cheeks burn. So much for focusing.
The rest of class, I tried my best to focus on the lesson, but I could feel Zak’s eyes on me. When the bell chimes I race out of my seat, hoping he wouldn’t follow, but also kind of hoping he would.
“Hey!” He calls to me, catching up with me in the hall. “What’s your next class?” As I turn to face him I forget how to speak momentarily. He runs a hand through his hair, pushing it out of his blue eyes. I held his gaze for a moment longer before realizing I was staring.
“Can I see your schedule?” I hold out my hand. He pulls a folded piece of paper out from his pocket. Our fingers brush as he hands it to me and we both jump from the sudden shock, dropping the piece of paper. The feeling of our skin touching was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. All at once, like an electrical current, my body hummed then stopped the moment the connection was served.
He picks up the paper and hands it to me again, careful not to touch my hand. “Must have been static electricity.” He murmured. I didn’t believe it and could tell he didn’t believe it either. I unfold the paper and read down the list. Our afternoon classes were different until the last hour.
“We have art together.” I say handing him the paper back.
His smile makes me melt. All I wanted was to touch him and feel that magnificent feeling again. I wondered how it would feel if our lips touched…
“Perfect.” He steps closer, moving slowly past me. “I get to start and end my day with you.” He was so close that I could smell mint on his breath and feel the warmth of his body. He moved away much too fast and I’m left gawking in the direction he walked in.
When lunch came around, I thought I’d finally gotten a hold of myself. My plan was to turn down Ryan and avoid him and Zak at all costs until the end of the school year. I’d thought everything through. The only problem was around them, my brain seemed to not cooperate.I went to grab my tray of food from the counter in the cafeteria, but large hands already had a hold of it. “I’ll take that.” Ryan held my tray just out of my reach. Ryan was also tall, but not as tall as Zak. I was only five-foot four, making it easy for him to hold the tray up high and out of my reach. He smiled down at me as he played his game, but I was not the least bit amused. I put my hands on my hips and raised an eyebrow. “You’re sitting with us.” He stated.I laugh. “I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Ryan sta
ZakIt took everything in me to not follow her after school. I wanted to know where she lived, who she lived with, where she worked. I wanted to know everything about her to be able to better understand her. I parked my Explorer in front of the large building and walked inside the packhouse. My mother greeted me with a kiss on the cheek as she always did.“How was your first day of school?” She beamed, looking so excited to hear all about it. I didn’t understand why they insisted on me going, but they assured me it was for my own benefit and would help me when I took on the role as Alpha. I had hated the idea of school up until I saw her. Now I couldn’t wait to go back.“It was good. Not at all what I expected.” I said honestly, though I couldn’t tell my Mother about El. Not
I felt like I had only slept for five minutes before my alarm went off. I groaned, taping my phone to silence the noise. I almost fell back asleep when my door burst open. “Hey. I want breakfast.” Dad says with a toothbrush in his mouth. He wasn’t very old, but looked like it with his unruly hair and graying beard. I groan yet again, then lazily make my way into the kitchen. “What’ll be today?” I ask as he comes in, throwing on his work uniform. He was a mechanic at his friend Mike's auto shop. “Just make me some toast.” Please, I add in my mind. I quickly prepared the toast, seeing that I was already running late. Not to mention, I haven’t even showered. I slide his toast on the table without buttering it and quickly run to th
Once home, I change my clothes to jean shorts and one of my nicer black shirts. I decided to attempt to straighten my hair but the beast can never be tamed all the way. It still had a bit of curl left in it but overall, I was satisfied with the way I looked. I grabbed my small purse that I rarely used and headed for the door. I hadn't noticed my Dad arrive home and jumped at the sound of his voice. "Where the hell are you going?" He lounged on the couch and I saw the half empty pint of whiskey next to him. This wasn't a fight I wanted tonight. "I got called into work." I hoped he was too drunk to notice my clothes. “In that? Yeah, right. Don’t lie to me. You’re probably going to get high or fuck some guy. You’re just like your mother.” His tone was harsh but he never raised his voice. My hand tightene
I had arrived at school early that day, actually looking forward to seeing Ryan. I wore my hair down and straightened it again. I actually added just a touch of eye liner which was unusual for me. I didn’t want to seem desperate, but I also felt like I needed to be on Ryan’s level. There was no way I’d be wearing pink, but I could at least take some pride in my appearance.“I can see the date went well.” Zak smiles at me as he takes his seat next to me.I shrugged. “I may have had fun.”Zak chuckles, but it seems forced. Something seemed off about him. “Look at you. You’re practically glowing! Did he kiss you?”I turned to look at him, giving my most innocent look. “Maybe.”
The weekend came and went a little too fast for my liking. I lounged around most of the day Saturday and tried my best to avoid my Dad. Apart from him throwing his liquor bottle at me the other night, he had actually been pleasant. Well, as pleasant as he could be. On Sunday, I worked most of the day and was glad I got off earlier in the day so I could go to bed early and catch up on some sleep I desperately needed.I'd managed to push all thoughts of Zak from my mind by keeping myself busy or thinking of Ryan. I was still upset with Ryan over the events from Friday and I knew if I just stayed away from him, Kelsey would back off. Zak's words echoed through my mind. Is it worth it? Honestly, I didn't know Ryan well enough to answer that yet.By the time Monday came along, I decided it best to break things off with Ryan. I just needed to get
Over the next few days I grew worried. Zak didn’t show up on Tuesday and neither did Ryan. I figured with Ryan’s hand he might miss a day of school, but Zak didn’t seem too badly hurt. I was nervous he wouldn’t come back or that he was mad at me.On Wednesday, Ryan showed up, but didn’t say anything to me as he walked into class late. He glanced at me once before taking his seat and I couldn’t help but notice the cast around his hand. Exactly how hard did he hit Zak that he injured himself in the process? Now I was really worried because once again, Zak was nowhere to be found. I wondered if he was okay, or if Ryan did more damage than I originally thought. Zak was like a brick wall when Ryan hit him. He didn’t even seem fazed or act like it hurt.I made it through the day avoiding Ryan and then worked a shift at the Di
Friday was surprisingly uneventful, though I was thankful. Ryan told me he was taking me to dinner Saturday evening but it was a surprise where we were going. I really didn’t care for surprises, but it was Ryan. How bad could it be? When I sat with Ryan at lunch, Kelsey simply sat at another table, obviously not happy about seeing me with Ryan, but she kept her mouth shut for once.Zak didn’t comment once on Ryan and I, making good on his promise, until the very end of the day when we were waiting for the bell to ring. “Are you nervous about your date tomorrow?” He says with his eyes on the floor.“No, not really. Should I be?”He ignores my question. “You have my number if you need anything.”The bell chimes an
The next evening, Zak and I sat in the car outside of a bustling bar out in the middle of the woods. We had driven nearly half the day to get here. I sized up the building, noticing it looked run down and kind of small. Not at all where I pictured a Lycan King might hang out.“This is it?” I ask, scrunching up my nose.“Looks can be deceiving.” Zak chuckles softly before taking a more serious note. “You remember everything I told you?”“Yes sir.” I said, saluting him.“El…” He groans.“I remember Zak. Just trust me, okay?”Zak had gone over werewolf etiquette with me, explaining how to approach an Alpha
“It’s not possible. Alpha Killian has said multiple times he couldn’t father any children.” James says with a firm shake of the head.“Look at her, she looks just like him. Black hair, strong facial structure. It would explain why she doesn’t smell like a werewolf. She’s a Lycan.” Luke sits on the other side of me, making me more uncomfortable than I already was.“There hasn’t been a female Lycan in, what, seventy-five years?” Gabriel says.“As unlikely as this is, if she tries to confront him-” Damien inputs.“He will kill her.” Zak finishes, wiping a hand across his face. My heart picked up its pace as yet another person wanted me dead just for existing. “He won’t even
As we busted through the woods and into the clearing, I realized we had already made it back. It felt like only minutes had passed since we left. Several people were outside, trying to help with the commotion where they could, but it didn’t seem like anyone was fighting. I saw a few injured people, being helped inside by others and quickly pushed down the pull of my ability.Zak’s mother greeted us outside, holding a pair of clothes. I hopped off of Zak and watched with the same amount of amazement as he shifted back into a human. I wasn’t sure I would ever get used to it.“How bad is it?” He said, taking the clothes from his mother and hastily covering himself.“There’s several injured, but most are just superficial wounds.”
As if reading my thoughts he kissed me quickly, releasing me from my staring. “Don’t worry. I’ll be gentle.”I nodded, drawing in a deep breath as I felt him situate himself at my opening. Slowly he eased himself inside me, stretching me to the max. The pain wasn’t as bad as I was expecting, and I wondered if it was because my body healed itself. Whatever it was, I was grateful.He eased himself in and out a few times at an agonizingly slow pace, giving my body time to adjust. I could tell he was restraining himself, by the way his body shook with his calculated movements. The pain subsided quickly, leaving only slight pressure and an immense amount of pleasure. He rocked back into me, a little harder this time and I moaned in response to urge him to keep going. Seeing I had adjusted, he quickened his movements, letting out low moa
He molds his lips on mine and suddenly my body ignites, heating up with every passing moment. He grabs my waist, pulling me closer until I’m straddling his lap. Nothing could ever compare to the feeling of when I’m with Zak. Nothing could ever make me feel so complete, so whole.His tongue grazes my lips and I part them, granting him entrance. He explores every inch of my mouth causing a small moan to escape my lips. A growl comes from him and suddenly he flips us over without breaking the kiss, hovering on top of me as I lay on the warm rock. I arch my back, needing to be closer to him, to touch him.His lips move from mine, sucking and biting the soft skin of my neck. I could feel the ache between my legs grow the longer he touched me. His lips moved lower to the top of my breast. His eyes flicked up to mine for a moment as he breathed
I rested my forehead on the warm window, closing my eyes and letting the sun melt away my troubles. He wasn’t my dad. I kept thinking it over and over in my mind, our conversation replaying on a loop. You’d think that I would find some sort of joy in discovering I wasn’t related to him, but he was still the man that raised me. The man that was biologically my father was another matter altogether. Very briefly I pictured what life could have been like with a loving father and a mother that didn’t have to hide. I could see us standing in front of a brilliant white house with blue shutters complete with the white picket fence. The perfect family. But that wasn’t reality. Reality was that my real father terrified my mother so badly that she ran from him. Even went as far as to erase her and Liam’s past. What puzzled
“You’re not going to leave without me, are you?” A man calls, jogging up to us. I remembered Kai from the brief time at the party. His golden hair fell in his earth colored eyes and he had about the same build as Zak, maybe a little shorter. I couldn’t help but notice how much he looked like Gabriel and wondered if they were related.“Kai, right?” I held out my hand to shake his.“You would be correct, Miss Luna.” He grabbed my hand, kissing it instead and bared his neck, just as everyone else inside did. Zak let out a low animalistic growl, but Kai just looked amused.“It’s El.” I said, feeling just as uncomfortable by the gesture as I did inside.“Whatever you say, Miss Luna.” Kai said with a
The next morning Zak and I decided to go and talk with my Dad to see if we could pry any answers from him. I had a bad feeling growing in the pit of my stomach about going to see him, remembering how angry he was last time I saw him. "Let's grab some breakfast first and then we will head out, okay?" I nodded, fixing my hair into a bun. Zak had gotten me some fresh clothes from his mom. Just a simple tank top and shorts but I felt so much better in clean clothes.As we walked down the hall, Zak slipped his hand in mine. I frowned despite adoring the feeling of his hand in mine. "Are you sure this is okay?" I say, holding up our hands between us. The smile he gives removes any of my perturbing thoughts and he kisses me slowly, communicating his feelings through the gesture."It's more than okay. Everyone knows now, so there's no need to hide." He kisses my
“This human knows too much about us!” Luke shouts and I hear a few people in the crowd agree. He digs the knife deeper and I gasp, grabbing Luke’s arm in an attempt to pull him away. “She threatens the Alpha bloodline as she has mated to our young Alpha. With these facts, I sentence her to death.”“Drop the knife!” A deep voice booms as the double doors shake the walls they slam into. Luke hesitates, holding me in place. His hand shakes like he’s fighting against himself. The man enters, looking murderous. Zak looked just like him, from his hair to his jawline and facial structure. “Lucas, let the girl go. That is a command!”Luke jumps and releases me with a growl. I practically jump in Zak's arms and he scoops me up, holding me tight. James walks to us, not taking his eyes off of Luke the entir