Planes
Each day is a gift and not a given right. I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful. I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't think I have everything figured out yet and I still don't think I am worthy to have him in my life. In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.
If we end up together, we will be facing a long list of problems. I live in a country that is still healing from the past. It was taboo too cross the color line. Things have changed and it's not taboo anymore. Truth be told it all comes down to fear and more specifically the fear of letting go.
You cannot help who your heart falls for .Falling in love is inevitable its life. However I found that ;the most potent kind of love happens when you both fall in love with each other at the same time ,unexpectedly under magical circumstances. I used to believe that dreams that come true were not for girls like me, and looking back at my past failed relationships; I really knew how to pick crazy and disturbed men, who knew nothing about loving a strong willed independent woman.
Don't get me wrong there is a fine line between crazy and freaky. All my two exes didn't get me... this guy however has me thinking about hearts and flowers. We have an undeniable connection. I've ignored most of his calls, and texts because what he makes me feel is powerful. I really like him and ,we connect on all levels; Spiritually, mentally , and physically. In my defense I blame it on my lack of self control and curiosity. Why did we get delayed on that day?
I guess I should start from the beginning. Two weeks ago I was booked on a flight to Cape Town.
There was a Sports and fitness expo and conference. The whole event lasted for five days... well make it seven considering the horrible weather. All I wanted to do was attend the event and participate in the activities that were organized by the company that hosted everyone. The sports conference was a breath of fresh air; compared to the job I do , which keeps me busy enough .On top everything the person I was assisting , insisted that I take the trip because I work too damn hard. I had fun and I made friends. There was a specific group that was untouchable as if I cared about them. They can exclude themselves from the rest of us .Funny enough one of the guys couldn't stop looking at me when we had club night with the groups we were split into. I pretended not to see or notice anything .He was also at the gym , restaurant ,and a food market the group I was with decided to go to.
I didn't think much of it at that time and I all I wanted to do on day five was go home with my new gadgets and a new list of friends.
There was an awesome watch that you could link to your phone. It was new technology so only the people who attended the conference would have it. It tracked your fitness progress, routes, mapped out new trails and gyms. Your eating plan was also programmed on the watch. My favorite feature was the safety feature .It was the safety button and mechanism.
I have the best of luck when it comes to getting injured out of the blue. I have the scars to prove it. So if at any point during my workout I fall or injure myself accidentally. It will alert the nearest person within the same area. Maybe I will fall; and the hottie who looks like a Greek god , has glowing skin and obsidian light brown eyes and a healthy mane of curly hair will save me ... Like that would ever happen.
By the time we all said our last goodbyes; I had packed my suitcase and booked my flight ahead of time so that I could get the window seat in first class, since all the business class seats were taken. Maybe it was a sign to stay one more day but I needed to go home. I was home sick for some sort of odd reason. I love my own space and food. I also needed time to ease back into work mode, because Cape Town is a resort city and as much as I love mixing work with play ,I really needed to get my head back in the game.
I made it to the airport on time and I boarded the plane back home. I fell asleep after I buckled up. The flight was a two hour flight and I made sure I fueled up with the right amount of proteins , carbohydrates and fluids. I didn't feel the plane take off however; I was woken up by turbulence which scared the living daylights out of me. At first I thought I was dreaming, but then something in me told me to wake up. When my eyes shot wide open everything was shaking.
As fate would have it I was sitting next to a guy Who; looked like a Greek god , in a navy blue blazer and crisp white dress shirt . He had brown eyes eyes and dark brown hair. I thought I was dreaming but I wasn't , it couldn't be him no way ... He reached out and held my hand gently but firmly as if to say I've got you and I will not let anything happen to you.
When I blinked again his eyes looked almost dark brown in color. There was something calming about his eyes and I couldn't bring myself to stop looking. The last thing I remembered was bumping my head and losing consciousness.
When I eventually came around I woke up only to locked eyes again, with the guy I was sitting next to me on the plane .
I was on his lap facing up and there were flashing lights everywhere red and blue lights to be exact. There were people crying; kids crying , screaming ,and shouting. My head hurt just a little bit from the impact of whatever the hell it hit on the plane. I closed my eyes for couple of seconds, and I started crying cause I was feeling a bit overwhelmed , and he spoke;
"Please don't cry .You are alive and that's all that matters."
I lifted my head , wiped my tears and looked at him again. He was that guy who was everywhere I was during the Fitness expo conference . He was the same dude who I saw at the club and the market ... Needing clarity I asked an apt question;
"Who are you ?"
"I was the guy you were sitting next to. I'm glad you came around. My name is Aaron Brooks."
I locked eyes with Aaron and he was looking at me with blood shot red eyes and he couldn't stop staring.
I stretched out my hand and he pulled me in for a hug. At first I thought I was in between dreaming and being awake ,but then I realized I wasn't because ; Aaron smelled clean and minty fresh with hints of citrusy nodes. ..Weirdly enough him holding me made me feel somewhat safe and cared for.
I pulled back and locked eyes with him again. His eyes held pain and worry. Being the person I was I couldn't hold back what I thought, for fear of not helping someone in need.
"Please don't worry I am fine Aaron Brooks."
He shook his head and smiled at me.
" No one has ever called me by my full name before . How do you know I'm worried?"
" Your eyes gave you away . You're looking at me but your eyes tell me a different story. My guess is that you've been through hell and you're still in hell. I'm sorry for your loss. "
"How can you tell so much just by looking ?"
I half smiled at Aaron who couldn't stop looking at me. Did I have a mark on my face, or worse did my make up smudge all over my face and do I have a clown face? Oh hell I must look hideous. I tied my hair back into a pony tail and I had comfy clothing on so I didn't look like I just walked out the house in weekend gear which would be joggers a t-shirt or a hoody depending on the weather.
" What's wrong with me?"
"Nothing .You just look like the black version of someone I loved... Well almost."
"What happened to her ?"
"She was tragically taken away from me and that's it."
" I am so sorry. That's it."
" It's okay . Nothing's wrong with your face . You are perfect. "
" Thank you... you're perfect too."
When Aaron shook his head and his eyes went glossy , I had the inate feeling to kiss him and make whatever pain he felt go away. What the hell is wrong with me? My heart has never felt this connected to a total stranger and stalker no doubt but I have to maintain all self control.
I tried to stand up but I felt a sharp pain on the side of my head sending me back into the cute mans arms and lap.
" Take it easy they just patched you up . while you were out of it our language was brought to us and they booked us into the nearest hotel ."
I saw two officials headed our way with a lady who looked panicked and had what looked like my smart phone with her . I could tell by the blue and pink back cover and she had my hand bag with her. How did she know where to find me ?
" Oh okay .Looks like I won't be your responsibility for long . The officials are headed this way and my guess is that my phone has been blowing up since news of the emergency crash landing . I might have hurt my head just a little bit but I just spotted a news crew setting up near the fire truck."
I moved from Aaron's lap to the vacant seat next to him and sat down only to look up to a man who still wouldn't let my hand go. I didn't want people to assume that I was his girlfriend so when I tried to pull my hand back, he only held it firmer prompting me to look at him with panic.
" Alexis I am not leaving you alone. As much as you say my eyes give me away; your eyes do the same."
I closed my eyes; took a deep breath, and opened my eyes again.
" You're not dreaming I am still here. "
"Hmm I can see that Aaron."
"See Lexi there is only so much I can do. I dug into whatever is left of my self control reserves and I'm running on empty."
" First of all we aren't anything to each other . Why are you calling me Lexi ? Secondly I ..."
Without any warning Aaron kissed me and I acted on impulse; kissed him back ,and threaded my fingers through his long gorgeous silky soft strands of hair...Okay I am not dreaming and oh my word why the hell am I feeling giddy like a little girl who just had their first kiss underneath an oak tree feeling all lovey dovey.
There is no denying that there is electricity between us and a very strong connection. This guy is trouble.
The official came to where we were and cleared her throat. I pulled away but; Aaron leaned down, and kissed again only this time breathless ... in between catching my breath and gaining some sort of sanity, he sorted out the logistics and we both ended up in the same hotel room.
When I walked in the room I collapsed on the bed, and drifted into much needed sleep. I already had my bag and phone which was okay but; whatever I had to sort out in the morning.
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Chapter 2There are days when you know you wake up in a bed that you know is yours .Waking up in a room that you're unfamiliar with can be somewhat a shock to the system . My body was starting to switch on from being in sleep mode , something felt odd, and by that I mean I wasfeeling way to warm for an autumn morning. I tried to stretch but it felt as if I hit what felt like hard slabs of muscle. I started feeling around and I think I touched something I shouldn't have ; because the source of heat that I was sleeping next to started moving . The first question that popped into my dazed mind was what happened last night, and how the hell did I end up in bed with this guy, and why aren't I safe and sound in the comfort of my own home ...When my eyes fluttered open ; I saw an angelic face in lala land , his lips were slightly parted and oh my word he looked so adorable.Focus Alexis we need to devise an escape plan. I know
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Chapter 4AlexisI don't know what it is about hospitals that wear me out to the point of hitting lights out. It's not the horrible food that they give me or the sometimes friendly staff the med's are a given , however my energy takes a dip when I come back home from the hospital. Maybe I didn't protect myself properly energy shielding wise or perhaps I'm too sensitive and with the ocean nearby and a full moon that has already risen I'm twice as sensitive as before. I was just happy to be out of the hospital. Bryan had texted me asking; if I was fine and if I needed more time off to recover from the fall , I told him I was fine and that I wanted to come back to work. He replied with a smiley face and a heart emoji saying; I should get well soon and he can't wait to see me . The office was not the same without me.My body started switching on and I felt better than I did the day before . Aaron's beach house was humungous ,the bed
AaronWhen Bryan told me that he had a new assistant; I laughed at him and asked him if he was planning on keeping her ,and he said yes . when I met Alexis the first time she was too busy to notice me . I had the feeling that she was avoiding me but I was wrong. This morning when I woke up I thought she ran away. Truth be told I don't want to lose her. I want her to feature in my future and I will do whatever it takes to make sure that happens. She is shy . I ran after her after we had a dispute; we ended up kissing and I almost took her right then and there in my vanity room but I was stopped .When we made it downstairs Mary and Bryan were waiting for us and once we took our seats I made sure I sat next to Alexis . Bryan was way too touchy feely , with good reason we almost lost a girl we both care about Mary was still giving off iffy vibes which unsettled me." Mary meet Lexi ."Alexis waved and Mary just cut her eyes at her and gave her a snarky
AlexisI seriously don't know what it is about Aaron; even when I push him away he keeps on coming back I have ran away from him , shut him out , almost made love with him , pushed him back and shut him out again , only for him to come back to me .He really wants to be with me regardless of my stance. Maybe I have nurtured my fear of getting hurt for far too long. I uncrossed my legs and knelt down so that I was facing him."I guess I don't know you that well but; my heart somehow knows you and my gut is telling me to give you a fair shot. "" Thank you Lexi.""For what Aaron?"" Giving me a shot..."" I will try and open up too it's only fair."" Fair enough ."I sat on the couch and Aaron followed but I could see he was uncomfortable" bed?""I like the way you think. "" Hmm . Not what you are thinking . You look uncomfortable ." I am. "I climbed on the b
AaronTwo weeks laterThis by far has been the longest two weeks ever . I don't know if it was something I did or I didn't do, or something I said or didn't say. I have tried to call Alexis after the weekend at the beach house but all she's done was ignore my calls and texts . I called her via whatsapp when she was online , but all she did was let it ring . I sent her a friend request on facebook ,and it turned out we had ten mutual friends . Bryan and Tommy were on the list. I stalked her on twitter and it turned out she had three accounts; all of which scream Alexis. The one where she doesn't have her picture is the one she is most active on. She comments on a radio show that always trends from nine in the morning till twelve in the afternoon. I love having a cup of tea while I listen to the show. My ears are picky and the show is versatile I am a guy so I especially love Wednesday 's ... replace the D with the T and you'll understand why if you listen to the s
AlexisIgnoring Aaron; has been the best decision I have taken in a while.I have no drama in my love life , no Mary Hannah Brooks talking down on me , no name calling , or waking up in rooms that I don't know. I've been home for the past couple of days and the Complex I stay in has an indoor swimming pool which I haven't gone to since the fall . I was invited to a pool party but I declined because I was having nightmares about the day I fell into the ocean. Tina was getting married and Gavin her husband had planned everything except for what she was wearing on the day. Gavin was Aaron's business partner and they both ran the Sports tech company .In fact he fell in love with Tina when Aaron was travelling . Tina and I were friends and she had mentioned in passing that Aaron couldn't stop talking about me. I didn't take her seriously at first but after Cape town happened I did. Tina had asked me to be her maid of honor, and I happily agreed. I knew Bryan w
Alexis🚨🚨smut content warning. Moderate 🚨"Dad... please don't be mad."I looked up and I saw Aaron. He had grown a beard and his eyes reflected pain and hurt. An indication something was wrong. Dave stood up and looked at him pleadingly and he nodded"I'm not mad my boy. I need to talk to Lexi alone; Uncle Gavin and Aunty Tina are waiting for you at the restaurant ."David gave Aaron a hug and he hugged him back kissing the top of his head."I love you dad."" I love you too Dave. We will talk later okay?""Yes sir."When they broke their embrace; David smiled, waved goodbye to me and I waved back . My feet were still in the water, reason being it was quiet hot and the cold water was helping. As soon as we were left alone I felt a tad bit scared with good reason, because Aaron sat next to me and said nothing for the first couple of minutes. He was uncomfortably silent, and I knew I w
Chapter 51AaronBalance is the most fundamental aspect of life. whether you want to admit it or not every action or event ;evokes some sort of balance. At a point where I thought everything was coming together again, everything started falling apart. I knew my son was angry when he found his mothers pictures in a box of things I kept of Lara. I was going to give it to him on his birthday , but he found it when he was looking for something . The first question he asked was ; why did Alexis have similar features to his mother. I told him ; it was a coincidence. He snapped out of the blue and told me I was lying, he said; you are a sick selfish human being. I sat him down after his rant and I told him everything with regards to what happened when he was five years old. I also told him that I fought hard to get him back , and that I was sorry . We were still on moody terms with each other. He was moody and irritable if not mean to me until the accident happe
AlexisI am not afraid of dreaming. I am afraid of staying awake and not allowing myself to dream big enough and believe that I can do ,and be anything I want. Even a super shero. I am also not afraid of waking up and dealing with the fact that I have an unfinished life, that I still want to live and make the most out of it…When you are living you constantly ask yourself if you are doing enough? When you are going you ask yourself if you did all you wanted and was it enough. When you’re gone what you never did is done and in between those three steps; your whole life flashes before your eyes.When I rolled down the stairs; I was afraid . I was afraid that I had failed my unborn baby by not keeping him safe, afraid that my relationship with David was never going to be the same , and more than that I was afraid that I had robbed my brother of becoming an uncle and Aaron becoming a father again.
AaronIn a split second everything can change.After leaving Alexis alone to prepare lunch , because Mary was held hostage by her crazy roommate who injured herself . I made the necessary arrangements to bring my sister home and hire in a caregiver to make sure she was stable .I dropped her off at the pent house and told her I would see her tomorrow. On my way back Lexi called me and I told her I was on the way. I had taken a short cut to get to the Estate because I was worried about David.He was behaving strangely this morning before he went to hang out with Angelo. Cleo had also called me to ask if everything was okay with both Dave and me. Truth be told we were not okay. He was mad at me because I apparently do not consider his feelings. When I asked him if he missed Alexis he didn't answer me he just went to the games room ,and to top it all off he locked the door so that I couldn
AlexisWe only appreciate something after it has been taken away from us. We are often told to be thankful for every little thing, and I always say; being thankful should be habitual.Sometimes we don’t know how good we have it until something happens, and your world is turned upside down. I have a theory . “Tragedy” has a way of bringing things into focus. The process is there for a reason and however long it takes; you will learn the lessons that help you either elevate your levels of perception and trust your sixth sense, or open up a door to more questions that lead you to the right answers, and hopefully you can find a way out of the maze you have been trying to navigate. We are here on purpose. Sticking to the task at hand is a given, the only time we falter is when we focus on other peoples blessings instead of ours. Success comes in different phases and forms. Learn to wait your turn and trust in God&r
AaronAlexis is really unpredictable. Her unpredictability can be both exciting and unsettling at times, but it makes sense at the end of the day.When I entered the house Alexis was walking around barefoot in my kitchen looking serious. She got the hint earlier that I wanted her in our home. When she recognized my presence ; she smiled and blew a kiss at me , and for a moment my heart skipped a beat and fell in love again. It was already mid afternoon and I hadn’t eaten so; so I headed to the kitchen to go make lunch for us both.I didn’t have much in the fridge but I had enough to whip up a meal. Usually I would ask Dave what he wanted , and he would order it in. I cooked for him every now and then but, I could tell she missed Lexi as much as I did. She planned meals and she made sure we all ate as a family with Mary included. She took a seat on the comfy stools in front of the counter and loo
AlexisThe toughest conversations are the ones we’ve never had with our heart. Conversations with heart are always honest; pure, real and non pretentious. It is a non judgmental zone where you can bare all without any fear… The heart always knows the truth no matter what condition it is in; your heart will always lead you to the right answer . Your heart will always lead you home.I have had moments when I’ve doubted the very love I believed in.The day Simon Nathan broke my heart was one of them, the other was the day I lost Ben, and now… Now it’s whether or not I love Aaron. For the longest of times I have struggled with letting anyone in or talk about how I really felt about a situation. When I got together with Aaron over the time we were together, I had lost a part of myself. In my head I foolishly believed that true I had to sacrifice a part of myself to be with him. Tr
AaronThree weeks laterMary relapsed again. I blame myself for that happening. Ever since the shooting I have been recovering very well and I am healing.Christmas was different this year though. Mary was okay until she lost it at Cleo for no apparent reason. Sarah was also shocked and as I suspected she gave Lexi hell in Cape Town. Lexi had been away and I hadn’t seen her in a long time a month to be exact and May went as far as blocking her on all accounts. Carl and the Perelli bunch joined us for the Christmas lunch.Alexis was six months pregnant and what hurt the most was missing out on a lot of things. The shooting wasn’t her fault .When I called CT he told me; She was out and she didn’t want to talk to me about anything. I knew that he bought a house just down the road and I had the innate feeling that Lexi was around. Our connection was and is always strong .
44AlexisFeelsFear is the enemy of courage. Courage is what we have, when we look fear in the face and tell it to go to hell and stay there because life is calling. When life calls we answer ; however when life happens we react. How we react can determine the outcome of the situation. Given what was 'going on I couldn’t lose it and become a drama queen. Drama has its benefits when you want to make a statement ,and when you do make the statement make sure you don’t trip and fall on your face… it happens to the best of us when we least expect. Courage and kindness are not really rare traits. They are embedded in us ; we just need to flick the switch. What courage does is give us the power to overcome and with that comes understanding. Through understanding you learn to see a situation for what it is and take a gentle approach in helping someone. Kindness has never lost a battle or war. Coupled with hum
AlexisMan downIt happened so fast. It happened so fast that; I didn’t have time to recognize that I was caught in a cross fire between the guys that Carlo and Aaron were shooting at. All I saw was smoke and Carl swearing. It wasn’t until I heard a loud thud on the floor that my heart stopped. Security had come through and a couple of other guys who had the same ring as Carlo . As soon as the smoke cleared Carl bent down to pick me up and give me a hug.“ Hey honey are you okay?”I nodded and looked for Aaron.“Aaron Carl where is Aaron?”I pulled back and looked at the kitchen island . I couldn’t see him .“Aaron!”Carl let go of me and ran to where Aaron was. My heart was already beating fast but it broke when I saw Aaron lying on the floor with a