Isla’s POV
"Isla, how dare you go against me?" Adrian's mouth rubbed against my neck, as he whispered possessively. The way he pressed me against the wall lovingly and passionately made me squirm.
"Adrian!" I finally gasped, grabbing his shirt.
"If you ever defy me, it won't be good!" His fangs graze over my soft skin, sending tingles over my body.
I closed my eyes, waiting for him to bite me again.
I knew this was a dream. A cruel one. But I couldn't wake up. I had no control over myself as I tossed and turned.
And finally, the alarm snoozed, waking me up from my dream, thankfully.
I shot up, breathing heavily. I slapped my face, wanting to dissipate the blood that had settled in my cheeks, darkening my blush. How could I dream about something like that? I felt disgusted.
I was glad I had made sure to set my alarm, determined not to repeat yesterday’s mistakes. But this came in handy. With this dream, I would surely have failed to make it in time. But now I wasn’t going to give Adrian any more excuses to corner me.
As I quickly got ready, my wolf stirred uneasily at the back of my mind.
"Don't worry. We will ignore him today." I told my wolf, not believing it myself.
“Even if we don’t provoke him, he will come after us. I have a feeling he already knows I exist.” She warned me, making me feel helpless.
I swallowed hard, not really knowing how to deal with it. Adrian had been so impulsive last night. He was already suspecting I had shifted… But if he really got hold of the truth, I am not sure if I would be able to face his wrath.
As I descended the stairs, the smell of coffee briefly lifted my spirits. Finally, my mother was in the kitchen. Her shoulders slumped as she leaned over the counter for support, but at least she was out. I hesitated in the doorway, a flicker of hope sparking inside me. Maybe today will be different. Maybe she would see me and ask me something.
But when she turned around, her lips parted, and the name that spilled from them felt like a dagger to my heart.
“Elara?"
The words died on her lips as realization set in. Her eyes clouded over with grief again. She walked away back to Elara's room, leaving me alone. I stood frozen, the sharp ache in my chest spreading.
I clenched my fists at my sides, holding back my tears. I wasn’t her. I never would be. Maybe I was just a momentary replacement for Elara in their eyes. But that was that.
I couldn’t help but wonder if that was how everyone saw me. For some reason, I was now certain that Adrian's odd behavior was solely because he was searching for Elara in me. I was just a stand-in, her substitute. But not her.
I sighed, making my resolve harder. I wasn’t going to fall into that trap. Adrian would never get the satisfaction of seeing me break or play with my emotions.
On the training ground, I spotted Adrian immediately. He stood near the edge, arms crossed, eyes locked on me the moment I arrived. The tension between us was palpable. But I looked away, refusing to acknowledge him.
Just then I felt his towering presence behind me. Did he run to me using his wolf's strength? Just to intimidate me?
“It seems you finally learned to be on time,” he remarked, his voice carrying a taunting edge.
I rolled my eyes, not bothering to respond. Instead, I made my way towards Lucas, who was already warming up.
“Morning,” I greeted him with a smile, forcing myself to act more normal than I was.
"Morning!" Lucas flashed a wider, welcoming smile, lifting some weight from my shoulders. "You seem to be in a good mood, Isla.
Only if he was true...
Behind me, I could still feel Adrian’s eyes burning into my back. I could imagine his stern gaze and his fists clenching.
And just like I had thought, I heard him roar.
“Isla!” Adrian growled, his voice cutting through the noise of the training grounds.
I didn't turn toward him. I didn't want to engage with him anymore for now.
"Isla! Get your training equipment now!" He groaned, almost commanding me.
I sighed helplessly, turning slowly, deliberately avoiding his furious gaze. "What?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady and calm as I walked towards him.
His lips curled into a snarl when he saw me walking towards him. "You should learn basic etiquette."
I raised my brow. "I will, once I am done here."
His fists clenched, his eyes dark and predatory. "How dare you ignore me?"
“I wasn’t ignoring you,” I shot back, meeting his glare with one of my own. “I didn’t hear you.”
The silence that followed was thick and heavy. For a second, I thought he might lunge at me right there, or ask me for another sparring match. But thankfully none of that happened.
He took a step forward, his presence looming. “Meet me at the back of the training field after class,” he ordered, his voice low but dangerous. “Alone. If you don’t show, you won’t like what happens next.”
I stood my ground, my jaw tightening. I knew this was not just a warning. He was really capable of doing something crazy. These days, he was using me as Elara's replacement and her murderer based purely on his mood.
"I have better things to do," I said, avoiding his cold gaze. "I don’t have time for whatever game you are playing."
But his eyes darkened further, and he smirked. “This isn’t a game, Isla. Be there, or else.”
He turned sharply, walking away before I could argue further, leaving me standing there with my heart racing and a pit forming in my stomach.
What the hell does he want now?
Isla’s POVThe knot in my stomach twisted tighter as the end of class approached, each tick of the clock sending a shiver down my spine. The thought of meeting Adrian alone after class was choking my insides. And yet I knew I had to.The irony was I didn’t trust him. But I couldn't separate myself from him either. How could I? Our every other interaction flicked between contempt and obsession.As soon as the bell rang, I took a deep breath. Even though this morning I had decided not to let him toy with me, I was walking right into his trap again.I was walking absent-mindedly when Lucas caught the shift in my demeanor. "Isla, are you okay?" He asked, snapping me out of my daze. His eyes were sharp, filled with concern."Yeah, I am fine," I replied nonchalantly.He wasn’t convinced but didn’t press further. "You know you can come to me if you need help. With anything," he added, his voice genuine.I nodded, appreciating his concern, but knowing this was something I had to face on my ow
Adrian's POVWatching Isla smile at Lucas ignited irrational anger, jealousy eating at me from the inside out."Why the hell has she never smiled at me like that?" The thought gnawed at me, fueling the fire inside my heart. I didn't know why, but I couldn’t stand it, seeing her warm up to someone else so easily, while I stood on the sidelines.I clenched my fists, calling her over restlessly. She ignored me at first, which only made it worse. When she finally turned, her defiance was clear in every step, every breath. She was deliberately testing my patience.Later, when I was waiting for her to meet after the class at the designated spot, she came late. And I could feel the smell of that new guy lingering over her. My blood boiled. He had just come into my pack unannounced and had become friends with Isla already. Why was she trusting him so much and not me?"Keep your distance from Lucas," I snapped, the words coming out harsher than I intended. Her eyebrows shot up in surprise befo
Isla’s POVThe shadow...I knew immediately that it was the same shadow from last night. That strange smell was too sharp and distinct for me to make a mistake. And what shocked me was that it was the same scent I had been experimenting with a while ago. Nightspire Bloom.My heart pounded with the discovery.Just then, the shadow moved away with great speed.What was it doing outside my window? What does it want from me? I had to find out and perhaps this was my best chance.Without thinking much, I jumped out of my window, something I was too used to as I sneaked out often. I chased behind the scent, with sheer determination."Don't be reckless," my wolf warned, her voice sharp in my mind. "You might be running right into their trap! We must alert others. It could be dangerous." She tried to reason with me.But indeed, I was reckless and overwhelmed with my determination not to lose it again."I can’t let go of this opportunity!" I shot back through the bond. "I need to find answers
Adrian's POVI poured water on my face again, wiping my face clean again. But it failed to wipe out the kiss from my memory.My mind kept replaying the kiss with Isla the moment I got back to my room in the pack house from the back mountains. It wasn't planned, nor was it a proper kiss. It was needy, rough, and urgent, as if I was possessed by someone. But it was me and my jealousy. The guilt from it gnawed at me.But underneath that, guilt was something far more unsettling. Desire. An attraction. Some weird feelings.I wanted to kiss her again, and this time, I wanted to savor her soft, plump, luscious lips. I wanted this kiss to be gentler and meaningful, and even affectionate."Admit it! You have fallen for her," my wolf said, its voice echoing in my head. "The mate bond is irresistible.""Shut up," I growled back. "I haven’t fallen for anyone. Elara just died, and you think I fell for Isla?""Keep telling yourself that," my wolf scoffed."I am just confused. They look the same," I
Isla's POV Lucas was gravely injured because of me. And it made my heart twist with guilt. He winced slightly as he shifted, trying to sit up, but when he noticed my expression, he forced a smile. "Isla!" a familiar voice thundered, making me snap. Adrian was here. I hadn’t noticed him at first, but there he was. When did he arrive? And how much had he seen? My breathing hitched, as I gulped hard nervously. But his eyes narrowed, darkening in anger. "Stay away from Lucas," Adrian's words echoed in my mind, and I stood up immediately, distancing myself from Lucas instinctively.How long had Adrian been watching us from a distance?His eyes locked with mine, intense, as if he were trying to read every thought in my head.That's when I heard a soft groan from Lucas, now standing beside me in a protective stance, his hands pressed against his wound. I felt guilty. Why did I react like that when I saw Adrian? I should be here for Lucas. He was my friend. He was my savior. He was in thi
Isla's POVI rushed to Adrian’s side, tearing a strip of cloth from my shirt to wrap around his leg. Blood soaked through the makeshift bandage immediately, but I had to do something. I had already given away my only medicine to Lucas.I could feel his eyes on me the whole time, watching me closely. I didn’t dare to meet his gaze."Why did you rush like that?" I muttered, "Why didn’t you wait for backup?"He groaned as I wrapped his leg. "Didn’t think I would need it."I shot him a glare. "Well, clearly not considering..." But before I could finish, Adrian’s hand grabbed mine, stopping me."Why were you out here with Lucas at night?" His voice was sharp, barely containing his anger. His eyes burned into mine, demanding an answer.I stiffened, trying to pull my hand free. But his grip only tightened. "I wasn’t with him. I was chasing the shadow," I replied, frustration rising.His gaze didn’t soften. "So how was Lucas with you? Do you think I am stupid, Isla?"I shot him a look. "Mayb
Isla's POVI quivered under his piercing gaze, her heart pounding as fear intertwined with confusion. My voice trembled as I finally confessed, but not entirely, “I… I accidentally discovered I could transform.” The words hung in the air, heavy and uncertain.Adrian's eyes darkened with frustration, his patience slipping away. "Lies! Still lies!"“I am not lying to you, Adrian. You are just too consumed by your jealousy to see the truth,” I whispered, trying to avert his gaze, but my voice lacked the conviction I needed.He didn't concede. Without warning, he cornered me, his grip firm yet not cruel. Tingles spiraled through my body, making my breath hitch. He towered over me, leaning closer. The shock of it left me breathless. But what came next made my body tense in ways I didn’t understand.Adrian's breath brushed against my ear, sending goosebumps as I bit my lip. He chuckled, his voice low and possessive as he whispered, “Then you must know by now… I am your mate.”His words stru
Isla’s POVI pressed my palm over my face, avoiding the sun's rays, shifting slightly on the rough floor of the cabin. I woke up in a daze, rubbing my eyes. I realized I wasn't in my room. I blinked, my heart racing as the memories of last night crashed over me. I blushed, feeling flustered."What have I done?" I contemplated in my mind, gulping hard, covering myself with the thin tattered shirt lying next to me.Adrian’s bite still tingled in my ear. The mate bond had taken over, pulling us together despite everything. I looked around and saw his tall frame leaning against the cabin door, his back to me, rigid and distant. Any warmth that the bond might have brought was quickly snuffed out when I saw his denial and frustration.The silence was deafening, making me even more nervous. I opened my mouth, but I couldn't quite figure out what to say. But before I could formulate any sentence, his cold, emotionless voice cut through the silence.“I won’t publicly acknowledge you as my mate