Isla’s POV
The knot in my stomach twisted tighter as the end of class approached, each tick of the clock sending a shiver down my spine. The thought of meeting Adrian alone after class was choking my insides. And yet I knew I had to.
The irony was I didn’t trust him. But I couldn't separate myself from him either. How could I? Our every other interaction flicked between contempt and obsession.
As soon as the bell rang, I took a deep breath. Even though this morning I had decided not to let him toy with me, I was walking right into his trap again.
I was walking absent-mindedly when Lucas caught the shift in my demeanor. "Isla, are you okay?" He asked, snapping me out of my daze. His eyes were sharp, filled with concern.
"Yeah, I am fine," I replied nonchalantly.
He wasn’t convinced but didn’t press further. "You know you can come to me if you need help. With anything," he added, his voice genuine.
I nodded, appreciating his concern, but knowing this was something I had to face on my own. "Thanks, but I have got everything under control."
Lucas hesitated, as if not convinced by my words. "Are you going to meet him?" He finally asked.
"I have to. He is the future alpha." I forced a smile, shrugging like it wasn’t a big deal.
He didn't know what to say to stop me. So when I smiled harder, he finally backed off, though I could feel his gaze lingering behind me.
My heart raced erratically as I made my way to the back of the training field where Adrian had ordered me to meet him. What does he want now? How can I convince him not to bother me? My wolf stirred restlessly, reminding her of the warning from the morning.
"I had told you. He wouldn't leave us alone."
"I know." I sighed with a heavy heart.
When I arrived, Adrian was already there, leaning against a tree, his arms crossed and his gaze intense. He straightened when he saw me, his eyes darkening and lips curling into a satisfied smirk.
"Why are you always late?" he snickered, sending an involuntary shiver down my spine.
I ignored the unsettling feeling, crossing my arms. "What do you want, Adrian? So much for staying away from me."
He chuckled, moving towards me with long strides. I don't know what came over me at this time, but my stomach flip-flopped when I watched him coming towards me, his hair bouncing in a perfect rhythm as sweat beads, formed from his hard physical activity, drizzled down the side of his cheeks.
I gulped hard, shaking my head. I wanted to control all those overwhelming, confusing feelings, but I didn't know how to. I was suddenly reminded of our moment from last night when he bit me slightly, making my heart pound. I blushed hard feeling flustered.
"Stop drooling," he smirked, and it was then I noticed how close he had gotten to me. I shook my head, snapping out of my momentary lapse of judgment.
But it wasn't really necessary, I realized a moment later. Adrian was capable enough to instill hostility in my heart for him with his venomous words and whimsical demands.
"Keep your distance from Lucas," he said abruptly, his tone commanding.
I blinked, tired of his same threats. "What? Why? I told you he is my friend."
Adrian's expression darkened further. "I don’t trust him. His transfer was too convenient and abrupt. When I asked my father, he only told me to ‘get along with him,’. But I know there is more to it. Something is off."
I frowned, crossing my arms. "You are paranoid. Everyone is suspicious and evil according to you. Only you and Elara are the saints." I scoffed, puffing into the air. "Adrian, Lucas isn’t a threat. Stop making baseless accusations."
He gritted his teeth, and I could see the anger bubbling in his eyes. "So you are saying I am the bad guy here?" He puffed, running his hand through his messy hair. "You think I am slandering him?" His voice grew more heated with each word, his irritation palpable.
"If this is what you want to discuss, I should leave." I wanted to end the conversation before it escalated further and leave from there.
But as soon as I turned, he grabbed my wrist, yanking me back toward him. I gasped, surprised, not expecting him to do something like this.
"Adrian," I managed to protest, not really doing anything more.
His grip tightened as he pulled me closer, our faces now only a few inches apart. His eyes burned with something wild and dangerous before it settled on my lips, making me gulp hard. My heart pounded in my chest, unwarranted emotions developing as tingles washed over me.
"Don’t walk away from me," he hissed before his lips crashed against mine.
For a moment, I froze, too stunned to react. His mouth was hot, insistent, and his hands curled around my waist, pulling me closer. As soon as our bodies collided, a warmth rippled across me, forming a knot in my stomach. When I tried to protest, he used this as an opportunity to shove his tongue inside my mouth. He deepened the kiss, and it was rough, forceful, and completely uninvited. His tongue pushed deeper, and a flicker of something—desire, anger, confusion—surged through me as I closed my eyes.
He tightened his grip around my waist, his other hand now cupping my cheek as he deepened the kiss, almost teasing me to kiss him back. Something came over me, and for a second I wanted to respond, my mate bond tugging at me.
Ding! My phone buzzed with a notification in my bag, snapping me out.
I was almost about to fall into his trap when I finally managed to come back to my senses. Thankfully.
No. This shouldn't be happening. I repeated in my head, summoning every ounce of my strength as I shoved him off me, pushing him as hard as I could.
Are you insane?" I shouted, wiping my mouth in disgust, and spitting out a chunk of saliva. My voice was shaky, but my anger knew no bounds. "Get it straight, Adrian. I am not Elara!"
Adrian staggered back, his eyes wide with surprise, as if he had not planned to do it either. But instead of apologizing, his arrogance was back in a flash. He narrowed his eyes, almost accusing me as if it was not him but me who initiated this kiss. As if it was not him who stole my first kiss so ruthlessly!
His lips curled into a bitter sneer, making me feel disgusted. "I know exactly who you are, Isla. You don’t have to remind me." He spat the words like venom.
My hands trembled as I stood my ground, my heart pounding in my ears. "Then stay hell away from me," I snapped, my voice hoarse. I didn't want to share the same air, the same ground with him, not after what he had just done.
For a moment, there was nothing but the sound of our ragged breathing, our eyes caught in an intense battle. The tension between us was choking my insides. And I could see the conflict in his eyes; the push and pull of anger and mate bond.
"Please... I am not her replacement," I continued, my voice cracking slightly. "I won’t let you treat me like I am her when you please."
Adrian’s expression flickered, but he quickly masked it with cold indifference. "Don't go ahead of yourself, Isla. You can never be my Elara."
Adrian's POVWatching Isla smile at Lucas ignited irrational anger, jealousy eating at me from the inside out."Why the hell has she never smiled at me like that?" The thought gnawed at me, fueling the fire inside my heart. I didn't know why, but I couldn’t stand it, seeing her warm up to someone else so easily, while I stood on the sidelines.I clenched my fists, calling her over restlessly. She ignored me at first, which only made it worse. When she finally turned, her defiance was clear in every step, every breath. She was deliberately testing my patience.Later, when I was waiting for her to meet after the class at the designated spot, she came late. And I could feel the smell of that new guy lingering over her. My blood boiled. He had just come into my pack unannounced and had become friends with Isla already. Why was she trusting him so much and not me?"Keep your distance from Lucas," I snapped, the words coming out harsher than I intended. Her eyebrows shot up in surprise befo
Isla’s POVThe shadow...I knew immediately that it was the same shadow from last night. That strange smell was too sharp and distinct for me to make a mistake. And what shocked me was that it was the same scent I had been experimenting with a while ago. Nightspire Bloom.My heart pounded with the discovery.Just then, the shadow moved away with great speed.What was it doing outside my window? What does it want from me? I had to find out and perhaps this was my best chance.Without thinking much, I jumped out of my window, something I was too used to as I sneaked out often. I chased behind the scent, with sheer determination."Don't be reckless," my wolf warned, her voice sharp in my mind. "You might be running right into their trap! We must alert others. It could be dangerous." She tried to reason with me.But indeed, I was reckless and overwhelmed with my determination not to lose it again."I can’t let go of this opportunity!" I shot back through the bond. "I need to find answers
Adrian's POVI poured water on my face again, wiping my face clean again. But it failed to wipe out the kiss from my memory.My mind kept replaying the kiss with Isla the moment I got back to my room in the pack house from the back mountains. It wasn't planned, nor was it a proper kiss. It was needy, rough, and urgent, as if I was possessed by someone. But it was me and my jealousy. The guilt from it gnawed at me.But underneath that, guilt was something far more unsettling. Desire. An attraction. Some weird feelings.I wanted to kiss her again, and this time, I wanted to savor her soft, plump, luscious lips. I wanted this kiss to be gentler and meaningful, and even affectionate."Admit it! You have fallen for her," my wolf said, its voice echoing in my head. "The mate bond is irresistible.""Shut up," I growled back. "I haven’t fallen for anyone. Elara just died, and you think I fell for Isla?""Keep telling yourself that," my wolf scoffed."I am just confused. They look the same," I
Isla's POV Lucas was gravely injured because of me. And it made my heart twist with guilt. He winced slightly as he shifted, trying to sit up, but when he noticed my expression, he forced a smile. "Isla!" a familiar voice thundered, making me snap. Adrian was here. I hadn’t noticed him at first, but there he was. When did he arrive? And how much had he seen? My breathing hitched, as I gulped hard nervously. But his eyes narrowed, darkening in anger. "Stay away from Lucas," Adrian's words echoed in my mind, and I stood up immediately, distancing myself from Lucas instinctively.How long had Adrian been watching us from a distance?His eyes locked with mine, intense, as if he were trying to read every thought in my head.That's when I heard a soft groan from Lucas, now standing beside me in a protective stance, his hands pressed against his wound. I felt guilty. Why did I react like that when I saw Adrian? I should be here for Lucas. He was my friend. He was my savior. He was in thi
Isla's POVI rushed to Adrian’s side, tearing a strip of cloth from my shirt to wrap around his leg. Blood soaked through the makeshift bandage immediately, but I had to do something. I had already given away my only medicine to Lucas.I could feel his eyes on me the whole time, watching me closely. I didn’t dare to meet his gaze."Why did you rush like that?" I muttered, "Why didn’t you wait for backup?"He groaned as I wrapped his leg. "Didn’t think I would need it."I shot him a glare. "Well, clearly not considering..." But before I could finish, Adrian’s hand grabbed mine, stopping me."Why were you out here with Lucas at night?" His voice was sharp, barely containing his anger. His eyes burned into mine, demanding an answer.I stiffened, trying to pull my hand free. But his grip only tightened. "I wasn’t with him. I was chasing the shadow," I replied, frustration rising.His gaze didn’t soften. "So how was Lucas with you? Do you think I am stupid, Isla?"I shot him a look. "Mayb
Isla's POVI quivered under his piercing gaze, her heart pounding as fear intertwined with confusion. My voice trembled as I finally confessed, but not entirely, “I… I accidentally discovered I could transform.” The words hung in the air, heavy and uncertain.Adrian's eyes darkened with frustration, his patience slipping away. "Lies! Still lies!"“I am not lying to you, Adrian. You are just too consumed by your jealousy to see the truth,” I whispered, trying to avert his gaze, but my voice lacked the conviction I needed.He didn't concede. Without warning, he cornered me, his grip firm yet not cruel. Tingles spiraled through my body, making my breath hitch. He towered over me, leaning closer. The shock of it left me breathless. But what came next made my body tense in ways I didn’t understand.Adrian's breath brushed against my ear, sending goosebumps as I bit my lip. He chuckled, his voice low and possessive as he whispered, “Then you must know by now… I am your mate.”His words stru
Isla’s POVI pressed my palm over my face, avoiding the sun's rays, shifting slightly on the rough floor of the cabin. I woke up in a daze, rubbing my eyes. I realized I wasn't in my room. I blinked, my heart racing as the memories of last night crashed over me. I blushed, feeling flustered."What have I done?" I contemplated in my mind, gulping hard, covering myself with the thin tattered shirt lying next to me.Adrian’s bite still tingled in my ear. The mate bond had taken over, pulling us together despite everything. I looked around and saw his tall frame leaning against the cabin door, his back to me, rigid and distant. Any warmth that the bond might have brought was quickly snuffed out when I saw his denial and frustration.The silence was deafening, making me even more nervous. I opened my mouth, but I couldn't quite figure out what to say. But before I could formulate any sentence, his cold, emotionless voice cut through the silence.“I won’t publicly acknowledge you as my mate
Adrian’s POVI couldn’t tear my eyes away from her.I kept telling myself that my desire was just a sick twist of fate. I only wanted her because she reminded me of my lost love, my Elara. But seeing her with Lucas, seeing how easily she trusted him, brought out something darker inside me. She wasn’t supposed to look at anyone else like that. She was supposed to be mine. Only mine.And last night? Last night changed everything for me.The night had taken on a life of its own. One moment, I had control. I had convinced myself that she was nothing more than a shadow of Elara. And the next moment, the mate bond had ripped that control away, leaving nothing but raw, undeniable need.Isla wasn’t Elara. And I knew it better than anyone else. The feelings I had for her were extreme and surreal, something I had never experienced before. And it was, in many ways, fulfilling. Because she was mine.The way her skin had felt against mine, how her soft gasps had matched my own... Damn it, it was m