Adrian's POV
Watching Isla smile at Lucas ignited irrational anger, jealousy eating at me from the inside out.
"Why the hell has she never smiled at me like that?" The thought gnawed at me, fueling the fire inside my heart. I didn't know why, but I couldn’t stand it, seeing her warm up to someone else so easily, while I stood on the sidelines.
I clenched my fists, calling her over restlessly. She ignored me at first, which only made it worse. When she finally turned, her defiance was clear in every step, every breath. She was deliberately testing my patience.
Later, when I was waiting for her to meet after the class at the designated spot, she came late. And I could feel the smell of that new guy lingering over her. My blood boiled. He had just come into my pack unannounced and had become friends with Isla already. Why was she trusting him so much and not me?
"Keep your distance from Lucas," I snapped, the words coming out harsher than I intended. Her eyebrows shot up in surprise before narrowing in defiance.
"What? Why? I told you he is my friend." Her tone was sharp, laced with challenge. And I felt my patience wearing out.
Before I could think, I grabbed her arm, yanking her closer. I hated how much I wanted her, my judgment clouded by my jealousy. I hated how seeing her with anyone else made my blood boil. I hated how she was affecting me right after Elara's death.
I planned to just intimidate her and leave her after giving a warning. But when she gulped hard, my eyes automatically settled on her lips. Oh, so plump and supple lips. They seemed so inviting and... luscious. They were so close, taunting me.
Something came over me and, without another thought, I crushed my mouth against hers. It wasn’t soft or gentle; it was possessive, demanding, needing. And when I thought she was going to finally respond, she shoved me back instead with strength that surprised me."
Are you insane?" she spat, her voice laced with fury. "Get it straight, Adrian. I am not Elara!"
Those words hit me like a punch to the gut, reminding me of my harsh reality. My chest tightened and something foreign rampaged through my insides. I had never felt such strong, powerful emotions cloud me. What I was feeling right now for Isla was bewildering. I hissed under my breath because of these surreal feelings for her! But I couldn't let her see that. Could I?
I quickly covered the sting with a sneer. "I know exactly who you are, Isla. You don’t have to remind me." I said as coldly as I could.
The pain in her eyes was immediate, and I almost regretted saying it. Almost. She turned on her heel, ready to storm off. I should have let her go, but I couldn't bear the thought of letting her go. And instinctively, I grabbed her wrist again. She said something about me treating her as a replacement and I had no idea from where she got that thought. She had no clue how she was affecting me, and it was on such a different level from how I had felt for Elara. And that made me feel even more guilty.
But when she looked at me with those hypnotizing eyes, I knew I couldn't let her know my raw emotions. So I quickly masked it with cold indifference. "Don't go ahead of yourself, Isla. You can never be my Elara."
She yanked her hand, wanting to go, hurt radiating from her eyes. I could tell she wanted to break free and keep some distance. Maybe run back to that Lucas, or Stefan. But I couldn't let that happen. So, I did what I could do the best to keep her with me a little longer.
"What did you discover yesterday?" I demanded, changing the subject, my grip firm. "You haven’t reported to me yet."
Isla's POV
It stung that he kissed me, treating me as Elara's replacement, but was now constantly humiliating me. I wanted to leave or disappear into the air. Everyone in this pack compared me to Elara, but hearing it from him? It was like a knife to the chest.
I yanked my arm free from Adrian's grip, my rage rising in my chest. But his grip was firm and unyielding.
But just then, something flickered in his eyes and, after a long pause, he changed the subject as if nothing before that had ever happened. I wanted to snap at him, but I knew it was better to let it go before he flipped back again.
"What did you discover yesterday? You haven’t reported to me yet," he demanded.
This was a more urgent matter that needed to be addressed. So, I suppressed my anger and decided to let him know only the necessary details.
"I suspect there is a connection between Elara's and Betty's death," I said confidently.
His gaze sharpened, eyes narrowing at me like I was his prey. "Maybe, but that doesn't clear your name, Isla. You were the last person to see Elara. And everyone knows about Betty and your fight earlier." he accused, his voice dripping with suspicion. "You are far from innocent in this."
"You were with me when she died!" I snapped, feeling the anger surge again.
"What about the night when Elara was supposed to meet you and died?" He probed, his eyes burning holes in me.
I shot him a glare, the warning clear in my voice as I hissed, "I never saw her that night."
"Then where were you, Isla?" Adrian pressed, his voice hard, pushing and prying like he always did.
I clenched my fists, biting back my immediate retort. I couldn’t tell him. Not now. Not yet.
His eyes scanned my face, his guard high as he looked for something to blame me again. But I held steady. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction.
He finally backed off, his frustration palpable. "I will uncover what you are hiding, Isla," he vowed, the threat clear in his voice. "You can’t keep it from me forever."
I don't care. I wanted to say it. But I stayed silent, watching him leave, as I stood there glued. A storm was brewing inside my chest.
On my way back home after leaving the hillside, my wolf stirred restlessly.
"Why do you let him get to you?" she growled in my head. "You are stronger than this."
"I know," I whispered, rubbing the back of my neck. "But he is not going to stop." I paused for a moment, considering my next words. "Do you think I should tell him about the transformation?"
My wolf was silent for a moment before responding. Not yet. There is too much at stake. Someone’s bound to slip up soon. Let them make the first move."
I nodded, agreeing with her. It wasn’t the time to reveal everything. Not yet.
Later that night, I sat in my room, Elara’s belongings spread out before me. The mandrake flower I had found near her accident site lay wilted, but something about it still felt off. I used an extraction technique I had learned from some ancient books in the archive room of the library. I gently pressed the petals against the vial. The liquid that dripped into the container shimmered faintly.
What is this?
When I examined the substance more closely, I noted that besides the strength-enhancing potion, there was another more elusive component mixed in. It was faint, almost undetectable, but it was there. Perhaps it dissipated with time, leaving almost no trace.
After hours of researching, I finally found a match. The unknown substance was sap from a rare plant, Nightspire Bloom, that only grew in one place: the West Fall Pack. My heart skipped a beat.
Isn’t that Lucas’ former Pack?
I grabbed my phone and immediately texted Lucas, my fingers trembling slightly.
"Do you know anything about Nightspire Bloom that grows in your old Pack?" I hit send, hoping for a quick response.
A few moments later, his reply came through: "I am coming over. I need to explain in person. Be careful."
My breath caught in my throat. Before I could process what he meant, a dark shadow flickered outside my window. My wolf bristled, growling lowly. Someone was watching us.
I whipped my head toward the window, my heart pounding in my chest.
Who the hell was out there?
Isla’s POVThe shadow...I knew immediately that it was the same shadow from last night. That strange smell was too sharp and distinct for me to make a mistake. And what shocked me was that it was the same scent I had been experimenting with a while ago. Nightspire Bloom.My heart pounded with the discovery.Just then, the shadow moved away with great speed.What was it doing outside my window? What does it want from me? I had to find out and perhaps this was my best chance.Without thinking much, I jumped out of my window, something I was too used to as I sneaked out often. I chased behind the scent, with sheer determination."Don't be reckless," my wolf warned, her voice sharp in my mind. "You might be running right into their trap! We must alert others. It could be dangerous." She tried to reason with me.But indeed, I was reckless and overwhelmed with my determination not to lose it again."I can’t let go of this opportunity!" I shot back through the bond. "I need to find answers
Adrian's POVI poured water on my face again, wiping my face clean again. But it failed to wipe out the kiss from my memory.My mind kept replaying the kiss with Isla the moment I got back to my room in the pack house from the back mountains. It wasn't planned, nor was it a proper kiss. It was needy, rough, and urgent, as if I was possessed by someone. But it was me and my jealousy. The guilt from it gnawed at me.But underneath that, guilt was something far more unsettling. Desire. An attraction. Some weird feelings.I wanted to kiss her again, and this time, I wanted to savor her soft, plump, luscious lips. I wanted this kiss to be gentler and meaningful, and even affectionate."Admit it! You have fallen for her," my wolf said, its voice echoing in my head. "The mate bond is irresistible.""Shut up," I growled back. "I haven’t fallen for anyone. Elara just died, and you think I fell for Isla?""Keep telling yourself that," my wolf scoffed."I am just confused. They look the same," I
Isla's POV Lucas was gravely injured because of me. And it made my heart twist with guilt. He winced slightly as he shifted, trying to sit up, but when he noticed my expression, he forced a smile. "Isla!" a familiar voice thundered, making me snap. Adrian was here. I hadn’t noticed him at first, but there he was. When did he arrive? And how much had he seen? My breathing hitched, as I gulped hard nervously. But his eyes narrowed, darkening in anger. "Stay away from Lucas," Adrian's words echoed in my mind, and I stood up immediately, distancing myself from Lucas instinctively.How long had Adrian been watching us from a distance?His eyes locked with mine, intense, as if he were trying to read every thought in my head.That's when I heard a soft groan from Lucas, now standing beside me in a protective stance, his hands pressed against his wound. I felt guilty. Why did I react like that when I saw Adrian? I should be here for Lucas. He was my friend. He was my savior. He was in thi
Isla's POVI rushed to Adrian’s side, tearing a strip of cloth from my shirt to wrap around his leg. Blood soaked through the makeshift bandage immediately, but I had to do something. I had already given away my only medicine to Lucas.I could feel his eyes on me the whole time, watching me closely. I didn’t dare to meet his gaze."Why did you rush like that?" I muttered, "Why didn’t you wait for backup?"He groaned as I wrapped his leg. "Didn’t think I would need it."I shot him a glare. "Well, clearly not considering..." But before I could finish, Adrian’s hand grabbed mine, stopping me."Why were you out here with Lucas at night?" His voice was sharp, barely containing his anger. His eyes burned into mine, demanding an answer.I stiffened, trying to pull my hand free. But his grip only tightened. "I wasn’t with him. I was chasing the shadow," I replied, frustration rising.His gaze didn’t soften. "So how was Lucas with you? Do you think I am stupid, Isla?"I shot him a look. "Mayb
Isla's POVI quivered under his piercing gaze, her heart pounding as fear intertwined with confusion. My voice trembled as I finally confessed, but not entirely, “I… I accidentally discovered I could transform.” The words hung in the air, heavy and uncertain.Adrian's eyes darkened with frustration, his patience slipping away. "Lies! Still lies!"“I am not lying to you, Adrian. You are just too consumed by your jealousy to see the truth,” I whispered, trying to avert his gaze, but my voice lacked the conviction I needed.He didn't concede. Without warning, he cornered me, his grip firm yet not cruel. Tingles spiraled through my body, making my breath hitch. He towered over me, leaning closer. The shock of it left me breathless. But what came next made my body tense in ways I didn’t understand.Adrian's breath brushed against my ear, sending goosebumps as I bit my lip. He chuckled, his voice low and possessive as he whispered, “Then you must know by now… I am your mate.”His words stru
Isla’s POVI pressed my palm over my face, avoiding the sun's rays, shifting slightly on the rough floor of the cabin. I woke up in a daze, rubbing my eyes. I realized I wasn't in my room. I blinked, my heart racing as the memories of last night crashed over me. I blushed, feeling flustered."What have I done?" I contemplated in my mind, gulping hard, covering myself with the thin tattered shirt lying next to me.Adrian’s bite still tingled in my ear. The mate bond had taken over, pulling us together despite everything. I looked around and saw his tall frame leaning against the cabin door, his back to me, rigid and distant. Any warmth that the bond might have brought was quickly snuffed out when I saw his denial and frustration.The silence was deafening, making me even more nervous. I opened my mouth, but I couldn't quite figure out what to say. But before I could formulate any sentence, his cold, emotionless voice cut through the silence.“I won’t publicly acknowledge you as my mate
Adrian’s POVI couldn’t tear my eyes away from her.I kept telling myself that my desire was just a sick twist of fate. I only wanted her because she reminded me of my lost love, my Elara. But seeing her with Lucas, seeing how easily she trusted him, brought out something darker inside me. She wasn’t supposed to look at anyone else like that. She was supposed to be mine. Only mine.And last night? Last night changed everything for me.The night had taken on a life of its own. One moment, I had control. I had convinced myself that she was nothing more than a shadow of Elara. And the next moment, the mate bond had ripped that control away, leaving nothing but raw, undeniable need.Isla wasn’t Elara. And I knew it better than anyone else. The feelings I had for her were extreme and surreal, something I had never experienced before. And it was, in many ways, fulfilling. Because she was mine.The way her skin had felt against mine, how her soft gasps had matched my own... Damn it, it was m
Isla's POVI was on my way to the hospital when I passed by a flower shop. I looked outside and felt like getting a bouquet for Lucas. With this, my visit would look a little less selfish. As soon as I stepped inside, I spotted a familiar figure near the back of the store. Chloe moved gracefully through the shop. But before I could call out to her, she moved upstairs."Chlo…" I was about to follow when the shop owner appeared beside me with a warm smile.“The lovely young lady looking for something special today?" she asked, a little too generously. I wasn't used to being addressed like that.I hesitated, glancing toward the staircase where Chloe had vanished. “Just a bouquet of... carnations?" I replied, still distracted. “That was Chloe right? Does she live here? I saw her go upstairs."The shopkeeper’s smile widened, her eyes radiating with warmth and love. "Oh, yes. Chloe is my daughter.""We are classmates," I explained, though it felt odd saying that when I realized how little I