Chapter 223 Cleo The only thing that feels normal right now he's being with my baby girl. I miss the twins but I will see them soon . After realizing that Michelangelo was in town and my son had forgotten his backpack in the lounge, I remembered that; his backpack wasn't scan for any tracking devices and Michelangelo could track me at anytime if he realizes that he has left one of his things or devices in my house so what I did was deactivate all the tracking devices that he had put into our baby girls toys and stuff because you were in a safe area and I knew that we weren't going to have any intruders or any unsafe situations of any kind so after deactivating everything else I had to make sure that my conversation with my brother was short because he had to go back to the beach house to make it look like I wasn't there because of Michelangelo find out where I was I wouldn't have time to think and I won't have time to decide whether or not I still want to be with him and fight for w
Chapter 224 Angelo I was trying to understand what we will do things the way they do so that they are predictable but truth be told I have come to the conclusion that my life is unpredictable and it's the unpredictability of her that attracted me to her but not only that I didn't only see her and her unpredictability but I saw her and her heart . This morning I went out for a jog and it wasn't far from the property that my mother owned. I didn't understand why my wife loves talking and I didn't want to join her when she went out jogging and now I realized that it's the biggest mistake I've made because ever since I've started jogging , I started remembering all the times I woke up and Cleo was out jogging . I can see why she loved it because it was really relaxing and you could refocus your thoughts and think clearly. The views on this part of the world weren't too bad either, they kind of reminded me of my father's beach resort but these figures are even better because the beaut
Chapter 225 Cleo There's been times when I've been mad at my husband and there have been times when I've been so angry to the point where I don't want to see him I don't even want to talk to him I don't even want to touch him and what we going through is anything to go by I know for a fact that I am livid scared I'm confused as to what decision to make with regards to my relationship with Michelangelo because he has the ability to be good he has the capacity to do great things but he always gets in his own way. I've seen him angry. I've witnessed his fury in action . I have seen how he can lose it at the drop of a hat and that's because he is not in control of what's going on. Then there is the man that married the sweetest , kindest , down-to-earth and supportive guy you'll ever meet. He is first of all a great father, a loving husband and a calming force to my raging waters. You can't fault him on anything here is that good and he is that perfect but he has two sides that I'm s
Chapter 226 Angelo We always make sure that the kids are well taken care of and that they are safe and I always make sure that the kids are ok even if we go out or even if we are near water because I know that accidents can happen on sometimes it's no one's fault but in this case I feel so guilty my wife might feel guilty but I'm the one who was taking care of the kids and she was the one who was coming in for dinner by invite from our baby girl who is no on a ventilator. The last thing I wanted to do was just cause discord within our family because everything was going well until that game that I had tendered and the night that I lost control it wasn't entirely of my own doing but some of the stuff that I said was what I was feeling and it came out wrong way I know I should have just told my wife what I had heard and what I didn't believe because I didn't believe what that one was telling me. Even though she isn't saying it, Cleopatra thinks that I wanted to believe the lies I wa
Chapter 227 Cleo Something about this whole situation doesn't feel like I shouldn't be here blaming myself about something I have no control over but yet I am because I'm a parent and the safety of my kids does matter and the doctor came out the doctor wasn't as clear as I hoped that they be there just told me that they were keeping her overnight for observation and they will let me know what was going on and what was wrong with my baby girl after I see some improvement and come with something solid. If my son wasn't around I would have already thrown if it would have already told them that they are not giving me the kind of information I need and I needed clear information and when Michelangelo just walked out and went to the cafeteria and you that something was a bit offish because he was more energetic than he was he's not a night owl during the day person and I sometimes morning person and depending on what he has going on or what he has to do by the time the clock strikes 10 he
Chapter 228Angelo There are days when you know you've messed up do you need to take accountability for the mess you've made I used to know how to hide the stuff that I did that was messy but now that I'm married I can't do that I realized that it is selfish and it is just plain disrespectful to do things behind someone's back without seeing if there's a way to deal with a problem head on.Addictions don't just appear out of nowhere they are a result of an accumulation of coping mechanisms and once you find a coping mechanism use it as a coping mechanism until you realize that your coping mechanism is either healthy or unhealthy. I always had an addictive personality and at some point they thought that I was using my wife as a drug you can never get rid of the water marks that are left after your former life which you can do is learn from the mistakes that you've made and try to be a better man in my case relapsing is becoming pretty normal because I haven't been in control of my own
Chapter 229 Cleo Part of my job requires me not sure if you're my true identity him and if I have revealed my true identity and have already gotten the people who had decided that it was okay to arrest me and front of my kid, and a whole lot more trouble than they were in for suspecting that I was responsible for my daughter being kept overnight for observation. They took in both Nicolai and Fabio . Luigi made sure that Pio stayed with him. I knew that Daniel was on his way and he was given security clearance by both sides. He was allowed to go freely because he was a doctor and he was a doctor for both families , he had also saved Maria's life before. When Michelangelo decided that it was ok to fall ill and run to the men's bathroom to do whatever you wanted to do to go straighten himself out also wear himself out like clockwork the doctors came in with the security and I was taken in full stop the first thing they did was search me and not only did they search the jacket I was
Chapter 230 Angelo There is something sweet about falling is the free fall and the knowledge of knowing that we're about to fall over into something that's good or fall from grace but falling is the sweetest feeling ever until it's not until you hit the ground and we had to grind you realize the gravity of the situation that you've created by falling from grace when Mike is falling off the wagon again because I promised my wife that I would not subject her to what I submitted her too and yet I'm doing it again. I submitted my other girlfriends to my drinking to my drug use and two pretty much bad behavior but with her I want to change I don't want to be the same day hours after it's so much for so long to tell myself that I don't deserve anything but that happens to me or everything that's happening to me as of my own doing yes some of the stuff that's happened to me as of my own doing and I take full responsibility for it but some of the things that I did or not. I didn't ask to
Chapter 396AngeloI love planning things,right down to the last detail and with everything that's been going on I feel as if I didn't plan this probably because I didn't plan this probably I decided to just go an impromptu road trip with my wife and that was a great idea and all that now so I don't regret it because I forgot that the place that I was taking Cleo to was the same place that I had Seen someone that I thought I could trust a long time ago. I just remembered when I was alerted by security that someone I knew was in the premises I thought nothing of it until Cleopatra alerted me to the fact that something might be actually wrong and something was in actual fact wrong because she had a feeling that she wasn't alone in the house but she brushed it off like many other feelings she has when she is with me and I don't wa
Chapter 395 Cleo While having dinner with my guy and you're how I realized something I realized that he is a scared as I am of losing me as I was scared of losing him to someone I knew him better than I did and the fact of the matter is we knew each other and you that we wanted to be with each other so at a point where we're sitting opposite each other trying to figure out what could make a relationship break and how best to spend time with each other I'm just saying for that I have the relationship that I have with him because our relationship has been one for the books and to be honest we've been through so much in a short space of time that we just needed a breather and I'm just thankful that he decided to do what he did because he's normally a guy who normally plans and executes without fail. Dinner with Michelangelo without a doubt was amazing and it was awesome we got the chance to talk and figure out what we needed to in terms of our work situation he doesn't want me wor
Chapter 394 Angelo There are times when you question the decisions that you've made and there are days when you understand why you made the decisions that you made, some decisions that you made were made in difficult circumstances,and some of the decisions that you made in terms of desperation actually turned out to be the best decisions you've made ,but there are some decisions that you need to take your time and making and that's the decision that you always want to make when you or choosing the person you want to get married to.I for one don't think that I was going to be married to a woman like Cleopatra and the more I think about it the more I see how our stars were aligned and everything was working in our favor. If this afternoon has anything to go by I just can't wait for tonight. I was busy preparing dinner when I received a call from Carlo . The phone I was using wasn't easily trackable and the signal on the side was jammed with regards to the tracking devices that we
Chapter 393Cleo I think I've gotten good at some things while I was handling life With Angelo and the kids. hiding stuff and bookkeeping stuff secret has never been easier but it's never easy when you've got to hide things from the person that you love it's not personal things that you have to hide its work things that you have to hide and sometimes the personal stuff takes the back burner but today was a bit different because I was talking to the kids and enjoying myself with Michelangelo and not eating and not eating his favorite fish paste sandwich. I've been through a lot with Michelangelo. I just need to take stock of what has happened so far with him and how marriage has been. I'm not like you. The first couple of years of our marriage were hectic. I find myself going to sleep asking myself why I get married to such a man and why the hell I get married to a man that I don't even know but then again the universe works with you and not against you, and there also has to be a r
Chapter 392 Angelo I'm not good with planning surprises in fact I am the worst at planning surprises because Cleopatra is the one who knows how to keep things from me and she knows how to keep things from me and such a way that I don't go searching because once I start searching I will not stop but in her case I can see why she has been feeling the way she's been feeling because I've been neglecting her emotional needs as practical as I can be I need to be the same way when it comes to my emotions and throwing motion towards the people that matter to me and had been a really long week and make that a couple of days because from the time that I decided that it was okay to take a road trip I decided that it was also okay not to go home for a little while because I needed some time to myself and I needed some time with my wife alone without any disturbances without any people telling me that I can't do this I can't do that or without any deadlines I know that the company is in good han
Chapter 391 Cleo Michelangelo tends to brood a lot and when you ask the question I know that he has given it a lot of thought and it's something that's bothering him , since he is a practical man feelings equate to actions so he would ruin his actions rather than feelings that he's feeling something and he is under the impression that I only married him because I had to because he had ask me a question if I ever regret marrying him and truth be told I don't regret marrying him but he doesn't see it that way and I'm glad that we have this break so that I could tell him that I get him and that I'm trying to find a better way to communicate with him and tell him that he has nothing to worry about . I don't regret marrying my husband and wife I'm actually thankful that I married my husband because he is good for me in more ways than one I could be having a bad day and then I see his face and everything else that was going on about my bad day , would evaporate, because I would see his
Chapter 390 Angelo I here's one thing I know it's that Cleopatra has a tendency of keeping stuff from me until I really need to know what's going on and when I do find out what's going on I sometimes wonder why was she keeping it from me in the first place I have ever heard her speaking to my mother and my mother had asked her if she had told me something that I don't know and I needed to know everything there was to know about the deal that she was mediating for the fact that knew that my uncle was in Italy but she didn't tell me why he was in Italy and that was one of the things that but me was that he couldn't just leave his company to me and then just fly away is one of those people who are accurate and they will check and fact check everything. I was just about done with breakfast when I heard Cleopatra talking to my mother and she was talking to her like she's talking to me normally and kind of thankful that they have a relationship that they can communicate properly and ta
Chapter 389 Cleo Garry is the Type of person that you don't mess with me is similar to Rosa in many ways he is like the male version of Rosa once he puts his mind on something he will see it to completion and it doesn't matter how many obstacles getting his way he will make sure that he gets what he wants at the end of the day I figured that out when I was captured because he wasn't taking no for an answer he wanted to know that Michelangelo words the surfer in a way because he didn't like him the only way I found out that he was working with his ex-wife who is now his wife which is hella confusing but makes sense and away was that; she was there to oversee everything that needed to be overseen and with regards to a lot of things that happened they happened chronologically normally things that happen at the spur of the moment like what Michelangelo decided to do happen at the spur of the moment and you understand that he is driven by emotion and feeling and he's being emotional a
Chapter 388 Angelo I understand the nature of the business that I'm in and I understand the family that I have been born into being a family that is messed up that has layers upon layers of darkness and secrets that they are keeping . I also understand that I can never be too careful and made show that I took different routes to where I was headed with my wife I know that she wanted to talk to the kids but I told her that it would be two days but now it's pouring running on 3 days cause this was the second day that we were on the road ,I never do things impromptu I normally plan things out and I do things that are required based on information that is given and fact-checking and double-checking and cross-checking everything that I need to check before I make a decision and with regards to making a decision I normally take my time but something about Cleopatra it just makes you want to be as pragmatic as I can be not to say that I haven't been pragmatic but she makes me want to tak