Chapter 231 Cleo I've always had a tendency to get into self-preservation mode when things go wrong or when I feel attacked I didn't see what happened coming I didn't anticipate what happened to happen because normally I would think out scenarios in my head Notre thinking out scenarios in my head I would think of possible problems that may arise from those scenarios in my head and then from the possible problems that could arise I make contingency plans . Call it obsessive compulsive behavior , but it's what I do when I analyze things .So I would think out the whole problem, come up with possible problems that that problem may cause and then come up with contingency plans for those problems . I've always also been a good read of people so I would know what to expect from a certain person so when what happened happened at the hospital I wasn't send me shark normally I'm a fighter but this time I didn't fight I just complied with whatever the hell they told me to do and that includ
Chapter 232 Angelo I've always been able to pull myself out of the darkness and some kisses I've had my wife help me with fighting my demons and she also fits my demons for me as I don't feel that I'm already of what I have and I guess it's just me being unsatisfied and it has nothing to do about her.Cleopatra has always given me 110 percent and she has never not once given me any reason to doubt her but my past experience with her and makes me not want to trust anyone fully and I think I was right about needing some time to process everything and processing my behavior too. the last thing I wanted to be was a danger to my children and the last thing I want to do was put my children in danger and it wasn't there with my daughter I don't know what happened you have been telling a different story my son didn't want to talk to me my daughter don't want to talk to me before they left I would have woken up and even when I try to call them they don't want to talk to me my mother was with
Chapter 233 Cleo There's always something that clicks when you know that you need to get over something or manage something that has happened to you that is traumatic. There is a difference between managing feelings that crop up every time and give you nightmares and accepting that something has happened to you and you have no control over it, therefore you need to deal with it the only way you know how to deal with it . The person who said that time heals all wounds was correct in a way but it's not the kind of time that people give other people to get over what happened sometimes people get away something quickly because it's in their nature to move on and understand what happened and process things quicker sometimes some people don't process things quicker and therefore they need time and however long it may take they need to sort out their own issues with the time that they choose to take not the time that is given to them and in cases where you have to sort out something and yo
Chapter 234AngeloI don't think that the art of letter-writing as a form of communication has died down in fact I think that it should be brought back so that people don't communicate like they used to and don't communicate instantaneously however oven time for modern technology because it makes it easier for somebody to get in contact with someone you don't have to wait days months or maybe even a couple of years to get a letter that was supposed to come to you. I also don't believe in talking about matters of the heart using a letter, no matter how many times you try to explain yourself and try to put what you feeling words you can be the best person or the best writer in terms of conveying the message that's in your heart and putting it into words but it means nothing if you don't do it physically.I'm a traditional man , but truth be told when I met my wife everything went out the window if you have ever made
Chapter 235 Cleo If there's one thing that I love about being around the girls is that they bring Jerry wherever they are and that includes changing the energy in the room. Pio and Ava what time is over for dinner but they had to stop by Maria's House to go pick up Luigi. I'm not sure if I can tell him apart from Angela if they ever decide to pull a switcheroo but he promised me that that would never happen and if he came up with the idea you would never deceive me like that I've known him long enough to take his word so he is a man of his word and he wouldn't ever agree to what Michelangelo would ask him. I know my husband , you will do whatever it takes to get what he wants and to come to think of it he has been without me for the past couple of days and something happened to me because of him also he would want to apologize and he would try whatever he has to try to make sure that he gets to me . As much as I want nothing to do with Michelangelo I want to know how he is recoveri
Chapter 236 Angelo I'd like to believe that I'm a good person and I'd also like to believe that I am capable of being good when I want to be good and being bad when I need to be bad. I'm not want to admit when I've done something wrong I'd like to hear babe and that's one that I want to change because it hasn't worked in our favor I know that I messed up and I know that I wasn't supposed to be where I was with my children when I wasn't in the right state of mind yes I was high and yes I thought that I was doing a great job in hiding my state of mind. As it turns out I am better at hiding stuff and not only am I bad at hiding stuff I am also bad at taking responsibility for things that I know that I'm at fault for but it's like one thing went wrong and everything else went wrong because I forgot to do something and I know that my wife is being accused of being negligent and she's due to attend a hearing of the person she has laid charges on for what they did. I can't imagine what yo
Chapter 237 Cleo Maria has always been my second mother and she's always been fair in the way she does things . I could understand why she didn't want to be with Angelo through everything. Mothers know their sons and so do kids but when you know that your son did something wrong and your son is married to someone you regard as a daughter you don't pick sides you actually feed both your son and your daughter-in-law equally. I couldn't understand why she stayed with me and the more I thought about it the more I realized that I needed to ask her something because I needed to prove that I was innocent and I wasn't there when the incident happened I needed to get her alone and it wasn't going to happen right up until after dinner. Our guest of honor had arrived and the twins are acting strange the drinks to the extreme she only had strange when they feel like they don't trust the energy that surround them and truth be told Luigi isn't that bad of a person is actually a good person and
Chapter 238 Angelo There are times when I think of a plan and formulate. I write everything from beginning to end including a contingency plan. I can only concentrate on one thing at a time I cannot multitask so at a point where I thought that I had everything on lock, and I can get away with pretending to be my brother my wife found out that I wasn't and I feel that my brother I don't know what gave it away because I make sure that I put on my best oscar-winning performance but it didn't know that my best oscar-winning performance was not my best after all my mother bought the fact that I was my brother my brother but the fact that I was my twin brother so I think I didn't think this through because when my daughter and my son didn't want to sit next to me and they were afraid of me it was an indication that I had messed up so badly that I don't know how to come back from what I did in the last thing I wanted to ever be was like my father. Ava's love is unconditional. kids pick up
Chapter 396AngeloI love planning things,right down to the last detail and with everything that's been going on I feel as if I didn't plan this probably because I didn't plan this probably I decided to just go an impromptu road trip with my wife and that was a great idea and all that now so I don't regret it because I forgot that the place that I was taking Cleo to was the same place that I had Seen someone that I thought I could trust a long time ago. I just remembered when I was alerted by security that someone I knew was in the premises I thought nothing of it until Cleopatra alerted me to the fact that something might be actually wrong and something was in actual fact wrong because she had a feeling that she wasn't alone in the house but she brushed it off like many other feelings she has when she is with me and I don't wa
Chapter 395 Cleo While having dinner with my guy and you're how I realized something I realized that he is a scared as I am of losing me as I was scared of losing him to someone I knew him better than I did and the fact of the matter is we knew each other and you that we wanted to be with each other so at a point where we're sitting opposite each other trying to figure out what could make a relationship break and how best to spend time with each other I'm just saying for that I have the relationship that I have with him because our relationship has been one for the books and to be honest we've been through so much in a short space of time that we just needed a breather and I'm just thankful that he decided to do what he did because he's normally a guy who normally plans and executes without fail. Dinner with Michelangelo without a doubt was amazing and it was awesome we got the chance to talk and figure out what we needed to in terms of our work situation he doesn't want me wor
Chapter 394 Angelo There are times when you question the decisions that you've made and there are days when you understand why you made the decisions that you made, some decisions that you made were made in difficult circumstances,and some of the decisions that you made in terms of desperation actually turned out to be the best decisions you've made ,but there are some decisions that you need to take your time and making and that's the decision that you always want to make when you or choosing the person you want to get married to.I for one don't think that I was going to be married to a woman like Cleopatra and the more I think about it the more I see how our stars were aligned and everything was working in our favor. If this afternoon has anything to go by I just can't wait for tonight. I was busy preparing dinner when I received a call from Carlo . The phone I was using wasn't easily trackable and the signal on the side was jammed with regards to the tracking devices that we
Chapter 393Cleo I think I've gotten good at some things while I was handling life With Angelo and the kids. hiding stuff and bookkeeping stuff secret has never been easier but it's never easy when you've got to hide things from the person that you love it's not personal things that you have to hide its work things that you have to hide and sometimes the personal stuff takes the back burner but today was a bit different because I was talking to the kids and enjoying myself with Michelangelo and not eating and not eating his favorite fish paste sandwich. I've been through a lot with Michelangelo. I just need to take stock of what has happened so far with him and how marriage has been. I'm not like you. The first couple of years of our marriage were hectic. I find myself going to sleep asking myself why I get married to such a man and why the hell I get married to a man that I don't even know but then again the universe works with you and not against you, and there also has to be a r
Chapter 392 Angelo I'm not good with planning surprises in fact I am the worst at planning surprises because Cleopatra is the one who knows how to keep things from me and she knows how to keep things from me and such a way that I don't go searching because once I start searching I will not stop but in her case I can see why she has been feeling the way she's been feeling because I've been neglecting her emotional needs as practical as I can be I need to be the same way when it comes to my emotions and throwing motion towards the people that matter to me and had been a really long week and make that a couple of days because from the time that I decided that it was okay to take a road trip I decided that it was also okay not to go home for a little while because I needed some time to myself and I needed some time with my wife alone without any disturbances without any people telling me that I can't do this I can't do that or without any deadlines I know that the company is in good han
Chapter 391 Cleo Michelangelo tends to brood a lot and when you ask the question I know that he has given it a lot of thought and it's something that's bothering him , since he is a practical man feelings equate to actions so he would ruin his actions rather than feelings that he's feeling something and he is under the impression that I only married him because I had to because he had ask me a question if I ever regret marrying him and truth be told I don't regret marrying him but he doesn't see it that way and I'm glad that we have this break so that I could tell him that I get him and that I'm trying to find a better way to communicate with him and tell him that he has nothing to worry about . I don't regret marrying my husband and wife I'm actually thankful that I married my husband because he is good for me in more ways than one I could be having a bad day and then I see his face and everything else that was going on about my bad day , would evaporate, because I would see his
Chapter 390 Angelo I here's one thing I know it's that Cleopatra has a tendency of keeping stuff from me until I really need to know what's going on and when I do find out what's going on I sometimes wonder why was she keeping it from me in the first place I have ever heard her speaking to my mother and my mother had asked her if she had told me something that I don't know and I needed to know everything there was to know about the deal that she was mediating for the fact that knew that my uncle was in Italy but she didn't tell me why he was in Italy and that was one of the things that but me was that he couldn't just leave his company to me and then just fly away is one of those people who are accurate and they will check and fact check everything. I was just about done with breakfast when I heard Cleopatra talking to my mother and she was talking to her like she's talking to me normally and kind of thankful that they have a relationship that they can communicate properly and ta
Chapter 389 Cleo Garry is the Type of person that you don't mess with me is similar to Rosa in many ways he is like the male version of Rosa once he puts his mind on something he will see it to completion and it doesn't matter how many obstacles getting his way he will make sure that he gets what he wants at the end of the day I figured that out when I was captured because he wasn't taking no for an answer he wanted to know that Michelangelo words the surfer in a way because he didn't like him the only way I found out that he was working with his ex-wife who is now his wife which is hella confusing but makes sense and away was that; she was there to oversee everything that needed to be overseen and with regards to a lot of things that happened they happened chronologically normally things that happen at the spur of the moment like what Michelangelo decided to do happen at the spur of the moment and you understand that he is driven by emotion and feeling and he's being emotional a
Chapter 388 Angelo I understand the nature of the business that I'm in and I understand the family that I have been born into being a family that is messed up that has layers upon layers of darkness and secrets that they are keeping . I also understand that I can never be too careful and made show that I took different routes to where I was headed with my wife I know that she wanted to talk to the kids but I told her that it would be two days but now it's pouring running on 3 days cause this was the second day that we were on the road ,I never do things impromptu I normally plan things out and I do things that are required based on information that is given and fact-checking and double-checking and cross-checking everything that I need to check before I make a decision and with regards to making a decision I normally take my time but something about Cleopatra it just makes you want to be as pragmatic as I can be not to say that I haven't been pragmatic but she makes me want to tak