Chapter 228

Chapter 228

Angelo

There are days when you know you've messed up do you need to take accountability for the mess you've made I used to know how to hide the stuff that I did that was messy but now that I'm married I can't do that I realized that it is selfish and it is just plain disrespectful to do things behind someone's back without seeing if there's a way to deal with a problem head on.

Addictions don't just appear out of nowhere they are a result of an accumulation of coping mechanisms and once you find a coping mechanism use it as a coping mechanism until you realize that your coping mechanism is either healthy or unhealthy. I always had an addictive personality and at some point they thought that I was using my wife as a drug you can never get rid of the water marks that are left after your former life which you can do is learn from the mistakes that you've made and try to be a better man in my case relapsing is becoming pretty normal because I haven't been in control of my own