Chapter 220
Angelo
I strongly believe that my brother knew my wife before me and that they were and still are friends but they pretend not to be friends because they didn't want to give a lot to where they've been working for my mother all along but the reason my brother decided to move around was to get a taste of all three gangs and make a decision. All I knew was that he was the one who bailed me out of prison and everything you heard him talking about Cleo to one of the guards who remembered locking him up . I was in and out of it and I knew when I was locked up that I was drugged thank god we took the blood test when we took the blood test because I need to prove myself to my own wife I have done a lot to make her not trust me and I really need her trust back I didn't break it I just didn't follow through with the promise that I made to her about something that I did and what I did unforgivable I was angry and jealous for no reaso
Chapter 221 Cleo There are times when I like saying goodbye and there are times when I don't like saying goodbye. Saying goodbye to the kids is always a bittersweet moment because I'm letting them go to where I know that they are safe but I know that I'm not going to see them for at least a little while before I get to see them again. It is true what they say that the days are long but the years are few. You only have so much time with them before they are all grown up and grow wings of their own and you help them fly. When we come back home with broken wings you can help them fix their wings and have them fly again. Pio and Pia wanted to stay a little longer , they wanted to sleep over but I had to explain to them that they had to go back with their grandmother and I promised to talk to them tomorrow morning after saying good night to them . Ava was staying with me. She didn't want to let me go when I wanted to give her to her grandmother to give her a hug. Maria is heaven sent,
Chapter 222 Angelo I think I'm back to my normal self I'm in the me that likes to be in control and take over what needs to be taken over and do what needs to be done it's been a long couple of years and it's been a while since I can safely say that I'm becoming the person that I've always wanted to be but the only thing that's missing is one person they can make everything that I'm trying to do or with it and that's my wife. I knew that the kids were coming back home a bit later because they were spending time with my wife but I didn't know where they were. Like my mother and my brother , I too have eyes everywhere . I knew that getting to my father's because was going to be a mission but since my brother was there and my father mustn't there wasn't going to be a problem because the only person has a problem with me as my father and know that for a fact because he expected me to jump ship to him and stay there where he is with him but he wasn't giving me the platform I needed to b
Chapter 223 Cleo The only thing that feels normal right now he's being with my baby girl. I miss the twins but I will see them soon . After realizing that Michelangelo was in town and my son had forgotten his backpack in the lounge, I remembered that; his backpack wasn't scan for any tracking devices and Michelangelo could track me at anytime if he realizes that he has left one of his things or devices in my house so what I did was deactivate all the tracking devices that he had put into our baby girls toys and stuff because you were in a safe area and I knew that we weren't going to have any intruders or any unsafe situations of any kind so after deactivating everything else I had to make sure that my conversation with my brother was short because he had to go back to the beach house to make it look like I wasn't there because of Michelangelo find out where I was I wouldn't have time to think and I won't have time to decide whether or not I still want to be with him and fight for w
Chapter 224 Angelo I was trying to understand what we will do things the way they do so that they are predictable but truth be told I have come to the conclusion that my life is unpredictable and it's the unpredictability of her that attracted me to her but not only that I didn't only see her and her unpredictability but I saw her and her heart . This morning I went out for a jog and it wasn't far from the property that my mother owned. I didn't understand why my wife loves talking and I didn't want to join her when she went out jogging and now I realized that it's the biggest mistake I've made because ever since I've started jogging , I started remembering all the times I woke up and Cleo was out jogging . I can see why she loved it because it was really relaxing and you could refocus your thoughts and think clearly. The views on this part of the world weren't too bad either, they kind of reminded me of my father's beach resort but these figures are even better because the beaut
Chapter 225 Cleo There's been times when I've been mad at my husband and there have been times when I've been so angry to the point where I don't want to see him I don't even want to talk to him I don't even want to touch him and what we going through is anything to go by I know for a fact that I am livid scared I'm confused as to what decision to make with regards to my relationship with Michelangelo because he has the ability to be good he has the capacity to do great things but he always gets in his own way. I've seen him angry. I've witnessed his fury in action . I have seen how he can lose it at the drop of a hat and that's because he is not in control of what's going on. Then there is the man that married the sweetest , kindest , down-to-earth and supportive guy you'll ever meet. He is first of all a great father, a loving husband and a calming force to my raging waters. You can't fault him on anything here is that good and he is that perfect but he has two sides that I'm s
Chapter 226 Angelo We always make sure that the kids are well taken care of and that they are safe and I always make sure that the kids are ok even if we go out or even if we are near water because I know that accidents can happen on sometimes it's no one's fault but in this case I feel so guilty my wife might feel guilty but I'm the one who was taking care of the kids and she was the one who was coming in for dinner by invite from our baby girl who is no on a ventilator. The last thing I wanted to do was just cause discord within our family because everything was going well until that game that I had tendered and the night that I lost control it wasn't entirely of my own doing but some of the stuff that I said was what I was feeling and it came out wrong way I know I should have just told my wife what I had heard and what I didn't believe because I didn't believe what that one was telling me. Even though she isn't saying it, Cleopatra thinks that I wanted to believe the lies I wa
Chapter 227 Cleo Something about this whole situation doesn't feel like I shouldn't be here blaming myself about something I have no control over but yet I am because I'm a parent and the safety of my kids does matter and the doctor came out the doctor wasn't as clear as I hoped that they be there just told me that they were keeping her overnight for observation and they will let me know what was going on and what was wrong with my baby girl after I see some improvement and come with something solid. If my son wasn't around I would have already thrown if it would have already told them that they are not giving me the kind of information I need and I needed clear information and when Michelangelo just walked out and went to the cafeteria and you that something was a bit offish because he was more energetic than he was he's not a night owl during the day person and I sometimes morning person and depending on what he has going on or what he has to do by the time the clock strikes 10 he
Chapter 228Angelo There are days when you know you've messed up do you need to take accountability for the mess you've made I used to know how to hide the stuff that I did that was messy but now that I'm married I can't do that I realized that it is selfish and it is just plain disrespectful to do things behind someone's back without seeing if there's a way to deal with a problem head on.Addictions don't just appear out of nowhere they are a result of an accumulation of coping mechanisms and once you find a coping mechanism use it as a coping mechanism until you realize that your coping mechanism is either healthy or unhealthy. I always had an addictive personality and at some point they thought that I was using my wife as a drug you can never get rid of the water marks that are left after your former life which you can do is learn from the mistakes that you've made and try to be a better man in my case relapsing is becoming pretty normal because I haven't been in control of my own