Two weeks passed and all that I wanted to do was go To college . I just couldn’t stay one more moment in this house . I felt like I was losing my senses . I couldn’t accept the fact that this was me . The thoughts going through my head were making me go insane and making me question if I was normal. No matter what it was , I just couldn’t accept it . After the incident that happened that night at the kitchen , I have done everything humanly possible to avoid my step dad . I knew that I wasn’t in the right state of mind , but one thing I knew was that I said those words out of my mouth and when he touched me , I never stopped him . The way he touched me , I had never felt that way before , not even when my boyfriend did . There was just something about it that I just couldn’t explain . I knew that it was wrong , having dirty thoughts about my stepfather who was my mom's husband was more chilling but I just can’t accept it no matter how much I tried . Shuan touched my breast t
My mom walked out of the room and banged the door behind me .I didn’t know what to feel , but at that moment , I felt so betrayed .I knew that all her life she had loved me and made sure that I got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand .But I can’t help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and forget all about this man but no , he manipulated my mom to make me live here .That bastard , how dare he .I gritted my teeth in anger and the ringing of my phone brought me out of my thoughts .I grabbed my phone from the table and seeing the caller I tried to force a smile .“‘ Chris am fine, after all you never cared to call all this while , I see no reasons why you want toShow me that you care right now because all that I can say is that I do not want your silly stupid lies .I didn’t wait for Chris to say another word , I ended the call in his ears .Right now the only person that I wanted to t
Shuan held me agsinst the wall fucking me so hard .I could literally feel my legs vibrating from the ground .I didn’t know how to rest at this moment .I couldn’t believe that this was what my mom was enjoying and that was the only reason why my mom was hell bent on having him all to herself .I just didn’t know what to do , with his heavy thrust going in and out of my pussy , I knew that it was the best sex that I would ever have in my life so I had to Jean in for more .Shuan grabbed me and carried me up , holding my legs in his arms and he began to thrust his hard dick in and out of me .I didn’t know how to react to that , I was in the best place of my life and having the next feeling , I could feel it .I held on to his arms and squirted all over him .I thought that he was going to stop seeing that but instead he increased his pace the more and started trusting harder .Shuan , pls stop” I cried out, unable to hold my emotions anymore . I didn’t want my mom to co
Elsa stared at me like I had gone nuts .I knew exactly why she reacted that way to what I had just said. If I had thought that one day I was going to be speaking this foolishly nothing would have made me believe that .I knew it was something that we had planned all along and I couldn't believe that I was the one who was finally breaking out of the plan .I had never seen Elsa look disappointed at me before .I knew that she loved me and she was my best friend , but I just couldn’t come to tell her that. It was because I was longing for my step dad dick that made me make that decision of going to school from home .That would be the last thing that I would ever tell anyone .I don’t care if I keep this secret to my grave , I'd rather die with it than let it out , that was never going to happen .It was my secret and I am going to keep it .“ I can’t believe that you are backing out of this now , you know how much we wanted to be away from our family and have time to do whatever
Elsa and I walked to the dining room and when my mom saw her she hugged her .Mom hasn't seen Elsa since all the wedding stuff and I wouldn't blame her though , if it were to be , I don’t think that my daughter's best friend is the person that I was going to notice at that moment , that was definitely not it , it wasn’t happening .I didn’t know why mom hadn't come to say hi to us all this whine even though she knew that my best friend had been in my room all along .“ you know what , I think I have missed you for the longest time and I didn’t even notice. I am so sorry Elsa , I had so much going through my head , but I promise you that something like this isn’t going to happen ever again .“ Thank you aunt , it’s no big deal , I understand that you had so much going through your head at that moment and that was the only reason why I didn’t want to disturb you , I just want to say a big congratulations to you aunt , you deserved this and thank you for giving my best friend a dad “
I stood outside the garage , I didn’t know why I lashed at my mom that way and right now I was feeling so guilty , but I just couldn’t help it.I was definitely going to tell her how sorry I was but it wasn’t just now , I couldn’t tell her now , she would be so mad at me at this point and I just want her to be calm before I approach her because I do not want to get on her bad side that would be like I am testing her patience .I didn’t know how long I stood there , but I know that I have been there for the longest that I could remember .What the fuck was wrong with me , I just can’t help it .My step dad was doing this to me and I can’t even say a word to stop him but instead , I just sat there with my legs wide open and doing that stuff like it’s any of my business .I didn’t need anyone to tell me how sick I was , I was so sick and I knew that .The one thing I hated right now was myself .I couldn’t believe that I am the one taping this , how could I be opening my legs for my mo
My step dad's voice brought us out of our argument .I felt so pained listening to all that Elsa had just said to me .Not even in my wildest dream did I ever think that Elsa was going to be the one to say something like that to me even though it was true .No matter how easy it was , I just couldn’t accept it .“It was my fucking friend and I thoufht she like me , she was my best friend and yet she could say this to me , call me a pathetic liar ““Isn’t that what you are ?” My inner voice thanked me .I knew that the last thing that I wanted at this moment was to let any of this get to me .I wasn’t going to be a fool or let something like that happen again .Right now I didn’t care if she thought that I was a bitch or not , that didn’t matter to me in any way , the only thing that mattered to me right now was my step dad joystick and that is exactly what I am going to have , I just don’t care how long or what it takes , I am having for sure .“ your mom asked me to drop yo
Two weeks passed in the twinkle of an eye .The more I tried to imagine how my life had been after two weeks, the more complicated it was for me .After that sex I had with Shaun in the car , we have both had sex in the living room twice since mom wasn’t around .I would say that the fact that I was having sex with my step dad had made me forget that I have a boyfriend and since Chris hasn't been texting me anymore , I just decided to let him be , after all he couldn’t satisfy snd duck me as good as my step father does .I didn’t care about what he would feel and what he was going to say when he finally met but I knew that he was going to be so mad at me .Well the both of us had been like this a couple of times and we had it sorted out in a short while , the last thing that I would want is my relationship to go down the drain , that wasn’t happening in any way .I loved him so much and I didn’t want it to end just like that .“ honey , remember to let me know how your day
Did you just say that you aren’t going back to see your bitch anymore “ Chris voice brought me out of my thoughts .I ignored the bastard and tried to keep calm and do what I was doing , I wasn’t going to answer whatever trash that he had to say , I know that he is saying all of this things just to get on my nerves but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction at all .“I am talking to you boss , don’t act like you didn’t hear me , I was so loud and clear when I asked that question ?”I turned to look at him and the moment he saw angry I was , he stood up and walked away not even without sparing me a glance but with a smirk on his face .I didn’t want to get pissed , he had been doing this to me over the past few days and lettting that get to me was the wurst thing that I ever had to do .I knew that there was no need of being mad at him , I knew that he is the most happiest person since we no longer on talking terms , I am pretty sure that now he can get all the attention that
As I walked bank to my house , the only thing that I wanted to see at this moment was my bed .I never expected my day to turn out this way , the fact that everything could be this cruel was the least thing that I expected .I knew how much I loved my mom , I thought she was going to be sorry for what she had done to us .I must admit that the both of us hadn’t been better but why did she have to cone to my face just to tell me how much she hated me even though she knew that I loved her to death .I was hurt , more hurt than I had ever being , I thought that I was finally getting off this then all of this had to happen .My life hadn’t gotten any worse than it already was , I could never imagine the things that he wanted to do to me .I wad hurt , more hurt than i would ever imagine , I didn’t want a damn thing , I just wanted us to make up but my mom wasn’t going to do that , I knew it .As I walked into my room , I noticed that my door was slightly open .For the first time
I didn’t see him again for the next one month and neither did I see her .I missed Angel , I hated to see us fight and it was all over a guy .The fact that she couldn’t even check up on me made it so hard for me to understand what exactly was going on .I know that the both of us had been Nothing but cool friends but I really thought that she had done kind of respect for me the same way that I had done for her .Angel never texted , she never called, she never checked up on me but we have been seeing each other in school all this while .The two of us didn’t want to talk to the other and I literally understood that .I wouldn’t blame her though , I don’t know why anyone should limit their happiness just for my sake , I have been nothing but a horrible bitch and I don’t think that I deserve anything called love .I had not been the best person too and I see that I take half of all the things that are being given to me because all of this is my fault and I wasn’t going to blame anyone
Trevor tied both my hands and my legs to the bed as I watched in terror of what he was planning to do to me .When he saw come dominh that , he walked towards and stripped off every piece of clothing that I had on me left .The moment I was naked in front of him , I could hear that silent growl that came out from his mouth as he watched me .I know that I have seen him in many forms but not this way , I had never seen him this way .The way he looked at me , the way he stared at my body and even the way he watched my every move like I was his prey .I loved being dominated by him , I loved the things that he did to me , I loved everything that he was planning to do and I just wanted him to go on .For the next three minutes , he stood there watching me intensely without saying a word to me .The silence was defeating but I was horny as fuck , the last thing that I had in my mind at this moment was some sort of starring competition .Trevor walked to where I was and stood right
Angels pov ~~~~~Watching her go out of the house in anger was more like terror to me .I never actually thought that a day would ever come when the both of us will have to be this way towards the other .Seeing her here was the least thing that I expected but what was I expecting after all I never treated her right I was the one who had absorbed her .This should be my fault and not anyone’s fault .I loved her but then I loved him too. Friends are supposed to treat each other better but I think that I have just ruined that .Trevor was still sitting at my couch with his phone in his hands and going through his phone at the same time .He didn’t seem to care about what had just happened. I have known him to be this nonchalant but I never expected it to be this way , but how could I be this guilty . “ You know that you didn’t have to come out , I don’t want to ruin that relationship and I hate the fact that you are doing this ?”Trevor stood up from where he sat , and walked up to
Chapter 121Angel never visited.I waited for another week but I didn’t see her . For the first time ever , it felt like something was wrong and staying here wasn’t going to help at all .I knew that Angel wasn’t any person to just ignore because she felt so , I knew that she could love me as much as I did and that is the only reason why I have decided to go meet her today .Being out of the house today was so weird , everything felt so different .I guess that I have been locking myself in the house just for their own will .I could never imagine the things that were going on with her .The fact that she didn’t visit , I could never imagine what had gone wrong In the next few seconds I was standing right in front of her door .From where I stood I could hear the laughter coming out from inside .It was her voice , I knew that voice wherever I heard it , she was with someone , but who could that person be that she didn’t even care about me .I knocked on the door and waited
Chapter 120 “ I’m sorry “ Elsa whispered, as she stood right in front of me with her hands together in a pleading manner .Sorry ? , she wasn’t sorry , I knew that , I knew that there was something that brought her here . The Elsa that I know could never be sorry , she will always bitch about stuff .Elsa moved closer to me again and kept staring straight into my eyes .I knew that she was trying to get to me .I need space , not right now , I don’t want that .“ I know you don’t want me anymore, and I totally understand if you don’t want to see me anymore but why don’t you give me a fucking chance to explan myself .The both of us hasn’t been in good terms , I know that I have betrayed you so much but I still love you , I shouldn’t have hurt you the way I did , you never deserved any of that from me, and I am so sorry that I did that to you , I was so wrong for judging the way that I did , just give me a chance .Listening to all the words that came out from the bitch
when was the last time that I instructed that none of you should dare to cross me again , I am pretty sure that I made it clear that this organization is to be ruined by me , I am the head here and I am literally the strongest but you think that since I am away , I have becomes weak and soft and I am not longer fit to be the leader and then you think that getting my goods and trying to cover my stuffs behind my back is going to give you guys the power that you need to impeach , what makes you all think that it could happen , you all really underestimate me and what I can really do . Why don’t you tell me that it was him who had asked you all to vote me out , without me not being here and being in charge and yet you all agreed thinking that it is literally the eyes test decision that you all would make .I know that you all bastard didn’t think about it all , he was the mastermind of it all and you all are literally going astray .I pointed my gun towards him and he did the sa
It’s been two long weeks since I last saw Angel .I didn’t know where she was and I couldn’t tell if she was coming or not. I had tried my best to stay away from her. It seemed like she needed time on her own , so she told me and I hoped that it was true .I didn’t want to burden her with all my issues , I didn’t want to be that friend that would only care about themselves .I know that I am going through something right now and the least that I could have was a friend but was that friend coming .I know that Angel loved me and whatever it was that was holding her was as meaningful as me being all alone .Staying in this house had been nothing but exhausting , I had thought about life in ways that I never thought that I could do , or knew that I was just being this way because I was alone but this was the least that I could do at this moment , it had her. Clear to me that I couldn’t do more .It was best that this whole stuff had gone down and all the insults were beginning to re