It was 2pm when classes for that day ended .I stood up immediately after bading Angel goodbye but when I turned, I saw that Elsa had already left with the girls she came in with .I knew for a fact that she was staying in the school and was living off campus in a house that was rented to her by her parents .I didn’t know how I would be able to get to her and from the looks of things , it seems like she didn’t want to talk to me and I seems to be pushing things too far , but right now I don’t think that I really care , all I just want is to make sure that this fight between the both of us end anytime soon , I was sick and tired of it , tried if her acting like I never existed .I just wanted my best friend back and that’s exactly what I am going to do , I don’t care how she would react to me but I knew that I am going to fix this up .I ignored All the weird stares that I got while walking to my car in the garage .I knew that a lot of people Were staring at me as I left but I w
It was so shocking to me how I handled my driving to the address that Chris had given to me .My head was flooded with so many thoughts and so many questions through them .I tried to imagine what it would be like and how true those words from Chris' mouth sounded .I know for a fact that we have had our crazy days but that doesn’t mean that I have to believe what Chris had just said .I just didn’t want to start thinking about the possibilities of what he was saying to be true .I knew that I had in my mind to go tell her how sorry I was for cutting her off but right now that is the last thing that I am ever going to do .I just don’t care how it turns out to be but there’s no way that I am going in there and telling that bitch sorry .I know that I might be weak and not be able to face my fears but I think it was time that I really knew what these people saw and thought of me .I just don’t care how it turns out to be , I don’t care how crazy it is but all I know is that , this i
With each day that passes by , I couldn’t help but reminisce about all the good times that I had with Elsa .I knew that the both of us had fallen out and there was nothing that was going to make us be friends anymore , but right now , I just couldn’t help it , no matter what it was .I felt like my heart was definitely going to pull out if I kept on thinking about her , but what could I do? There was absolutely nothing that could be done at this moment , everything was ending right in front of me and there was nothing that I could do .I knew that my mom was soon going to ask about her and I didn’t know what I was going to tell her , but one thing that I am so sure of is the fact that I am telling her that bitch isn't my friend anymore .A hard knock on my door brought me out of thoughts and when I tithed my mom walked into the room .I arranged myself in my bed and scrolled through the Instagram account that I had created while she sat beside me on the bed .“Mom, is anything goin
Mom left the next morning and after she left , I headed straight to school.I could see the smile on shaun's face when my mom left. I didn’t know why mom had to leave the both of us together in this room .No matter how much I tried to think about it , the more confusing it was for me .I knew that she wanted us to bond that quickly but I never thought that she could be doing this just for us to get that close to each other , I felt like this was literally too much , I knew that.No matter how many times I tried to stay away from that bastard , it seems like I just can’t because every moment things are working together for his Favour and I just can’t place my hands on it .For a while I wondered something , I couldn’t help but think of why mom was in making sure that I had something to do with this man , for fuck sake , I am 20 and I was no longer a baby and she knew that , but yet she decided to leave me and the devil alone , well none of this is my fault after all she’s the
After following the address and all the locations that were given to me by Angel , I was standing right in front of my professor's office .So many thoughts went through my mind as I stood there , I didn’t know if I should just turn back and act like I was never here , or go in and do what I was supposed to do .I knew that this is the catchiest shot that I had ever thought of doing , but I was as horny as fuck and I just couldn’t help it .I played soft knocking on the door and the voice that I had been expecting answered me .“ cone in “ I heard him say and with that approval I pulled the door open and I met the most cozy office that I had ever seen .Mr Hastens , was just by the couch in the office and watching at the tic while sipping through a glass of wine that he had in his hands .He looked so fucking engross in whatever that he was watching that he never even turned to look at me .I looked at the office that felt so homely , there were two comfy chairs and a couch in the off
Getting home , I could feel the tension when I stood at the door . I had purposely stayed out at the library after having sex with my professor . I didn’t want to come home to meet my new step dad knowing the fact that my mom was away and the both of us were the only one’s that was going to be in that house . I knew of a fact that I wasn’t going to ignore what was going to happen but on a second thought I knew that I could still avoid it and that was exactly what I was going to do . I actually do not care if I had to stay out that long , but after staying out for a Very long time , I decided to go back home . Getting to the house , I could see how mild and gentle it was . I didn’t need anyone to tell me that even the maids where not in the house . I pulled the door open and then I walked in only to meet the figure that I had been avoiding standing beside the door waiting for me . “The fuck are you doing by the door shuan “ I half yelled scared at the man standing right
In the next few hours , I was ready and I was sitting beside my step dad in a car .My mom had called me some hours ago and my step dad had told her that after the call that she made I had gone to apologize to him which was something that she loved and she was proud of how I was taking things and not being too serious .I didn’t say a word to her , i never dare , I only answered a yes and no and I think she realized that I wasn’t just in the mood to talk and told me she was going to call me that I should enjoy the time I had with him and he he had just told her that we were going out to have a few things .I couldn’t help but feel disgusted when she spoke .I didn’t know if I should feel sorry for her or just tell about it , that was the last thing that I would do at this point .It’s not as if my step dad cared about What they had. If he did , then he wouldn’t go around sleeping with me .I know that I am wrong and i shouldn’t be doing this , but this man is just the
With the music blasting so hard from the speakers , I could feel my waist move to the beat .The drink I had was finally beginning to work on my body and I never hesitated to dance just freeky the way that I wanted .I danced so hard to the beat of the music and rocked Eliza so hard .I didn’t know if it was because of the achol that I had taken that is making the stuff that I do hit so hard but I knew that I was going to enjoy myself and that was exactly what I was doing .I watched my step dad look at us in the craziest manner ever .He made sure that no one ever got into the VIP section where we were and a glass was placed between us and them. It only showed me that my step dad had been coming here for a long time and it wasn’t a new thing to him , who knows if he had brought my mom here too .Eliza grabbed my waist from behind, making me grind against her in the hardest way that I could ever think of .I ever knew that I could get this free with a girl other than my best fr
when was the last time that I instructed that none of you should dare to cross me again , I am pretty sure that I made it clear that this organization is to be ruined by me , I am the head here and I am literally the strongest but you think that since I am away , I have becomes weak and soft and I am not longer fit to be the leader and then you think that getting my goods and trying to cover my stuffs behind my back is going to give you guys the power that you need to impeach , what makes you all think that it could happen , you all really underestimate me and what I can really do . Why don’t you tell me that it was him who had asked you all to vote me out , without me not being here and being in charge and yet you all agreed thinking that it is literally the eyes test decision that you all would make .I know that you all bastard didn’t think about it all , he was the mastermind of it all and you all are literally going astray .I pointed my gun towards him and he did the sa
It’s been two long weeks since I last saw Angel .I didn’t know where she was and I couldn’t tell if she was coming or not. I had tried my best to stay away from her. It seemed like she needed time on her own , so she told me and I hoped that it was true .I didn’t want to burden her with all my issues , I didn’t want to be that friend that would only care about themselves .I know that I am going through something right now and the least that I could have was a friend but was that friend coming .I know that Angel loved me and whatever it was that was holding her was as meaningful as me being all alone .Staying in this house had been nothing but exhausting , I had thought about life in ways that I never thought that I could do , or knew that I was just being this way because I was alone but this was the least that I could do at this moment , it had her. Clear to me that I couldn’t do more .It was best that this whole stuff had gone down and all the insults were beginning to re
Rage , anger and deceit was what I felt the moment that she walked out of that door. It seems like her words left a big mark on my heart and the moment she left , I couldn’t stop thinking about what she had just told me .That bitch , she had the nerves to send her here after doing the most unthinkable things that you never think that a girl as quiet and loving and calm like her could do but then I should just let all of it go like it never happened and then act like everything is fine , that was never going to happen not even on my watch .As I stood in that room dropping the piece of taboo that I could find . I felt helpless .I didn’t know why I had to feel this way towards a bitch , yes that was exactly what she was and I know that she isn’t going to be a bitch anytime soon .For the longest that I could remember I knew that I didn’t want that girl , I never wanted anything to do with her , all of this wasn't planned but here I was stuck with some bitch who doesn’t even like me
Two more weeks passed .I was broken , broken beyond words , I had not been able to leave the house and I had been mopping my life .I felt weak , I felt like I was some kind of piece of shit and for the first time in a long while , I felt disgusted with myself . I didn’t know what I was thinking that made me mess myself up till this level , I could never have imagined that this was going to come to this level . I hadn’t been able to pick up myself after ending that relationship with Trevor .i knew that he was never dating me and I was never in a relationship with them , but what could I do , I knew that there was literally nothing that I was going to do at this point that was going to make me love again , it seems like he has no fucking intrest in me and it was time that I moved on too , it was time that I did the same thing , I wasn’t going to be mopping over a guy who had no fucking intrest on me , that would be more like a slap on me .I loved the fact that my mom hadn't
You didn’t do that to spite me off right ?”Angel loud voice came from the living room as I tried to wash off the soap that I had on my face .I couldn’t imagine what was making her scream that much .I quickly washed the water off my face and wore the shirt that I could quickly put my hands on when I got out of the room .After putting it on , I rushed out of the room and to the living room and that was when I met the greatest shock of my life .He was literally the last person that I wanted to see in my life right and seeing him here was making me go insane .Just a week ago I had made sure that I had cut off every contact that I had with shush and then he was here .I still don’t get it with this bastard , I don’t get what it was that they wanted from me .I was so done being that crazy bitch , I was done crying and thinking about what people had gotten to say about me .Everyone can go to hell for all that I care about , I actually do not care what anyone has to say about m
The worst happened , the worst really did happen to me .Never did I think that a day would come that I would be going like this with my own mother .My mom was trying to make my life a living hell and it hurts to know that she is the one doing all of this to me .From all the stuff that I had done in this life , I think that mom had done worse but the nerves that she has to throw stones like she lives in a glass house .I could never have imagined how things managed to turn out this way .She found that I was sleeping with her husband but now she was the one who had set me up to be fucked by that man and yet she has the guts to throw such tantrums .My mom had hurt me more than I could have even thought of or even still imagined .I knew that the both of us were falling off so fast but it hurts to know, this woman gave birth to me and even though I betrayed her , she betrayed me too .I knew that it was best that I try and put all the thoughts that I was having at this moment
Dirty affairs 113From what I have just heard from everyone that I care to know , you have been told that you are really pushing through with that divorce ?”You know what shuan , I think that I am done playing that dumb game with you when you know that all of this is for our own best interest .You cannot just walk in here and tell me that you are pushing through with that divorce , you and I both know that I am not going to let it go and I am sure that you do not want that to happen . “ maybe you should have thought about that when you decided to go tell her that it was a fucking plan .I know that we are both in this together but u have made it clear to you that I do not want to ne part of this anymore .I just don’t get why this is so hard for you to understand or get into those skull of yours .When I met you I knew that there was something about us that I really want to trash and I made it clear to you that I didn’t want a fucking marriage .You know how much
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the