I stood outside the garage , I didn’t know why I lashed at my mom that way and right now I was feeling so guilty , but I just couldn’t help it.I was definitely going to tell her how sorry I was but it wasn’t just now , I couldn’t tell her now , she would be so mad at me at this point and I just want her to be calm before I approach her because I do not want to get on her bad side that would be like I am testing her patience .I didn’t know how long I stood there , but I know that I have been there for the longest that I could remember .What the fuck was wrong with me , I just can’t help it .My step dad was doing this to me and I can’t even say a word to stop him but instead , I just sat there with my legs wide open and doing that stuff like it’s any of my business .I didn’t need anyone to tell me how sick I was , I was so sick and I knew that .The one thing I hated right now was myself .I couldn’t believe that I am the one taping this , how could I be opening my legs for my mo
My step dad's voice brought us out of our argument .I felt so pained listening to all that Elsa had just said to me .Not even in my wildest dream did I ever think that Elsa was going to be the one to say something like that to me even though it was true .No matter how easy it was , I just couldn’t accept it .“It was my fucking friend and I thoufht she like me , she was my best friend and yet she could say this to me , call me a pathetic liar ““Isn’t that what you are ?” My inner voice thanked me .I knew that the last thing that I wanted at this moment was to let any of this get to me .I wasn’t going to be a fool or let something like that happen again .Right now I didn’t care if she thought that I was a bitch or not , that didn’t matter to me in any way , the only thing that mattered to me right now was my step dad joystick and that is exactly what I am going to have , I just don’t care how long or what it takes , I am having for sure .“ your mom asked me to drop yo
Two weeks passed in the twinkle of an eye .The more I tried to imagine how my life had been after two weeks, the more complicated it was for me .After that sex I had with Shaun in the car , we have both had sex in the living room twice since mom wasn’t around .I would say that the fact that I was having sex with my step dad had made me forget that I have a boyfriend and since Chris hasn't been texting me anymore , I just decided to let him be , after all he couldn’t satisfy snd duck me as good as my step father does .I didn’t care about what he would feel and what he was going to say when he finally met but I knew that he was going to be so mad at me .Well the both of us had been like this a couple of times and we had it sorted out in a short while , the last thing that I would want is my relationship to go down the drain , that wasn’t happening in any way .I loved him so much and I didn’t want it to end just like that .“ honey , remember to let me know how your day
It was 2pm when classes for that day ended .I stood up immediately after bading Angel goodbye but when I turned, I saw that Elsa had already left with the girls she came in with .I knew for a fact that she was staying in the school and was living off campus in a house that was rented to her by her parents .I didn’t know how I would be able to get to her and from the looks of things , it seems like she didn’t want to talk to me and I seems to be pushing things too far , but right now I don’t think that I really care , all I just want is to make sure that this fight between the both of us end anytime soon , I was sick and tired of it , tried if her acting like I never existed .I just wanted my best friend back and that’s exactly what I am going to do , I don’t care how she would react to me but I knew that I am going to fix this up .I ignored All the weird stares that I got while walking to my car in the garage .I knew that a lot of people Were staring at me as I left but I w
It was so shocking to me how I handled my driving to the address that Chris had given to me .My head was flooded with so many thoughts and so many questions through them .I tried to imagine what it would be like and how true those words from Chris' mouth sounded .I know for a fact that we have had our crazy days but that doesn’t mean that I have to believe what Chris had just said .I just didn’t want to start thinking about the possibilities of what he was saying to be true .I knew that I had in my mind to go tell her how sorry I was for cutting her off but right now that is the last thing that I am ever going to do .I just don’t care how it turns out to be but there’s no way that I am going in there and telling that bitch sorry .I know that I might be weak and not be able to face my fears but I think it was time that I really knew what these people saw and thought of me .I just don’t care how it turns out to be , I don’t care how crazy it is but all I know is that , this i
With each day that passes by , I couldn’t help but reminisce about all the good times that I had with Elsa .I knew that the both of us had fallen out and there was nothing that was going to make us be friends anymore , but right now , I just couldn’t help it , no matter what it was .I felt like my heart was definitely going to pull out if I kept on thinking about her , but what could I do? There was absolutely nothing that could be done at this moment , everything was ending right in front of me and there was nothing that I could do .I knew that my mom was soon going to ask about her and I didn’t know what I was going to tell her , but one thing that I am so sure of is the fact that I am telling her that bitch isn't my friend anymore .A hard knock on my door brought me out of thoughts and when I tithed my mom walked into the room .I arranged myself in my bed and scrolled through the Instagram account that I had created while she sat beside me on the bed .“Mom, is anything goin
Mom left the next morning and after she left , I headed straight to school.I could see the smile on shaun's face when my mom left. I didn’t know why mom had to leave the both of us together in this room .No matter how much I tried to think about it , the more confusing it was for me .I knew that she wanted us to bond that quickly but I never thought that she could be doing this just for us to get that close to each other , I felt like this was literally too much , I knew that.No matter how many times I tried to stay away from that bastard , it seems like I just can’t because every moment things are working together for his Favour and I just can’t place my hands on it .For a while I wondered something , I couldn’t help but think of why mom was in making sure that I had something to do with this man , for fuck sake , I am 20 and I was no longer a baby and she knew that , but yet she decided to leave me and the devil alone , well none of this is my fault after all she’s the
After following the address and all the locations that were given to me by Angel , I was standing right in front of my professor's office .So many thoughts went through my mind as I stood there , I didn’t know if I should just turn back and act like I was never here , or go in and do what I was supposed to do .I knew that this is the catchiest shot that I had ever thought of doing , but I was as horny as fuck and I just couldn’t help it .I played soft knocking on the door and the voice that I had been expecting answered me .“ cone in “ I heard him say and with that approval I pulled the door open and I met the most cozy office that I had ever seen .Mr Hastens , was just by the couch in the office and watching at the tic while sipping through a glass of wine that he had in his hands .He looked so fucking engross in whatever that he was watching that he never even turned to look at me .I looked at the office that felt so homely , there were two comfy chairs and a couch in the off
Did you just say that you aren’t going back to see your bitch anymore “ Chris voice brought me out of my thoughts .I ignored the bastard and tried to keep calm and do what I was doing , I wasn’t going to answer whatever trash that he had to say , I know that he is saying all of this things just to get on my nerves but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction at all .“I am talking to you boss , don’t act like you didn’t hear me , I was so loud and clear when I asked that question ?”I turned to look at him and the moment he saw angry I was , he stood up and walked away not even without sparing me a glance but with a smirk on his face .I didn’t want to get pissed , he had been doing this to me over the past few days and lettting that get to me was the wurst thing that I ever had to do .I knew that there was no need of being mad at him , I knew that he is the most happiest person since we no longer on talking terms , I am pretty sure that now he can get all the attention that
As I walked bank to my house , the only thing that I wanted to see at this moment was my bed .I never expected my day to turn out this way , the fact that everything could be this cruel was the least thing that I expected .I knew how much I loved my mom , I thought she was going to be sorry for what she had done to us .I must admit that the both of us hadn’t been better but why did she have to cone to my face just to tell me how much she hated me even though she knew that I loved her to death .I was hurt , more hurt than I had ever being , I thought that I was finally getting off this then all of this had to happen .My life hadn’t gotten any worse than it already was , I could never imagine the things that he wanted to do to me .I wad hurt , more hurt than i would ever imagine , I didn’t want a damn thing , I just wanted us to make up but my mom wasn’t going to do that , I knew it .As I walked into my room , I noticed that my door was slightly open .For the first time
I didn’t see him again for the next one month and neither did I see her .I missed Angel , I hated to see us fight and it was all over a guy .The fact that she couldn’t even check up on me made it so hard for me to understand what exactly was going on .I know that the both of us had been Nothing but cool friends but I really thought that she had done kind of respect for me the same way that I had done for her .Angel never texted , she never called, she never checked up on me but we have been seeing each other in school all this while .The two of us didn’t want to talk to the other and I literally understood that .I wouldn’t blame her though , I don’t know why anyone should limit their happiness just for my sake , I have been nothing but a horrible bitch and I don’t think that I deserve anything called love .I had not been the best person too and I see that I take half of all the things that are being given to me because all of this is my fault and I wasn’t going to blame anyone
Trevor tied both my hands and my legs to the bed as I watched in terror of what he was planning to do to me .When he saw come dominh that , he walked towards and stripped off every piece of clothing that I had on me left .The moment I was naked in front of him , I could hear that silent growl that came out from his mouth as he watched me .I know that I have seen him in many forms but not this way , I had never seen him this way .The way he looked at me , the way he stared at my body and even the way he watched my every move like I was his prey .I loved being dominated by him , I loved the things that he did to me , I loved everything that he was planning to do and I just wanted him to go on .For the next three minutes , he stood there watching me intensely without saying a word to me .The silence was defeating but I was horny as fuck , the last thing that I had in my mind at this moment was some sort of starring competition .Trevor walked to where I was and stood right
Angels pov ~~~~~Watching her go out of the house in anger was more like terror to me .I never actually thought that a day would ever come when the both of us will have to be this way towards the other .Seeing her here was the least thing that I expected but what was I expecting after all I never treated her right I was the one who had absorbed her .This should be my fault and not anyone’s fault .I loved her but then I loved him too. Friends are supposed to treat each other better but I think that I have just ruined that .Trevor was still sitting at my couch with his phone in his hands and going through his phone at the same time .He didn’t seem to care about what had just happened. I have known him to be this nonchalant but I never expected it to be this way , but how could I be this guilty . “ You know that you didn’t have to come out , I don’t want to ruin that relationship and I hate the fact that you are doing this ?”Trevor stood up from where he sat , and walked up to
Chapter 121Angel never visited.I waited for another week but I didn’t see her . For the first time ever , it felt like something was wrong and staying here wasn’t going to help at all .I knew that Angel wasn’t any person to just ignore because she felt so , I knew that she could love me as much as I did and that is the only reason why I have decided to go meet her today .Being out of the house today was so weird , everything felt so different .I guess that I have been locking myself in the house just for their own will .I could never imagine the things that were going on with her .The fact that she didn’t visit , I could never imagine what had gone wrong In the next few seconds I was standing right in front of her door .From where I stood I could hear the laughter coming out from inside .It was her voice , I knew that voice wherever I heard it , she was with someone , but who could that person be that she didn’t even care about me .I knocked on the door and waited
Chapter 120 “ I’m sorry “ Elsa whispered, as she stood right in front of me with her hands together in a pleading manner .Sorry ? , she wasn’t sorry , I knew that , I knew that there was something that brought her here . The Elsa that I know could never be sorry , she will always bitch about stuff .Elsa moved closer to me again and kept staring straight into my eyes .I knew that she was trying to get to me .I need space , not right now , I don’t want that .“ I know you don’t want me anymore, and I totally understand if you don’t want to see me anymore but why don’t you give me a fucking chance to explan myself .The both of us hasn’t been in good terms , I know that I have betrayed you so much but I still love you , I shouldn’t have hurt you the way I did , you never deserved any of that from me, and I am so sorry that I did that to you , I was so wrong for judging the way that I did , just give me a chance .Listening to all the words that came out from the bitch
when was the last time that I instructed that none of you should dare to cross me again , I am pretty sure that I made it clear that this organization is to be ruined by me , I am the head here and I am literally the strongest but you think that since I am away , I have becomes weak and soft and I am not longer fit to be the leader and then you think that getting my goods and trying to cover my stuffs behind my back is going to give you guys the power that you need to impeach , what makes you all think that it could happen , you all really underestimate me and what I can really do . Why don’t you tell me that it was him who had asked you all to vote me out , without me not being here and being in charge and yet you all agreed thinking that it is literally the eyes test decision that you all would make .I know that you all bastard didn’t think about it all , he was the mastermind of it all and you all are literally going astray .I pointed my gun towards him and he did the sa
It’s been two long weeks since I last saw Angel .I didn’t know where she was and I couldn’t tell if she was coming or not. I had tried my best to stay away from her. It seemed like she needed time on her own , so she told me and I hoped that it was true .I didn’t want to burden her with all my issues , I didn’t want to be that friend that would only care about themselves .I know that I am going through something right now and the least that I could have was a friend but was that friend coming .I know that Angel loved me and whatever it was that was holding her was as meaningful as me being all alone .Staying in this house had been nothing but exhausting , I had thought about life in ways that I never thought that I could do , or knew that I was just being this way because I was alone but this was the least that I could do at this moment , it had her. Clear to me that I couldn’t do more .It was best that this whole stuff had gone down and all the insults were beginning to re