I love kissing my best friend, do I love girls?

Elsa stared at me like I had gone nuts .

I knew exactly why she reacted that way to what I had just said. If I had thought that one day I was going to be speaking this foolishly nothing would have made me believe that .

I knew it was something that we had planned all along and I couldn't believe that I was the one who was finally breaking out of the plan .

I had never seen Elsa look disappointed at me before .

I knew that she loved me and she was my best friend , but I just couldn’t come to tell her that. It was because I was longing for my step dad dick that made me make that decision of going to school from home .

That would be the last thing that I would ever tell anyone .

I don’t care if I keep this secret to my grave , I'd rather die with it than let it out , that was never going to happen .

It was my secret and I am going to keep it .

“ I can’t believe that you are backing out of this now , you know how much we wanted to be away from our family and have time to do whatever