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Dirty affairs with my mom husband Why did you have to screw him too ?
School didn’t feel so different when I got back .I didn’t fail to notice that everything was just the same as of Nothing had happened .I packed my car in my usual spot and then walked out of the car .The first thing I noticed when I got out was the weird stare that most of the girls gave me when I stepped out .I didn’t try much to put my thoughts on it , I just didn’t care why they were staring at me and it didn’t seem to matter because I have been getting those state from the first day that I set my foot in this school .I didn’t know why it felt weird but something told me that there was something off about the weird stare that I got .I didn’t want to think much about it , the only thing that I got on my mind at this moment was to attend the class and once all my classes for today are over , I would be going back home and straight to my room .Shuan had promised that he was going to take me out tonight and mom even agreed to it. I didn’t know if I was doing the right thing
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I pray you die a miserable death
I walked out of the classroom and I could see the stares that the student were giving me Even though I didn’t seem to care , I just wanted to get home and get this done with .The stares, the mockery and the betrayal made me hurt the most .I thought that I could trust people but the more that I could see how much they were not worth it .Walking towards my car, I could notice angel standing by it .She looked rough and her hair was the worst , I had never seen her in such a state before .A part of me wanted to care and ask if she was alright but remembering everything that I had gone to go through , I didn’t know if I even wanted to see her or just wanted her to die .“ Get away from my car Angel , the last thing that I want is to see you , I guess you know how much I hate you and I would really appreciate if you stay the fuck away from my stupid life that I am living and let me be , I don’t want to be friends with you anymore , so stop it .Angel ran towards me and h
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Thank you for choosing me as your slut
The next few weeks of my life were dedicated to writing books .Writing was something that I had loved doing since I was a kid and after everything that happened to me .I decided to put more focus on it and maybe if it was my dream then I was definitely going to chase it but if it wasn’t , I was definitely going to leave it . I didn’t want to start thinking about all the things that I had been through over the past few weeks .My life had taken a turn for the worst and I was grateful that I had my mom and shuan to support me .I tried my best not to think about all that stuff , but Trevor's words haunted me to the core .There wasn’t a day that passed without me thinking of how worried I might be .I didn’t want to think that it was true what he said but I still didn’t let it go .There was still a part of me that still had that likeness for Trevor regardless of what he said of what he had told me .I didn’t know why I felt that way but I didn’t care .I wasn’t going to let
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Thanks giving planing
Today was literally the last day of school and the only thing that I could keep thinking of was what I was going to do when the whole semester was over .I had a mind of visiting my grandparents but on a second thought , I cleaned that off. I actually did not want to see them , it wasn't just now and it didn’t feel like the right time .Well I wouldn’t want to say this but no time felt like the right time .I knew that the semester was about to close and we were going on holiday but not yet but thanksgiving was in a few days .Thanksgiving is something that I had always looked forward to attending .I must say that it’s one of the best ceremonies that my family celebrated and I am just so happy that they get to do this all the time. I am pretty sure that everyone is definitely going to attend and that is exactly what I am looking forward to .I didn’t know how I was able to go to school over the past few days .The stares had reduced a bit and now everyone was minding their whole b
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I loved you
Classes ended even faster than I thought that it would .I had so many things that I wanted to do once I got home and that was stuff like completing my book since that was the only thing that I could do at that moment .There was nothing that was going to distract me at this point .I knew how much I had worked so hard for this and I wasn’t going to fuck up anything , I didn’t want to do .My heart belonged to my dad only and I knew that .The moment the professor walked out , I grabbed my bag , put on my headset and walked out of the class .One thing that I so much appreciated was the fact that I had no one to talk to .I could just go whenever I wanted to go and no one would bury or say a word about it .I was most grateful that the stares had reduced and people had seen reasons to see that they couldn’t keep on watching me like I am some kind of movie .I was about to get into a car when I felt a hand grab me .I turned immediately and it was angel .“ I am dying Ri
Dirty affairs with my mom husband She’s isn’t no saint
I didn’t know how long I stood there after she had driven off .I knew that all that she had said was nothing but just the truth .I couldn’t blame anyone for whatever that was happening to me right now .I made the wrong decision and now I would have to pay for it .I knew that the last thing that I ever wanted was to lose this girl .I didn’t know why I felt that way towards her but I wished I never felt it .I was hurt and my girl wasn’t talking to me anymore and all of this is Jane's fault . I didn’t know why I had to move with those kinds of people who did have respect or human sympathy for anyone .Hurt was the least of how I am feeling right now .Never did I think that a day would come that I would stop talking to her .I was just getting to know and love her and my stupid self had to mess things up .I hated my life for sure . I didn’t know why my stuff had to be the opposite of what other people had to go through .No matter how much it ruined , I just couldn’t se
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I was never his choice
Happy thanksgiving baby “ My mom's voice rang into my head as I tried to open my eyes .I didn’t know what was happening , what thanksgiving exactly she was talking about , my head felt blank like there was nothing in it I forcefully opened my eyes and that was when I saw my mom standing inside my room staring at me with those smiles that I love so much .For a moment my head went blank trying to think of what she was doing here and it was at that moment that everything came rushing back into my head .It was thanksgiving and everyone was here in my step dad's house to spend thanksgiving with us .The whole mansion was filled and it made my heart bubble with so much joy .“ happy thanksgiving mom , I love you “I stood up from the bed ignoring the tiredness that I felt the moment I walked up and stood up to my mom and hugged her .I couldn’t imagine what she had in stores for me today .Thanksgiving was one of those things that I love so much .I didn’t know why my mom held i
Dirty affairs with my mom husband A second choice
I stood by the hallway waiting for my step dad to pass by .I had so much in my mind that I wanted to say out loud and I was so pissed at him .I didn’t know why I was so hurt by what I had just heard , there was just nothing that I wanted at this moment , I just wanted to know why he did it .For the past few days I could tell that my step dad had been doing everything to avoid me , I didn’t want to think that this was the reason why he was doing that .I thought that he loved me but why the fuck did he get my mom pregenant .I hated him for that , how could he do something as crazy as that .I made sure that everyone was already asleep before I asked him to see me. I didn’t want my mom to see us together like this , because it was definitely going to hurt and I don’t Think that I was in my best frame of mind but I was still going to confront him now or never .When I stood there and looked ahead , I saw his figure approaching me .I didn’t know exactly how to react , I di
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Dirty affairs with my mom husband I would stand with you
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I was the slut
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Caught with shuan /the ultimate episode
First glump , second glump and I was driving straight to shuan .In the midst of all this all that I wanted at this moment was to see my step dad , it was just as if he is the only one who wouldn’t judge me for what I wasNot even my mama called to ask me how my birthday went , I had never felt this way my entire life the way I am feeling right now .Maybe I am just being punished for all the stupid decisions that I had taken in my life , maybe next time I really do have to think before I make some stupid decisions .I drove straight into the compound and to my greatest surprise , Shaun was standing by the door and he was waiting for me .This was literally the last thing that I had ever expected him to do for me .I thought that he was going to be mad because of the way that I treated him the last time but instead he acted in the direct opposite of it and if I hadn’t chased him away , I wouldn’t be here right nis .The moment I came down , shuan walked towards me and getting to wh
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Never a choice
I had the worst birthday ever .Yes you heard me right and I wasn’t bluffing when I said that I just had the worst birthday ever .I knew that I was the one who threw everyone around me away but I never said that they should avoid me for my special day .Maybe I had turned out to be that horrible bitch that literally no one wants to associate themselves with .Angel was the only one who literally called to check up and was here with me all throughout the night .I must say that she did her best even though we still had our fight .I know that I can’t blame her for that , after all I haven’t been the best girl towards her and I know that I have been living in her face all this while .Even though this hurt so much like hell , I don’t think that I will ever be ready to let anyone know that I have been screwing my step dad .I could never l , it’s the most disgraceful thing that I had ever thought of in my entire life and it's just like hell . For the first time ever in weeks , I f
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I don’t care
Happy birthday my darling .” Angel's voice broke me out of my thoughts as she planted a soft kiss on my back .What do you suggest we do ? Trevor isn’t coming .My head snapped at the mention of his name and I turned to look at Angel who had made that statement .I felt sick to my stomach .I didn’t know what it was with her , I had told her severally , times without number that I do not want his name to be mentioned close to me but it’s just as if she can’t understand a word of what I am saying and she keeps on making that mistake over and over again it was like she was doing this on purpose .“ I told you that I didn’t want to hear his name no more why do you keep on mentioning his name? What do you aim to achieve by trying to get on my nerves .“ grab that damn phone , call him . Tell him that you are sorry “ she told me, obviously pissed .I turned to look at her , the anger and the hate burning inside my heart .“ No “ Angel's face turned to that of total horror when she
Dirty affairs with my mom husband You are going down with me
I just don’t get it , I don’t why he acts that way towards you, I don’t know when he is going to know that if you love someone , you have to stay with them and treat them right because you will never get a better version of it again .I smiled hearing her last statement , I know that she was just trying her best to make sure that I felt okay .I could tell that by just looking at her .I loved the way Angel would always make me feel welcomed regardless of what the situation might be .“ I will be fine baby , you don’t have to worry about me .Angel turned and gave me that look. I know that she was questioning everything that had got to do with me at this moment but I couldn’t help it , there is no way on earth that I would understand why this has to happen to me in the first place .“ It's been days since I last saw Trevor , I haven’t heard from him nor have I spoken to him .I have never been this mad at anyone my entire life the way I was so mad at him at this moment .The
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Delusional state
Dirty affairs 106 The house has been so calm since my step dad left .I had so many thoughts that were going through my mind at the same time , I didn’t want to think that it was what I was thinking .I made sure that I cleaned my whole room and taking the last look at myself I knew that I was ready to go .I grabbed my keys from where they were and just as I was about going out , I bumped into Trevor .I know what he was doing here .I thought that he had gone away .I could see those looks and I could tell that they aren’t just looks , Thomas' judgemental looks were literally killing me .He stood there watching me and the only thing that kept going through my mind at this moment was when he got into the room because I know that he never did , not one that I was aware of .The both of us stood there in total silence not saying a word to the other even though we so much wanted to .I had never felt that intense feeling ever in my entire life , I could literally feel my hear
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I am a whore
Trevor stupid there for a while without saying a word o the both of us .I had never been in a situation like this in my entire life , all that I wanted was for the ground to open and Swallow me .I had never been so speechless and the shock was something that I never expected .I knew that he left , but I never expected him to be this back this early .I couldn’t imagine what he had heard . what if he heard us talking about it? , I didn’t want to think that he heard about all the stufff that we had just said .The tears started pouring out of my eyes without control at that moment .I am pretty’s sure that he heard us talking about it and now I know that he would be planning on breaking up with me , I could never tell , I couldn’t imagine .These were the two important people in my life and i couldn’t belive the fact that I was just throwing them away .what the fuck is he doing here ? Shuan snapped at me angrily .I knew that he was pretending to be mad , he had no right
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Did he hear anything ?
The rays of sunlight were the first thing that I saw and when I opened my eyes , I could see a figure standing there just right in front of me .I know that I moved out of my mom's house yesterday but what I couldn’t understand was who and how he got here . My eyes opened immediately and I saw the figure that was standing there. I knew that this wasn’t a fucking dream , it was him , he was standing right there and looking at me like I was some kind of movie .I could never understand this man , what the fuck was he doing here .For the record , I never wanted him to know where my house was .I knew what I did when I kept this away from him but the fact that he could still find it made it more challenging for me .“Shuan , wtf are you doing here ?” I scream at him at the top of my voice .I had never been so pissed at anyone the way I was so pissed at this man at this moment .I couldn’t imagine what might have happened between him and Trevor as I wasn’t here .I didn’t know
