School didn’t feel so different when I got back .I didn’t fail to notice that everything was just the same as of Nothing had happened .I packed my car in my usual spot and then walked out of the car .The first thing I noticed when I got out was the weird stare that most of the girls gave me when I stepped out .I didn’t try much to put my thoughts on it , I just didn’t care why they were staring at me and it didn’t seem to matter because I have been getting those state from the first day that I set my foot in this school .I didn’t know why it felt weird but something told me that there was something off about the weird stare that I got .I didn’t want to think much about it , the only thing that I got on my mind at this moment was to attend the class and once all my classes for today are over , I would be going back home and straight to my room .Shuan had promised that he was going to take me out tonight and mom even agreed to it. I didn’t know if I was doing the right thing
I walked out of the classroom and I could see the stares that the student were giving me Even though I didn’t seem to care , I just wanted to get home and get this done with .The stares, the mockery and the betrayal made me hurt the most .I thought that I could trust people but the more that I could see how much they were not worth it .Walking towards my car, I could notice angel standing by it .She looked rough and her hair was the worst , I had never seen her in such a state before .A part of me wanted to care and ask if she was alright but remembering everything that I had gone to go through , I didn’t know if I even wanted to see her or just wanted her to die .“ Get away from my car Angel , the last thing that I want is to see you , I guess you know how much I hate you and I would really appreciate if you stay the fuck away from my stupid life that I am living and let me be , I don’t want to be friends with you anymore , so stop it .Angel ran towards me and h
The next few weeks of my life were dedicated to writing books .Writing was something that I had loved doing since I was a kid and after everything that happened to me .I decided to put more focus on it and maybe if it was my dream then I was definitely going to chase it but if it wasn’t , I was definitely going to leave it . I didn’t want to start thinking about all the things that I had been through over the past few weeks .My life had taken a turn for the worst and I was grateful that I had my mom and shuan to support me .I tried my best not to think about all that stuff , but Trevor's words haunted me to the core .There wasn’t a day that passed without me thinking of how worried I might be .I didn’t want to think that it was true what he said but I still didn’t let it go .There was still a part of me that still had that likeness for Trevor regardless of what he said of what he had told me .I didn’t know why I felt that way but I didn’t care .I wasn’t going to let
Today was literally the last day of school and the only thing that I could keep thinking of was what I was going to do when the whole semester was over .I had a mind of visiting my grandparents but on a second thought , I cleaned that off. I actually did not want to see them , it wasn't just now and it didn’t feel like the right time .Well I wouldn’t want to say this but no time felt like the right time .I knew that the semester was about to close and we were going on holiday but not yet but thanksgiving was in a few days .Thanksgiving is something that I had always looked forward to attending .I must say that it’s one of the best ceremonies that my family celebrated and I am just so happy that they get to do this all the time. I am pretty sure that everyone is definitely going to attend and that is exactly what I am looking forward to .I didn’t know how I was able to go to school over the past few days .The stares had reduced a bit and now everyone was minding their whole b
Classes ended even faster than I thought that it would .I had so many things that I wanted to do once I got home and that was stuff like completing my book since that was the only thing that I could do at that moment .There was nothing that was going to distract me at this point .I knew how much I had worked so hard for this and I wasn’t going to fuck up anything , I didn’t want to do .My heart belonged to my dad only and I knew that .The moment the professor walked out , I grabbed my bag , put on my headset and walked out of the class .One thing that I so much appreciated was the fact that I had no one to talk to .I could just go whenever I wanted to go and no one would bury or say a word about it .I was most grateful that the stares had reduced and people had seen reasons to see that they couldn’t keep on watching me like I am some kind of movie .I was about to get into a car when I felt a hand grab me .I turned immediately and it was angel .“ I am dying Ri
I didn’t know how long I stood there after she had driven off .I knew that all that she had said was nothing but just the truth .I couldn’t blame anyone for whatever that was happening to me right now .I made the wrong decision and now I would have to pay for it .I knew that the last thing that I ever wanted was to lose this girl .I didn’t know why I felt that way towards her but I wished I never felt it .I was hurt and my girl wasn’t talking to me anymore and all of this is Jane's fault . I didn’t know why I had to move with those kinds of people who did have respect or human sympathy for anyone .Hurt was the least of how I am feeling right now .Never did I think that a day would come that I would stop talking to her .I was just getting to know and love her and my stupid self had to mess things up .I hated my life for sure . I didn’t know why my stuff had to be the opposite of what other people had to go through .No matter how much it ruined , I just couldn’t se
Happy thanksgiving baby “ My mom's voice rang into my head as I tried to open my eyes .I didn’t know what was happening , what thanksgiving exactly she was talking about , my head felt blank like there was nothing in it I forcefully opened my eyes and that was when I saw my mom standing inside my room staring at me with those smiles that I love so much .For a moment my head went blank trying to think of what she was doing here and it was at that moment that everything came rushing back into my head .It was thanksgiving and everyone was here in my step dad's house to spend thanksgiving with us .The whole mansion was filled and it made my heart bubble with so much joy .“ happy thanksgiving mom , I love you “I stood up from the bed ignoring the tiredness that I felt the moment I walked up and stood up to my mom and hugged her .I couldn’t imagine what she had in stores for me today .Thanksgiving was one of those things that I love so much .I didn’t know why my mom held i
I stood by the hallway waiting for my step dad to pass by .I had so much in my mind that I wanted to say out loud and I was so pissed at him .I didn’t know why I was so hurt by what I had just heard , there was just nothing that I wanted at this moment , I just wanted to know why he did it .For the past few days I could tell that my step dad had been doing everything to avoid me , I didn’t want to think that this was the reason why he was doing that .I thought that he loved me but why the fuck did he get my mom pregenant .I hated him for that , how could he do something as crazy as that .I made sure that everyone was already asleep before I asked him to see me. I didn’t want my mom to see us together like this , because it was definitely going to hurt and I don’t Think that I was in my best frame of mind but I was still going to confront him now or never .When I stood there and looked ahead , I saw his figure approaching me .I didn’t know exactly how to react , I di