The past few weeks have been the worst of my life , I must admit .The thought that I had people who would support me in any way and I thought that they loved me was just pure lies and I hated the way I had been lied to .I just had doubts and I didn’t want anyone to even come say hi to me , that is how mad I am right now .After finding out that the girl I considered to be my friend was with the same person who plotted against me , I didn’t know if I would be able to be free with anyone again .I still couldn’t understand why everything turned out this way and why she stopped so low to my face when she could just tell me the truth .I must admit that I miss Angel but then I am hurt and she has betrayed me which is the worst thing that I had to even imagine .Never did I think that I was going to be a bet to some guy whom I thought liked me .It was after everything that I began to Understand why he did some kind of shit , he just wanted to get me on his bed and he d
School didn’t feel so different when I got back .I didn’t fail to notice that everything was just the same as of Nothing had happened .I packed my car in my usual spot and then walked out of the car .The first thing I noticed when I got out was the weird stare that most of the girls gave me when I stepped out .I didn’t try much to put my thoughts on it , I just didn’t care why they were staring at me and it didn’t seem to matter because I have been getting those state from the first day that I set my foot in this school .I didn’t know why it felt weird but something told me that there was something off about the weird stare that I got .I didn’t want to think much about it , the only thing that I got on my mind at this moment was to attend the class and once all my classes for today are over , I would be going back home and straight to my room .Shuan had promised that he was going to take me out tonight and mom even agreed to it. I didn’t know if I was doing the right thing
I walked out of the classroom and I could see the stares that the student were giving me Even though I didn’t seem to care , I just wanted to get home and get this done with .The stares, the mockery and the betrayal made me hurt the most .I thought that I could trust people but the more that I could see how much they were not worth it .Walking towards my car, I could notice angel standing by it .She looked rough and her hair was the worst , I had never seen her in such a state before .A part of me wanted to care and ask if she was alright but remembering everything that I had gone to go through , I didn’t know if I even wanted to see her or just wanted her to die .“ Get away from my car Angel , the last thing that I want is to see you , I guess you know how much I hate you and I would really appreciate if you stay the fuck away from my stupid life that I am living and let me be , I don’t want to be friends with you anymore , so stop it .Angel ran towards me and h
The next few weeks of my life were dedicated to writing books .Writing was something that I had loved doing since I was a kid and after everything that happened to me .I decided to put more focus on it and maybe if it was my dream then I was definitely going to chase it but if it wasn’t , I was definitely going to leave it . I didn’t want to start thinking about all the things that I had been through over the past few weeks .My life had taken a turn for the worst and I was grateful that I had my mom and shuan to support me .I tried my best not to think about all that stuff , but Trevor's words haunted me to the core .There wasn’t a day that passed without me thinking of how worried I might be .I didn’t want to think that it was true what he said but I still didn’t let it go .There was still a part of me that still had that likeness for Trevor regardless of what he said of what he had told me .I didn’t know why I felt that way but I didn’t care .I wasn’t going to let
Today was literally the last day of school and the only thing that I could keep thinking of was what I was going to do when the whole semester was over .I had a mind of visiting my grandparents but on a second thought , I cleaned that off. I actually did not want to see them , it wasn't just now and it didn’t feel like the right time .Well I wouldn’t want to say this but no time felt like the right time .I knew that the semester was about to close and we were going on holiday but not yet but thanksgiving was in a few days .Thanksgiving is something that I had always looked forward to attending .I must say that it’s one of the best ceremonies that my family celebrated and I am just so happy that they get to do this all the time. I am pretty sure that everyone is definitely going to attend and that is exactly what I am looking forward to .I didn’t know how I was able to go to school over the past few days .The stares had reduced a bit and now everyone was minding their whole b
Classes ended even faster than I thought that it would .I had so many things that I wanted to do once I got home and that was stuff like completing my book since that was the only thing that I could do at that moment .There was nothing that was going to distract me at this point .I knew how much I had worked so hard for this and I wasn’t going to fuck up anything , I didn’t want to do .My heart belonged to my dad only and I knew that .The moment the professor walked out , I grabbed my bag , put on my headset and walked out of the class .One thing that I so much appreciated was the fact that I had no one to talk to .I could just go whenever I wanted to go and no one would bury or say a word about it .I was most grateful that the stares had reduced and people had seen reasons to see that they couldn’t keep on watching me like I am some kind of movie .I was about to get into a car when I felt a hand grab me .I turned immediately and it was angel .“ I am dying Ri
I didn’t know how long I stood there after she had driven off .I knew that all that she had said was nothing but just the truth .I couldn’t blame anyone for whatever that was happening to me right now .I made the wrong decision and now I would have to pay for it .I knew that the last thing that I ever wanted was to lose this girl .I didn’t know why I felt that way towards her but I wished I never felt it .I was hurt and my girl wasn’t talking to me anymore and all of this is Jane's fault . I didn’t know why I had to move with those kinds of people who did have respect or human sympathy for anyone .Hurt was the least of how I am feeling right now .Never did I think that a day would come that I would stop talking to her .I was just getting to know and love her and my stupid self had to mess things up .I hated my life for sure . I didn’t know why my stuff had to be the opposite of what other people had to go through .No matter how much it ruined , I just couldn’t se
Happy thanksgiving baby “ My mom's voice rang into my head as I tried to open my eyes .I didn’t know what was happening , what thanksgiving exactly she was talking about , my head felt blank like there was nothing in it I forcefully opened my eyes and that was when I saw my mom standing inside my room staring at me with those smiles that I love so much .For a moment my head went blank trying to think of what she was doing here and it was at that moment that everything came rushing back into my head .It was thanksgiving and everyone was here in my step dad's house to spend thanksgiving with us .The whole mansion was filled and it made my heart bubble with so much joy .“ happy thanksgiving mom , I love you “I stood up from the bed ignoring the tiredness that I felt the moment I walked up and stood up to my mom and hugged her .I couldn’t imagine what she had in stores for me today .Thanksgiving was one of those things that I love so much .I didn’t know why my mom held i
Did you just say that you aren’t going back to see your bitch anymore “ Chris voice brought me out of my thoughts .I ignored the bastard and tried to keep calm and do what I was doing , I wasn’t going to answer whatever trash that he had to say , I know that he is saying all of this things just to get on my nerves but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction at all .“I am talking to you boss , don’t act like you didn’t hear me , I was so loud and clear when I asked that question ?”I turned to look at him and the moment he saw angry I was , he stood up and walked away not even without sparing me a glance but with a smirk on his face .I didn’t want to get pissed , he had been doing this to me over the past few days and lettting that get to me was the wurst thing that I ever had to do .I knew that there was no need of being mad at him , I knew that he is the most happiest person since we no longer on talking terms , I am pretty sure that now he can get all the attention that
As I walked bank to my house , the only thing that I wanted to see at this moment was my bed .I never expected my day to turn out this way , the fact that everything could be this cruel was the least thing that I expected .I knew how much I loved my mom , I thought she was going to be sorry for what she had done to us .I must admit that the both of us hadn’t been better but why did she have to cone to my face just to tell me how much she hated me even though she knew that I loved her to death .I was hurt , more hurt than I had ever being , I thought that I was finally getting off this then all of this had to happen .My life hadn’t gotten any worse than it already was , I could never imagine the things that he wanted to do to me .I wad hurt , more hurt than i would ever imagine , I didn’t want a damn thing , I just wanted us to make up but my mom wasn’t going to do that , I knew it .As I walked into my room , I noticed that my door was slightly open .For the first time
I didn’t see him again for the next one month and neither did I see her .I missed Angel , I hated to see us fight and it was all over a guy .The fact that she couldn’t even check up on me made it so hard for me to understand what exactly was going on .I know that the both of us had been Nothing but cool friends but I really thought that she had done kind of respect for me the same way that I had done for her .Angel never texted , she never called, she never checked up on me but we have been seeing each other in school all this while .The two of us didn’t want to talk to the other and I literally understood that .I wouldn’t blame her though , I don’t know why anyone should limit their happiness just for my sake , I have been nothing but a horrible bitch and I don’t think that I deserve anything called love .I had not been the best person too and I see that I take half of all the things that are being given to me because all of this is my fault and I wasn’t going to blame anyone
Trevor tied both my hands and my legs to the bed as I watched in terror of what he was planning to do to me .When he saw come dominh that , he walked towards and stripped off every piece of clothing that I had on me left .The moment I was naked in front of him , I could hear that silent growl that came out from his mouth as he watched me .I know that I have seen him in many forms but not this way , I had never seen him this way .The way he looked at me , the way he stared at my body and even the way he watched my every move like I was his prey .I loved being dominated by him , I loved the things that he did to me , I loved everything that he was planning to do and I just wanted him to go on .For the next three minutes , he stood there watching me intensely without saying a word to me .The silence was defeating but I was horny as fuck , the last thing that I had in my mind at this moment was some sort of starring competition .Trevor walked to where I was and stood right
Angels pov ~~~~~Watching her go out of the house in anger was more like terror to me .I never actually thought that a day would ever come when the both of us will have to be this way towards the other .Seeing her here was the least thing that I expected but what was I expecting after all I never treated her right I was the one who had absorbed her .This should be my fault and not anyone’s fault .I loved her but then I loved him too. Friends are supposed to treat each other better but I think that I have just ruined that .Trevor was still sitting at my couch with his phone in his hands and going through his phone at the same time .He didn’t seem to care about what had just happened. I have known him to be this nonchalant but I never expected it to be this way , but how could I be this guilty . “ You know that you didn’t have to come out , I don’t want to ruin that relationship and I hate the fact that you are doing this ?”Trevor stood up from where he sat , and walked up to
Chapter 121Angel never visited.I waited for another week but I didn’t see her . For the first time ever , it felt like something was wrong and staying here wasn’t going to help at all .I knew that Angel wasn’t any person to just ignore because she felt so , I knew that she could love me as much as I did and that is the only reason why I have decided to go meet her today .Being out of the house today was so weird , everything felt so different .I guess that I have been locking myself in the house just for their own will .I could never imagine the things that were going on with her .The fact that she didn’t visit , I could never imagine what had gone wrong In the next few seconds I was standing right in front of her door .From where I stood I could hear the laughter coming out from inside .It was her voice , I knew that voice wherever I heard it , she was with someone , but who could that person be that she didn’t even care about me .I knocked on the door and waited
Chapter 120 “ I’m sorry “ Elsa whispered, as she stood right in front of me with her hands together in a pleading manner .Sorry ? , she wasn’t sorry , I knew that , I knew that there was something that brought her here . The Elsa that I know could never be sorry , she will always bitch about stuff .Elsa moved closer to me again and kept staring straight into my eyes .I knew that she was trying to get to me .I need space , not right now , I don’t want that .“ I know you don’t want me anymore, and I totally understand if you don’t want to see me anymore but why don’t you give me a fucking chance to explan myself .The both of us hasn’t been in good terms , I know that I have betrayed you so much but I still love you , I shouldn’t have hurt you the way I did , you never deserved any of that from me, and I am so sorry that I did that to you , I was so wrong for judging the way that I did , just give me a chance .Listening to all the words that came out from the bitch
when was the last time that I instructed that none of you should dare to cross me again , I am pretty sure that I made it clear that this organization is to be ruined by me , I am the head here and I am literally the strongest but you think that since I am away , I have becomes weak and soft and I am not longer fit to be the leader and then you think that getting my goods and trying to cover my stuffs behind my back is going to give you guys the power that you need to impeach , what makes you all think that it could happen , you all really underestimate me and what I can really do . Why don’t you tell me that it was him who had asked you all to vote me out , without me not being here and being in charge and yet you all agreed thinking that it is literally the eyes test decision that you all would make .I know that you all bastard didn’t think about it all , he was the mastermind of it all and you all are literally going astray .I pointed my gun towards him and he did the sa
It’s been two long weeks since I last saw Angel .I didn’t know where she was and I couldn’t tell if she was coming or not. I had tried my best to stay away from her. It seemed like she needed time on her own , so she told me and I hoped that it was true .I didn’t want to burden her with all my issues , I didn’t want to be that friend that would only care about themselves .I know that I am going through something right now and the least that I could have was a friend but was that friend coming .I know that Angel loved me and whatever it was that was holding her was as meaningful as me being all alone .Staying in this house had been nothing but exhausting , I had thought about life in ways that I never thought that I could do , or knew that I was just being this way because I was alone but this was the least that I could do at this moment , it had her. Clear to me that I couldn’t do more .It was best that this whole stuff had gone down and all the insults were beginning to re