Thank you for choosing me as your slut

The next few weeks of my life were dedicated to writing books .

Writing was something that I had loved doing since I was a kid and after everything that happened to me .

I decided to put more focus on it and maybe if it was my dream then I was definitely going to chase it but if it wasn’t , I was definitely going to leave it .

I didn’t want to start thinking about all the things that I had been through over the past few weeks .

My life had taken a turn for the worst and I was grateful that I had my mom and shuan to support me .

I tried my best not to think about all that stuff , but Trevor's words haunted me to the core .

There wasn’t a day that passed without me thinking of how worried I might be .

I didn’t want to think that it was true what he said but I still didn’t let it go .

There was still a part of me that still had that likeness for Trevor regardless of what he said of what he had told me .

I didn’t know why I felt that way but I didn’t care .

I wasn’t going to let