Devirginized by my ex (English)

Devirginized by my ex (English)

last updateLast Updated : 2024-02-02
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They broke up in a wrong way. Joyce Clara thought that he will end up with her beloved one named Kurt. But fate is cruel, her heart shattered into pieces. But what if fate leads them back to each other again? What if she will wake up not being virgin anymore? And what if the one who devirginized her is her ex? What will happen to them after that?

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Chapter 1

Prologue

I admit that until now, I can’t still move on from my past relationship with Kurt. It still hurts. My heart is still in pain.

Why does he need to choose another girl over me? And take note, that another girl looks like a clown. Her face is so caked with make-up. She looks like a coloring book. Does he have no taste anymore?

That Dessery is so irritating. Kurt didn’t even choose a girl who can exceed my prettiness. I am so offended in that part. That girl is not worth it compares to me.

I don’t really know what happened to our relationship. We were so happy then after some times, it ended suddenly. But as they said, when you are happy, there comes the sadness. It isn’t always the sunset. Rain will come and darkness will fill our world without our consent. We have no choice; we cannot do anything about it. It is part of our life.

Suddenly a thought came to my mind. Maybe it was the real reason why we broke up.

"Joyce, I want you now,” he said in a seductive word. Who will not be seduced with that kind of tone. With him saying that and with that kind of look.

I snaked my hands on his neck. “Kurt…” I moaned when he sucked a part of my neck. If vampire is real in this world, I can say he is one of them. Gosh, I feel so hot right now.

His hands roamed until he reached the peak of my mountains. I cannot avoid moaning when he massaged the left one. I never experienced this to anyone but him. And it feels so great. I can’t help myself not to moan and moan with what is he doing.

He placed his forehead on mine and look at my eyes intently. “You are so beautiful, Joyce Clara. So beautiful,” he whispered. I can feel his breath on my face and it makes me more feel hot. Without a gut, he placed his lips on mine. He sealed my lips with his lips. Yearning and thirsty for it.

The kiss goes deep and deep. My mind is like flying somewhere. My body feels like a jelly. He is such a good kisser. How can I stop myself from wanting his kisses? I guess I cannot do that. How can I be lucky to have such a boyfriend like him. Handsome and heavenly.

But when I realized that I am naked, which means that I am not wearing anything anymore, feels woke up to the reality. Yes, I am addicted to his kisses. But I think going too far isn’t right. This not right. We are still young. We should not do things like this. This is not appropriate.

With my constant reaction, I pushed him. His eyes formed into a circle, shocked at my reaction.

"I'm sorry, Kurt. I can't... I can't do this,” I said in a low tone and avoided his stares.

He blinked and come up to his senses. "Bullshit. F*ck," he said and grab his hair.

I watched as he quickly gets his clothes and wear it. Without any other words, he left. He didn't even bother to look at me again.

I hold the blanket and cover myself. In that position, I cry while thinking. I feel like I disappointed him. I guess that he is mad at me right now. That cannot be denied on his reaction earlier.

My phone rang. I didn’t notice that it was ringing for long. I laughed softly. I am drowned again on having flashbacks. Oh, come on, Joyce, come back to the present time.

I swiped and answered it. "Why, Wi?" I asked on my friend who is on another line now.

"I miss you so much. Can we roam around together? Please," she said. I even imagine her doing puppy eyes, looking cute.

I sighed. I really want to be with her, but I can't. I am so busy right now. I have so many in my plates right now especially that I just moved on our company, to the company where my parents effort to build.

"Sorry, Wi. I have may things to do right now. Next time will do, alright?"

I heard her sigh on the other line. She says that it is fine with her, but I know that she is sad on my decision. She really wants us to roam around. Just the two of us.

"I will really make it up to you next time, Wi," I comforted. Thinking that it might lessen the sadness I cause to her.

After cutting down the line, I saw my wallpaper on the phone. Up until now, my wallpaper is my picture with Kurt. It is really hard to forget the things that happened between the two of us.

Again, my mind flew in the past. I guess it is really hard to move on.

My and Dessery the clown ways encountered. I am here now in the mall. I didn’t even expect that she will come near me. She even says hello to me like nothing happened. But I know that she is faking it.

"You are the ex of my Kurty baby, right?" she asked and even smirk at me.

Argh! I am so irritated to this clown. I didn’t know that there is a clown who is roaming around in the mall. Her make-up is so thick.

I just nod at her to finish this nonsense talk. I am about to go when she held my elbow, preventing me to leave.

"I will share a secret to you. This really a secret, but because I am kind, I will share it with you. I will tell you about why My Kurty baby doesn't want to be with you anymore." Then she raised her left eyebrow. "You cannot give the things he likes. You cannot provide it all. And one more thing, you are not pretty. The only thing he wants from you is your body.” Then she scanned me from head to toe. "You are not even sexy. Iww. Added to that, the main reason was that he doesn't love you. He didn't even love you from the past," she continued and walked out.

She really slaps me with those words huh.

I came back to sense again when I felt my tears. They are running on my face again. I think Dessery is right in saying that words. Kurt didn’t even love me while we are in a relationship. The only thing he wants from me is my body.

But, she's also wrong. Duh, she said that I am not sexy? I am so sexy. I am sexier than her. She is just a small piece of cake compared to me.

This is so frustrating. Why can't I still move on from Kurt? Why does up until now I am still in love and drowned to him? It so fucking hurts like hell.

Alright, I didn't give everything to him. I can't have intercourse with him.

Life really sucks. There is really no forever. I thought that we are fated for each other. We just met, but not fated at all. One more thing, I don't believe anymore in that fate. From the time that we broke up I really became gourd, a bitter one to be exact.

But one thing is for sure. Kurt will regret that he chose that clown over me.

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32 Chapters
Prologue
I admit that until now, I can’t still move on from my past relationship with Kurt. It still hurts. My heart is still in pain.Why does he need to choose another girl over me? And take note, that another girl looks like a clown. Her face is so caked with make-up. She looks like a coloring book. Does he have no taste anymore?That Dessery is so irritating. Kurt didn’t even choose a girl who can exceed my prettiness. I am so offended in that part. That girl is not worth it compares to me.I don’t really know what happened to our relationship. We were so happy then after some times, it ended suddenly. But as they said, when you are happy, there comes the sadness. It isn’t always the sunset. Rain will come and darkness will fill our world without our consent. We have no choice; we cannot do anything about it. It is part of our life.Suddenly a thought came to my mind. Maybe it was the real reason why we broke up."Joyce, I want you now,” he said in a seductive word. Who will not be seduced
last updateLast Updated : 2023-02-01
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Chapter 1: Look a like
"Miss Joyce, here are the files that Mr. Casupanan wants you to review." Yvet gave me the folder she is holding. Yvet is my secretary here at the company of my dad."Okay. You can go back to your work now," I said.She politely goes out. I go back in working. This is so tiring but at least when I my mind is occupied to work files, I didn’t think about Kurt. I cannot feel the pain.After finishing the things, I am doing, I started to look at the files my dad wants me to review.Time passed by and finally I am done at working. Thankfully, it's time to go home now. I want to feel the bed on my back and close my eyes. I am so tired; I want to sleep already.I placed my things in the bag I bring in work. After that I walked towards the powder room to retouch so I can still look fresh.While I am busy doing my things, my phone vibrates, someone is calling me. When I get it, I saw Fea's name on the screen of my phone.Fea is my friend too, I met her in the bar. As we talk, we get along. That
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Chapter 2: Move on
I am eating the food when the door opened again that cause me to stop eating. It is him who is intently looking at me now. I avoided his gaze, while he faked a cough.He entered the comfort room inside is room. I just continue eating. It is so yummy. Who cooked it? Him?I smiled because of that. He still cares for me huh. I know and I am sure of that.When I'm done eating, I drink the fresh juice and get the medicine to make this headache vanish.I rest for a bit and after that I decided to wash my plate.As I am washing, I remember something. Does Kurt change my clothes? Oh my gosh!Wait, why I am smiling widely with that? Am I really insane?After that, I go back inside his room to get my phone and dress.At exactly entering his room, he is heading out from the bathroom. He is topless now. The water is dripping over his body. His abs are shining right now. And his muscles are bulky, I want to pinch it. Where is the justice? Why he is so hot?The room suddenly get hot even tho it is
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Chapter 3: Please don't
I am heading towards the church now. I am about to get late to Stanley’s baptism. That boy is so cute. He inherited it from his parents. Khloie is pretty, while Sceven is handsome. Their combination is so good. I am really happy for them.Hay! When will I get settled down like my best friend?I shake my head with that. How can I settle down when I still can’t move on? Ok… no, I shouldn’t think about him.When I reached the church, I parked my car and get inside. It is not starting yet because other godmothers and godfathers are still not here. The only one who is required to go here in church are the godmothers and godfathers. While other visitor can go straight to the food venue. Me, Jace, Hyrie, and some are already here. I am so glad that they did not make Kurt as Stanley’s godfather. They are planning to make him one to their second child. Oh right. Amazing. There are no second baby on the way yet but there is already a godfather. “Let’s see each other at our house, Joyce,” Kh
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Chapter 4: Condo
“Hey! I am speaking since we get here and yet you are not listening to me. My gosh, Joyce! You are even smiling like an idiot there. You look like crazy,” Fea said and eat her ice cream. We are here at ice cream parlor. She invited me here. She is craving for an ice cream. Hmm... is she pregnant?She pinched my waist. “Why are you smiling like a fool in love? Share it to me.”I just smiled stupidly at her and shakes my head. “Nothing. Can you repeat what are you saying earlier?”“I don’t want to. I am so tired saying things to you then you don’t give me attention. Let’s just change the topic. Share your story to me.”“It’s just nothing,” I said and scoop from my chocolate ice cream. She glared at me. “Ah! It’s a boy. The reason why you are like that is because of a boy, right?” then she looks at the ceiling. “Is it Klei or your jerk ex?”“Just don’t think about that anymore, Fea. Finish your ice cream and we’ll go to the spa.”Then I diverted my attention to my ice cream.But since
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Chapter 5: Soon
I woke up feeling something on my tummy. I slightly open my eyes to look at it. My eyes widened when I saw that it is a hand. I look on who is the owner. It’s Kurt. I slowly move his hand. I was about to sit up when he placed it again to my tummy. This time he tightly hugged me. I tried to move it again but he make it even tighter.“Just stand up later. It’s still early,” he said with his eyes close. I just quietly look at the ceiling and try to remember what happened last night. As I realized it all, my eyes open wide. My gosh, Joyce Clara! You are so embarrassing. You really have the guts to flirt with your ex huh. Stupid. I slap my forehead. Why is he always there whenever I’m drunk? Does something happen between us?I look at him. He is topless. Then after that, I look at what I am wearing.“Ah!” I shouted. This is so hilarious. I am just wearing bra and panty. Kurt wakes up because of that. “Why are you shouting?” he grumpily asked.“Why are you shouting your face!” I irri
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Chapter 6: Break up
"Tell me the truth, Joyce. Is there something going on between you and Kurt?" Khloie asked like a curious cat and even put her hand on her waist while suspiciously looking at me.We are preparing now the dinner. While Anya is in the room taking a rest. And the boys are busy telling each other story."Nothing, Wi," I answered. I diverted my attention to the pitcher of water and I poured it on my glass. I drink it straightly.She pinched my waist. "Hmp! Spill the tea now," she said and while her one eyebrow is raised.I pouted with that. "There is really nothing going on between us.""Nothing you say. But the way he looks at you? Ah you'll melt." Then she smirked.I sighed. "I really don't know if there is something going on between us. I am confused too.""But is he giving motive to you? Like he'll talk to you and say that you are only his."I nod my head. "Yup. But I don't know if I'll believe that. I don't want to assume especially that he has girlfriend now."Her eyes chinked. "But
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Chapter 7: Late
Klei and I was about to go outside the mall when I suddenly remember something. Ah yeah. I need to buy gift for Fea. “Klei? Why don’t you go first? I need to buy something,” I said that made him stop on walking. I didn’t really remember it earlier. And now I need to go back to second floor and buy gift. He faced me. “What? I bring you here so I should send you back,” he said seriously. “Eh.” I scratched my nape because of that. I’m really shy because I might take his time too much. I will take so much time in choosing gift. It is Fea’s birthday tomorrow. As a friend, I want to give her something. She is not really that too materialistic but I still want to give her a gift. He was about to answer me when his phone rings. He answered and placed it on his ear. “Hello,” he said. It takes them minutes to finish. When they finished talking, he faced me again. He sadly looked at me. “I’m so sorry, Joyce. I really need to go. There is an emergency to the company.”“It’s fine,” I said
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Chapter 8: Kurt, Joyce, and Klei
I really know that voice and I am sure who is he. I diverted my eyes to him and I am right. It was really Kurt. “Kurt, hijo,” Mr. Martinez said. He takes the sit in my front. And now, I can clearly see him. He intently stared at me and I cannot take that so I avoided his eyes. I can feel the redness of my face now. Why I am feeling those butterflies again just because of him staring at me. “Are you alright, Joyce?” Daddy asked, he noticed how red I am now. Maybe he is thinking that I am not feeling well. I smiled at him. “I am, Daddy,” I answered. I cannot say the truth to him. He smiled back at me and go back in talking to Mr. Martinez. “By the way, Joyce, this is Kurt Martinez. Son of Gregorio,” he said after a while. I nodded at him. I know him too well, Daddy. If you just know. “Kurt, this is Joyce Clara Casupanan.”“I already know her, Pa,” Kurt said. My dad and his dad gave a curious look at him. “I think she's the one,” he continued. His dad laughed because of that.
last updateLast Updated : 2023-02-26
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Chapter 9: For you
“Joyce, where are you?” Anya asked from the other line. I wear my high heels. “I’m on my way,” I answered. “Alright. Be fast. We are almost complete here,” she said then hang up the phone. I look at the body size mirror in my room and scan myself. I am wearing a fitted red dress and a choker on my neck. My cleavage is showing a little. I am also wearing a black pointed heel. And of course, I am wearing a light make up. I put my phone on my pouch and go outside. I called our driver. I don’t want to bring my car, I know that I will get drunk there and I can’t drive anymore. Minutes passed and I arrived at the location. It is a high-end bar. I saw Kurt on front of it. What is he doing there?“Thanks,” I said to the driver and get off the car. I walked until I reached the entrance. I stop when I saw him scanning me. My heart beats faster to the way he stared at me. Just like the usual.Why do I feel like the time became slow?His forehead creased and walks closer to me. “Your dres
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