Morning sunlight peeped through the nailed wooden barriered window just to remind me of my existence. That I’m alive.
To bear another day of torture.The coldness of the floor penetrating through my skin as I tried to adjust my blurry vision. The silence around the room is the only companion in my miserable state. When I tried to get up, my famished body could hardly move without making me realize how vulnerable and weak I am.The chain around one of my ankles jiggled breaking the calmness as I try to rose up to my feet.Slowly limping on my way, I tried to reach near the door but a sudden tuck on my ankle crushed my frame back on the floor, knocking the breath out of my lungs.I lift my head up and peered back at the door, again. This time I crawled but like before my movement halted due to the chain in my ankle. After several failed attempts my hands lay empty.Defeated and disappointed I inhale deep breaths.Suddenly the door opened and I yanked my head to look at the person. A manly figure slides inside and slowly shut the door behind his back.He took predatory steps towards my frame. My body trembled under each approaching steps. He came closer and crouched down at my level blocking the sunlight.I peered at him. His face is stoic and void of any emotion. Yet I get the glimpse of the devil incarnate within him. He studied my face with a hard gaze as his thumb traced my bottom lip. The touch of his hand made my head flinch back. My eyes caught his hardened expression and a shiver passed through my spine. My breathing escalated with fear and trepidation.Next his large calloused hand freed my ankle and picked up my exhausted body.Reaching near the bed he dumped my body harshly. I knew what was coming my way.These days had shown me what an animal he is. My clothes had the same fate like me in his hands. They were savagely torn and discarded on the floor like some useless pieces of shit.“You won’t belong to anyone else but me. Only mine.” His eyes darken to a deeper shade so terrifying.My back leaves the mattress when he shoves his thick manhood inside my tight channel. The world stills as pain engulfs my inside. It hurts, burns and is downright suffocating. I close my eyes as he rocks his hips in and out with animalistic force.Why do people fall in love? I wish I never loved him. I wish I could turn back time and unlove him. My eyes pricked with hot tears. Complete utter sadness stabs my heart. I clutched the bedsheet as he rammed inside my core vigorously. Skin slapping against skin along with the sound of grunting deafening the silence inside the room.How long I have to endure this? My tears have long back lost their effect on him. What was my mistake? Why do I have to suffer a barbarian life? In the process of falling in love, I lost everything in his hands. My heart failed to discern the devil in human form. And look where he plonked me.***********This book is purely fictional. All characters are only author's imagination. There is no resemblance with any living person.Lastly, this book contains some non consensual scene that can be upsetting.Zara.There is a saying that it doesn’t take long for your life to get flipped upside down.One wrong choice.One mistake.And it’s over.If I had known what cost I have to pay for my foolishness, I would have done things differently.But the thing is no one can predict the future.Time passed in snail pace as I tried to stay calm and wait for her to open this door. The same door which is nothing less than the entrance door of my cage.Cage.My doom.Since last one month I’m held confined in this room. Like some captive. I’m treated worse than an animal. She entered inside halting my thoughts closing the door behind her back and I kept my facial expression neutral. My heartbeat began escalating with each step she was taking towards my bed. My chest constricted while gathering all the courage in the world to do what I intended to do. This is do or die for me. I can't breathe under the same roof. Inhale and exhale the same air. With him. I can survive with the physical pain he
Aslan I stared through the opaque glass window at the beautiful night. The lights from the houses appeared as if stars descended down the sky and spread on the floor of the earth. I like to pass my handful time staring out of the window. This gives me a delusion that some stars can even land on the earth. But it's only my delusion. I told you. Such things can never happen in reality. And those lights are just cheap bulbs like my life which could be replaced anytime. There’s a saying that - Behind every successful man there is a woman. In my case it’s no different. Today I'm one of the top ten businessman. The credit behind my success only goes to her. She is the star in my darkness. The star whom I watched every night afar from that bench. My Zara. My star. People in the society gossips that she was born fortunate. The fate of her parents changed when she was born and mine the day, I met her. This sumptuous cabin, giant office, deluxe hotels, extravagant resorts and clubs , l
Whatever amount of milk you feed a snake; it never leaves its habit of biting.---------- Zara--------- "I WILL GO TO HIM. YOU CAN'T STOP ME. " " IN THAT CASE, LET ME SHOW YOU WHOM YOU BELONG TO. " "DON'T TOUCH ME WITH YOUR FILTHY HAND. ""LEAVE ME... YOU ARE A MAN-WHORE... A BASTARD ... I HATE YOU ...LEAVE... WHAT ARE YOU DOING? " "I'M DOING WHICH WILL REMIND YOU WHO IS YOUR HUSBAND."Beep... Beep... beep... My eyes flew wide open as if I had relived the scene just few second back. I started taking large gulp of air through the mask attached on my mouth. "Doctor, she regained conscious... She is conscious... " My ears filled with someone's desperate scream. Then I heard some footsteps approaching near me. I was staring at the ceiling fan which was moving rapidly. My eyes wide open as if I had a worst nightmare. My surroundings slowly come into focus. The white walls, the smell of antiseptic and the familiar smell of lavender mixed with bodily scent… my mother. Where a
Zara. "She doesn't want to meet you, " my mother snarled at him. "She is my wife. My legally wedded wife. Do you get it. Nobody can stop me from meeting her. Zara.... Zara... " He kept on growling. His distinctive manly voice echoed outside the cabin. He was behaving like an unhinged animal. In the past I never got to witness this kind of unrestrained behaviour from him. He was sweet and caring until he got me completely in his mercy and only then he showed me his true colours. His ugly face. "I will stop you. Wait, let me call the police commissioner. Two days in the lock will teach you a good lesson." My mother retorted to which he scoffed. "Do you think he can stop me?” My heartbeat increased drastically hearing him. “No power in this world can stop me.” My whole body shivered in fear. I refuse to get dragged into that hell. His voice and the way he declared war felt like whips against my ears. I don't want to hear these voices. Mostly I don't want to hear him. I
*Meeting *It's been two weeks after my discharge from the hospital. I didn’t return back to him as per my mother’s decision. It wasn’t only her decision but mine too, but she is been more vocalized in this matter when I was in emotions and pain. I was like take me anywhere but nowhere near him.Since then, I’m living with my parents. Both of them were taking good care of me. More than my dad it was mom who would run to attend me not waiting for the nurse whenever she heard a single sound of pain from my mouth. It was like her whole earth revolves around me.They tried their best to make me feel comfortable and I put an act to smile when I can feel the sense of void inside me. I can’t talk about it to anyone, not even to my parents. They will be in pain to know that I’m broken beyond repair.I stuck in a deep breath.With god’s grace my health has recovered speedily. Now I can freely move around the house without any assistance of my dad and mom. But still, I keep my movement slow.A
"How are you? " His fake caring voice echoed after some time and my eyes lifts on its own accord. After everything he did to me, he has the audacity to enquire about my wellbeing. "She is fine." Before I answer him, my mother did rather sternly. She has always lacked kindness for him. He clenches his jaw squeezing his eyes shut for some seconds and I know how hard he’s trying to stay calm. The moment he opened his eyes they measured me from head to toe and then back to my face meeting my eyes. His burning stare heating my skin. How much he hates to see me with Rihan. But I tried to remain unaffected. I looked at the lying papers on the table. The one side of the blank space holds my signature which I did two days back. The other side is still empty. I kept staring at the empty space. "Zara, come back home," he said with longingness. Home? Which home? That hell of a kind. Why? To punish me Force himself on me. Tie me up. My mind recalled all the bitter moment spend with him. “I’
*Secret talk *Zara Five more days passed after meeting him. These days I kept myself confined mostly inside the bedroom. Even this room reminds me of his essence. Sometimes dad use to visit me in the evening and recite some verse from the Holy book. He never inquired about what happened between us. Mayhap he wants me to heal my wounded heart without scraping. I want to flee away from all the memories which I have with him. Those bitter-sweet moments we shared in our childhood days.Whenever he saw me with Rihan, he goes insane whereas he is the one who has been cheating me. He can do whatever he wants and I have no right even to befriend with my childhood best friend. Double standard mentality. My trance of thought halted when I heard the knock on the door.“Come inside.”" Madam, dinner is ready, " the maid spoke after she closed the door behind her back. Nervously she walked towards my bed. I noticed how she was fidgeting holding her cell phone in her hands. "Madam, here is a ca
Aslan. My eyes travelled through the interior of the A-segment car. In my 11 years of age, I had never travelled in cars with my parents. We were not rich. We led a middle-class life until my mother felt sick. All the income of my father were mostly spent on her treatment. Although I had huge interest in cars but our condition didn’t permit us to afford a simple car. And today I’m sitting inside a lavish Mercedes Benz car. My body was stiff and my mind waited with an air of expectancy. The desire to own such cars buzzed inside my body. Maybe one day.The girl behind me who is sitting with her father was constantly chatting something. From her conversation it was clear that she was apple of her parents. Which is why her father agreed at her persuasion to bring me.Though I had agreed to live with them but my mind was anxious. Actually, it was difficult to manage the basic requirement of daily life. My days passed with only a one-time meal mostly which I get to eat in the hotel. So,
Author 1 year later. " Do you think Zeshan and Zaid will be okay?" Aslan asked getting up from the bed and taking Zeshan who was crying for attention. And once he was on his father's lap a happy sound left from him. Aslan was also uttering some incoherent words. His eyes shone with love and adoration for his son. Zara chuckled at both father and son. Aslan was walking around the bed cooing his one son. Zeshan was five minutes elder to Zaid. Aslan was wearing only his trouser which hung low almost showing the tempting v line. His full-toned muscles were on a show for her to fantasize about. Zara diverted her gaze to stop her mind run back to their morning session when the kids were fast asleep. Though it was a quicky round her husband made it worthy. When it comes to stamina Aslan can beat anyone. The energy of a beast!! A caring beast!!! She got tired but Aslan still had the energy to take care of the twins. If he wasn't with her then she couldn't imagine what she would have do
Aslan's p.o.v.My body trembled with anxiety. " But what doctor..." I saw two ward boys sliding the stretcher with Zara out of the OT room and transferred to the VIP cabin. " I'm sorry.... Your wife ...has...low heartbeat...if she doesn't gain conscious within 24 hours then...we fear survival is... L..." Before the doctor end her sentence, I rushed towards the cabin. My heart dreaded to hear the remaining words. " Sir....sir...Mr.Wali ... Mr. Wali..." "Aslan ... Bhai.......bhai...." Nobody can stop me. On the way I stumbled but my legs kept on moving towards that closed door. My hands clawed the handle of the door and I let myself inside. There she was on the bed with I V attached on her hand. My chest felt like someone dug a knife cutting through deeper and deeper inflicting pain without any sympathy. My lungs gulped a deep breath as I stood rooted on the threshold. The environment inside was utterly calm. The smell of medicine hit my nostrils. The distance from the threshold
Aslan's p.o.v"Congratulations. Now you are the proud owner of another casino. How do you feel?" Eshan asked and sat down opposite to me. Fahad also laid his butt on the next chair beside him. " What's new in that!” I said shrugging.Today this happiness has no effect on me. My face had a clouded look and Eshan didn't miss it. I want to stay with her. Every time I was away not in the proximity to touch her, feel her, watch her smiling it felt like a tug inside my heart. And these days the need to be close to her only increased. Whatever feeling inside my heart for her is not plain love, it’s more than that. She is my obsession.“You need to get laid. Haven't been getting it lately? I thought pregnant women want it all the time. Here I thought Zara would have tired you out.” Eshan tsked mocking at me. “You are pissing me off now,” I growled glaring at him. My one hand dropped the pen I was holding so long after signing the contract. He shrugged, “tell me when I don’t do that.” Faha
Zara p.o.v.6 months later...Aslan left early this morning with Eshan and Fahad. I was very happy when I saw Eshan walking inside the hall few weeks back. He had gone under physiotherapy for almost six months. The poor man had suffered a lot for Aslan. In fact, when I saw him, I couldn't believe my eyes and almost sobbed out in happiness. After Aslan left, I slowly moved out of my new bedroom. When I was in my sixth month, Aslan shifted me downstairs, the room next to the kitchen. I caressed my belly and approached the dining table. Mumma was having her morning tea. The moment she saw me approaching she instructed the maid to pull the chair. I sat down and took a toast from the quarter plate.Though I wasn't hungry but I decided to stuff my belly. And the toast with honey dipped tempted my appetite. I noticed that dad was also nowhere to be seen. Both the man of my life were busy I guess. Work. Business. Whenever Aslan was late or had to stay a night away from me, I never asked fo
Zara p.o.v. 4 months later. My fingers moving around his face, tracing his every features. It's too irresistible. Slowly he opened his eyes and a smile stretched on his lips as soon as my face came in his view. His eyes were connected with mine. A look of unbelieving. As if I'm a dream. Sometimes it's even hard for me to believe that I got the man I always wanted because some aren't as lucky as me. "Good morning, baby." He murmured in a gentle voice taking a deep breath. My heart almost skipped a beat hearing his deep sexy voice. Ah.. This pregnancy hormone!! I tell you. His eyes were reading my facial expressions and I was unable to give up the wanton need inside my core. His eyes had glint of mischief and without wasting time he captured my petite body in his strong embrace.With slow movement his hand traced my waist traveling down my bare back. He leaned and engaged his lips into mine. A moan erupted and taking the golden opportunity he sides his tongue inside promoting my
Zara p.o.v.He placed his palm on my flat belly. His fingers tracing pattern over my skin. His nose nuzzling the crook of my neck. Nothing could be more blissful than this. Even though the pregnancy was surprise and the words of the doctor got us worried but I welcomed the tiny life growing inside me. I know I'm taking risk but I want this baby. Desperately. His baby inside my belly. My heart in his hand. What else one needs in life to be happy. I sighed in relief. Without asking he has given me so much. I also want to give him. A family. I know how lonely he is without me. He doesn't have to say. I can feel it. I want to make him happy. He will have his own kids. Two, three or may be more. Blood and flesh of his own. And I won't deprive him from this happiness. Though the risk is high and it would be lie if I say that I wasn't afraid from inside but I have faith upon my almighty. The creator of all. "How are you feeling?" This is for the fifth time Aslan repeated the same questi
Zara p.o.v.Once the doctor examined, I got up from the bed and took a seat beside Aslan."You are PREGNANT". The doctor concluded studying the report. Oh my God!! Oh my God!!! I covered my mouth with both the palm of my hands. My head snapped at the person sitting beside me. He was also shocked like me. After registering those words his eyes shined for a second and then he masked it."Doctor, is there any problem." Aslan asked with a concern look. I turned to face the doctor now. She was staring at both of us like a principal of the school. A serious look like we did something we shouldn't. She sighed and closed the file report. Giving a thoughtful look she stared at me then at him and continued," Mr. Wali, on her last visit I insisted your presence but you remain unavailable. I had strictly advised to refrain from any physical relation." She then peered at me with a serious look and continued," Your uterus is weak to carry a baby. You should have consult me once before planning.
Aslan p.o.v. My fingers ran in-between her thick hair locks. She is sleeping cocooned on my chest the whole night. I just lifted my head to take a slight glimpse of my sleeping beauty. How calmly she is napping. She slightly snuggled near my neck which lead my skin around my neck warm up with her hot breath. My hands protectively wrapped around her back inhaling her. Her body smells is so fucking intoxicating. After all the sweat still, she manages to smell so good. So divine. Yesterday night events start roaming inside my head. I was always an asshole when it comes to her. My heart broke a thousand times when I thought what had I done to her. She gave me her everything and asked for so little in return. My love. And I messed up. We human beings are greedy. We never remain satisfied with whatever we get. Always crave for more. And I'm no less in this matter. She loves me more than I do. I knew it. Yet, my hunger for her love never sedates easily and I kept on dying for more. And i
Zara p.o.v. "Don’t." He ordered and immediately a foul smell hit my nostrils. I turned my face to the left side and my knuckles protected my nose from inhaling that smell further. " You are drunk!!!!" I scowled glaring back at him. He first stared and then softly chuckled mocking. Suddenly his facial expressions changed."Are you ashamed that you choose to marry with me?" Saying he got up from the bed. I was gaping at him who balanced himself when he was about to fall."Aslan!!” My voice hurt and Immediately I stood up and was about to hold his arm when he rose his one hand indicating he don't need my help.Unwillingly I halted my hands back defeated. Slowly with unsteady step he reached near the table and turned to face me."Tell me…are you repenting your mistake." "Mistake?""Yes...yes...you married an orphan...no class...no family. But Rihan has everything... He isn't an orphan.... He is rich…he has a big family. That's why you cling with him every time.” My eyes fixed on him