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CHAPTER: 3

Author: Silentshan
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-16 11:49:33

I expected na babawiin niya yung salita niya pero bumitaw siya, he let me go that easily. Sa lahat ng pinag samahan namin, pag iintindi ko sakanya, still I wasn't enough for him to stay.

What's wrong? What did that woman have that I haven't? Why would he choose a one day woman from me? Bakit? Bakit niya nagawa 'yon sa'kin? Up until now from the very first time in my life I questioned my worth that I have if I was really worthy enough to keep but now? Parang hindi na importante 'yon sakanya.

Pinabasa ko kay cam yung sinend niyang long message and based on her reaction, she was disappointed from the fact that she wasn't also expecting na ganun yung mang yayari.

As much as I wanted to handle my tears and to stay stable, hindi ko kinaya at umiyak ako at napa higa nalang ang ulo ko sa balikat ni cam.

"Hindi ako maka relate since hindi ko pa nararanasan 'yan but kaya mo 'yan girl, iiyak mo lang and ilabas mo lahat ng sama ng loob mo." she comforted me in her own way and I felt a little bit okay.

I guess this how it will end now, the ending I never expected to but then expect the unexpected nga ika nila.

I was so curious since hindi na deactivated yung account niya kaya binuksan ko 'yon even though alam ko sa sarili ko na wala akong karapatan na buksan 'yon.

Kitang kita ko kung paano siya mag explain sa mama niya at sabi pa ng mama niya i-unfriend pa ako at dedma nalang sa mga sasabihin ko na makakarating sakanya, mag focus daw siya sa pag aaral. Nag shared post ako kanina about sa cheating eh, bakit natamaan sila? Hindi ba nila na iisip na sobrang sakit nun sa part ko? Bakit parang sarili lang nila iniisip nila? Kita niyo naman siguro na nambabae anak niyo parang pinapairal pa nila pambabae ng anak niya.

Hindi man lang siya sinabihan at siya pang nanay ang nasasaktan knowing na kapwa niya babae yung sinasaktan ng anak niya, wala silang alam kung gaano kahirap, sakripisyo yung ginawa ko sa anak nila kaya hinding hindi nila dapat kinakampihan anak nila.

Reply pa ng ex ko na mas gugustuhin niya na mag focus sa motor at sa pag aaral niya at ayaw niya na daw mag mahal porket nahuli ko siyang nag cheat? Napaka galing talaga niya kahit kailan. F*cking manipulator.

Mahal pa daw niya ako sabi niya sa papa niya pero mas gugustihin niya na mag focus sa ibang bagay. Ibang bagay or ibang babae? Kasi kung ako tatanungin, bakit kailangan niya mag cheat? Bakit niya nagawa 'yon?

Hindi ako mananahimik hanggat wala akong nakukuhang magandang sagot na hindi ko pa nalalaman. Gusto ko malaman lahat kung saan, paano, bakit.

Hinanap ko yung account ng babae since nakalagay naman 'yon sa i* niya and nag message ako 'don, pati na rin f******k, nag message ako sakanya and even sent their convo na mayroon ako to prove something.

Hindi pa kami break nung time na nag usap sila so I still have the right to know everything since ako naman yung tinatapakan nila sa sitwasyon na 'to. Wala akong ibang kakampi kundi sarili ko lang, wala akong ibang hahangarin kundi malaman ang totoo at pag tutulakan ko talaga na malaman ang totoo.

Hindi porket tapos na kami ay wala na akong karapatan, kailangan kong malaman kung paano at bakit.

Nag hihintay ako sa response ni girl at doon nanaman ako nakaramdam ng kaba, pag sikip ng dib-dib at nangininginig na kamay. For sure naman na mas malala yung malalaman ko pero hopefully hindi.

Matapos ang ilang oras na pag hihintay ay nag reply na rin siya. Immature pa siya mag reply at parang nilalaro laro niya lang ako, feeling ko nga ay parang nahuhulog na loob niya sa ex ko since ang tagal din ata nilang nag usap.

She was a nursing student, nakikita ko mga i*******m posts niya and she is pretty but too dumb to know everything before falling for someone. In short, parehas silang dalawa ng ex ko na b*bo kausap.

Sabi niya sa'kin na sinabi daw ng ex ko na single daw siya and may ex din siya na nursing student, I was forcing her to send a convo but she was disclosing the topic since kesyo privacy daw ng ex ko 'yon. Mag tinatago pa sila sa'kin na hindi ko pa nalalaman but I'll soon get my answers.

After talking to her sinend ko lahat ng conversation namin kela glea and cam, hindi rin sila makapaniwala sa mga sinabi nung babae at galit na galit rin yung dalawa. Hindi ako mag bubura ng convo since this will be my evidence kapag na confront ko ulit yung h*******k kong ex.

Sinend ko na rin sa ate ni ked, since siya lang din naman yung makakapag usap kay ked ng maayos. My next step was to tell his friends kung ano yung nangyari and how cruel was our relationship that I kept my mouth shut for the whole year of us being together.

Ibubulgar ko siya at e-expose ko siya sa ginawa niya at hindi ako maawa, bakit ako maaawa? Naawa ba siya sa'kin nung time na ginawa niya 'yon? Naisip niya ba na masasaktan ako o hindi sa ginawa niyang 'yon? Ofcourse no. The greatest revenge was karma itself but mas nakaka gaan sa loob kapag nakaka ganti ka.

Nag focus na muna ako sa film namin and kahit naarawan, naulanan ako, I still pursued to continue kasi para din naman sa grades ko 'to. After our film umuwi na muna ako and witnessed my mom was siting down at our kitchen counter.

"Ma? I'm home." bungad ko naman sakanya.

"Oh anong nangyari?" napatanong naman siya agad.

Dahan-dahan kong binaba ang bag ko sa may upuan at naupo naman ako, kanina pa'ko nag pipigil ng iyak pero ngayon hindi ko na kaya na itago pa 'to kay mama. Umiyak ako sa harap niya at walang tigil na umaagos ang luha ko.

"Napano ka??" nag aaalala niyang tanong.

Hindi lumalapit sa'kin si mama, maybe because soft hearted din siya at ayaw niya lang din na maiyak dahil sa iyak ko.

"Hiwalay na kami ma. Nag loko siya." pautal-utak kong sabi habang patuloy ang pag daloy ng luha ko saaking mga mata.

Kwinento ko sakanya lahat ng nangyari at kung pano ko nalaman na nag loko si ked sa'kin, wala eh hindi ko na rin kaya na mag tago ng nararamdaman ko dito sa bahay since hindi naman ako sanay na mag tago ng nararamdaman sa mama ko. Gusto ko lang naman ilabas sakanya yung sama ng loob ko sa ginawa ni ked sa'kin.

"Move on ka na lang din nak, hindi naman siya kawalan eh atsaka bata ka pa at mas maganda na rin 'yon para wala ng asungot sa buhay mo." sambit ni mama sa'kin. "Siya pa talaga may ganang mag loko, after ka niyang pag bawalan sa lahat ng susuotin mo, bawal ka kesyo ganito ganyan tapos ngayon tignan mo naman yung outcome diba? Wag lang talaga siyang magpapakita dito dahil baka mapatay ko siya." dagdag pa ni mama.

After telling her everything that's bothering my mind and letting all my tears out, I felt relieved and okay.

"Wag ka mo na siyang kakausapin okay? Tira-tira mo na siya and hayaan mo na siya. Ngayon, focus on yourself and wag ka na munang mag bo-boyfriend, ipahinga na muna ang sarili."

She has a point and ofcourse ipapahinga ko muna sarili ko sa love na 'yan. Hindi na muna ako magiging desperate sa pag hahanap ng true love since nakaka trauma masyado yung nangyayari ngayon and now I can finally say na uusad na ako.

I won't waste my time crying about what happened since nangyari na 'to dati sa'kin, pinag kaiba lang nila is hindi kami masyadong nag tagal while ked and I have been together for 1 year and 1 month. This is how our story ends and if he wanted me back then I'll just reject him all over again, hindi ako bumabalik sa tira-tira ko na lang.

There will always be a new beginning to begin with and I would start it by changing myself first, I will let God heal me and fix every broken pieces he left and to start fresh again, this time I will guard my heart, protect my peace and soul and to be a better version of myself.

....._......

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