Rodriguez Shaney의 작품

Ilang days na yng nakalilipas pero hindi pa rin mawawala yung mga tanong sa isip ko, they were all busy with the wedding planning and all of them were really excited. Nag announce na sila sa public na ikakasal na kaming dalawa and everyone was shocked and yet happy at the same time. I keep wondering and wondering wht marriage life would look like and I really need to ease my mind from all of those questions."Cam are you busy? Kailangan ko lumabas and I needed someone to talk to." "Nag book ako ng spa appointment so tamang tama lag yung aya mo, let's talk about it." Sagot niya nama sa'kin. I love how thoughtful my best friend was and we've been together na talaga ever since and this is just what I needed. Nag pa drive nalang ako since I was too lazy to drive and once I arrived there, sinalubong agad ako ni cam and we both went at the sauna and relaxed ourselves with a cup of tea. "So you're getting married na girl!" She sounded so excited for me. "Yeah and it's weird but I felt a

It felt weird but I can feel someone's presence behind me and mukhang sinundan ata ako ng lalaki na 'yon, how could he know? "Leave me be." "Andito ako para makipag usap sa'yo about sa deal and I won't go away until you talk to me." Napaka tapang niya naman pala para sumagot sa'kin ng ganun."Why? Bakit parang pursigido ka pa na ikasal tayo? Is it because of the wealth that you wanted to offer? Or baka may gusto kang makuha sa'kin." I don't care if below the belt na mga pinagsasabi ko or I was straight forward, gusto ko lang malaman kung bakit gusto niya akong pakasalan ng ganun ganun nalang. "Look gusto ko lang naman tulungan si papa atsaka it will be a good chance din naman for the both of us, tayong dalawa din naman yung mag be-benifit nun eh and don't worry hindi naman kita pipilitin sa mga bagay na ayaw mo." He remained calm while explaining things to me. Pero ayuko makasal at ayukong pumunta ng altar na hindiko mahal yung pakakasalan ko. Lumapit siya sa'kin at tumayo sa har

Ano nanaman kaya ang kailangan ni papa this time? Without any further due, nag ayos na ako ng sarili ko since baka may investors na kasama niya at tumungo na agad sa office niya. Quite weird but every step that I take while going closer at the door made my body tremble and I don't know what's the cause of it, hindi naman ako ganito eh pero bakit? May masama kaya na nangyari kay papa? Does it have to be about our company or maybe does it have to do with me.It doesn't matter, wala naman akong masama na ginawa at baka may sasabihin lang sa'kin.Pagka bukas ko ng pinto I spotted my dad talking to 2 gentlemen in his office. Mukha silang mag ama since magkamukha sila but I might be wrong, kinda bit strange but the younger one looked so familiar to me kaso hindi ko nga lang alam kung saan ko siya nakita or nakasama. I have a feeling that we both met before but I can't really recall."Hi everyone." I said and I caught their attention immediately.I approach them with a big smile while my dad

-3 years later-Years had passed and since then my life became more peaceful, fulfilling and happier now that I've thrown away every single trash that has been bothering my life. I am finally graduating from college with a cum laude on my diploma! After all the hardships, tears, sleepless nights I am going to be free and taking a new step forward in my life. Ilang years na rin ang nakalipas pero hindi pab rin maalis yung trauma na binigay ng ex ko na 'yon, ang daming lumalapit sa'kin and they looked all serious naman pero it's ashamed that I am not ready enough to commit. Lalo na at mah trust issues na ako at mas lumalala ito. I can't help it rin naman and I blame everything on him since hindi naman ako magkaka ganito if hindi niyako niloko in the first place. Moving on, even though naman na sobrang unbothered ko na sakanya. Ked still hasn't given up begging for me to comeback. Kaso wala na eh, ayuko na rin talaga and when I said it's over, everything is over. I just hope he wasn't

I expected na babawiin niya yung salita niya pero bumitaw siya, he let me go that easily. Sa lahat ng pinag samahan namin, pag iintindi ko sakanya, still I wasn't enough for him to stay. What's wrong? What did that woman have that I haven't? Why would he choose a one day woman from me? Bakit? Bakit niya nagawa 'yon sa'kin? Up until now from the very first time in my life I questioned my worth that I have if I was really worthy enough to keep but now? Parang hindi na importante 'yon sakanya. Pinabasa ko kay cam yung sinend niyang long message and based on her reaction, she was disappointed from the fact that she wasn't also expecting na ganun yung mang yayari. As much as I wanted to handle my tears and to stay stable, hindi ko kinaya at umiyak ako at napa higa nalang ang ulo ko sa balikat ni cam. "Hindi ako maka relate since hindi ko pa nararanasan 'yan but kaya mo 'yan girl, iiyak mo lang and ilabas mo lahat ng sama ng loob mo." she comforted me in her own way and I felt a little

Wala akong ibang makakausap dahil ayuko namang umiyak sa harap ni mama dahil alam ko na kapag sinabi ko lahat ay masisira yung image niya sa'min. I was still waiting for him to come clean to me pero wala, there are no messages from him at all. Hindi niya alam kung gaano kasakit yung ginawa niya at sana makarma siyang hayop siya. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at nag bike ako at umalis ng bahay. I felt like tearing apart into pieces habang nag mamaneho pero hindi, kailangan kong may masabihan at iyakan ng lahat ng nangyayari. I went at Glea's house since siya lang din yung kalapit ko and she was one of my best friend too, kaso pagka dating ko doon ay wala pa daw si Glea so bumalik na lamang ako. Pagka balik ko nadaanan ko si Glea at doon na ako umiyak. "Gleaa.." my tears started falling down and voice cracked. "Hala anong nangyari?? Bakit shanty? Wag kang ganyan, naiiyak din ako." imbes na icomfort naman ako ng babae na 'to sabay pa kaming umiyak. Kwinento ko sakanya lahat