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2021-01-31 16:43:22Grisella POV
I can no longer pass the night soundly. A good night's sleep is hard to get. At last, I greeted the afternoon with swollen eyes. Strangely, I didn't feel sleepy at all. It's the heaviest burden I've experienced compared to losing my job. Eliz came to bring breakfast for me, with Eliz coercion I finished my breakfast. "Today we go to my house. I want to find Maria "I said.
Eliz stunned "you want to catch Maria yourself?" asked Eliz. I nodded my head firmly "I know the punishment for Maria has not been determined. But, I really wanted to talk to Maria. I will tell this to Noah. Eliz, I'm tired. I mean it feels like enough of the people around me have died. I don't mean to feel sorry for Maria, but I feel like this burden is getting harder and harder for me. Seeing people close to me just die, "I said wistfully.
Eliz just nodded her head in agreement with what I said. Believe me, and I already feel
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Even though my footsteps were heavy, I slowly opened the door to the house. Eliz assures me that she won't hurt Maria. Eliz only wants to help me bring Maria to the Mansion if Maria puts up a fight. My legs trembled into the house; suddenly Maria came out shouting, "Anna, have you ... ?" Maria's words stopped when she saw me entering the house.Maria is stunned to stare at me closely, her eyes perfectly rounded with a worried expression on her face. I held my hand, holding the vibration in my body "Grisella?" Maria said in a trembling voice. I swallowed roughly saliva "Maria, I found you," I said. I try to smile, but I can't do that. the fact that Maria killed Patricia makes me too hurt and disappointed"Who told you I was here?" asked Maria. Maria's tone still trembled. I took a deep breath "Maria , come with me to the Mansion," I said firmly. Maria shook her head wistfully "I don't want to," said Maria shouting. Maria suddenly cried, tears streaming down her cheeks.
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Whenever my eyes open when I wake up from my sleep, and when my nasal cavity is still breathing in, I feel tight. I'm more comfortable in my sleep. I felt no pain, sorrow, or disappointment. But when I woke up, I remembered everything again.Everyone told me, 'hey Grisella, you're going to be fine, everything will pass.' Yeah, I know everything will pass, but no one knows how hard it is for me to fight with the time that feels like a long spin. Fighting second by second, day after day that makes me have to swallow harshly every time that disappointment comes"Where is Dennis today? why doesn't he visit" I complained to maria."You miss him now?" Maria smiled mischievously at me,"Don't get me wrong, okay, I'm just bored.""So if there's Dennis, you're not bored?""At least there is Dennis and Hendrik in this house, that's better," I replied"He went to see his mother. Every end of the month, it's always like
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Grisella POV"Did you have fun while I was away?" asked Dennis to visit my house. As usual, I sat on the balcony of the backyard. The pine forest that looks cool managed to hypnotize me."Hey," I said, smiling."Where is Maria?" asked Dennis sitting beside me"Make apple juice for me. You've come back from your mother's place? "I asked"How do you know I visited my mother?""Who else. Of course, maria, "I replied."Okay. I also heard from Maria you have fun without me, "Dennis said to me."As expected, but I'm not having fun. To be more precise, I caused trouble. A massive problem for my family and me, "I replied wistfully."So you're a bad girl, huh?" sneered Dennis. Suddenly made me laugh, embarrassed at his words."Hey, you just came?" Maria asked, putting my apple juice on the table"Yeah, I just came," replied Dennis"Oh, I only made two juices. Okay, this is for Grisella and yo
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