Blue Eyes Alpha (English)

Blue Eyes Alpha (English)

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The wind blows to give a sign that the blue moon goddess has appeared in the night sky. Gisella froze when she saw what was in front of her."She killed your sister, this human. why are you just silent?" snapped a woman with knee-length black hair"I, I don't understand what you're talking about?. I didn't kill anyone," argued Grisella. she was stunned because the blue-eyed man was staring at her nowThe wolf's howling was then heard clearly, singing along to accompany the night's silence amidst the lush forest."What are you waiting for, she's a heartless human being," insisted that woman again. Gaze at Grisella with hate. Meanwhile, the blue-eyed man, with fur that had appeared all over his body, was silent."I can not," said the man with blue eyes began to voice, "I can not. She's my mate," repeated the man in his sad voice."What? She who killed your brother, how could she, your mate? You choose her, or your clan?" repeated the woman. What is the man's answer ????

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Chapter 1

Part 1

Grisella POV

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When I was a teenager, my mind was filled with beautiful dreams. The dreams that I enthusiastically want to achieve. The one thing that I was most afraid of in those days was death. My youthful spirit may have faded now. I am not young, Grisella anymore. Grisella Winston, my name sounds simple. I am 24 this year. The more I grow up, the more thirsty for my world.

At first, I was a novelist who produced extraordinary works. I have fans everywhere, I make a lot of money, and it allows me to buy whatever I want. This time if I remember, it still feels beautiful

Until I met this point, my only desire right now is 'suicide'. I have a perfect father and mother. They always support me. But I was already embarrassed to meet them. Why? Can you imagine how a child who is famous for her work suddenly comes home to meet her parents and says that now everyone blasphemes their child with the word 'the freak writer'?

What happened to me?....

Like most famous people, I have fans but also haters. Night club music makes me drift off, sip a glass of expensive wine, and enjoy life's freedom. It's something I can't express with just words, and it feels right for me. I thought that by going with Delon, I felt safe because he would protect me, but he didn't.

Delon is my lover, a singer who is also on the rise because he is close to me. Moreover, I am a famous writer who is his lover. The two of us spent a Saturday night at a fancy nightclub. The rhythm of the music makes me dance elegantly in the middle of the crowd. Everything just happened. I felt a blunt object hit my head in the back, then quickly everything went dark. What I felt next was darkness. I was in an empty room with no doors or windows.

You can guess where I was when I realized, right?

Well, when my eyes opened, The first thing I saw was the hospital ceiling. My mother screamed hysterically, calling the doctor when I was out of my coma for two weeks. They tell me everything. The guy who hit me has been caught. He has mental disorders and is also addicted to drugs. I also chose not to complicate matters.

As I recovered, my body looked normal. I thought I was okay because I was physically okay. Right on Saturday night, when I want to have sex with Delon. I feel something is wrong with my body. When my skin touched Delon's, my skin felt hot. At first, I ignored it, but the more intense I was in contact with Delon, the more my skin felt hot and itchy. I screamed in pain that was very stinging on my skin. My body flushed, and I was helpless when the doctor explained my illness. An illness that arose from trauma as a result of being hit on my head.

Hahahahaha, life is kidding me.

With just a snap of a finger, everything I have is destroyed. Now I am standing in front of my kitchen door. More precisely, I looked blankly at the rope hanging itself in front of me. I made it myself. My mind remembers that bitter thing,

When I got dumped by Delon at that time

"I can not. I don't want to survive anymore, "Delon snapped at me when I met him at his house.

"Why? What is wrong with me? You said you love me, sincerely."

"Yeah, but that's in the past. I don't even remember that time."

"What? Tell me, honestly. You want me to defame your reputation?"

"Oh my God, I beg of you, Grisella. Just forget everything, okay. I have to do this. You, you are nothing now. we can't even have sex anymore."

"You know what's going on with my body, that's why I can't touch anyone. I think you accept me as I am."

"Yeah, but I'm a man with lust. Who survives, with a woman who can't even make love to him. Awake yourself"

"Okay. Thanks for everything," I snapped and walked away. Delon didn't even come after me.

Or when my script is no longer appreciated.

"Please, this is my newest manuscript Chris" I begged the editor in chief.

"Not. Are you in your right mind? You're making up stories that don't make sense. What's all this? the girl and a rare disease? What's this title? Do you want to make children's fairy tales? "Chris snapped at me.

"Try reading it first, this is purely from my imagination," I said again.

"Get out of my room. I won't accept any more manuscripts from you." Then he ordered his subordinates to drag me away. I readily refused. I was too afraid of being touched. To be precise, I can't feel anyone anymore.

The only way now is this rope. I better hang myself up. Without fear, I stuck my head into the eyelets. Taking the last possible breath, then pushing the chair that I was standing on earlier away. My neck is already in the grip of the rope. To be honest, I feel my breath getting tight, very tight. No matter how my body struggles, I still feel close.

"Oh my god, madam, madam?" shouted a woman suddenly. She cried while holding my body. While me? Everything was dark again. I returned to meet the space.

*****

"Are you aware, dear?" my mom asked kindly. I gathered some more strength then got up to change my position to sit. I swept the surroundings with my eyes. The scent of medicine was like perfume in this room. My right hand has been infused. My father fell asleep on the sofa. My mom is now sitting beside me, looking at me with a smile.

"Hahh," I complained

"Why? Are you upset that you're still alive?" quipped my mom. She adjusted my pillow so that I could lean back more comfortably

"I don't know," I answered softly

"Honey, this is the second time you are like this. First, those sleeping pills, then now you're trying to hang yourself. But look, God still saves you, "said my mom

"I'm sorry," I said wistfully

"You still remember, you used to cry every time you saw your pet die. You run to me and say, mom, I don't want to die, mom, I'm scared to death. But now you're even chasing end, "quipped my mom. The corners of his eyes were wet. I'm sure she's been crying a lot.

"I'm sorry," I said again.

"Honey, nothing should make you fall. Live as if you are alive. You've enjoyed everything before, and maybe it's time you wanted everything by yourself. Can you promise me to stop this all? "

"About what?"

"Stop trying to kill yourself. Your life still loves your body," said my mom firmly. I looked out the window. My heart cannot promise to fulfill my mother's request. Because now I really can't face life anymore. I want to sleep forever.

"Grisella? What if you rested in a place that was cool, peaceful, and beautiful ?. You remember Aunt Angela. She gave me her little townhouse. You can be there for a while. And I hope you are calmer there, "suggested my mom

I neither nodded nor shook my head. What I know after recovering, my family took me out of the city. Away from the city that had made my name famous, towards the small town known as the city of rain.

*******

When the car that my father brought began to enter the small town area, I began to feel an icy breeze. The hills are decorated with trees that thrive and are green in color. I sat on the backbench, leaning on my head. My eyes glistened at the view from the car window

"This place looks beautiful, doesn't it?" my mom asked. I just muttered in answer

"Why didn't Angela just sell the house?" asked my dad to my mom

"I have no idea. I only received messages before she died. She sent me all the letters about the house. And now, the house is mine."

"She's your best friend," continued my dad again.

"Yeah, even when she's not in the world, she still makes me feel relieved and comfortable like this"

"Oughhh honey," my dad rubbed the back of my mom's palm.

"Trust me, you'll be better here Grisella, "said my mom again

"I hope," I replied

"Hey, you could find something new for your writing," my father joined the conversation.

"I do not know. I haven't thought about anything yet."

"Take it easy; everything will be back to normal. You just need to make peace with time," said my dad again

"Thank you, dad" I closed my eyes. I hope my parents stop talking to me. I'm just not excited to discuss anything. I know when your parents say that every problem will be resolved, or you will be fine. The sentence was made just to calm you down for a moment.

It is still yourself who goes through everything. Delon's face flashed through my mind. I even can't forget that cruel man. love me only because of the wealth I have, then dump me just because I am useless.

"Okay, we arrived," said my mom. The car stopped right at a classic house. A house with a reasonably large size, maybe not. The house still looks good. It looks like someone took care of it. The flowers that grew in the pots looked fresh. And although some parts of the house are made of wood, they still look solid with white paint that still looks new.

"Where is she?" my mom asked when my father finished unloading the goods. At the same time, I was sitting on the bench on the porch of the house.

"Who?" replied my father

"Margaret, she looks after this house. you see, everything looks good."

"Yeah, she takes care of it well," replied my father again.

"Is that she?" I said when from a distance seeing a woman, she walked toward us. From her face, it looks like her age is the same as my mother.

"Oh, Margaret," said my mom and hugged her

"Long time no see," replied Margaret

"Honey, and Grisella, meet Margaret. She's Angela's cousin," my mom introduced the woman. I just nod and smile. I can not only make small talk to hug or touch her. My disease can recur.

"Okay, let me help put all this in," said Margaret and brought all the things inside

I followed the others into the house, again I was dumbfounded. I can say all the decorations as classic as possible, or old-fashioned. The most exciting thing for me, some wolf paintings are plastered on the walls of the house. It is a painting, not a photo on display.

My eyes were busy looking at the room's state until I met the door that led to the backyard. The door was made of glass. I opened it to see more clearly what was behind it. Beauty in all true green. Very expansive backyard. The ground on the lawn was covered with grass, which felt smooth. Trust me. There is no fence here, only the border of the yard with dense pine forest. Yes, I can see the woods in front of me.

Various trees grow there, but the dominant one is the pine tree. Strangely, even though the weather can be said is clear, the forest is like being covered in fog. It looks peaceful but also suffocating. Almost no sunlight was able to shine through the trees.

"You like that?" blurted someone. I was stunned unconscious from my reverie.

"What?" I answered. Staring at a woman who smiled sweetly at me

"Hi? I'm Maria," she said, holding out my hand.

"Hi, I'm sorry, I can not touch you," I replied reluctantly.

"Oh, okay, no problem. You're the girl who just moved house? "

"Hmm yeah. How can you? "

"Ohhh, Margaret is my mom."

"Ohhh, okay."

"You like that?" Maria pointed towards the forest

"Yeah, looks different."

"I hope you won't be bothered by those who are there tonight."

"Who are they?"

"It's a full moon, they will be very noisy," Maria continued explaining to me.

"who?" I asked again."

"Nothing, you just need to be a patient woman."

"Heyy there, come in. I brought delicious food," shouted Margaret

"Okay," Maria replied. She motioned for me to follow her back into the house. Even though my eyes are still looking towards the forest. there's something I can feel. But somehow, I can just conclude that whatever is in there is not dangerous for me. It makes me even more curious about what lies behind the fog and dense trees.

Do you believe in werewolves? I think I saw one of them.

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106 Chapters
Part 1
Grisella POV________When I was a teenager, my mind was filled with beautiful dreams. The dreams that I enthusiastically want to achieve. The one thing that I was most afraid of in those days was death. My youthful spirit may have faded now. I am not young, Grisella anymore. Grisella Winston, my name sounds simple. I am 24 this year. The more I grow up, the more thirsty for my world.At first, I was a novelist who produced extraordinary works. I have fans everywhere, I make a lot of money, and it allows me to buy whatever I want. This time if I remember, it still feels beautifulUntil I met this point, my only desire right now is 'suicide'. I have a perfect father and mother. They always support me. But I was already embarrassed to meet them. Why? Can you imagine how a child who is famous for her work suddenly comes home to meet her parents and says that now everyone blasphemes their child with the word
last updateLast Updated : 2020-09-19
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Part 2
Grisella POVBeautiful night with a full moon. Almost inaudible, vehicles passing by in this house. Different from where I live in the city. Only the nocturnal animals are singing out there. It was as if they were celebrating a clear night.Even though the atmosphere feels good, it can't make my mood useful. I still feel uneasy. My heart is broken, and somehow I feel like I still want to kill myself. I feel like I have no more reason to live.When everyone, my mom, my dad, Margaret, and Maria, was busy chatting, letting go of homesickness. I sat on the balcony chair behind the house. The wind blew the trees in the forest until they were seen dancing.Now and then I think, is this what I need? I admit this place is tranquil. Trust me; the backyard view is different at night. The sunlight seemed unable to shine through the trees this afternoon, but at night the light of the full moon succeeded in making the forest visible. The light can ill
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Part 3
Grisella POV'You're useless, you're not famous, hey, I don't love you, I'm leaving, I'm leaving.'"Hahh," I woke up from my sleep. I had a terrifying nightmare just now. My eyes quickly swept over the surroundings. My bedroom window curtains are wide open; thick cloudy clouds look up there. I took a deep breath and exhaled roughly. The dream still feels real. Even when I sleep, I still feel the wound.The clock showed nine in the morning, the air was cool, but my body was drenched in sweat. It's not fair; I forced myself to fall asleep so that I would forget everything. But why do wounds still greet me even in dreams? Pain. My whole body now feels sore and sore. I have a small bandage on my arm. I'm sure they were injection marks. I stood slowly, even though it felt heavy, I stepped into the mirror."Look at you now, Grisella," I said, staring at the reflection of my face in front of the mirror. My appearance wa
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Part 4
Grisella POVMy eyes opened perfectly, just suddenly. I change my position to sit. My bedroom window curtains were wide open, showing a view of the forest that looked dark outside. My eyes turned to the wall clock. It was already showing one o'clock in the evening.I catch my breath. Somehow I jerked out of my sleep. I forgot to close the curtains on my bedroom window; to be more precise, usually, my mom will close it when I fall asleep. But this time, of course not, considering that only Maria and I are in this house right now."Now, I have to do everything by myself. That is why you have to enjoy your life when you are having a hard time". I got out of bed, intending to close my bedroom window. My hands stopped closing the window curtains when I vaguely saw someone behind a large tree. I tried to see more I clearly "what is human?" I  said to myself. I rushed out of my room to the backyard of the house. I'm sure I saw someone leaning ther
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Part 5
Whenever my eyes open when I wake up from my sleep, and when my nasal cavity is still breathing in, I feel tight. I'm more comfortable in my sleep. I felt no pain, sorrow, or disappointment. But when I woke up, I remembered everything again.Everyone told me, 'hey Grisella, you're going to be fine, everything will pass.' Yeah, I know everything will pass, but no one knows how hard it is for me to fight with the time that feels like a long spin. Fighting second by second, day after day that makes me have to swallow harshly every time that disappointment comes"Where is Dennis today? why doesn't he visit" I complained to maria."You miss him now?" Maria smiled mischievously at me,"Don't get me wrong, okay, I'm just bored.""So if there's Dennis, you're not bored?""At least there is Dennis and Hendrik in this house, that's better," I replied"He went to see his mother. Every end of the month, it's always like
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Part 6
Grisella POV"Did you have fun while I was away?" asked Dennis to visit my house. As usual, I sat on the balcony of the backyard. The pine forest that looks cool managed to hypnotize me."Hey," I said, smiling."Where is Maria?" asked Dennis sitting beside me"Make apple juice for me. You've come back from your mother's place? "I asked"How do you know I visited my mother?""Who else. Of course, maria, "I replied."Okay. I also heard from Maria you have fun without me, "Dennis said to me."As expected, but I'm not having fun. To be more precise, I caused trouble. A massive problem for my family and me, "I replied wistfully."So you're a bad girl, huh?" sneered Dennis. Suddenly made me laugh, embarrassed at his words."Hey, you just came?" Maria asked, putting my apple juice on the table"Yeah, I just came," replied Dennis"Oh, I only made two juices. Okay, this is for Grisella and yo
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Part 7
Maria POVI sighed heavily, seeing Grisella, who mostly sits in the backyard now. She was also used to sleeping with her curtains open. The forest has become an exciting sight for her now."These apples are sweet," I said, eating the apple that my mom put on the dining table."Where is she?" my mom asked after washing the dishes."Where else if not the back yard.""Maria, I didn't expect her to meet one of the werewolves in there. Will Grisella be all right?""Mom, Grisella didn't do anything. So what are you worried about? She will be fine. ""She's really curious about the werewolf now.""Hmmm, I didn't expect it to be this fast. I thought the werewolves didn't want to show their form to just anyone. Even though Grisella is still new here. ""I don't want Grisella to get into trouble. she's already suffering enough for the problems she faces." My mom sighed heavily. I got up from my seat and approached
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Part 8
^^Grisella POVEver since I met the werewolf named Nessa, I had an uncertain feeling. There is something that pulls me into the forest. It felt like the world was so vast. I now live in a house, and it turns out that my life is side by side with people I thought were unreal.If I consider all the troubles I have been through, especially when Delon is engaged to my enemy, I feel that what I'm going through is just a dream. Even though they are all facts that I have to admit. Then how can I meet a creature that is almost impossible to be real? But I met them in front of my eyes."Why do you hide about them to me? They are real," I protested to Maria. I felt stupid myself for thinking werewolves weren't real. I felt stupid for believing that the werewolves were just legends."What's in it for you know they are real. Besides, you said yourself that you didn't trust them. I only support your thoughts, "Maria replied evasively. But what Maria s
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Part 9
^^Grisella POVI woke up from my sleep because I heard a sound that was quite noisy. I changed my position to sit, rubbed my eyes roughly, and immediately looked out my bedroom window. That's when I saw an unpleasant sight. There were already a lot of people working on things in the backyard. I stood up to my bedroom window. "Oh shiitt," I cursedI immediately ran out, until I unconsciously hit Margaret, who happened to pass by "Oh dear, what's wrong?" Margaret asked me. I caught my breath, "Hiuuff, what's out there? What are they doing?" I asked. Margaret frowned. She paused for a moment, "Grisella, did you forget? You asked me to make a fence in the backyard, right? So they made it for you," Margaret replied. I shook my head, not to accept it."No, you can't do it" I ran back to the backyard then shouted, forbidding the men to build a fence. I screamed hysterically as loud as I could for them to stop their work. "You all hear? I don't want you to build that fe
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Part 10
^^ Grisella POVThere is a different smell that smells to me, like something moist. I don't know. I find it hard to explain. That scent made me open my eyes. More precisely, I forced my eyes open. My eyes felt heavy, and when I managed to open my eyes, my head was throbbing very painfully "Oghhh," I complained, holding my head.With difficulty, I change my position to sit. I wake up in a room that is foreign to me. My eyes greeted my surroundings. This is a place I've never been to before. I just realized that my body now only wears a tank top; my right arm is bandaged. I briefly recalled what had made my arm wrapped like this. The man named Nathan hurt me until my arm was bleeding like this."Is there someone here?" I asked in my low voice, my throat hoarse. I don't know where I am now, and I still don't know who helped me. "Hey? is there someone? "I said again. I'm not sure someone heard my screams that low. I let out a heavy sigh, confused at the situation I
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