^^Grisella POV
I woke up from my sleep because I heard a sound that was quite noisy. I changed my position to sit, rubbed my eyes roughly, and immediately looked out my bedroom window. That's when I saw an unpleasant sight. There were already a lot of people working on things in the backyard. I stood up to my bedroom window. "Oh shiitt," I cursed
I immediately ran out, until I unconsciously hit Margaret, who happened to pass by "Oh dear, what's wrong?" Margaret asked me. I caught my breath, "Hiuuff, what's out there? What are they doing?" I asked. Margaret frowned. She paused for a moment, "Grisella, did you forget? You asked me to make a fence in the backyard, right? So they made it for you," Margaret replied. I shook my head, not to accept it.
"No, you can't do it" I ran back to the backyard then shouted, forbidding the men to build a fence. I screamed hysterically as loud as I could for them to stop their work. "You all hear? I don't want you to build that fence," I snapped harshly.
"Wow, calm down. Why are you shouting like that? They can hear you, "said Maria approaching me. Suddenly I took my breath, managing my emotions as calmly as possible. Margaret gave her husband a code, then the men left and stopped working. Maria asked me to return to the room and explained why I was acting like that.
I still catch my breath even though Maria has been staring at me closely, even though she is waiting for me to speak, but her sharp gaze proves her annoyance to me. "Okay, tell me now," Maria said impatiently. I rolled my eyes lazily "what? Nothing is wrong. I just changed my mind about the fence. that's all, "I replied firmly.
Maria shook her head, "no, I know what you are thinking. Grisella, you won't stop, right? You will stick with your will, right?" said Maria deadly. I just kept quiet, hearing Maria chatter. What Maria told me is true. I don't want that backyard to be fenced any more. I've been too curious about my ambition, and I can't stop. There was a belief in me that I would find success with the werewolf.
"You know, Grisella? Whatever happens to you after this, I don't care, okay ?. I'm worried about you, and you're not worried about yourself." Maria patted her forehead irritatedly as if she cared about me. I can only silently sigh heavily. I don't want to stop." Maria? I promise you, there won't be a problem, okay? Come on, for the first time, and I'm not thinking about suicide anymore, so please. Leave me with all this," I begged.
"Okay, do what you think is right, as long as you take care of yourself," Maria said and walked away. I leaned my head against the sofa. My eyes glanced back at the backyard from my bedroom window. If not now, then when? I also decided to go back into the forest when Margaret and Maria were off guard.
Patiently enough, I waited for Maria and Margaret to be off guard. When I made sure Maria was busy reading the novel while Margaret was watching television, I calmly headed to the house's backyard. When the edge of the forest, I took a deep breath, then ventured into the forest
My footsteps feel light, even though I still feel the fear. I can't lie to myself. This is the crazy thing I do. I realized that maybe even one of the werewolves would kill me right away, but the resentment in my heart had turned me into a reckless woman without a sane mind anymore.
The sound of a wooden branch that I stepped on made a noise in the middle of this forest. I don't know why the sunlight doesn't brighten the woods, maybe because of the thick fog up there. It's just that I can still see the path I'm on. I don't know how far I went into the forest. The air started to feel cold. "Nes, Nessa?" I started screaming for the werewolf woman's name
"Oh my God, I must be crazy," I said grumpily, my eyes deftly looking in all directions. I keep myself as tight as possible; I even keep a knife in the pocket of my back just in case. Hey, who knows the dangers that might be stalking me
"Nessa? Can you hear me? Nessa? Come out, "I shouted. I don't know, and I decided to walk further into the forest. I increasingly met the trees whose leaves were more dense and fertile. The land I stepped on seemed to be getting damp too. "Nessa, please come out," I shouted again. that's when I heard someone passing in the bush. I stopped flying and started looking in various directions.
Again someone was passing in the bush, I looked back, and there was no one there, it was too fast. This time from my left, something was giving in the bush. I looked around to my left, "Oh shiit, who's there?" I shouted firmly. I'm not sure screaming like that would terrify the creatures that bothered me now.
"Arrghhhh," a growled voice. Yeah, I heard a growl. I knew it. This isn't a good thing for me, I can't see anyone, but I can listen to a growl. It was like the sound of a beast, more precisely the wolf growling like that time. but this growling sound sounded heavier than the last I heard
"Nessa? Is that you? "I said. After I told Nessa's name, suddenly something hit me. I shrieked in surprise because my body fell and made me stretched out on the ground. I opened my eyes as wide as possible to see who had stepped on my hand.
"Oh my God," I cried because now a wolf with an unnatural size pressed against my body. It growled, showing its fangs at me, right in front of my face. My heart is rustling. Why? Because it's a different wolf than the one I met. Nessa has gray fur, but this wolf has deep black coat and golden irises "who are you?" I asked courageously. The black werewolf groaned at me more and more. The wolf smelled my scent. I couldn't move. My hands felt sore from being stepped on by the wolf's strong feet.
"Are you Nessa's friend?" I asked again. My eyes and the black wolf's eyes met each other, the wolf growled again, and suddenly five more wolves came. The wolves were standing behind as if watching what this black wolf was doing to me.
Black smoke surrounded the black wolf, and then it turned into a human, to be more precise, he turned into a man, his hair was long black. The clothes he was wearing were a little complicated for me to explain. He grinned at me with one sharp fang, only one of his fangs protruding.
"Ahh, who are you?" I asked, trying to get up. My breath began to feel chasing. I turned to stare at the wolf behind the man. They are still black wolves. I looked back at the man's face "I know you're a werewolf. Where is Nessa?" I asked again. The man with a face that looked oppressive suddenly laughed out loud. He laughed mockingly at me.
"Wow, wow, a human being, even a woman. How dare you go into the forest alone. You even smell different, you know that bitch Nessa, too?" said the man. I swallowed Saliva harshly. From what the man said, it seemed he did not have a good relationship with Nessa. Meeting this man was terrifying than meeting Nessa. A darker and stronger aura I felt from this man, even his voice that sounded heavy already made me goosebumps.
I slowly stepped back. I began to feel uncomfortable "what's wrong? why don't you ask like that again?" asked the man walking towards me. I shook my head roughly. My feet continued to step back. It was useless. Because the next second, the man walked quickly towards me, embracing my waist and making my body so close to his body. "I'm Nathan," said the man with a sly smile, "and I hate the woman you are asking about, hahahahah," he laughed.
I was already too scared, so I unconsciously grabbed the knife from behind me, took it out, and slashed it right into the man's arm. The man shrieked in surprise and let go of his hug on my lap. With my trembling legs, I ran away from the man.
"Damn, woman?" I heard the man shouted, I made sure my feet ran quickly, but it turned out that what I was doing was in vain. I don't know where the man came from; he was already standing in front of me, grabbing my arms roughly and roaring at me sharply "how dare you to do that to me" snapped the man. I winced, holding the pain in my arm because of the man's grip "I beg you, let me go," I whined "arghhhh," I cried, it felt the man's sharp nails began to touch my skin.
"Let go of me" I shouted again hysterically when I saw the jacket on my arm Sobel, and blood has come out of my arm, it seems my arm was injured because the man's steamed scratched. I took a deep breath, tears suddenly flowing down my cheeks just like that. This is not what I want. what my life will end
"Stop this attitude of yours," snapped someone. Like the wind, something brushed my body, and Nessa was standing right beside me; she glared at the man. "Take your grip off that woman Nathan, she's my enemy and only for me," said Nessa more firmly. Nessa grabbed the hand of the man named Nathan.
"Arghhhh" shouted Nathan, releasing his grip on me. I immediately closed my arms, my tears flowed, my breath was short, and I was like a very persecuted woman here. "Nessa," I said wistfully. Nessa turned to look at me "useless human," Nessa said to me, and after that, I felt my vision blurred, my head felt dizzy and heavy. I didn't understand why I suddenly felt this. "Nessa, Nessa," I said again, but when I called Nessa's name, my mouth felt very heavy, i can't feel my body much less. That's when I lost my consciousness.
^^ Grisella POVThere is a different smell that smells to me, like something moist. I don't know. I find it hard to explain. That scent made me open my eyes. More precisely, I forced my eyes open. My eyes felt heavy, and when I managed to open my eyes, my head was throbbing very painfully "Oghhh," I complained, holding my head.With difficulty, I change my position to sit. I wake up in a room that is foreign to me. My eyes greeted my surroundings. This is a place I've never been to before. I just realized that my body now only wears a tank top; my right arm is bandaged. I briefly recalled what had made my arm wrapped like this. The man named Nathan hurt me until my arm was bleeding like this."Is there someone here?" I asked in my low voice, my throat hoarse. I don't know where I am now, and I still don't know who helped me. "Hey? is there someone? "I said again. I'm not sure someone heard my screams that low. I let out a heavy sigh, confused at the situation I
^^Grisella POVMaybe I want to know something, but the universe hasn't allowed me to know that. Maria's reaction when she heard Nathan's name was still a question mark for me. Maria was surprised, and her eyes flashed an expression of disbelief in my story, but no words were spoken from Maria's mouth. I mean, She didn't say anything, why was She surprised. Nor did Maria ask anything about Nathan. Maria just sighed when she heard my story, and she walked away, leaving me.Like right now, me, Maria and Dennis were playing cards. Even though I was lost in curiosity, Maria chose to act normal, as if nothing had happened "you guys lose again, hahaha your's bad in this game," said Maria, belittling Dennis and me"Ahhhh, I'm done," I said tiredly. I'm getting tired of playing cards. Dennis and Maria sighed in annoyance because I just walked away and chose to sit in the backyard. It feels like going into the forest for me is now addictive. I want to hear that man's voic
^^Grisella POVThe wind blew, making the sound of the leaves of the trees. I sat in front of Maria with full concentration to hear the story of Maria's past. I did not press or ask Maria many questions; I gave her the space to make her comfortable and tell me everything comfortably."Okay, I'm ready to tell you this, Grisella, you know,? Every girl must dream of having a man, right? I mean, when we were small like oh god, the prince is so handsome, I want to be a princess and meet a man like that." Maria demonstrated her movements like a princess; I smiled sweetly nodded in agreement with her words."Then the more you grow up, suddenly your assessment of men will change, right ?. When I was 17 years old I started to think this was a small village, I had to meet a bigger world out there, and maybe someone out there, I mean the man I was looking for meeting me. Hey, I don't want a wealthy or handsome guy or a job like a celebrity. No, I want a man who protects me,
^^Grisella POVIt took a massive decision for me when I opened my laptop. I sighed heavily sitting down with the blue notebook that was open in front of me. I don't know when was the last time I touched this laptop "okay, and I can do it" I said firmly convinced myself.My hands were still shaking erratically as I started typing. The title I made up at that time was 'werewolf', so I deleted it again because I wasn't sure about that title. I have to think of something new for my book. I had to get my book to be accepted by the editor immediately without any negative drama.I got up and held my forehead, thinking aloud what title would be suitable for my book. My eyes turned to the backyard; the green pine forest is still the best view I've seen so far. I screamed in frustration because I could not bear to go back into the woods."Dear?" someone came into my room. I jumped in surprise "oh my god, Mom?" My feelings were both happy and shocked when I saw my M
^^Grisella POVMy career as a writer didn't just happen. At first, I intended only to write poetry, but when so many editors rejected my script, and I fell because of it. I also met Claudia.The accidental encounter between Claudia and me was like a drama too. At that time Claudia had a big fight with her boyfriend in a café. I happened to be in the same café and witnessed Claudia arguing with her boyfriend.I thought only a small debate between lovers happened between them, and it turned out that I was wrong to judge, suddenly another woman came hugging and kissing Claudia's lover right in front of Claudia's eyes. At that time, I was watching the incident and was very hurt. What about Claudia, who was in that relationship?Claudia cried, sobbing because her boyfriend left her alone. I could not stand to see how I was. I walked over to Claudia, put my arm around Claudia's shoulder, and took her to my little apartment. I comforted Claudia as
^^ Grisella POVThis time there was no sad drama when my parents left back to home. My mom and My dad are sure I'm a lot better here, which is why they feel calmer. Even though My mom told me many times that she would still visit me. I think the warmth of the family also makes me feel better."Okay honey, take care of yourself. Bye "said my mom waving her hand at me. My eyes filled with tears staring at my parents' car, which had gone and disappeared at the end of the road. "Ohh this northern city is full of priceless beauty," Claudia said in my ear. She shifted my concentration "what?" I asked, confused"Look, the view of the hill, oh my God can we go around the city, Maria?" Claudia asked, turning to take Maria's arm. Claudia even put on a spoiled facial expression when she begged Maria to go around town "okay, okay. Hmmm, let's do that, "said Maria resignedly. Claudia cheered happily and bounced like a child getting sweet candy.I, Maria and Claudia ha
^^Grisella POVThe sun was almost half set, and I was escorted by four wolves leading me to go home "I do not understand why Nessa hates me so much" I grumbled irritably. Like last time, one wolf was walking in front of me to show me the way, and three wolves are guarding me behind. They are Stephen and his members. Ahhh my mind is still chaotic considering the incident that I just experienced. But I ran out of words to say"Stephen? Can't you just become a human, so you can chat with me," I protested? Stefen just growled and continued to guide me to show the way. Only with a growling voice, I understood Stefen's answer at that time was 'No'. I crossed my arms in my chest, as soon as I thought of my friends, they must have been thinking nonsense at this time.After a few minutes, Stefen stopped, I already saw my backyard from a distance. With a heavy heart, I let out a long sigh "Stefen? Can we meet again? "I asked, as usual when I turned my body Stefen, a
^^Grisella POVI'm restless. My mind was chaotic. I thought what I experienced in the forest was just nonsense, but Anna's presence and this necklace left a special meaning for me. I sat in the backyard, sipping the rough fresh air as if I could never be satisfied with that air. My mind wandered erratically as I returned to remembering the incident I met the blue-eyed wolf in the forest.Flashback OnI gently stroked the wolf's mane, and the wolf remained calm with my treatment. Until suddenly, Nessa came out of nowhere and pushed me away from the wolf. I saw the wolf growled and looked at Nessa sharply. "What? Are you mad at me? are you pissed off?" said Nessa snapped the wolf.I winced, holding my arm hitting the tree when Nessa pushed me "aww shhh," I said softly, holding my arm tightly. Fortunately, Nathan's scratch mark didn't get hit by a tree. If it were for sure, I wouldn't be able to endure the pain.My eyes turne
Nathan's gaze still gave me chills; Nathan's dark aura surrounded the entire forest. His arrival made the battle stop for a moment. "Why do you have to bother attacking me, do you not realize I am a werewolf who is different from you?" said Nathan, grinning. Noah stood behind me with one hand tightly gripping mine, but his eyes were only focused on Nathan."This is too much Nathan, I think you will return to the way you should. Killing humans for your sake like this, aren't you afraid the Moon Godesss will curse you until you can't be reborn." Noah growled in annoyance. Nathan was utterly unfazed by Noah's words. he smiled slyly and even grinned arrogantly."I hate you," I grumbled angrily. Everything that happened to me was inseparable from Nathan's actions. Every day I was living like hell because of Nathan's doing. I lost a lot of things, and my wor
Even though my footsteps were heavy, I slowly opened the door to the house. Eliz assures me that she won't hurt Maria. Eliz only wants to help me bring Maria to the Mansion if Maria puts up a fight. My legs trembled into the house; suddenly Maria came out shouting, "Anna, have you ... ?" Maria's words stopped when she saw me entering the house.Maria is stunned to stare at me closely, her eyes perfectly rounded with a worried expression on her face. I held my hand, holding the vibration in my body "Grisella?" Maria said in a trembling voice. I swallowed roughly saliva "Maria, I found you," I said. I try to smile, but I can't do that. the fact that Maria killed Patricia makes me too hurt and disappointed"Who told you I was here?" asked Maria. Maria's tone still trembled. I took a deep breath "Maria , come with me to the Mansion," I said firmly. Maria shook her head wistfully "I don't want to," said Maria shouting. Maria suddenly cried, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Grisella POVI can no longer pass the night soundly. A good night's sleep is hard to get. At last, I greeted the afternoon with swollen eyes. Strangely, I didn't feel sleepy at all. It's the heaviest burden I've experienced compared to losing my job. Eliz came to bring breakfast for me, with Eliz coercion I finished my breakfast. "Today we go to my house. I want to find Maria "I said.Eliz stunned "you want to catch Maria yourself?" asked Eliz. I nodded my head firmly "I know the punishment for Maria has not been determined. But, I really wanted to talk to Maria. I will tell this to Noah. Eliz, I'm tired. I mean it feels like enough of the people around me have died. I don't mean to feel sorry for Maria, but I feel like this burden is getting harder and harder for me. Seeing people close to me just die, "I said wistfully.Eliz just nodded her head in agreement with what I said. Believe me, and I already feel
Grisella POVI stood there, stiffly in front of my bedroom window. This fact is too hard for me to accept every memory I had with Maria flashed through my memory. I do feel something is strange about Maria, but I didn't think so far. Why did Maria get into the dark and do the wrong thing?"Hey, I've received news from my members. Claudia is fine, and it looks like Maria hasn't returned to the house either. Margaret also never went to that house again, Claudia and Hendrik at the house, "said Noah, giving me information."Thank you" I replied briefly. My eyes are still staring out the window. I ignored Noah even though I didn't mean it that way. Noah came up to me and hugged me from behind "are you okay? thank you for helping me find out who killed Patricia. This is like a destiny line, if you are not present in my life, maybe forever I will not know Maria who is involved in all this, "Noah said to me with such
Grisella POVWhen I got to the Mansion, I focused solely on healing the wound on Eliz's arm. Even though Eliz told me everything was fine, I still felt anxious. I just feel guilty. Johan also took good care of Eliz, "Where's Lilia?" eliz asked me. I glanced around with my eyes. I almost forgot about Lilia. "Noah took the woman to the common room. all gathered there "Johan said to me."We go there too, come Grisella. today we have to find the answer we are looking for "said Eliz firmly. I nodded my head, but for some reason suddenly I remembered Claudia and Maria, who were at home. I don't think I told Maria that David was dead. I was busy thinking about Delon at the time. Besides, I didn't meet Maria at home either. "Grisella? What is wrong? why are you daydreaming Come on, let's go "Eliz said, awakening me. "Oh okay," I answered, gasping.Eliz and I stepped so quickly into the standard room. The space that N
Grisella POVThe awaited time has come. I walked beside Eliz when I went to the place Abigail said. At dawn, they had already checked the area and confirmed that this was where Rogue would hunt. "Are you sure you can do this, Eliz?" I asked on the sidelines of our trip. Behind me, Dori and Jasmine looked cool, chatting with each other. We intended to spread fake news first, and when Sore came, Eliz brought another member undercover to catch Lilia."I am sure. are you worried about me? at first I had doubts. But Nessa came to see me. She apologized to me, Nessa also assured me that what I was doing was the best way to help David and Delon" Eliz smiled at me. I sighed with relief "Nessa also came over to me. I think Nessa is a mature person when she's good. I hope she will always be nice to me, "I said."How about you? Are you okay. advice from me, don't let you mentally falter, Grisella. the enemy will read yo
Grisella POVAs per my wish to trap Lilia, I gathered a few people in the standard room. Thanks to Noah's help, they all listened to my plans. There is some debate going on about my plans. At that time, attending the living room were Abigail, Albern, William, Jasmine, Dori, Eliz, me and Noah. I honestly hope Kayla and Nessa are also present at the meeting. But they don't exist. Nessa must still be mad at me."How can I be sure of the plan of Luna who even wants to break the neck of her own people", William said to me on the sidelines in our favor. I growled with the look on William's face. "William, can you not cause trouble?" Albert snapped irritably. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. "It's okay Albern. William, you look smart. You should be able to understand th
Grisella POVI chose to go to the library. I walked to the corner, hidden behind the bookshelf. In a corner, without being able to be seen by the library visitors, I cried. I curl up and rest my head on my knees. This is where I poured the sadness I felt. I was annoyed that I couldn't do anything for Delon.The look on Delon's face who begged me, so that I would go to save myself from Lilia, was still in my head. Even then, Delon was not aware that he was facing a werewolf and ferocious wild wolf. Why did Delon have to go and leave regrets like this to me? I have no intention of being cruel to Delon, even as time goes by, my resentment towards Delon starts to decrease, I am indeed weak. During this time, I always thought of other people without thinking of myself.
Grisella POVThings were getting messy. Denis's death has put me down so badly. Now Lilia got Delon killed before my eyes. Even David was gone. I was pensive with all this pain and loss. My eyes are also tired of crying. I just realized, the more power I get, the more responsibility and pain I receive.I leaned back on my bed, Eliz, who fell asleep on the sofa with her eyes melting away. Likewise with me who stared at the view outside the window. Cloudy sky and drizzling rain. The wind blew wistfully as if mourning the death that had occurred. I let out a heavy sigh every time my tears were about to come out. This pressure is getting mounting."Even he is still t