“Trish?”
Biglang napalingon si Trisha sa kanyang likuran and something within her changed, like her heart was being wrung out and her tears were pooling at the corner threatening to fall. Nakatanga lamang siya habang nakatingin dito. His saying something but she doesn’t care. Looking at the man who have helped her twice already made her realized how she desperately needed comfort right now. She remembered to glanced at her back and thankfully no trace of Jade.
“Hey!” protesta ni Marsden when she suddenly grabbed his hand and hurriedly looked for some place to hide before Jade could see them. Thankfully may nakita siyang pintuan at the corner situated just outside the hall where the girl she bumped into came from. Binuksan niya ito habang hila-hila pa rin si Marsden papasok sa loob na ngayon niya lamang napansin na isang maliit na storeroom. Dahil sa liit ng storeroom at laki ng lalaking kaharap nakalapat ang likuran nito sa pintuan samantalang si Trisha naman ay nakahawak sa suit nito above his chest. It’s the only way para magkaroon ng space between them for decency. Pero at that moment she doesn’t care if Marsden is a guy and they should’t be this close. After her adrenaline faded away hindi na mapigilan ni Trisha ang pag-iyak. She didn’t want to stop especially when she felt a pair of arms pulling her close and reluctantly caressed her back for comfort. She let go of all her pent-up emotions and let her tears fell bearing the pain and hate squeezing her heart.
Hindi inaasahan ni Marsden na muli ay magkikita sila ni Trisha. The moment he saw her redden face and her beautiful eyes glistening with moisture at the corner, he knew something was wrong and it somehow affected him more than he wanted to admit just like the first time and the second time their paths crossed. Now, knowing who she was and what memories she could reawaken, he wanted to ignore her and pretend he didn’t saw her troubled eyes. But he knew he can’t, with resignation, he asked her repeatedly if she’s okay? She wasn’t listening and just looked at his face with a vulnerable expression. He was a little shocked when Trisha suddenly grabbed his hand. Hindi niya alam if she’ve gotten hold of her memory of him back in their elementary days because Trisha held him comfortably like they’ve known each other for long. He disregarded the tingling sensation he felt when her little hand tightly grabbed his large one.
Marsden almost cursed the moment they entered the small storeroom with mops and brooms at the corner. If he was aware of the little burn as they held hands a while ago, right now as Trisha’s body slightly pressed against him he is definitely in hell. He almost laugh at his reaction, it’s like a tryst in a closet. Not actually expecting his sudden awareness towards this undeniably beautiful and innocent creature, even his friend down there burned, for he’s a man afterall. Yeah, just a normal reaction, nothing more! The moment he calmed down he heard something. Is she crying now? But before he could try to see her face in the dark room he felt her grip on his front suit tightened and her face was now pressed against his chest. There’s the sound again, a soft whimper that could soften a man. He reluctantly pulled her close and caressed her back to give her comfort and let her cry until she could cry no more. Maybe it’s about her cheating boyfriend. Five years ago he also seeked comfort, not with his friends, not with a stranger and not with the home he live for years… but to a faraway land where he wallowed in pain alone.
Patuloy si Trisha sa pag-iyak at nagpapasalamat siya sa comfort na ibinibigay sa kanya ni Marsden. Ang simpleng pagyakap lamang nito sa kanya at ang tahimik na presensya nito ay sapat na para guminhawa ang kanyang pakiramdam. Huminga siya ng malalim at niluwagan ang pagkakahawak dito. She looked up and felt his hot breath caressing her right cheek and realized how closed their faces were. Napakadilim ng kwarto ngunit naaninag niya ang mga mata nitong nakatingin sa kanya, ang ilong nito at ang mga labi na nagpapaalala sa kanya that she seeked comfort with a man, an attractive man he barely knew but feels familiar. Trisha pushed herself straight and let her hands fell at her side. With the small space their bodies still touched.
“Are you okay now?” mahina nitong tanong sabay tanggal ng mga kamay nito sa baywang niya.
Trisha instantly felt cold without his comforting heat. “Yeah, I’m sorry for dragging you…again!” nahihiya niyang turan dito.
“It’s okay, don’t worry about it.” He was still whispering and in pain? There’s something in his voice that gave her the impression that he suddenly became uncomfortable. Trisha can’t figure out his expression because of the dark but her senses came alive and it made her remember that they were inside a small storeroom and Trisha felt something building within her when she looked back at his face. She bite her lower lip to stop the heat building on her cheeks, if it’s bright in here surely Marsden would see a tomato in front of him. Biglang napakapit si Trisha sa braso nito nang maramdaman ang mainit nitong hininga na ngayon ay kumikiliti sa kanyang tenga.
“I think we should go out,” while slowly caressing his lips in between her earlobe and neck. “I’m almost at my limit Trish,” Marsden added while tightly ceasing his hands to stop it from wrapping it around her waist again and kiss her torridly. The urge was so strong and Marsden barely controlled it.
A soft moan escaped her throat and a shiver that tickled her whole body came after Marsden kissed her neck and uttered those words. She remembered the kiss they’ve shared, feeling the same electricity but a minute after, Trisha stilled and cleared her mind. “Stop it!” She said loudly but she’s not angry. Hindi rin niya maipaliwanag kung bakit hindi niya magawang magalit dito kahit na masyado itong naging forward and did something he shouldn’t. Malakas pa rin ang tibok ng puso niya nang pinihit nito ang doorknob at binuksan ng kaunti ang pinto to check the hallway. Nang masiguro ni Marsden na walang tao ay hinila na niya si Trisha palabas. Once outside, they silently waited for the awkwardness to go away before Marsden asked for the third time if she’s okay. She nodded and finally looked up at him. “Tha–“ hindi na natapos ni Trisha ang sasabihin nang siya naman ang hilahin ni Marsden pasakay ng elevator, passing the front reception towards the entrance where he asked for his car to the valet. Binitawan lamang nito ang kanyang kamay nang buksan ang passenger seat and help her to hop in.
Tahimik si Trisha habang lulan sila ng kotse ni Marsden. Hindi niya alam at wala siyang pakialam kung saan siya nito dadalhin. Surprisingly, she felt calm and safe with him and at the moment she doesn’t want it to end. Kinuha niya ang kanyang cellphone at muntik nanaman siyang maiyak nang makita ang 20 misscalls from different numbers, marami rin notifications for text messages, nakasilent ito at ngayon niya lang naalalang echeck. Trisha closed her eyes, so her friends must have seen the photo even Chloe. Nang tatawagan na sana niya si Chloe ay tumunog ang phone niya, tinatawagan siya ni Jay. “Hello?” Buti na lang kalmado na si Trisha nang sagutin ang phone. “Trish, Oh my God! Finally, sinagot mo rin…Nasa’n ka ba? We’re so worried, akala namin nasa Ladies’ Room ka lang nang puntahan ka ni Abby but you’re not there. Where are you? Okay ka lang ba? Kung tungkol do’n sa kumakalat sa social media, huwag kang mag-al
Dinala siya ni Marsden sa isang up hill park. Heaven’s View Park ang nakalagay sa sign nang masilayan niya ito at the park’s entrance. Gabi na kaya wala ng tao pero madaming pathway lights illuminating the whole place and Trisha liked the place already. At the center there’s a playground with slides, seesaws and swings. Marami ring mga sementadong upuan surrounding the park…akala ni Trisha doon sila papunta sa playground. Para siyang bata na excited kung saan siya dadalhin ni Marsden. Mas lalo siyang naging komportable dito nang malaman niyang ito pala ang patpating Marsden na kaibigan niya noon. Trisha glanced at Marsden observing his manly built stealthily. The skinny boy was no longer there but he is still tall as she remembered at the storeroom. Trisha just reaches his chin with her 5”4’ height. “We’re here,” lumabas na ito and opened the passenger door to help her out. Nag ala-gentleman in a date ito offe
Tanghali na nang bumangon si Trisha and lazily went to the kitchen to prepare something to eat. Ginising siya ng kumakalam niyang sikmura. She was yawning when the front door opened and revealed her bestfriend. “Chlo!” sabay takbo ni Trisha and affectionately hugged her bestfriend. Niyakap din siya ni Chloe at natatawa sa ginawa ng childish niyang bestfriend. Minutes passed, Trisha was still clinging to her. “I’m so glad you’re here,” prolonging the so. “So how are you?” Chloe asked as she pulled Trisha towards the sofa. “I’m fine,” hinawakan niya ang mga kamay nito. “Really, I am,” pangungumbinsi niya dito nang mapakunot-noo ang kaibigan. She really did feel fine. Remembering Marsden’s help last night, she told her friend everything that happened. “That Jade I would really skin her alive, bruha talaga. Friends with the same feathers really flucks together,” galit na galit na turan ni
Nag-undertime si Trisha dahil kailangan pa niyang mamalengke ng gulay para sa lulutuing kare-kare. Nakapaggrocery na siya kahapon kaya naman gulay na lang ang dapat niyang bilihin para fresh. When she got home from the market, agad siyang naligo at nagsimula ng magluto. She already baked a chocolate cake last night and also marinated the chicken in her special sauce. She wanted to make it special that’s why she searched the internet for additional tips. After two hours, she was almost done and just preparing the salad dressing when a knock came at the door. She took her apron but remembering how she looked, agad niyang inayos ang kanyang loose ponytail. When she opened the door, she was stunned for a moment. May artista ata sa bahay ko! Kinurap niya ang mga mata. “Hey!” she said smiling at Marsden. “Hi!” Ngumiti ito at itinaas ang dalang malapad na golden box na may pulang ribbon na nakatali dito.
Weeks passed, Unti-unting nawawala ang kirot na dala ng betrayal ni Drake. Nawala na rin ang echo ng scandal na sinimulan ng kanyang pinsan. Trisha and Drake were both putting their relationship behind. Kapag nagkikita sila sa Office, hindi pa rin sila nagpapansinan. Mas mabuti na rin sa isip ni Trisha upang hindi na sila pag-usapan pa ng mga kasamahan sa trabaho. Sa tingin ni Trisha nakakatulong din ang friendship ni Marsden para siya makalimot. Palagi itong nangungumusta at siya rin dito. Once in a while nagpapadala ito ng chocolates from Pixies which her friends really love to eat. Ngayon nga may delivery nanaman siya from Pixies, one dozen of mini chocolate cupcakes na may chocolate frosting on top. “Oh my God Trisha, huwag mo munang sagutin si Marsden para may rasyon pa rin tayo from Pixies,” saad ni Abby na sarap na sarap ang kain. Nakaupo ito sa kanyang cubicle habang busy siya sa pagphotocopy ng kany
“Do you love her still?” It took a while bago ito sumagot. “I don’t know. I haven’t think of her for quiet some time. I don’t think the feeling is still the same.” Mas mabuti sana kung sinabi nitong hindi na, kaysa sa hindi ko alam. A flicker of discomfort pricked Trisha’s heart. She can’t explain the sudden tightness she felt when she heard his answer. It’s not right, she doesn’t want to dwell on it. “You’ve been asking yourself why he haven’t said sorry when he betrayed you right? Maybe the reason why the anger returned when he finally said it is that all along you were asking yourself, did I deserve what happened? Don’t I deserve the sorry? I’m not a psychologist pero minsan kasi we asked ourselves kung deserved ba natin ang masaktan. If all along ako pala ‘yong may kasalanan kaya nagkaganito–“ Natigilan si Trisha nang mahinuhang nakatitig ito sa kanya. “Shoot!” “What?” Nagug
Friday night Trisha was preparing to sleep and scanning her f******k account when she got a chat from Marsden. Ganito sila palaging nagcha-chat… kahit na ano lang ang topic, about their work and other nonsense. Bago lang din niya nalaman na may-ari pala si Marsden ng Construction and Engineering Company, Engineer din pala ito. »Hey pretty! Whats up? She laid in her bed and replied: »Hey pretty!😝 Still getting prettier each day. »Same here girlie.hahaha »Hahahaha. Hey man how’s your day? »I’m not going to reply until you call me handsome. »(rolling my pretty eyeballs here) »Com’on I’ve called you pretty (I’m sulking here) Trisha laughed, para talaga itong bata. »Okay fine Mr. Handsome, how’s your day? »Yeeh! I
Hinihintay ni Marsden si Trisha sa loob ng sasakyan while searching a good music on his phone to play in the car radio. Nang marinig niya ang pagsirado ng pinto ay napalingon siya dito. Natigilan siya nang makita ang papalapit na kaibigan. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin niya mapigilang humanga sa ganda nito. She radiated light in every turn and Marsden can’t stop the sudden sensation caressing his heart. She wore a yellow floral beach minidress. It surrounded her like a petal in bloom. He was attracted to her. No matter how he refused to admit it, the attraction lingered there whenever their together. Remembering their almost kiss and the urge to kiss her yesterday when he saw her playing with her lip took a lot of his self control. He sighed. I needed to date, and fast. She’s a friend Marsden, always remember that. Paalala niya sa kanyang sarili. “Hey!” Umupo na ito sa passenger seat at ibi
After a while, she raised her head, blew her nose with her handkerchief and looked at him. He wiped a drop of tear upon her lip. “What happened?”“It’s because of me…it’s my fault, I killed an innocent child Mars.”“What are you talking about?”She retold Chelsea’s accusations and it angered him.“Nothing happened that night, I just let him kiss me to show him I don’t feel anything anymore, to have a closure, for him to leave me alone.”“Hey, hey, listen to me,” gently palming her cheeks with both hands. “It’s not your fault, it was an accident.”“I know, yet I’m so afraid…what if karma befell me. I know I shouldn’t because God won’t be that cruel pero kasalanan pa rin ‘yun. She lost her child because of me, because I let Ash kissed me that night. I have the choice to stop it but I didn’t–““And what are you afraid of? That someday it will also happen to you?” Napansin niyang natigilan ito. “We all have our sins Trish and what you think you’ve done is not even your fault at all.
It’s been a week since Trisha heard Chelsea’s reason for hating her and no matter how much she tried to be optimistic and stop herself from feeling guilty, she can’t. Because she was there, and Ash did kissed her and she let him, to show him that she’s not affected anymore, there’s no spark, that things have changed for months of being apart after she transferred to a public school. And also to close their relationship properly, to say goodbye, so Ash would stop those childish acts that forced her to come to him. Chloe was in Davao with her boss and Marsden was in Bacolod to close a big deal. She missed him so badly especially now that she’s feeling down. They talked over the phone yet being together physically is different. She can’t eat properly, she can’t even sleep for fearing of the nightmare that came to her that night after she and Chelsea talked. She woke up crying, feeling the pain of losing someone, her heart cried and ache for someone. Her baby, her own baby. Most
Weeks passed and Marsden and Trisha enjoyed every moment spent with each other. They read books together, do joggings together at the park Marsden usually do joggings. Marsden stayed with her in her apartment, together they went to the office and when Marsden needed to extend his time at work, he always asked Gareth, one of his trusted employees to drive her home using Marsden’s car.Trisha knew her friends noticed the change in their relationship but she always denies it. They both agreed to keep it secret and asked Chloe and Rudy to do the same. In the eyes of the others who knew them both they were just friends. Wala rin namang malaking pagbabago dahil sanay narin ang mga kaibigan na palagi siyang hinahatid at sinusundo ni Marsden pero siguro dahil na rin sa effort nitong mahatid siya araw-araw, at sa mga chocolates na dumarating, pati na rin sa mga pagkain kapag nag-oovertime sila kaya naman minsan iba ang ngiti ni Jay sa kanya.Everyday, waking up with Marsden was like livin
When Trisha woke up the next morning, she felt like someone who had finally woken up from sleeping for years. She just lay there and closed her eyes again to thanks God for this another day. Last night she thought it would be her last or if not, Arnel would definitely left her devastated and surely ruined. She wanted to cry again, not of fear this time but thankful and relieved to have her guardian angels. “Marsden,” she whispered as his face appeared on her consciousness. She can’t stop the blush traveling over her face as she remembered something else that happened last night. Naitakip niya ang mga palad sa mukha as the events played before her eyes. Feeling giddy for the words he’d uttered and guilty, definitely guilty for sleeping on him. When finally she decided to clean up and went down to the kitchen, her stomach growled with the delicious smell coming from there. Trisha thought him gone but she heard his voice singing along with the music on his phone. Nakita niyang b
Jade was calling Arnel for the hundredth time but it’s always out of coverage. She was anxious to know what happened and even excited to hear her enemy’s downfall. A sly grin slowly appeared over her face. Finally, if Trisha get devastated and change her positivity, Jade’s beloved Ash wouldn’t like the bitch anymore, and she will have him for good. Finally! Finally! But the bastard Arnel can’t be reached and it’s disturbing her nerves. She was about to leave and go to the bar where Arnel wasn’t banned when someone knocked on her bedroom door repeatedly. Her dad is in congress and her mom visited her friends. Who could it be? “I’m coming, I’m coming,” aniyang naiinis at padabog na binuksan ang pinto. “A-Ash!” Jade was a little bit shocked to see him and a sudden burst of anxiety dwells in her rapidly beating heart. What if Ash realized what she’d done? But he looked calm, maybe he is here to ask her out. She pasted her sweetest smile. “Hey, come in.” She led him to her sof
“We should terminate the contract to avoid being caught up with his illegal deeds,” Marsden said in anger. “But sir–“ “Your department is the one whose responsibility is to check the credibility of the people we get into contract with. How come, that this problem is here now taunting our patience.” He looked at their eyes one by one. “Don’t make me caught you receiving commissions from our clientele just for their papers to pass the screening.” They just looked down and received his scolding. This is a serious matter. These men are in the company even when his grandfather was still the chairman. He trusted their loyalties but someone is surely having his loyalty bought. “Sir!” bulong ni Hans sa kanya. “Nasa office mo si Trisha at Drew.” Napangiti siya nang marinig ang pangalan ni Trisha pero nagulat siya ng marinig na kasama nito si Drew. Worriedly, he excused himself at pumunta sa kanyang opisina. He saw Drew outside of his office. He was angry and worried while Drew re
“Mag-oovertime ako ngayon, I have a deadline which I think, is impossible to meet.” Kausap ni Trisha sa cellphone si Rudy nang tumawag ito habang papasok siya ng rest room sa kanilang floor. “I already explained it to her, pero hindi siya nakikinig and after the meeting she just left. I’m so sorry Ruds, pati ikaw nadadamay sa mga kalokohan ko.” “Ano ka ba, sumabay ka na sa boyfriend mo…ako na ang bahala sa sarili ko at tsaka minsan lang nga kayo magkatime, aayaw ka pa.” After assuring him she’s okay kahit na hindi siya masusundo nito mamaya, in.off na niya ang cellphone at ibinulsa sa kanyang blazer. Habang naghuhugas ng kamay, naisip ni Trisha ang meeting kanina. Thankfully, hindi siya late dahil every detail ng meeting ay importante. To start, Chelsea was having an indefinite leave. Unfortunately, as Chelsea is leaving, the staff are required to finish monthly reports this week and other necesarry reports for their new boss. Trisha handles four large branches and it’s defin
“God! She’s killing me!” Marsden whispered to himself when he got inside his car. It’s getting harder to control himself around her. He wanted to give in, he wanted to feel her, embraced her, wrapped himself with her heat. But his mind, the one who keeps on reminding him of his promise not to let his heart rule again over his head, waking him like a drench of cold water. He snorted with the thought that she wanted to learn flirting. She’s already a killer and he’s not sure if he can survive the next time. He tried to keep it cool, everytime this crazy attraction pulls him like a magnet and every day gets harder and harder to resist. Tomorrow, he should tell Trisha to stop what she feels because he doesn’t feel the same, such a big lie. He should stop this and if being far from her is the only solution then he had no other choice. ‘*** “Teka, ang aga pa ata nangangapitbahay ka na?” aniya
Days passed and Trisha and Marsden renewed their friendship. Eating together at breakfast and sometimes at dinner. But one thing that change is that he never sleepover anymore. Even when the rain never stop pouring, he always had reasons to go. Sometimes it makes Trisha laugh to think he was afraid that she would lose into temptation and ravish him at night. But then, reality also makes her sad that even though their friendship was returned, he was still careful and maybe just trying to spare her feelings…he might not have directly told her to stop but she felt how much he avoided her failed flirtations. It was not easy really, because Trisha don’t know how to flirt. With her previous relationships, she wasn’t actually into flirting, was not motivated or doesn’t have the chance or maybe theirs were different with how she felt with Marsden. However, she is quiet enjoying it. Everytime he looked at her in a way that to