I had been waiting a long time for my father to ask me to come home. What I didn't expect was for him to tell me that it was the alpha who insisted.
I don't know if my father doesn't really like me or if it's the fact that I look like my mom that has kept him away from me for more than twelve years.
Don't get me wrong, I'm very happy here. It was a lot worse at first. No one could expect a six-year-old pup, who had just lost a mother, not to be upset about losing a father as well. My uncle, the Alpha of the River Ash Pack, my late mother's only brother, made me feel a part of the pack, of the family. He and my aunt had two children. A girl one year older than me and a boy one year younger. We grew up together like brothers, and I trained, since I was little, with the future alpha of the pack.
You could say that my beta genes made me strong, but my cousin won most of the fights we had in training camp. No wonder, after all, he was an alpha, and I think that the times I won, he just let me win.
My cousin found her mate in a neighboring pack on her eighteenth birthday, and now she is the mate of the Beta in that pack. There's a pup on the way too, whom I promised to help choose the name, but that's not going to happen, because I have to leave early next week.
My cousin is still seventeen, and I've promised to be there for him when it's time for his first shift. Yet, another promise I couldn't keep.
For me, the alpha and luna are my real parents, because they were the ones who raised me and treated me like their real children.
My Luna has already started to cry because I'm leaving.
My Alpha pretends to be strong, but I know he's crying inside.
If I had already found my mate, and he was of a higher rank than mine, I would be living in his pack. But I'm still mateless.
What will be a real pain in the ass for me is to cut the link with the pack.
When I got into my uncle's pack, he, as the alpha, did the acceptance ritual, and I joined physically and mentally the pack. I drank his blood and became a River Ask Pack member. When I get to my dad's house, I'll have to do another ritual, which will sever all connections I have with the River Ash Pack. That is my biggest sorrow.
Anyway, at least I'll have my two friends there, Dominic and Colby, the youngest Alpha children. The alpha and luna also seem to like me. I just don't know how Klaus will react. When I was five-years-old and he was nine, he told me he was too big to play with a puppy my age, and he joined other werewolves, many of them older, who took him to drink and stuff. He hurt me a lot. Is he the same type of person?
Dominic and Colby call me every day and we video call a lot too. They never let our friendship fall apart, and I adore them. Colby's my age and Dominic's two years older. I bet they're already planning loads of stuff for us to do. Then I look forward to seeing them and hugging them.
As for what hurts me the most about moving to my father's house is having to break up with my boyfriend. Yes, I'm gay, and everyone here knows and respects me, but in my father's pack, I don't know how it's going to be. But, as I was saying, leaving my boyfriend is going to be hard. He's human, and he doesn't know I'm a werewolf. We've been together since we were sixteen, but we only had sex for the first time last month. It's not that we've done it many times. We've only done it three times because Peter is very shy and says it hurts a lot afterward. Yes, I'm a top, and my cock's bigger than normal for humans, but our inexperience didn't help much, either. I love him. I know he's not my mate, but I love him. People say that when I find my mate, who I hope's a werewolf and never a shewolf, what I feel for Peter will disappear. I don't know about that. I don't have a mate now, and Peter is the one that has my heart, and my heart only beats for Peter.
He's going to hate me. He's going to think that I used him, and left him after, and that's not true.
I don't know how I'm going to explain to him why I have to go abroad.
- What are you thinking so much? You're getting wrinkles on your forehead. - Peter asks me, smiling.
Lunchtime had passed and I hadn't even touched the food.
- Nothing. - I said, pulling him and giving him a peck on the lips.
I wasn't going to have that conversation in the school cafeteria. I would have to have it in a different place.
- You haven't eaten. Aren't you hungry?
- Yes, I was distracted - I say, shoving the food in my mouth as quickly as possible, before the bell rang for the first time.
Peter always laughed at my actions, and having my mouth stuffed with food was seriously a source of laughter for him.
The bell gives the first signal, just as I put the last bite of food in my mouth. I got up and ran to the washroom. I needed to wash my hands and mouth, and mostly, I needed to pee.
When I leave the washroom, Petar is waiting for me at the door, carrying my books and his.
I took the books from his hands, and hand in hand, we ran to the classroom. Everyone knows we're together, and although the atmosphere was strange at first, now nobody cares. We managed to get in before the second ring, and we sat in our place, side by side, ready to listen to the lecture that our teacher had prepared.
One thought sticks in my head throughout class. He loves me as much as I love him. This is going to be so painful.
Today, I received the best news in years: My little Angel is going to come back home. I miss that little one so much.He wasn't that little anymore, but I've only seen his face all these years on my kids' phone screens. I'm looking forward to hugging him. My little Angel, who was always an angel around my terrorist children.Dominic is already holed up in his father's office. I tell you, I don't know who that kid looks like. Even his father doesn't like bureaucracy as much as he does, but I'm sure Ulric will break the news to him. So, I can only break the news to Klaus and Colby, who are certainly sitting in the game room stuffing their faces with junk food.When I opened the door to the playroom, I was in awe. Nobody was there. I went to look in the kitchen and found Colby eating a sandwich that was bigger than his head.- You have the mouth for all that? - I asked him, laughing.- Of course, Mom - he answers me, opening his mouth and biting a big piece of the sandwich.I had to laug
sixteen years ago- Luna – the warrior says, with a bow.Raven hugs her friend tight.- How many times have I asked you to call me Raven? You know that only in official acts I'm your Luna. In everyday life, we are best friends.- You know that, in the first place, I'm a warrior of the pack; you are my Luna – she says, laughing and returning the hug.- Come and have tea with me, Mary – Raven tells her.- I can't, I have to train the 10-year-old class. That's why I came here.Luna knew what Mary was asking for and interrupted her.- Where is my favorite puppy? - the Luna says, peering behind Mary's back at a small pup clinging to her mother's legs.Angel was two years old, the same age as Colby, Luna's youngest pup, and he was adorable.Angel laughs, and when Raven opens her arms, he runs into her lap.- Can Angel play with Coby, Domi and Kaus? – he asked in his baby voice.- Of course, my Angel – she puts the little one down, and, she says – they are playing in their father's office. G
I'm frustrated. I didn't come, and the she-wolf ran out of my room. All because my mother is happy with the return of her offspring from another mother.Sighing, I decide to take a shower and jerk off, thinking about the fuck that was left in the middle.Angel is coming home. I miss him, but I'll never tell that to anybody, all because of our past.I regretted what I did the same day, but Angel fulfilled what he promised and never spoke to me again. I could see him, with his tiny eyes, looking at me and letting tears escape, but neither he nor I spoke again.When, a year later, his mother died, I wanted to hug and comfort my friend, but I couldn't. I was like an idiot, clinging to my father and crying. Shortly afterward, he moved to England, and although I often watched while my brothers chatted with him via video call, the truth is that I stopped doing it a long time ago. We will never be friends again, and I'm the only one to blame for that.- Shit - I screamed in frustration. - My
When I had that horrible conversation with Peter, he cried. It broke my heart. I didn't see or speak to him for all three days, and it was tearing me apart inside.When, on the fourth day, he came to me with a miraculous idea, I immediately agreed. He wanted us to get married, so I had an excuse to stay or he would leave with me.Same-sex marriage has been legal for many years, and when we were going to prepare everything, my uncle stopped me and put some sense into my head.Peter and I were inconsolable.I have finally reached the end of my senior year, and today's my graduation day and today I will receive my diploma.. I have been studying at TASIS, The American School in England, since I came to the UK.It was my uncle's choice to keep me as "Americanised" as possible, in his words. It's a good school and I finished my senior year at the top. I'm the student with the best GPA, right after Peter. We're called the nerd couple by my peers, but we think it's funny. Peter chose to study
When the helicopter landed on our helipad, we were all safely away, outside the fences that kept the area isolated from pups.Angel wasn't the first figure we saw. A tall, upright pup, giving off a powerful alpha aura, stepped out of the helicopter and looked around until he saw us. He just stood there like he was protecting someone. Afterward, the pilot came out, carrying with him some bags. Finally, the most beautiful specimen of werewolf I have ever seen jumps out of the helicopter.I'm not gay, but there was a werewolf capable of making heads of all genders spin. I know how to appreciate male beauty. We werewolves are very rarely ugly. Even rogues are attractive, either way, but there in front of us was the most beautiful of them all.Dressed in light blue jeans, ripped above the knee, a white T-shirt, white sneakers and a jacket to match the pants, he was a tall creature with an athletic physique, slightly long blond hair and sparkling blue eyes. That one was Angel, his face was
Angel took a shower, and changed into a PJ. Then he started taking the clothes out of the four suitcases he had brought and chose the clothes he was going to wear to the party. He hoped not to shock anyone, but he'd spent his teenage years proving to the world that being gay was okay. If the pack didn't accept him, he would return to England. Maybe that was what Angel really desired. He felt the security that his uncle always gave him, and thanks to him, Angel had the courage to face the world.After everything is arranged and the clothes are ready, he turns away the gifts. He'll open them later. He lies down on the bed, falling asleep immediately.When it was almost 8 pm, they knocked on the door, waking him up. It was Colby.- Angel, it's time to wake up and get ready. We are waiting for you at the party.- There was no need for you guys to throw me a welcome party. I'm tired.. Don't be like that, hurry up. - Colby says, leaving and closing the door.Angel sighs. He was unwilling t
It's two in the morning, and I still can't sleep. The party was much better than I expected. I had a lot of fun. I met several pack members and concluded that Colby and Dominic were even crazier than I imagined. It was much more fun than the video call. I might do better here than I was thinking.In England, it's 7 am. Peter must be asleep. I miss him, kissing his soft lips, tasting his whole body, making love to him. And that's it. Now, besides not being able to sleep, I have a boner.I decided to take a shower and maybe jerk off.The hot water on my tense body felt divine. I ended up jerking off imagining my love.I swear I thought sleep would come after this, but damn, jetlag.I put on some track shorts and went downstairs. I don't know the pack, but I want to let Snow run. He, like me, is anxious about all these changes.The pack door was closed but not locked, and I noiselessly opened the door and slipped out into the night. The pack was beautiful, only lit by moonlight. In my un
I'm upset. These alphas talk so much and say nothing. They look like human politicians. But I managed to convince the Yellow Stone Pack Alpha to go to a meeting with my father next week, and I even signed a contract with 3 small packs for the supply of cereals, fruits, and vegetables. My dad will be proud, especially since Alpha Jacob of the Yellow Stone Pack always turned down any meetings with my dad.But now that's enough. They just talk for the sake of talking. I'm almost banging my head on the table from the sleep they're giving me.I'm longing to go home. I'm curious to see Angel. Dominic texted me to let me know that Angel was gay and that if I dared do anything to hurt Angel, he would kill me. I just want to laugh. Frankly, I've grown up, I'm not the stupid pup I used to be, but I don't know if Angel holds any grudges against me. For me, it's water under the bridge. Angel being gay makes me want to laugh. It must be an effect of a European education. I have nothing against it,