I'm frustrated. I didn't come, and the she-wolf ran out of my room. All because my mother is happy with the return of her offspring from another mother.
Sighing, I decide to take a shower and jerk off, thinking about the fuck that was left in the middle.
Angel is coming home. I miss him, but I'll never tell that to anybody, all because of our past.
I regretted what I did the same day, but Angel fulfilled his promise and never spoke to me again. I could see him, with his tiny eyes, looking at me and letting tears escape, but neither he nor I spoke again.
When, a year later, his mother died, I wanted to hug and comfort my friend, but I couldn't. I was like an idiot, clinging to my father and crying. Shortly afterward, he moved to England, and although I often watched while my brothers chatted with him via video call, the truth is that I stopped doing it a long time ago. We will never be friends again, and I'm the only one to blame for that.
- Shit - I screamed in frustration. - My dick was dead because I was thinking nonsense.
I get out of the shower and do the rest of my rituals. Then I grab a tight T-shirt and some black jeans and go sit on the patio sipping a coffee.
Colby tells me with the funniest air ever:
- I heard that your balls dropped because they were soooooo blue.
- Shut up. Wait until it happens to you. A person can't even give a good fuck anymore. Mom seems to guess every time I want to fuck.
- She's just trying to keep us focused on finding our mates.
I know my brother is right, but nowadays, nobody waits virgin for a mate that may never be found. When I turned 18, I searched for a mate. I searched in the pack and allied packs, but I couldn't find my mate. Now I'm 22 years old, and I have given up hoping to find her. The goddess may have left me mateless, or she may be so far away that I'll never find her. So until my dad decides it's time for me to inherit the alpha title, I'm going to continue to train and fuck as many she-wolves as I want.
I'm quite attractive. It must run in the family because we're all attractive, and shewolves can't resist me. I've been with several shewolves, with human women, and I've even fucked a vampire. One day, a woman will make me fall in love, and I will make her my chosen mate.
- Klaus – my dad calls me.
- Yes, Dad?
- In two weeks, I had to be at the annual meeting of the allied packs. I think it's time for you, the future alpha, to represent me.
I looked at my father suspiciously. He had never before sent me on his behalf or taken me with him.
- Tell me the truth, Dad. Doesn't this delegation of power have to do with your other son from another father's return?
My father chuckles at my sentence.
- A little. I want to welcome Angel and receive him into the pack before he repents and returns to England.
I rolled my eyes.
- I think you're the best choice since you stopped being his friend.
I really was hoping to see Angel, and I hoped he looked at me like his old friend. I hope he will forget about my stupid acts from the past. Hell, if I was going to say that out loud.
- Okay, Dad, I'll go. It was also time for you to trust me. And the bonus is, I didn't have to watch the Alpha and Luna of the pack receive the beta's son as if he were a king of the world.
- Don't be jealous, son. I like Angel as a son, but that doesn't make me love you and your brothers less. I wish I had a daughter. Maybe she could be Angel's mate, but I am happy just seeing the future beta coming back home.
I rallied my eyes to my dad again. So much fuss about a little wolf. I don't even know if I trust him to be my beta.
My dad went back inside the packhouse, and I got up. Maybe I can find some she-wolf willing to suck me. I need to shut my seed somewhere.
I went to the training field, and I saw a pretty one. She smiled at me, willing to satisfy me. She was blond with beautiful light eyes. Almost as beautiful as Angel's eyes. I remember his eyes. He took my bread away every time he looked at me.
The reason I was thinking about Angel at that moment was a mystery to me, so I shook the thought away from my head and signaled the pretty she-wolf to come over. But luck was not at my side, and her father appeared and took her away by the arm. Damn, I'm really going to lose my balls.
I was in the middle of the training field with a boner. I had to go away from there before someone saw me. Maybe I just need to restart chasing my damn mate, wherever she was.
When I had that horrible conversation with Peter, he cried. It broke my heart. I didn't see or speak to him for all three days, and it was tearing me apart inside.When, on the fourth day, he came to me with a miraculous idea, I immediately agreed. He wanted us to get married, so I had an excuse to stay or he would leave with me.Same-sex marriage has been legal for many years, and when we were going to prepare everything, my uncle stopped me and put some sense into my head.Peter and I were inconsolable.I have finally reached the end of my senior year, and today is my graduation day. I will receive my diploma today. I have been studying at TASIS, The American School in England since I came to the UK.My uncle chose to keep me as "Americanised" as possible, in his words. It's a good school, and I finished my senior year at the top. I'm the student with the best GPA, right after Peter. My peers call us the nerd couple, but we think it's funny. Peter chose to study at the University of
When the helicopter landed on our helipad, we were all safely away, outside the fences that isolated the area from pups.Angel wasn't the first figure we saw. A tall, upright pup, giving off a powerful alpha aura, stepped out of the helicopter and looked around until he saw us. He just stood there like he was protecting someone. Afterward, the pilot came out, carrying with him some bags. Finally, the most beautiful specimen of werewolf I have ever seen jumps out of the helicopter.I'm not gay, but there was a werewolf capable of making heads of all genders spin. I know how to appreciate male beauty. We werewolves are very rarely ugly. Even rogues are attractive, either way, but in front of us was the most beautiful of them all.Dressed in light blue jeans ripped above the knee, a white T-shirt, white sneakers, and a jacket to match the pants, he was a tall creature with an athletic physique, slightly long blond hair, and sparkling blue eyes. That one was Angel; his face was almost a co
Angel took a shower and changed into a PJ. Then he started taking the clothes out of the four suitcases he had brought and chose the clothes he would wear to the party. He hoped not to shock anyone, but he'd spent his teenage years proving to the world that being gay was okay. If the pack didn't accept him, he would return to England. Maybe that was what Angel really desired. He felt the security that his uncle always gave him, and thanks to him, Angel had the courage to face the world.After everything is arranged and the clothes are ready, he turns away the gifts. He'll open them later. He lies down on the bed and falls asleep immediately.When it was almost 8 pm, they knocked on the door, waking him up. It was Colby.- Angel, it's time to wake up and get ready. We are waiting for you at the party.- You did not need to throw me a welcome party. I'm tired.. Don't be like that, hurry up. - Colby says, leaving and closing the door.Angel sighs. He was unwilling to get up and get dress
It's two in the morning, and I still can't sleep. The party was much better than I expected. I had a lot of fun. I met several pack members and concluded that Colby and Dominic were even crazier than I imagined. It was much more fun than the video call. I might do better here than I was thinking.In England, it's 7 am. Peter must be asleep. I miss him, kissing his soft lips, tasting his whole body, making love to him. And that's it. Now, besides not being able to sleep, I have a boner.I decided to take a shower and maybe jerk off.The hot water on my tense body felt divine. I ended up jerking off, imagining my love.I swear I thought sleep would come after this, but damn, jetlag.I put on some track shorts and went downstairs. I don't know the pack, but I want to let Snow run. He, like me, is anxious about all these changes.The pack door was closed but not locked, and I noiselessly opened the door and slipped out into the night. The pack was beautiful, only lit by moonlight. In my un
I'm upset. These alphas talk so much and say nothing. They look like human politicians. However, I managed to convince the Yellow Stone Pack Alpha to go to a meeting with my father next week, and I even signed a contract with three small packs for the supply of cereals, fruits, and vegetables. My dad will be proud, especially since Alpha Jacob of the Yellow Stone Pack always turned down any meetings with my dad.But now that's enough. They just talk for the sake of talking. I'm almost banging my head on the table from the sleep they're giving me.I'm longing to go home. I'm curious to see Angel. Dominic texted me to let me know that Angel was gay and that if I dared do anything to hurt Angel, he would kill me. I just want to laugh. Frankly, I've grown up. I'm not the stupid pup I used to be, but I don't know if Angel holds any grudges against me. For me, it's water under the bridge. Angel being gay makes me want to laugh. It must be an effect of a European education. I have nothing aga
Now that I was part of the pack again, I had to start my training. I was going to be Klaus' second-in-command. The best part about being his beta is that I would only have to obey him. It wouldn't have to be his friend. I can't forget what he made me feel. How much it hurt me to be rejected by my best friend. I adored Klaus. He protected me from older pups and always put me first in games. I couldn't understand, and I confess I still don't understand, how a pup as sweet as he chose to join a group of bullies and abandon his brothers and me.Instead of protecting me, he became my biggest bully. He did everything the older pup said. He would push me, make fun of me, and throw my food on the floor. I cried a lot because of him. Luckily, Dominic and Colby had my back, and they didn't touch the alpha's kids. If it weren't for them, I don't know what would have happened to me.But that was many years ago, and I grew up trauma-free, strong, and adored by my family. Being Klaus' beta was my b
Looking at everyone, I made a round gesture and positioned myself to fight. With a smile, my hand outstretched, and curling my fingers, I invited one of the warriors to advance.He immediately takes the bait and lunges at me with all his might. I hit him with a punch in the stomach, and the sound of ribs cracking echoes in the air. The other four attacks at the same time, while the first one curls up in pain on the floor. I reached down and swept the legs of one of them, hitting him full in the face with a punch, leaving him whimpering as he grabbed his broken nose. Throwing one leg back, I hit another in the leg, and the bone snapped, leaving him screaming in pain on the floor. The other two warriors hesitate but silently combine their next attack. In seconds, the two lunge at me, and I dodge, letting them crash into each other, while at the same time, I sweep away the one closest, and he falls, hitting his head and fainting.Now, there was only one warrior left, and he enraged, shift
Dressed in track pants and a T, I walked to the training ground, but as I approached, that scent that drove me crazy hit me in my nostrils. My mate was there. She was at the training ground.I run, feeling my wolf jump in glee in my head, but I stop abruptly when I see the head warrior talking to the delta. His huge body blocked my view of my mate, and I really wanted to see her.There, a few steps away from my pack leaders, I see Dominic get up from the ground and extend his hand to someone who gets up, still covered by the head warrior.Sonny was impatient and screamed in my head, “mate, mate”. I think he scented me because he walks around the Head warrior and stops, with his mouth open, looking at me. I was stunned. Though dirty and bloody, it was the most beautiful figure I had ever seen. She was perfect, beautiful, and strong. There was only one problem; she was a he.Was my mate a man? There must have been some mistake. I had never been with a man or felt any attraction to one.
The giggle of several children could be heard in the packhouse living room.Angel was sitting in an armchair, stroking his enormous belly.Colby's son, now two, was playing with Seline and Luan, wrestling over the stuffed rabbit.Luan looked at his sister and cousin with a sly smile. He got up, grabbed the rabbit, and ran, followed by the other two little ones, screaming.In the other corner of the room sat Peter on Dominic's lap. Peter had asked Klaus to make him a werewolf, and he was now stretching his pregnant belly farther than necessary for everyone to see.A year-and-a-half-old girl was sleeping in Raven's lap.After 18 years, she had managed to have the girl she wanted so much, and Ukric looked like a peacock, being a father again.Klaus enters the room and kisses his younger sister, who shudders and complains sleepily. He sits on the arm of the chair and kisses Angel's beautiful face.- How do you feel? – Klaus asks his mate.- Like a balloon about to burst.Both laugh.Klaus
I had my head down, full of shame. But Snow calls my attention,“Stop being embarrassed. You're going to be Luna of the pack. Hold your head high.”“You are very happy to have the title made for a woman. Do you want to be the mother of the pack that bad?”Snow scoffs and goes to the corner where he likes to ignore me.Klaus turns to me.- Angel, my life, my love, will you accept to be my Luna?I'm nervous, but I smile.- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept being the pack's mother, moon, Luna, and the representation of the Moon Goddess herself in the Lycan Moon Pack?- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept responsibility for caring for all pack members, yang and old, healing and feeding all, as a real mother does?- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept caring for the elderly and orphaned pups as if they were your own?- Yes. I accept.The elder removes the golden rope, cuts Klaus's palm and then mine, joins the cuts, and reties our hands.He looks at all the pack members and says:- With the grace of the
When he asks me for a chance, my heart skips a beat.I looked at him. God, he is so good-looking, and his words warm my heart.- I accept your proposal. I'll let you flirt with me and try to win my heart. I confess that I am not displeased. I'm not one to be attracted to men I don't know, but if I'm attracted to you, there could be something more between us.I see Dominic smile, and the smile reaches his eyes and changes color, leaving me intrigued.-Your eyes have changed color. - I say, curious.- Because my wolf loves you as much as I do. He wants to ask you if you agree to take a walk through the night, sitting on his back.- I don't know if I understand what you are saying.- Ray, my wolf, wants you to sit on his back and let him take you for a walk through the forest.- But I'm wearing my pajamas.- It doesn't matter. Do you want to come? - he says, holding out his hand.I took his hand, and we went down the stairs, walking to the forest's edge. He looks at me and undresses, and
When Angel sits beside me, the courage to ask everything stuck in my throat seems to fade. I hadn't joined in the run and had waited patiently for Angel to return.Seeing Peter hiding behind his father and both of them going into the bedroom without even glancing at me, I felt destroyed inside.I don't mind that my mate is a man or a human, but he's not feeling the mate-bond, and that's a huge problem. How am I going to make him give me a chance?- Dominic? - I heard Angel say and looked at him.The tears don't stop flowing.Klaus, my Alpha, passes me and squeezes my shoulder affectionately, heading towards the packhouse to let us talk freely. A wolf doesn't leave his mate with another wolf, especially if it's another Alpha, but my brother trusts me and Angel.Angel pulled me against his shoulder, and I cried out loud. The sound of my sobs echoes through the courtyard, but I'm not ashamed.- I've been waiting for my mate for two years. Before becoming an adult, I had already dreamed o
When it was time for the ritual, Klaus let go of my hand and walked up to the stage, which had been improvised for the entire pack to see.I had never watched a title-passing ritual. I also didn't know how Luna's ceremony would be.I fixed my eyes on the stage, not wanting to miss anything. Dominic approached me, and I looked at him. He had red eyes from crying, and my heart squeezed in my chest.- When the ceremony is over, can you give me five minutes? I wanted to talk to you privately.- Dominic, you are one of my best friends. I will always have time for you.He stood by my side but wasn't looking at the stage. Out of the corner of my eye, I see that John and Peter are sitting next to Raven, and it's Peter he's looking at.The world takes many turns.The Moon Goddess plays some pranks on us, too. If I had gone back to England, it would never have been to be with Peter. It is destined for my mate's brother and best friend. What a mess. This would never cross my mind. I know Peter v
One more morning, I woke up alone. In a few days, I'll start spending weeks in New York, and then, in addition to sleeping alone, I'll eat all my meals alone.It didn't affect me before. I have never been one of those "desperately looking for their mate" guys, but seeing my brother's happiness moved me more than I expected. Maybe I'm mateless. I could have asked the Moon Goddess; maybe she would have told me, and then, knowing, I could look for a chosen mate.The hope of feeling what my parents felt for each other kept me a virgin. Nobody knows because they've seen me with some girls, but I want to save myself for my mate. Liking someone is nothing compared to feeling the bond.I get up and go about my daily business in the bathroom. I choose an outfit and get dressed. The white pants and tight T looked good on me. I comb my hair and leave the room. The packhouse was silent, and only the knocking of utensils being moved in the kitchen echoed in the air.When I entered, the she-wolves
Goddess, thank you for saving me and my pups. I'm pregnant with twins. That would never have crossed my mind. My poor pups, I almost gave up on them. And Klaus, Goddess, how could I let myself be controlled by fears and suspicions? He is perfect to me. I'm so lucky.He took my hand and led me through the crowd, making the pack members step aside. And they showed me the submission they thought I deserved and called me Luna. It's still weird.I'm a man, but I will be a mother of tweens. Being the "mother" of the pack doesn't get any weirder.I accept my fate. I will be the Luna this pack deserves. I will be Klaus's Luna. I will be the mother of the pups he wants to have. I am his. I'm finally home.When we got to the packhouse, he led me to the bedroom. We walked in, and he closed the door, pushing me with his body against the wall.Our mouths came together in desperate kisses. We need each other equally.He undresses me and then undresses, takes me in his arms, lays me on the bed, and
Selene plucks Angel from the evil woman's clutches and hugs him into her chest. Another bang is heard. This time, the noise does not come from the sky but from the ground, under Lilith's feet. The ground opens up on fire, and she begins to be pulled down. Her face is putrified, her hands turn back to bones, her eyes pools of lava, and from his mouth without lips and with pointed teeth come screams of hate.When Lilith disappears, the ground returns to normal, as if it had never opened, and Seline takes Angel from her chest and, kissing him on the forehead, says:- For a moment, a single moment, I thought I had made a mistake. You made the right choice. - Turning her face to the right, she saw hundreds of wolves approaching with all the apparatus. The two Alphas and their families are at the front, standing in disbelief. When she smiles at them, they all fall to their knees.- Klaus, my son, come closer.Klaus stands up with his head down. He doesn't dare look his Goddess in the face,
Leaving Klaus' room after the beautiful night we had was certainly the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Not wanting to be dramatic, I think it hurt more than the rape I suffered. I go into the room, undress, and get into bed. Tears started to fall, and Snow started to scold me.“Don't you dare leave tomorrow. I need Sonny, and you need Klaus. Don't lie to yourself. The night you spent making love with Klaus is proof of that. I know how you felt every time his cock went deeper inside of you.”“Goddess, Snow. Stop with the sex talk. If I stay now, he'll think I'm only here because of my pup."“Don't be an idiot. For someone so smart, who managed always to be the best in school, you're pretty dumb. Klaus will be very happy to have a pup. What he wants most is for you to stay and accept him as a mate.”“Let me sleep.”“Let me sleep.” – Snow repeats mockingly and blocks me from talking to him in my mind.I sigh.When I wake up, it feels like I've only slept for a few minutes. I get