Chapter 2
Lucianna’s POV
“Hi!” I greeted over a group of girls, female wolves like me. We just arrived at the Shadow pack and the van we ride to get here just dropped us in front of the pack guesthouse. And of course, I need some friends! Shadow pack will be my new home, it is better to know someone.
The three of them looked at me without any sign of friendliness. They eyed me head to toe and I felt a cold feeling down my spine.
I know that look, I’m familiar with it.
They didn’t said a word or greet me back, instead they walked away. Okay, they don’t like me. I get it.
The nerve!!! We came from the same pack, we are of the same age, I know one of them even! That’s Leslie, one of the Regal pack’s whores! How can they ignore me like that?! Argh!
Okay, calm down, Lucianna. There are other girls who’s from the other pack. You will gain a friend.
I tried trashing the negative vibes out of my system and looked around. It’s better to befriend strangers than from my former pack, as it seems.
Looking around, I watched as most of them are in group, in two’s or more. Every girl, we are around forty-fifth, and all of them is getting along.
Except for me.
I sighed.
Back on Regal pack, I only have one friend. Ashira. And seeing that its hard to get friends here even, made me miss her so soon.
I thought the reason that no one wants me back at Regal pack was because I grew up alone, I’m without anyone. I got no parents to save me from bullies as I grew up, I have no other relatives. I thought that was the reason but coming here…
Maybe I’m just unfriendable. If there is such a word.
Okay! No worries! I will find my mate tomorrow and he will be my one and only savior from this lonely world!
I’m sure of that! One wolf is only destined to one. It’s how it works. Male wolf can only produce a child with his fated one. The mate bond is too strong that no one can bend it. One look and boom! Just amazing. He will love me full and whole, I’m sure of that.
Ahhhh!
I can’t wait to meet you, honey, hubby, love of my life! I’ll call you every name I could think of once I found you!
Just like that, just thinking about my mate and finding him made my negativity washes away. Its been helpful to me since I learned about mate and bonds.
When I found out that there is one guy destined to be with me until my last breath, I felt like I was given a chance to live.
Reminiscing about it, I’m around eight and a half years old when the mate lessons were taught to us. At that age, I was in the middle of giving up, letting my loneliness eat me, hopeless as I knew my parents died and I have no one else.
That one school lesson about mate made me live up to this day. It made me hope that I won’t live the rest of my days alone, that there is someone waiting for me to come!
Oh my! I also heard that having sex with one’s mate is mind-blowing! I can’t wait to have my mind blown or even burst to pieces!
“Hello, everyone.” said a deep voice that made my head turn to the guesthouse entrance. There, a man in early twenties stand, facing us. He wears a suit, and his expression seems too formal.
A man made of stone. Is what I thought of him.
“Welcome to the Shadow pack. You have the rest of the day to enjoy yourselves but it is highly suggested to not stray beyond those red signboards.” he pointed somewhere and I saw boards with words ‘Do not go beyond this point.’. “The purpose of that rule is to prevent your mates to catch your scents and cause ruckus before the Ball.”
Mapping Ball will be held tomorrow night. It’s a pack tradition, an event where the she-wolves who’s mate resides in a specific pack, will attend the ball and meet their fated one in that party!
Ahhhh! I’m so excited!
I’m in awe to have my mate from Shadow pack, this is the second strongest of the North Region which also means there’s more werewolves here than my previous pack. I always loved the crowd, though the crowd don’t love me but anyway, I love people! I’m a sucker of get-together and such. We seldom had those at Regal and I wonder how often Shadow pack held parties here.
“Everyone will have each room to stay in, the invitation for the Ball will be given together with your breakfast tomorrow. Never lose it. That’s all and-”
“I’m sorry, but can we ask your name?” one of the girls asked and screaming like a fan girl with her newfound friends.
I will agree that the guy looks handsome but he never smiled even once. The guy looked pissed that someone interrupted his speaking and his jaw are clenching right now.
And I can’t believe the audacity of these girls! I haven’t met my mate but I feel like I devoted my whole life for him! But these girls are crushing over that guy in the front like craaazy! Hello! You will meet your mates tonight! And that guy surely is not theirs!
He wouldn’t answer them. I’ll bet my coins, he wouldn’t.
“Have a great day, everyone.” the guys said and walked away.
Pfft! I knew it! I’ve been observing people since, oh well, I can only observe because no one wants to be with me! But! That made me read a person well.
“Ugh! What a snob!” said the girl who asked for the guy’s name. Everyone was starting to get inside the guesthouse and get the keys to their designated room while I waited for the line to decrease. It’s okay to be the last, I don’t want to blend in now since my first attempt was a fail.
I chuckled to myself as I watch the girls feeling rejected and heartbroken. Nah, they were ashamed. No one might talked about it or teased them with what happened but they still felt embarrassed because of that snobbish guy.
I was in my deep thoughts and kinda observing the ladies around me when I was suddenly pushed down to the ground!
Ouch!
“Oof! Sorry!” said a guy with shoulder-length dark hair. He was holding some boxes which smells like meat, probably for dinner. “Wait,” he placed the box down and extended his hand to me. “Here, let me help you up.”
Okay, he seems like a good guy. Though, clumsy. And he is not my mate, I can’t feel the connection even though we are looking eye to eye.
I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up. “I’m really sorry. I was in a hurry.” he apologized.
I nodded and smiled at him. He didn’t mean it to why would I be angered, right?
“It’s okay, just be careful, some girls can be bitch anytime.” I said in a friendly voice.
Jacob’s POV
It’s her.
It’s my mate.
I looked at the girl from afar using my enhanced vision. I can’t be seen closer to the guesthouse and I know I’m breaking the rules but fuck! I can’t stand the sweet scent lingering all over my pack since they arrive. Since she arrive.
She is tall, and even from those shabby clothes, I can tell she’s fit and curvy. Her long golden-brown hair has natural curls at the edge. I love how the shape of her eyes matches her high cheekbone and-
Oh, fuck. Not again.
I can feel my cock reacting from just looking at her. And even from this distance, her scent is intoxicating that I can’t help but be enticed by it.
Fuck. If only I’m not an Alpha, I won’t have this much control! I might have run down this hill to reach her, claim her, mark her, kiss her--ohh, fuck!
Watching, I saw how she approached three girls. Was it her friends?
I enhanced my hearing and decided to listen to their conversation.
“Hi!”
Oh, fuck! Her voice even sounds so fucking erotic into my ears! Damn, I’m killing myself! Why did I even come here and check on her!
My jaw dropped when the girls she greeted turned their back on her. Did they just ignored my mate?!
A low growl escaped from my chest. I hated how her cheerful face turned gloomy because--
Oh, wow. She is smiling again.
I guess she was not bothered by those bitches, huh. I smiled as I felt more intrigued by my mate, craving to know her more.
Okay. Time to check her shadow now.
Move forward, mate. Expose yourself to the sun, let me see your soul.
I’m an Alpha of the Shadow pack, second strongest pack of the North Region. Our pack’s name is not made without meaning, it has a secret behind it.
A Shadow ability.
For centuries, this ability was passed down to our bloodline. It was a gift given by a powerful enchantress when mated with my ancestor, an Alpha at that time.
If one possesses this ability, he or she is called a shadow eye. And I have it. I can perceive a person’s intention, and either they are weak or strong. If they are happy, sad, envious, angry, even horny, I can see it by their soul.
A person’s shadow is colorful in my eyes depends on their emotions. It’s still black but a shade of a specific color touches their shadow based from how they feel.
Red when angered.
Green when envious or insecure.
Yellow when happy.
Blue when sad.
Purple if horny or turned on.
The strong has a pitch dark shadow, while the weak has gray shade.
And to my dismay, my mate possess a full gray shadow. What the hell!
I’m in a daze as I watch her shadow, I’m not mistaken. She is just a weak wolf, I was matched with a weak being!
I watched her as she talk with a guy who bumped her. That’s Lawrence, one of our experienced wolf in fighting. Out of instinct, my hearing enhances and focused on their conversation.
“I promised, I will.” Lawrence replied to my weak mate. And why the fuck is she being too friendly with a stranger?! What’s with that smile? Does she like him?
“Oh, let me help you with this.” my mate offered and grab on the box the same time Lawrence grab on it. Their. Fucking. Hands. Touched.
A loud growl escaped my throat and its my wolf, feeling possessive over our mate.
I saw how Lawrence’s shadow turned purple! The dog is getting turned on by my mate!
Enhancing my eyes more to my mate’s shadow, I can’t see any other shade of color on her gray shadiness. How come she don’t-- fuck, no one has no emotions! And she’s smiling sweetly to a male wolf, how come her shadow doesn’t react?!
“Oops.” my mate almost whisper and her fucking voice sounds luscious! Is she trying to seduce Lawrence?
I find myself trembling as I watched the two of them parted their ways.
My eyes never left my mate as she follows Lawrence with her eyes. I can feel the anger inside me growing from that filthy sight.
I got a weak, flirt wolf as my mate.
Chapter 3Jacob’s POV“Oh, yes! Ohh!”I groaned, closing my eyes as I thrust in and out of Monica’s wetness. She is one of the she-wolf call-girls of my pack who became my prey tonight.Despite having sex right now, my mind can only think of my mate as if its the only thing I could place my mind into. I can’t forget her face. Her scent. Her smile. And all day, I had a boner from those simple thoughts. My mate…Imagining her face as I pleasure her, as she reach heaven for me. Her scent lingering everywhere while she’s inside my arms, her smile turning into a pleading expression, asking for more. Those thoughts fucked me up all day, leaving me distracted.Leaning in, I grabbed Monica’s blonde hair as I moved fast and deep inside her. My mate is driving me crazy. I’ve been having these sexual urges for weeks now, and I know I will find her this year.Upon seeing her, my wolf immediately stumbled, wiggling its tail from excitement and I’ve been fighting over him for control. And fuck, my
Chapter 4Lucianna’s POVThe night of the Mapping Ball has come! I had few hours left to prepare and I spent most of the day inside my appointed room. There’s nothing to do outside, anyway. My body is asking for some sweat and work out but I’m not sure if I can use the training centers at the pack right now, nor where it is located.Well, it is prohibited to cross those red borders so it's not like I can go anywhere. But damn, I wanted to lose some steam.I tried calling Ashira but she’s not picking up her phone. I already talked to Mommy Len so I’m embarrassed to contact her again. My contact sums up to them, I guess.Rummaging my small suitcase, I took the dress I will wear to the Ball later, flattening it to the bed. The guesthouse room contains essential tools like clothing iron and such so I started fixing my crumpled dress.I bought this at a thrift store back at my pack and it still looked good as new, as well as the pumps.Being an orphan and a pack fighter, it's hard to earn
Chapter 5Lucianna’s POVI watched as the other girls move in the middle of the hall, then one of the guys will move forward, almost like a wild animal, and starts to put their claim to their fated ones neck. The way the men growls the word ‘Mine’ made my knees tremble with excitement. I can’t wait to hear my mate say it!“The Shadow pack’s Alpha is a hottie! It’s too bad we didn’t get to see him!” said a girl who rode the van with me.What now? Are they gonna keep throwing blades at me? So what if the Alpha looks good? It’s not like they still can drool over him when they meet their own mate.Argh. They start to sound pathetic in my ears! It’s almost unbearable that I can’t stop frowning!“Oh, yes! I heard the girls from the front talked about how mighty he is!”“Second strongest Alpha of the North, I wonder how he looks like!”“If it ain’t because of that bitch who came last…”I decided to just hum and focus on what’s happening in front of us. These girls won’t stop blaming me for a
Chapter 6Lucianna’s POVI was trembling, not with fear, not with excitement, but something different. A feeling I never encountered before I met him, a feeling that is there when he looks at me like this.Disgust? No. He is not disgusted but there is a faint side of that emotion mixed with something else. I can’t put a word with it.“Cat got your tongue?” he smirked, crossing his arms in front of his chest and tilted his head a bit. “Go back. I don’t want to see you.” he said in a clenched jaw.“I-Is there something wrong with me?” I managed to ask, my voice is in its lowest. I think my head is clouded with his scent, and I know its the mate bond talking but I tried my best to not get swayed by the pull.Because I feel like jumping on him right now. And if the situation is not like this, I would’ve.The Alpha just kept on staring at me, making me uneasy but I deny to avoid our eye contact. Even though this is the hardest part I ever encounter with someone. Looking straight in the ey
Chapter 7Jacob’s POVFucking Hell!I don’t want her! I don’t want her!Stop rejecting my mate! You can’t! my wolf growled inside me.Fucking shut up! I growled back at him.I know that I will never escape this mate bond, this is my fate. But how can I? How can I fucking accept her if I can see how weak she is?That gray shadow that I’ve been seeing in my own, and what my mate possesses as well. Am I getting played by fate?Lucianna…She is amazing. A beauty beyond compare. Those big dolly eyes, sharp nose and plumped lips of her invites me, pulls me, seduces me. She don’t need any words, I would have grab her and take her the moment her eyes laid on mine.But I can’t.How can I?I am an Alpha of the second strongest pack of the North but my shadow shows a gray color. I am weak.We are not weak. My wolf says. He has been telling me the same words ever since I found out about my shadow eye ability.Tell that to me when you can explain why our shadow were gray. I hissed. My wolf never k
Chapter 8Jacob’s POVWhat the fuck am I doing?Save my Gamma the trouble, my ass!Your Beta got into your head. Ha! Thank him for me. My wolf laughed and I hated how he can see through my subconscious.He might be right but there is no way in hell that I will accept this. How can I stoop this low?“What? I’m not a flirt!” Lucianna burst and my jaw tightened together with my grip on the steering wheel.She is. She is! My head screamed.You sound to be persuading yourself hard there, my wolf laughed again. He sure is enjoying this!I growled at him in my head, but my tension made me snarled loudly and it reached my mate’s ears.Lucianna gasped at the back of the car and I froze. Did I scare her? Fuck!“D-Did you just…” her voice is low, shaky, and I don’t know why but panic is starting to build in my chest.What? Panic?No. No.I cleared my throat to swallow a huge lump I feel like stuck in it. Why would I care if I scared her or whatever? This shows just how weak she really is, right?
Chapter 9Lucianna’s POVThe sun is rising and I’m still in this corner of my room, sitting like a beaten pup, scared and trembling.I don’t know when my tears stopped falling down my cheeks. I didn’t even know that it will even stop, I thought it will go on until I make a river.What did just happen?It has been an hour since the pain stopped. He stopped. Jacob…How can he do this to me?I started sobbing again, hugging myself even tighter and yet it is not enough.My whole body is aching, but it can’t be compared when I’m still being struck by the pain as clips of my mate’s dirty work flashes on my mind.Jacob, my mate, the person I owe my life to even yet meeting him has cheated on me. How can he do that? We just met last night, and not even an hour passed and he gave me this pain…It hurts.Mate! I want mate! My wolf whined inside me.My wolf kept doing that since I can’t remember. While I’m suffering from the pain inflicted by Jacob’s infidelity, my wolf--who seem to not feel the
Chapter 9Lucianna’s POVThe sun is rising and I’m still in this corner of my room, sitting like a beaten pup, scared and trembling.I don’t know when my tears stopped falling down my cheeks. I didn’t even know that it will even stop, I thought it will go on until I make a river.What did just happen?It has been an hour since the pain stopped. He stopped. Jacob…How can he do this to me?I started sobbing again, hugging myself even tighter and yet it is not enough.My whole body is aching, but it can’t be compared when I’m still being struck by the pain as clips of my mate’s dirty work flashes on my mind.Jacob, my mate, the person I owe my life to even yet meeting him has cheated on me. How can he do that? We just met last night, and not even an hour passed and he gave me this pain…It hurts.Mate! I want mate! My wolf whined inside me.My wolf kept doing that since I can’t remember. While I’m suffering from the pain inflicted by Jacob’s infidelity, my wolf--who seem to not feel the
Chapter 73Lucianna’s POVI heard Jacob’s voice while Harley was talking. The Gamma reported that Roscoe came to visit and that we talked in private but he didn’t add things that will complicate a mind. Though I doubt Jacob will think odd of his brother’s visit, given the situation we are in.My breathing got heavy when the two nodded their goodbyes and Jacob looked my way. Exactly at me, in my eyes, as if he knew I’m standing there and watching them.My reflexes say I should hide, away from his soulless eyes but I can’t. I didn’t. Instead, I walked towards the front door where Jacob were also headed. Jacob stopped just outside the door, right in front of me and I stopped inside, a step away from him.We stood there, eyes locked with each other and I have no idea what’s working on his head. Jacob shows no expression, same thing he has been doing since what had happened. And I can’t read his thoughts, nor his feelings.Is he waiting? I think he’s waiting for me to speak, to tell him so
Chapter 72 Lucianna’s POV “I mean abortion, Lucianna. We have to kill the pup inside your womb in exchange of enough time.” I swear, all the blood running through my veins left. I froze, and I stopped breathing. Killing the pup… God, that sounds so wrong because it fucking is! “You’re proposing to kill my child, Roscoe.” I stated because he seems to forgot that fact. “Yes--” “My own child. Its your family, too!” “I know that, Lucianna! But do we have a choice? We’re already in this problem, and we got no other options to choose from.” he bowed his head and sighed before looking back at me. “Its either let Jacob die or kill the pup before it consume your mate.” I put my hands up to stop him, unable to can’t hear any more of this. Roscoe has a point and it is clear but I am not thinking of killing my own child. I’m hopeful,I’m still hoping for a miracle to save us all from the fate’s curse. But Roscoe is also right that we have no time. And I have no time to continue hoping. Bu
Chapter 71Jacob’s POV“And I think you’ve brought us trouble.” says the visitor.Even though I can’t see her face, I know she’s looking right at me. The emotion of fear comes to me very seldom and that’s when I have no knowledge of something. When there’s something I have no answer about, or I’m left with no resolve.But this woman, well I can’t say she’s human exactly. And I think I’m having that particular emotion right now.Fhoxia is her name, right? And this Fhoxia is not from the living, its dead. She got no presence, no scent, no shadow, nothing.All the inhibitions I had, all the doubts and mistrust was left with certainty. Lucianna and Roscoe are telling the truth and even if I believe them, this woman’s presence alone makes me believe.“He didn’t mean to.” Roscoe spoke, trying to cover up for me. Its not only I who recognize who Fhoxia was talking to.Fhoxia turned her head to Roscoe, ever slowly, the slowest motion I have ever see.“Doesn’t mean he was not to blame.” the fe
Chapter 70Ashira’s POV“Come again?” Roscoe tilted his head and his brow furrowed. “What did you say?” he asked Jacob again.I was fidgeting on my seat while watching the brothers fought glances with each other. Jacob bit his lip and looked away first. I can tell how guilty he is, Jacob never looked away first when it comes to Roscoe.“You-” Roscoe can’t finish his sentence. He backed away and sat on the chair with a thud.“I didn’t--”“She will get pregnant!” Roscoe cut Jacob’s words and he stood up as hastily as how he sat. Jacob let out a sigh and closed his eyes shut, his jaws clenching hard.I’m still in a daze here.After the ‘accident’ as we start to call it, Jacob kept on apologizing over and over again. He claim he didn’t mean it, he claimed that he has no intention to finish inside. It was not his plan, and I know he’s telling the truth.Roscoe arrived after midnight while the pack was still enjoying their booze and dancing their life. He caught us in the moment of despair
Chapter 69Brent was making his speech in the middle of the Hall where a stage was placed. The crowd was in a circle, the music had died down, and people of Shadow pack listened as the pack’s beta talked.“Let’s stay here while Brent do his thing.” Jacob whispered on my ears. We’re at the stairs, halfway down the crowd when he stopped me by clinging on my waist. His pack was oblivious of our presence, they are focused at Brent.“Do you remember your first night here?” he asked after a while, his fingers are drawing circles on my stomach.I rolled my eyes from his question. “How could I forget? That night is the first of my worst.”He grunted. “Yeah, I was a jerk. I’m sorry.”“You were forgiven. Why’d you asked?”“Well, the moment you stepped out of the vehicle that night, I already caught your scent.” then he sniffed on my hair. “…the scent haven’t changed at all.”I froze when I felt something poking behind me. Jacob is aroused!Clearing my throat, I moved, trying to inch away from h
Chapter 68LuciannaI woke up the next day with morning kisses. Jacob’s face is buried on my neck, showering my skin with wet kisses, his hand on my stomach hugged tighter when he noticed I’m finally awake.“Good morning?” he asked, chuckling a bit, his head lifted and he smirked at me. I had to roll my eyes from how confident he sounded. Well, he could act that way because clearly, he earned the confidence last night.I groaned when my body shivered when I shifted. “I can’t believe its morning already. I feel sore all over, and I wonder who’s to blame for this.” I narrowed my eyes at Jacob’s grinning face. “What did you do to me? I think I’m suffering an amnesia or something.”Jacob let out a throaty laugh. “Come on now, baby, don’t feed my ego too much.” he bent down and planted a quick kiss on my lips.“Or maybe… I was trying to have some more.” I grinned. “If I’m calculating, you still owe me fifty-nine more.”He squinted his eyes. “Because. If I may remind, you fainted.” I laughe
Chapter 67Lucianna’s POVI was watching Ashira by the garden with folded arms on my chest and a swelling feeling on my heart. My friend would rather be with the birds and listen to them sing than have Aiden by his side. Its sad, really.There is no way I could relate with how this all works. Ashira forgetting her own mate, Aiden’s pain, the unborn child that has no clue with what is happening in the world. If I’m in their shoes… nah, I can’t relate. I sighed.Footsteps coming from behind straighten my back. It’s Aiden, and I felt him stopped behind me. He’s probably looking at Ashira now, too. Gawking at his mate like how he’s doing for the past days.“She’s going to be gone for a while, is she?” I said in a whisper.The silence is deafening and Aiden’s aura has been so sad that my eyes started to form tears. I sniffed.“She won’t.” Aiden answered gruffly. “Not to me.” then he walked forward and stopped beside me. The rays of the sun glowed his golden-brown eyes and those eyes didn’t
Chapter 66Jacob’s POV“We all know that Roscoe lost his mate before they could even meet. The occurrence made the shadow eye transferred to you, the second born.”Lucianna goes on and explained further but my focus was divided as I questioned what just happened.I never lose my cool, I never lost to my wolf. The argument we had are not that intense for my alpha power to take over. Heck, I will never use it to Lucianna!Despite the confusion, I made sure to keep it to myself and mask the knocking feeling. My brother is here, and I hate showing any weakness or flaw when he’s around.Though god knows how much I wanted to kneel and hug Lucianna for using the alpha on her-- even unintentionally.“Hundred years ago, the same incident happened in Shadow pack. The second born got the shadow eye, the same reason you got yours. The first born is mate-less and he took revenge just how Roscoe did, and the second born died. Everyone thought the first born killed the second.” Lucianna inhaled deep
Chapter 65Jacob’s POVI escorted Roscoe down the mountain and mind-linked Lucianna that we will meet her at the Prime’s guesthouse. At first, I entertained the thought that our conversation could take place at the mountain, wait for Lucianna and have the decent privacy. Not when Aiden’s guards noticed Roscoe’s presence in the pack lands. I earned a bit scolding from Aiden for trespassing his territory but he has a lot in his hands right now to come down and personally meet with us. Thankfully, he let this one go.Soft knocks from the door ended the silent eye-contact Roscoe and I have been doing. I stood up lazily and gave him one last warning look which earned a sigh from him then I headed to the door.Despite the guesthouse rooms being wolf-proof, I could feel that Lucianna was the one behind the door.‘Please tell me you are decently clothed.’ I teased our portal.A loud bang came from the door when Lucianna responded with a loud knock. I’m not even sure if it was a knock.Chuckli