Chapter 5
Lucianna’s POV
I watched as the other girls move in the middle of the hall, then one of the guys will move forward, almost like a wild animal, and starts to put their claim to their fated ones neck. The way the men growls the word ‘Mine’ made my knees tremble with excitement. I can’t wait to hear my mate say it!
“The Shadow pack’s Alpha is a hottie! It’s too bad we didn’t get to see him!” said a girl who rode the van with me.
What now? Are they gonna keep throwing blades at me? So what if the Alpha looks good? It’s not like they still can drool over him when they meet their own mate.
Argh. They start to sound pathetic in my ears! It’s almost unbearable that I can’t stop frowning!
“Oh, yes! I heard the girls from the front talked about how mighty he is!”
“Second strongest Alpha of the North, I wonder how he looks like!”
“If it ain’t because of that bitch who came last…”
I decided to just hum and focus on what’s happening in front of us. These girls won’t stop blaming me for a while, I’m sure.
It’s not like they won’t see the Alpha for the closing remarks, duh! They will be a part of this pack when they find their mate, too! Why whine over this small thing like they will never see the Alpha again?
Dumb asses, I didn’t even intend to be late!
I looked up to where the Alpha is seated. He was at the stage where there is an absence of light. It’s like he was looming in the darkness, just a shadow sitting on a chair. I can’t see him at all.
Why did they place his seat on the dark? Or did he prefer it that way?
The Alpha is weird, I could tell. Most of the alpha wanted to show themselves, show who’s the boss, make the other wolf feel the power of their presence. But this one is different.
Well, Cruz said he is weird when he abruptly left before entering the Regal pack land but… oh why am I bothering myself with these thoughts?
“No! I hope that won’t happen to me!”
My eyes went back to the middle of the Hall where a girl stands and crying. Oh, boy! Her mate is not here and everyone are whispering about what just happened. That girl is the first one who came to be without a mate.
When the mate is not here, it only meant that he might be on a mission, out of the town, or… dead. I hope the last one won’t be my fate but the two others is bad either.
For me, I can’t see myself waiting another year for the Mapping Ball to meet my future hubby.
Or wait forever until death because he might be dead.
Oh, no! No! My mate will be here! He is here! He must be or else I will really kick him in the nuts!
Yeah, right. Like I could kick a dead man. Shit! Why am I thinking like my fated one has already left the earth?!
I quickly shoved the thought and just continue watching what was happening at the middle Hall.
The poor heart-broken girl step aside, crying. My eyes watered from how devastating she looked but immediately fan my eyes using my hands to avoid my make-up to be destroyed.
Sorry, girl, my heart is breaking for you but I can’t let my mate see me in my worse. I only promised for him to see a beauty in me so I’ll cry for you later.
The line died down fast and now I stand in the middle of the Hall. I can hear my heartbeat through my ears, loud, fast and scary.
“I think she’s the second heartbroken girl tonight.” I heard someone said and that made my eyes closed. It’s been a minute, then two, three-
Fucking hell. Is this true? Don’t tell me my mate is not here too?
How unlucky can I get to be the second person to be devastated and hopeless she-wolf of the night!?
“That’s what she get for almost ruining our night.” one whispered, too.
Shut up! Shut up!
I closed my eyes shut, deafened by the loud thuds of my heart. I never thought that this is what the other girl felt before. It’s embarrassing and sad, disappointment is also there but the level of the sadness is overwhelming it.
I felt my eyes watering, and I bow my head to hide my face. I must look like a fool, a child, crying over a piece of candy. But this is not just a piece of candy, this matter is the biggest thing I ever wished for.
Finding my mate is what I lived for. This is what gave me hope, and right now… this is what shattered me whole.
“When will she get out of there?!” one complained.
“Hey, move along so we can get the party started!”
I want to. I fucking want to move, get out of there, run away, anything! But my knees are trembling, I can’t move an inch!
After a few second, I managed to look around, Everyone is gossiping about me and the awkward situation I put myself in. Why can’t I fucking move?!
If only I can, I would have punched my own legs to punish them for being like this!
I know I looked pitiful, I can feel the tears on the edge of my eyes but its yet falling. I’m trying my best not to cry, to be honest.
With my eyes wandering, I caught a glimpse of the Alpha’s seat. He is still there, I can see his built but not his face. If he is looking at me like everyone else, I might have looked funny for him to act like this.
Great! Just great.
Okay, I think this embarrassment should end now or else that weird Alpha might throw me out of his pack for ruining this traditional Ball.
Suddenly, every girls around me gasped while looking at me with wide eyes before I could take a step away from that space.
Fine! Fine! I know you all are irritated but fuck you all!!!
How could they give me too much attention when they had just met their mates!?
“Mine,” a voice said behind me, followed by a loud growl.
What the-
I noticed the Alpha’s silhouette was gone from where he was seated but my mind’s focus was taken by the incredible heat coming behind me.
Everyone was not looking at me, they are looking at the person standing at my back.
“Mine.” the person behind me repeated with a voice emphasizing finality and possession. The hairs on my nape stood up, I can feel the surge of power coming from the person behind me.
I looked back and had a look of the man who hovers over me. My height is 5’6” and this guy must be a six footer! I looked at his eyes, a deep pitch black eyes turned red after meeting my eyes.
Alpha! My head screamed, shocked.
Mate! My wolf follows enthusiastically.
My mate is an alpha! Oh my!
I felt my heart beat even louder than before. My eyes focused on his, and my entire system was pulled by his mere presence. I can feel the mate bond between us and I never thought its like this!
It’s heavenly addicting. The way his scent lingered on my nose made my head in haze, its intoxicating!
I only had a glimpse of his face because the moment I looked back, my mate circled his arm to grab on my chin, tilting my head to the side as he leaned forward.
I felt a sharp sting on my neck as my mate bite through my flesh, placing his claim where it should be.
It hurts!
I don’t know how exactly this will feel like but I can feel the pain from his bite. I thought it will be pleasure, why is it not?
“Ah-Aw!” I complained silently as I hold on to his arms for support. I feel like my knees turned jelly, and the pain has reduced but still painful.
There I felt it.
Our mate bond has been connected and the pain slowly subside, letting me drown on an agonizing pleasure coming from the bond. I was about to moan when my mate suddenly pulled away.
I looked at him with hooded eyes, I feel my cheeks burning from the pleasure I felt in that short time.
I found my mate! Finally! Someone who will be with me until my last breath!
A Family!
“A-Aren’t you supposed to lick it?” I whispered in question.
The male wolves was supposed to lick the flesh where they put the claim so the wound will heal fast and I think he… forgot?
A low growl escaped his chest as he looked at me- Wait.
I know that look. B-But why?
The Alpha of the Shadow pack who turned out to be my mate looks at me with a disgusted eyes, dark expression and his lips were flat. I know this look, he is not… happy to meet me?
“Why would I?” he whispered in a cold tone without even blinking. At first, his words struck me like a sharp knife but then I gave him the benefit of the doubt that he must be thinking that I will heal since I’m a wolf, too.
But I was wrong.
He leaned forward, placing his lips just at my ear and he whispered, “I despise weaklings like you.”
Every word came from his mouth with emphasis of hate and disappointment. I felt a cold shiver run down my spine not just from the way his hot breath touched the skin pf my ear but because of the coldness of his voice.
“W-What?” I uttered in disbelief.
I don’t know if anyone heard what he said. But I feel conscious from all the eyes looking our way. It’s as if everyone is laughing at me without showing it, or was it just in my head?
I don’t know what made him say that. Is he calling me a weakling? Me? Weak? How?! I’m one of the strongest she-wolves fighters of my pack, won trophies over two packs simultaneously, and I strive on my own alone! Which part of that is weak?
“Weak and deaf, huh? Not a good combination.” he smirked, his expression is still cold as ice that made my head blank in question.
What the-
He turned his back to me, facing the crowd.
“Congratulations and welcome to the Shadow pack. No sexual intercourse in public. Make sure to get a room for that.” he said with a smile and everyone laughed from his humorous words. “Enjoy the rest of your night.” he ended his small speech and everyone in the Hall howled and cheered as they started minding their own business.
My mate looked at me and the smile he gave on the crowd was not shared with me. His face is grim and dark again. What the fuck is wrong with him?!
Okay, okay. I can let this go with an apology. I’m a simple lady, forgiving and kind. I will surely kiss and make-up if he only apologize-
“Someone will take you to my house.” he said and walked away.
That’s it?! What the!
No! He should apologize for judging me harshly and for not licking his claim! Yes, I demand my wound to be licked!
Without any second thoughts, I followed him as he walks out of the Hall from a back door. Where is he going?!
“Hey!” I called once we reached outside. He stopped walking and looked at me with squinted eyes and irritated expression.
“What do you want?” he said in an annoyed deep voice.
Chapter 6Lucianna’s POVI was trembling, not with fear, not with excitement, but something different. A feeling I never encountered before I met him, a feeling that is there when he looks at me like this.Disgust? No. He is not disgusted but there is a faint side of that emotion mixed with something else. I can’t put a word with it.“Cat got your tongue?” he smirked, crossing his arms in front of his chest and tilted his head a bit. “Go back. I don’t want to see you.” he said in a clenched jaw.“I-Is there something wrong with me?” I managed to ask, my voice is in its lowest. I think my head is clouded with his scent, and I know its the mate bond talking but I tried my best to not get swayed by the pull.Because I feel like jumping on him right now. And if the situation is not like this, I would’ve.The Alpha just kept on staring at me, making me uneasy but I deny to avoid our eye contact. Even though this is the hardest part I ever encounter with someone. Looking straight in the ey
Chapter 7Jacob’s POVFucking Hell!I don’t want her! I don’t want her!Stop rejecting my mate! You can’t! my wolf growled inside me.Fucking shut up! I growled back at him.I know that I will never escape this mate bond, this is my fate. But how can I? How can I fucking accept her if I can see how weak she is?That gray shadow that I’ve been seeing in my own, and what my mate possesses as well. Am I getting played by fate?Lucianna…She is amazing. A beauty beyond compare. Those big dolly eyes, sharp nose and plumped lips of her invites me, pulls me, seduces me. She don’t need any words, I would have grab her and take her the moment her eyes laid on mine.But I can’t.How can I?I am an Alpha of the second strongest pack of the North but my shadow shows a gray color. I am weak.We are not weak. My wolf says. He has been telling me the same words ever since I found out about my shadow eye ability.Tell that to me when you can explain why our shadow were gray. I hissed. My wolf never k
Chapter 8Jacob’s POVWhat the fuck am I doing?Save my Gamma the trouble, my ass!Your Beta got into your head. Ha! Thank him for me. My wolf laughed and I hated how he can see through my subconscious.He might be right but there is no way in hell that I will accept this. How can I stoop this low?“What? I’m not a flirt!” Lucianna burst and my jaw tightened together with my grip on the steering wheel.She is. She is! My head screamed.You sound to be persuading yourself hard there, my wolf laughed again. He sure is enjoying this!I growled at him in my head, but my tension made me snarled loudly and it reached my mate’s ears.Lucianna gasped at the back of the car and I froze. Did I scare her? Fuck!“D-Did you just…” her voice is low, shaky, and I don’t know why but panic is starting to build in my chest.What? Panic?No. No.I cleared my throat to swallow a huge lump I feel like stuck in it. Why would I care if I scared her or whatever? This shows just how weak she really is, right?
Chapter 9Lucianna’s POVThe sun is rising and I’m still in this corner of my room, sitting like a beaten pup, scared and trembling.I don’t know when my tears stopped falling down my cheeks. I didn’t even know that it will even stop, I thought it will go on until I make a river.What did just happen?It has been an hour since the pain stopped. He stopped. Jacob…How can he do this to me?I started sobbing again, hugging myself even tighter and yet it is not enough.My whole body is aching, but it can’t be compared when I’m still being struck by the pain as clips of my mate’s dirty work flashes on my mind.Jacob, my mate, the person I owe my life to even yet meeting him has cheated on me. How can he do that? We just met last night, and not even an hour passed and he gave me this pain…It hurts.Mate! I want mate! My wolf whined inside me.My wolf kept doing that since I can’t remember. While I’m suffering from the pain inflicted by Jacob’s infidelity, my wolf--who seem to not feel the
Chapter 9Lucianna’s POVThe sun is rising and I’m still in this corner of my room, sitting like a beaten pup, scared and trembling.I don’t know when my tears stopped falling down my cheeks. I didn’t even know that it will even stop, I thought it will go on until I make a river.What did just happen?It has been an hour since the pain stopped. He stopped. Jacob…How can he do this to me?I started sobbing again, hugging myself even tighter and yet it is not enough.My whole body is aching, but it can’t be compared when I’m still being struck by the pain as clips of my mate’s dirty work flashes on my mind.Jacob, my mate, the person I owe my life to even yet meeting him has cheated on me. How can he do that? We just met last night, and not even an hour passed and he gave me this pain…It hurts.Mate! I want mate! My wolf whined inside me.My wolf kept doing that since I can’t remember. While I’m suffering from the pain inflicted by Jacob’s infidelity, my wolf--who seem to not feel the
Chapter 11Lucianna’s POV“What do you think you’re doing?” Jacob said in a rough and serious voice. He didn’t move and he stood in front of me proud, not even budging.Am I wrong? Isn’t he attracted and almost giving in to the bond? What if he is not?I watched his face and tried analyzing what is on his mind right now. I can still see the same glint in his eyes despite the darkness at the hallway, but am I right? Is that glint meant desire?“Taking my towel back…” I said in a low, careful voice.Jacob’s jaw clenched and he held his chin up. The way he gulped hard didn’t escaped my eyes. Can I take that as a hint that he is affected?“You got it now. Walk away.” he said. His voice is almost a whisper, raspy, and deep.It sounded rude, and how he said it almost made me back out, run inside my room and lock my doors in shame but I couldn’t.“No.” I whispered again, staring back at his eyes. Jacob is looking down at me with his head high up. It was supposed to make me feel little, and i
Chapter 12Brent’s POVI shook my head as I hear moans of pleasure inside Alpha Jacob’s office.He’s at it again? I groaned.Alpha Jacob is smart, his war strategies are on top. The pack respected every rules he has come up with, and feared his merciless behavior towards wrongdoings. But, since his mate showed up, he started to get out of control and I don’t think he is aware of it.What’s so hard on accepting a mate, anyway? It’s not like he can escape his fate, its not like being matched with Lucianna will even change so why do he kept on denying her?Jacob could not control the bond at all, especially the urges and that was clear from how he fucked those bitches, yet he denies his wolf from wanting to mate. Not some plain sex.Its morning and he hasn’t stopped since last night. How far can he go?Damn his stamina.I sat on the couch outside his office and sighed. I guess I will need to wait here for a while before I can work. The files and my tasks are inside his office, it’s easy
Chapter 13Lucianna’s POVWhat is he looking angry at when I should be the one feeling that?I grabbed my phone, taking my eyes off him.“Uh, I’ll call you later about my decision, Dy.”“Sure. Everything okay?”I bit my lip, feeling nervous all of a sudden. Why didn’t I felt Jacob’s arrival? Does my senses get numbed, as well?“Y-Yeah. Later, okay?”“Sure. I miss you, Luce. I hope you think about the offer, can’t wait to see you-”“Yes! Bye!”I quickly turned off the call and bit my lip hard. Damn, why did he had to say those words?! Jake was here! Ugh, it’s not like he knew but still…I decided to continue eating without looking back to Jacob again.My senses heightened when I felt him move, walking towards to me. His steps are slow, it felt deadly like a dark aura was emitting from his body and lingering to the room. To me.I cleared my throat when I felt being suffocated with my loud heartbeats.“I-I didn’t know you’ll come o-over. I did not bother cooking b-breakfast for you.” I s
Chapter 73Lucianna’s POVI heard Jacob’s voice while Harley was talking. The Gamma reported that Roscoe came to visit and that we talked in private but he didn’t add things that will complicate a mind. Though I doubt Jacob will think odd of his brother’s visit, given the situation we are in.My breathing got heavy when the two nodded their goodbyes and Jacob looked my way. Exactly at me, in my eyes, as if he knew I’m standing there and watching them.My reflexes say I should hide, away from his soulless eyes but I can’t. I didn’t. Instead, I walked towards the front door where Jacob were also headed. Jacob stopped just outside the door, right in front of me and I stopped inside, a step away from him.We stood there, eyes locked with each other and I have no idea what’s working on his head. Jacob shows no expression, same thing he has been doing since what had happened. And I can’t read his thoughts, nor his feelings.Is he waiting? I think he’s waiting for me to speak, to tell him so
Chapter 72 Lucianna’s POV “I mean abortion, Lucianna. We have to kill the pup inside your womb in exchange of enough time.” I swear, all the blood running through my veins left. I froze, and I stopped breathing. Killing the pup… God, that sounds so wrong because it fucking is! “You’re proposing to kill my child, Roscoe.” I stated because he seems to forgot that fact. “Yes--” “My own child. Its your family, too!” “I know that, Lucianna! But do we have a choice? We’re already in this problem, and we got no other options to choose from.” he bowed his head and sighed before looking back at me. “Its either let Jacob die or kill the pup before it consume your mate.” I put my hands up to stop him, unable to can’t hear any more of this. Roscoe has a point and it is clear but I am not thinking of killing my own child. I’m hopeful,I’m still hoping for a miracle to save us all from the fate’s curse. But Roscoe is also right that we have no time. And I have no time to continue hoping. Bu
Chapter 71Jacob’s POV“And I think you’ve brought us trouble.” says the visitor.Even though I can’t see her face, I know she’s looking right at me. The emotion of fear comes to me very seldom and that’s when I have no knowledge of something. When there’s something I have no answer about, or I’m left with no resolve.But this woman, well I can’t say she’s human exactly. And I think I’m having that particular emotion right now.Fhoxia is her name, right? And this Fhoxia is not from the living, its dead. She got no presence, no scent, no shadow, nothing.All the inhibitions I had, all the doubts and mistrust was left with certainty. Lucianna and Roscoe are telling the truth and even if I believe them, this woman’s presence alone makes me believe.“He didn’t mean to.” Roscoe spoke, trying to cover up for me. Its not only I who recognize who Fhoxia was talking to.Fhoxia turned her head to Roscoe, ever slowly, the slowest motion I have ever see.“Doesn’t mean he was not to blame.” the fe
Chapter 70Ashira’s POV“Come again?” Roscoe tilted his head and his brow furrowed. “What did you say?” he asked Jacob again.I was fidgeting on my seat while watching the brothers fought glances with each other. Jacob bit his lip and looked away first. I can tell how guilty he is, Jacob never looked away first when it comes to Roscoe.“You-” Roscoe can’t finish his sentence. He backed away and sat on the chair with a thud.“I didn’t--”“She will get pregnant!” Roscoe cut Jacob’s words and he stood up as hastily as how he sat. Jacob let out a sigh and closed his eyes shut, his jaws clenching hard.I’m still in a daze here.After the ‘accident’ as we start to call it, Jacob kept on apologizing over and over again. He claim he didn’t mean it, he claimed that he has no intention to finish inside. It was not his plan, and I know he’s telling the truth.Roscoe arrived after midnight while the pack was still enjoying their booze and dancing their life. He caught us in the moment of despair
Chapter 69Brent was making his speech in the middle of the Hall where a stage was placed. The crowd was in a circle, the music had died down, and people of Shadow pack listened as the pack’s beta talked.“Let’s stay here while Brent do his thing.” Jacob whispered on my ears. We’re at the stairs, halfway down the crowd when he stopped me by clinging on my waist. His pack was oblivious of our presence, they are focused at Brent.“Do you remember your first night here?” he asked after a while, his fingers are drawing circles on my stomach.I rolled my eyes from his question. “How could I forget? That night is the first of my worst.”He grunted. “Yeah, I was a jerk. I’m sorry.”“You were forgiven. Why’d you asked?”“Well, the moment you stepped out of the vehicle that night, I already caught your scent.” then he sniffed on my hair. “…the scent haven’t changed at all.”I froze when I felt something poking behind me. Jacob is aroused!Clearing my throat, I moved, trying to inch away from h
Chapter 68LuciannaI woke up the next day with morning kisses. Jacob’s face is buried on my neck, showering my skin with wet kisses, his hand on my stomach hugged tighter when he noticed I’m finally awake.“Good morning?” he asked, chuckling a bit, his head lifted and he smirked at me. I had to roll my eyes from how confident he sounded. Well, he could act that way because clearly, he earned the confidence last night.I groaned when my body shivered when I shifted. “I can’t believe its morning already. I feel sore all over, and I wonder who’s to blame for this.” I narrowed my eyes at Jacob’s grinning face. “What did you do to me? I think I’m suffering an amnesia or something.”Jacob let out a throaty laugh. “Come on now, baby, don’t feed my ego too much.” he bent down and planted a quick kiss on my lips.“Or maybe… I was trying to have some more.” I grinned. “If I’m calculating, you still owe me fifty-nine more.”He squinted his eyes. “Because. If I may remind, you fainted.” I laughe
Chapter 67Lucianna’s POVI was watching Ashira by the garden with folded arms on my chest and a swelling feeling on my heart. My friend would rather be with the birds and listen to them sing than have Aiden by his side. Its sad, really.There is no way I could relate with how this all works. Ashira forgetting her own mate, Aiden’s pain, the unborn child that has no clue with what is happening in the world. If I’m in their shoes… nah, I can’t relate. I sighed.Footsteps coming from behind straighten my back. It’s Aiden, and I felt him stopped behind me. He’s probably looking at Ashira now, too. Gawking at his mate like how he’s doing for the past days.“She’s going to be gone for a while, is she?” I said in a whisper.The silence is deafening and Aiden’s aura has been so sad that my eyes started to form tears. I sniffed.“She won’t.” Aiden answered gruffly. “Not to me.” then he walked forward and stopped beside me. The rays of the sun glowed his golden-brown eyes and those eyes didn’t
Chapter 66Jacob’s POV“We all know that Roscoe lost his mate before they could even meet. The occurrence made the shadow eye transferred to you, the second born.”Lucianna goes on and explained further but my focus was divided as I questioned what just happened.I never lose my cool, I never lost to my wolf. The argument we had are not that intense for my alpha power to take over. Heck, I will never use it to Lucianna!Despite the confusion, I made sure to keep it to myself and mask the knocking feeling. My brother is here, and I hate showing any weakness or flaw when he’s around.Though god knows how much I wanted to kneel and hug Lucianna for using the alpha on her-- even unintentionally.“Hundred years ago, the same incident happened in Shadow pack. The second born got the shadow eye, the same reason you got yours. The first born is mate-less and he took revenge just how Roscoe did, and the second born died. Everyone thought the first born killed the second.” Lucianna inhaled deep
Chapter 65Jacob’s POVI escorted Roscoe down the mountain and mind-linked Lucianna that we will meet her at the Prime’s guesthouse. At first, I entertained the thought that our conversation could take place at the mountain, wait for Lucianna and have the decent privacy. Not when Aiden’s guards noticed Roscoe’s presence in the pack lands. I earned a bit scolding from Aiden for trespassing his territory but he has a lot in his hands right now to come down and personally meet with us. Thankfully, he let this one go.Soft knocks from the door ended the silent eye-contact Roscoe and I have been doing. I stood up lazily and gave him one last warning look which earned a sigh from him then I headed to the door.Despite the guesthouse rooms being wolf-proof, I could feel that Lucianna was the one behind the door.‘Please tell me you are decently clothed.’ I teased our portal.A loud bang came from the door when Lucianna responded with a loud knock. I’m not even sure if it was a knock.Chuckli