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2021-11-22 21:39:56I smiled when I saw Ben walking towards me, as handsome as ever. The lights illuminating his sharp facial features in all their glory.
"Come here" I pouted, opening my hands wide for him.
He reached me and pulled me flush against his hard body. I closed my eyes taking in his masculine scent and feeling his warmt.
But suddenly, I felt a liquid splash on my face and neck. Wondering what it was, I opened my eyes to see a headless Ben hugging me.
I screamed and screamed and pushed him away and continued screaming.
His body fell to the floor close to his pool while his head was already floating in the pool.
I screamed again and again until I screamed out of my sleep.
I jumped up on my bed, clutching my chest tightly. I looked around and realised I was in my room with Lily who was now awake due to my scream.
"What's wrong Martha?" She asked worried and a little scared
"I had a nightmare"
"Its okay, its just a dream" she said, her little voice somehow calming my nerves. I watched her lay down again and closed her eyes.
I sighed, looking around again before laying back down.
"Its just a dream" I murmured before closing my eyes.
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