Novels by Spicelove

I woke up?I turned around to be met by my empty room.I thought I had already died, why did it have to be a dream?I was ready to leave this world already, there was nothing here for me. Just why?I looked down at my hand to check if it was sparkling, but there was no bracelet. I don't remember removing it. I rolled around in my bed, checking for it when I caught a pair of eyes in the door way. My heart almost left my chest as the eyes disappeared.What was that?I slowly got down from bed and step by step, I reached the door way and saw no one. I continued my slow steps till I got to the living room. What I saw next made my heart stop."HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"My hand flew to my heart and I clutched at the invisible thing.Was I going crazy? I definitely was.Standing there with wide smiles on their faces were mom, dad, Liam, kelly, and Lilly.Was

Have you ever been running from the inevitable?I was.I was running.I had no idea where I was running to but I was running.I was running away from death.I wanted to die but at the same time, it scared me so much.My bracelet kept sparkling every five minutes.I looked like a crazy person but that was the least of my worries.*you cannot outrun your death*The voice in my head said but I refused to listen to it.There must be something, anything for me to do to stay alive.Panicked tears streamed down my cheeks as I kept running but suddenly halted when I saw a cross symbol.A church.Why haven't I thought of that ever?I ran inside, straight up to the alter. I knelt down on the small steps and cried unto the floor.Oh help me lord. Forgive me all my sins and save my soul."My chil

News flash.I didn't have a life anymore.I stopped going to school after Kelly and Liam died and that was three weeks ago.It was me and my dad, who was my least favorite person.My life was over.I was eagerly waiting for it to be my turn.People feared me, they called me bad news. Anytime I walked the street, people will shift far away from me. I felt like a disease that had no cure.I was carried away by my thoughts that I didn't hear my door open and my dad walk in.I glanced at him once then back to the wall that seemed to be better comfort than him."I'm going to the store to get some food stuff" he said but I didn't as much move."You have really been through alot and I don't know how to comfort you but know am here for you" still didn't move"I'm the only one you've got now, stop hating me" his voice went up a bit.I turned.&n

I sat patiently on the couch waiting for Liam to walk through the door, I needed to give him a piece of my mind. I tapped my foot on the floor impatiently, staring at the clock every 30seconds. It was 8:00pm and he wasn't back yet, maybe he was with her. Not that am against their relationship but they shouldn't have kept it from me, if I didn't see them am sure she would have never told me.Just as thoughts roamed around in my head, the door creaked open and liam walked through"speak of the devil" I said standing up "am sure she must have... " my words hung up in my mouth when Kelly walked through the same door standing beside liam."Oh great! Why don't we all have a family meeting" I spat humorlessly while gesturing for them to sit."Martha""Oh don't Martha me" I hush my brother "you went behind my back to date my friend""It wasn't.. ""You went behind my back to date my brother" I say to

My hands folded into tight fists. For the first five seconds, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me or maybe I could be dreaming again. These days I could hardly even distinguish between dreams and reality. Maybe my brother was just stalking her and nothing more.No way! It couldn't beMy jaw clenched repeatedly. Liam pulls away and left her smiling to herself. The sight of her smile made my blood run cold. I matched up to her and she froze up."Care to tell me what the hell I just saw" my voice went up the roof."Martha I can explain" she said too quickly"You have one minute to do that" I try to calm myself, hoping that the answer she would give me won't push me over the edge."Am sorry I kept this from you, I wanted to tell you earlier" my eyes go wide"Oh my God" I seethed"Liam and I are dating, I swear I was going to tell you" my hands flied to my hair as I ran my fingers thr

Martha save me! Martha help me! Martha! Lily's voice was all I could hear in my head. I sat on my bed, my legs clutched up against my chest with my arms, my eyes felt so heavy. Still frozen, I stare into space but somehow I noticed that Kelly sat by me and Liam was pacing back and forth in my room. I was a mess. I was totally disconnected with the world. There were no tears left to cry anymore. My whole body was vibrating. Lily is gone. I watched her die in front of me. She was gone. No Ben, no mom, no Lily.I just wanted to die

I was not even the slightest bit embarrassed. On the contrary, I was boiling with rage. As I stormed to my room, I had one solid thing in my mind.It was on!Now more than ever, I wasn't going to back down. If she wanted to play dirty, I was ready to win her at her own game.I reached my room and pulled my shirt over my head, flinging it on my bed. I couldn't help but find it a little funny how she was quick to turn against me all because of a boy."Hey" Anne barged into the room, "are you okay?" She rushed to me and scanned my body. For the first, I didn't mind that she was looking at me with just a bra on."I'm fine, it was nothing" I said."That wasn't nothing, I'm gonna to talk to her right now" she turned around and headed for the door."No Anne" I tried to stop her but she ignored me and still stormed out.I sighed. I picked out another t-shirt and wore it. I got out of my room an

I'm back" I announced as I quickly made my way back to the girls. I looked back, checking and confirming that he wasn't following me."Did you find the bathroom?" Bethany asked"Oh yeah, it was occupied" I said in irritation."Oh" she said, probably not understanding what I meant. I didn't want to bother explaining either."You guys, he's awesome" Jasmine suddenly squealed and I rolled my eyes. They were clearly having fun and there I was trying to get my mind off one boy.After a few hours, the concert was over and we all got back to school. I was feeling tired for no reason so I left the girls and went to my room. Lisa was already in the room, so as I walked inside, I smiled and said.."Hey" I wanted to ask her if she enjoyed the concert but she didn't reply me. Frowning, I dropped my bag and turned around."Lisa?" She turned around and looked at me."Why did Zack drag you out of the

When I got down from the bus, I ignored the sad feeling in my chest and scanned the area for my friends. I saw hands wave me over so I made my way over to them. It was just Bethany and the girls, Anne and Lisa were probably with their group already."You have a lot of explaining to do girl" Bethany demanded immediately"Yeah, what was that about?" Courtney chimed in."It was nothing" was all the explanation I could give. I couldn't tell her about our secret."Nothing?" Bethany deadpanned"He literally dragged you out of the bus, just like he dragged you out of the dinning hall the other day" All three of them stared at me, curiously waiting"Its...""Hello campers!" A man called cutting me short and all our attention were directed to the man. I let out a sigh of relief knowing I wouldn't need to explain anything anymore."Welcome to the variety concert, please follow me this way" he said

I was angry but not because I was stuck with Zack, but because this was not how I planned the day would be. Zack had managed to mess up my plans and made my bus leave me.Although, a little part of me was happy that I would be with Zack. Okay scratch that, a greater part of me was happy. I was just not prepared for it."Come on, this bus is about to leave" he called. I sighed and rushed back towards the bus and followed him inside. The moment we entered, the bus silenced and all stares were on us, somehow majorly on me making me uncomfortable. Only a two seats were empty at the back of the bus, so he gave way for me to seat by the window, after which he sat beside me."Why do you have to be so popular? I hate the stares I get just because you're with me" I complained once we were settled."That's weird, girls I've been with always love the attention" I frowned at his statement.

The loud disturbing ear screeching sound of the bell jolted me out of my sleep. I groaned and rolled over on my bed. I was trying to go back to sleep when a hand smacked my ass, hard. I literally felt the sting of her palm. I jerked up from the bed and saw Anne laughing uncontrollably."What the fuck Anne" I said grunpily."You're such a sleepy head. come on, we have to be in the hall in thirty minutes" I groaned again even louder and fell on my bed, face first."You better don't fall asleep again" I heard her voice retreating until I heard the door open and close. I lifted my head to scan the room and I discovered I was all alone so I groaned one last time before getting my ass of the bed.I quickly had my bath and dressed up in my simple clothing which consisted of my jeans and a t-shirt. I tied my still pink hair into a bun and went downstairs to the hall. Students were always gathered there being all noisy.I scann

I sat down on my bed, meditating on what Lisa had told me. I couldn't help but wonder what came over her and why she said those words to me. They were oddly specific.Was this about Zack? Or was it about her?I knew something was different with her, the way she interacted with me changed but Anne didn't believe me. It was ofcourse true what they said, if it wasn't you wearing the shoe... you wouldn't know how it felt.The sound of Anne's voice knocked me out of my thoughts and I was so shocked I didn't hear her come in."Sasha, are you brooding?" She asked baffled."I didn't hear you come in" I said, still a little distracted by my thoughts."Yeah because you are fucking brooding" she said alarmed, "what's got your panties in a twist?" She then asked."Its Lisa" I answered."Ew!" She scrunched up her nose in slight disgust.