"What's wrong?" Kelly, my best friend asked and I gave her a confused look.
"You have been brooding all day" she said, worried laced with her voice.
"Its nothing, I just" I hesitated "I had a nightmare last night, a very scary one"
"Nightmare?" She laughed "is that what's eating you up? She asked. I looked at her not knowing what to say.
"Come on, cheer up. You are 18, don't be scared of nightmares now" she teased "its just a dream" Lily also said that but why didn't it feel so.
I have had tons of dreams before but this one just seemed too off, too scary, too real. I am really over thinking this, maybe I should just stop worrying so much. Its just a dream.
"Where did you get that" she yelled out of nowhere making me flinch a little.
"Get what?" I asked
"That" she pointed to my wrist where my silver bracelet sat.
"Oh, it was a birthday gift"
"Its beautiful" she held my arm, staring awestruck at the thing.
I wasn't surprised, the bracelet was one of a kind. It became my favourite thing since my birthday. I really didnt recall who gave it to me but I didn't care either, it was a birthday present.
We both left school and went straight home, our houses were just three buildings apart. So we always went home together. We had been friends since junior school, she was pretty, smart, funny, caring, and so on. I was really lucky to have her, she was like my sister, we were that close.
I got home and greeted my mom who was preparing dinner in the kitchen, while my 7 year old sister, Lily, sat on the kitchen counter watching my mom.
Our house was just a bungalow, not that pretty but atleast it had the necessary things we needed to be comfortable in a home.
"welcome home Martha" Lily jumped on me happily.
"How is my angel doing?" I pinched her cheeks and she blushed red. Lily was my favourite sister, well, only sister but I loved her so much. Plus she was so cute with her blonde hair that I tied into two pony tails.
"Did you come with your brother?" I rolled my eyes at my moms question.
"Do we ever come together"
My brother, Liam, well he was just, Liam. There was nothing much to say about him aside from the fact that he's a stubborn kid. We fight alot but still we settle. What can I say, he's my brother after all.
"Go shower and come down for dinner" she told
"No mom, I have a dinner date with Ben" I said while walking to my room. Today was our 2 year anniversary and Ben had definitely planned something special for us. I wasn't missing out on it for the life of me.
"Oh is that so" her voice held so much curiousity but I wasn't ready to feed her on any detail yet.
"Yes" I simply replied and entered my room. I took a quick shower, dress in my simple black knee length pencil gown that hugged my body perfectly. I brushed my blonde hair perfectly, did a little make up and wore my favourite bracelet.
*black huh? Pretty though*
I spun around upon the sound of the weird voice to look at my door but no one was there. I continued with my dressing, wearing my silver sandals that matched the bracelet.
*looking for me*
I spun around again. No one was there. Fear crept up my neck and I grabbed my hand bag and sprint out of my room. My mom was still cooking and Lily was still in the same spot.
"Is Liam back?" I asked
"No" my mom answered not looking back at me.
"Um...where you in my room just now" I asked unsure of the answer I would get.
"No" she turned around, "is anything the matter?" As I was about to speak, Lily burst out laughing. We both stared at her bewildered. Was she the one in my room?
"You said, is anything the matter" she said and continued laughing. I pursed my lips when I realised what she found funny in the statement.
Matter. Martha.
Lily was such a silly child, but it made me love her more. As now, it made the fear I was feeling fade away.
"Alright, see you mom" I kiss her and Lily's cheek
"Ten o'clock" she reminded me about my curfew.
"Sure mom"
***
Ben pulled out a chair for me at the dinning table. Food arranged ordely on the table. Well food he probably ordered because he cannot cook, not in this lifetime.
"My parents are away, so we have the house to ourselves" he smirked. I didnt know if that statement was suggestive or it was just a plain statement.
Unlike mine, his house was quite big, well furnished and beautifully decorated. They even had a pool at the back, which I always imagined us swimming together but I knew it wasn't happening soon because I didn't know a thing about swimming.
"First of all.. " he took two glass, pouring wine into it, while I stared shamelessly at him. His black hair was done push back in a very sexy way, his brown eyes sparkled as he fixed them on me. He gave me one glass "let's toast" I smiled amused
"To what" I bit down on my lip awaiting the very sweet thing he would say.
"To love, to us" a warm feeling settled in my chest as a wide smile took over my face.
"To love, to us" I repeated, pushing my glass towards his but they met with a loud crash as I jumped at the sudden darkness that came upon us.
I heard Ben curse before the brightness from his phone calmed my racing heart. I hated the dark so much. Just as my eyes scanned him, I notice the red spot on his white shirt.
"Oh my gosh, am sorry" I cupped my mouth as I watched him stand to his feet.
"Hey, its okay its not your fault. Are you hurt?" I shake my head, noticing the broken glass on the table.
"The power went out, I'll go check it" he gave me his touch and left me alone on the table. I didn't dare to move an inch from there. My eyes did a three-sixty-degress turn so many times to check for unwanted shadows.
I sighed loudly when the light suddenly came up. I turned off his touch and relaxed my nerves, waiting for Ben. My eyes dropped to my bracelet and I noticed it was sparkling.
I stared awestruck at it, admiring every inch. And then it stopped.
Minutes passed and Ben hadn't still returned. Out of worry and curiosity, I stood up and followed the direction he went. When I get to the back, I saw the large pool that sat beautifully on the ground. I admired it for a while before my eyes caught something on the other far end of the pool.
Is that a body?
Ben!
"Ben" I called out rushing towards him. no response.
When I got to him, he was lying face first on the ground. My heart went to my throat instantly, fear taking over my whole body. I knelt by his side and shook his body.
"Ben" still no response. I pulled him towards me till he layed on his back.
I screamed at the sight I saw. Immediately I turned him, his head fell backwards almost leaving his neck, all his organs pooping out, blooding gushing out like a broken pipe.
I screamed, jerking backwards and crawling away from him. Tears start streaming down my face. How did this happen. I kept screaming because at that point, I didn't know what to do, I hoped someone would hear me and come to my rescue. Ben's rescue.
Still shaking and crying, I crawl towards him and saw a knife, with blood over it, the sharp edge facing up. As I reached out to take the knife, I heard the weird voice again.
*if I were you, I won't touch that*
I spun around so quickly but I was met with nothing, no one, just the empty backyard, with my scream echoing..
"How was your.... " my mom'swords hung in her mouth when she took in my rigid, almost lifeless form, plus the police man behind me."Dear lord! What happened to you sweetie?" She rushed up to me, touching my face frantically but I was too drenched to answer. I was still in shock."Ben is dead" my mom gasped as the police man said "it was a horrifying scene, we cant explain how and what happened yet but for now, take care of your daughter" he finished and left me with my mom after telling her that he would come back the next day for questioning."Oh sweetie" my mom hugged me tight against her body. Fresh tears rolled down my cheeks."Ben. Lights. Pool" was the only thing that came out of my mouth."Its okay sweetie" she rubbed her hand soothingly up and down my back."Why did you leave me Ben?" I cried furiously "I didn't" he replied wit
Two weeks had passed after Ben's funeral. Going to school didn't seem so exciting to me without Ben. I sat in class absent minded, my thoughts all over the place. His words haven't left my mind since then. I had no idea what he meant but it bothered me so much."Martha" I looked at Kelly"I've been calling you for over a minute now. Are you okay?" She asked"I will be" I told her but mostly myself.Ben's death was all over the school, he was the best at the football game and the team captain. I wasn't the only one missing him. A moment of silence was held for him in the football pitch earlier today. Looking at his large picture frame glued to the hallway, I felt tears well up in my eyes again."Don't, you have cried enough" Kelly ordered as she pulled me in a tight hug."I should have told him" I muttered"Told him what?" She pulled away and looked at me
I wrapped my hands around the coffin that my mom was in, crying my eyes out. The tears that came from my eyes could fill up a drum. My mom was gone. The second person I loved in the world was gone. I know, I'm not supposed to love anyone more than my mom but then again, love was very tricky. I loved Ben so much. He was my first.And my mom, she was everything, she was not just a mother, she was also a father. My dad was just a waste of human being space in the family, all he did was get drunk and come home late. Ever since he got fired from his old job, he became miserable, he never even cared about finding another one. My mom became the breadwinner of the house, working every hour of every day in order for us to feed and go to school and have a good life.All these things ran through my mind while I cried on top of my mom's coffin. Now that she was gone, how would we live? How would we survive?"Martha, please stop, that'
So many things were happening in my life lately, Ben was gone, mom was gone. Its been two weeks after mom's burial, My life seemed too weird. Thankfully, I still had Lily and Kelly and Liam. As for my dad, I hoped that the demon inside him came out soon.Sitting on my bed on a Thursday morning, with my book in hand, I drifted off into space. I didn't go to school the last two days. Although Liam and Lily went to school, I didn't feel like it. Kelly had been helping me with her notes and even the details of what happened. She was just the best.Nevertheless, the dream I had about Ben telling me I killed him was still on my mind, not to talk of when he said his death was the beginning of others. It still scared me especially when I had no idea what he meant.I thought and thought and I suddenly slept off."Lily?" I called out and she turned around to face me but just then, she was surrounded with fire, t
Martha save me! Martha help me! Martha! Lily's voice was all I could hear in my head. I sat on my bed, my legs clutched up against my chest with my arms, my eyes felt so heavy. Still frozen, I stare into space but somehow I noticed that Kelly sat by me and Liam was pacing back and forth in my room. I was a mess. I was totally disconnected with the world. There were no tears left to cry anymore. My whole body was vibrating. Lily is gone. I watched her die in front of me. She was gone. No Ben, no mom, no Lily.I just wanted to die
My hands folded into tight fists. For the first five seconds, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me or maybe I could be dreaming again. These days I could hardly even distinguish between dreams and reality. Maybe my brother was just stalking her and nothing more.No way! It couldn't beMy jaw clenched repeatedly. Liam pulls away and left her smiling to herself. The sight of her smile made my blood run cold. I matched up to her and she froze up."Care to tell me what the hell I just saw" my voice went up the roof."Martha I can explain" she said too quickly"You have one minute to do that" I try to calm myself, hoping that the answer she would give me won't push me over the edge."Am sorry I kept this from you, I wanted to tell you earlier" my eyes go wide"Oh my God" I seethed"Liam and I are dating, I swear I was going to tell you" my hands flied to my hair as I ran my fingers thr
I sat patiently on the couch waiting for Liam to walk through the door, I needed to give him a piece of my mind. I tapped my foot on the floor impatiently, staring at the clock every 30seconds. It was 8:00pm and he wasn't back yet, maybe he was with her. Not that am against their relationship but they shouldn't have kept it from me, if I didn't see them am sure she would have never told me.Just as thoughts roamed around in my head, the door creaked open and liam walked through"speak of the devil" I said standing up "am sure she must have... " my words hung up in my mouth when Kelly walked through the same door standing beside liam."Oh great! Why don't we all have a family meeting" I spat humorlessly while gesturing for them to sit."Martha""Oh don't Martha me" I hush my brother "you went behind my back to date my friend""It wasn't.. ""You went behind my back to date my brother" I say to
News flash.I didn't have a life anymore.I stopped going to school after Kelly and Liam died and that was three weeks ago.It was me and my dad, who was my least favorite person.My life was over.I was eagerly waiting for it to be my turn.People feared me, they called me bad news. Anytime I walked the street, people will shift far away from me. I felt like a disease that had no cure.I was carried away by my thoughts that I didn't hear my door open and my dad walk in.I glanced at him once then back to the wall that seemed to be better comfort than him."I'm going to the store to get some food stuff" he said but I didn't as much move."You have really been through alot and I don't know how to comfort you but know am here for you" still didn't move"I'm the only one you've got now, stop hating me" his voice went up a bit.I turned.&n
I woke up?I turned around to be met by my empty room.I thought I had already died, why did it have to be a dream?I was ready to leave this world already, there was nothing here for me. Just why?I looked down at my hand to check if it was sparkling, but there was no bracelet. I don't remember removing it. I rolled around in my bed, checking for it when I caught a pair of eyes in the door way. My heart almost left my chest as the eyes disappeared.What was that?I slowly got down from bed and step by step, I reached the door way and saw no one. I continued my slow steps till I got to the living room. What I saw next made my heart stop."HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"My hand flew to my heart and I clutched at the invisible thing.Was I going crazy? I definitely was.Standing there with wide smiles on their faces were mom, dad, Liam, kelly, and Lilly.Was
Have you ever been running from the inevitable?I was.I was running.I had no idea where I was running to but I was running.I was running away from death.I wanted to die but at the same time, it scared me so much.My bracelet kept sparkling every five minutes.I looked like a crazy person but that was the least of my worries.*you cannot outrun your death*The voice in my head said but I refused to listen to it.There must be something, anything for me to do to stay alive.Panicked tears streamed down my cheeks as I kept running but suddenly halted when I saw a cross symbol.A church.Why haven't I thought of that ever?I ran inside, straight up to the alter. I knelt down on the small steps and cried unto the floor.Oh help me lord. Forgive me all my sins and save my soul."My chil
News flash.I didn't have a life anymore.I stopped going to school after Kelly and Liam died and that was three weeks ago.It was me and my dad, who was my least favorite person.My life was over.I was eagerly waiting for it to be my turn.People feared me, they called me bad news. Anytime I walked the street, people will shift far away from me. I felt like a disease that had no cure.I was carried away by my thoughts that I didn't hear my door open and my dad walk in.I glanced at him once then back to the wall that seemed to be better comfort than him."I'm going to the store to get some food stuff" he said but I didn't as much move."You have really been through alot and I don't know how to comfort you but know am here for you" still didn't move"I'm the only one you've got now, stop hating me" his voice went up a bit.I turned.&n
I sat patiently on the couch waiting for Liam to walk through the door, I needed to give him a piece of my mind. I tapped my foot on the floor impatiently, staring at the clock every 30seconds. It was 8:00pm and he wasn't back yet, maybe he was with her. Not that am against their relationship but they shouldn't have kept it from me, if I didn't see them am sure she would have never told me.Just as thoughts roamed around in my head, the door creaked open and liam walked through"speak of the devil" I said standing up "am sure she must have... " my words hung up in my mouth when Kelly walked through the same door standing beside liam."Oh great! Why don't we all have a family meeting" I spat humorlessly while gesturing for them to sit."Martha""Oh don't Martha me" I hush my brother "you went behind my back to date my friend""It wasn't.. ""You went behind my back to date my brother" I say to
My hands folded into tight fists. For the first five seconds, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me or maybe I could be dreaming again. These days I could hardly even distinguish between dreams and reality. Maybe my brother was just stalking her and nothing more.No way! It couldn't beMy jaw clenched repeatedly. Liam pulls away and left her smiling to herself. The sight of her smile made my blood run cold. I matched up to her and she froze up."Care to tell me what the hell I just saw" my voice went up the roof."Martha I can explain" she said too quickly"You have one minute to do that" I try to calm myself, hoping that the answer she would give me won't push me over the edge."Am sorry I kept this from you, I wanted to tell you earlier" my eyes go wide"Oh my God" I seethed"Liam and I are dating, I swear I was going to tell you" my hands flied to my hair as I ran my fingers thr
Martha save me! Martha help me! Martha! Lily's voice was all I could hear in my head. I sat on my bed, my legs clutched up against my chest with my arms, my eyes felt so heavy. Still frozen, I stare into space but somehow I noticed that Kelly sat by me and Liam was pacing back and forth in my room. I was a mess. I was totally disconnected with the world. There were no tears left to cry anymore. My whole body was vibrating. Lily is gone. I watched her die in front of me. She was gone. No Ben, no mom, no Lily.I just wanted to die
So many things were happening in my life lately, Ben was gone, mom was gone. Its been two weeks after mom's burial, My life seemed too weird. Thankfully, I still had Lily and Kelly and Liam. As for my dad, I hoped that the demon inside him came out soon.Sitting on my bed on a Thursday morning, with my book in hand, I drifted off into space. I didn't go to school the last two days. Although Liam and Lily went to school, I didn't feel like it. Kelly had been helping me with her notes and even the details of what happened. She was just the best.Nevertheless, the dream I had about Ben telling me I killed him was still on my mind, not to talk of when he said his death was the beginning of others. It still scared me especially when I had no idea what he meant.I thought and thought and I suddenly slept off."Lily?" I called out and she turned around to face me but just then, she was surrounded with fire, t
I wrapped my hands around the coffin that my mom was in, crying my eyes out. The tears that came from my eyes could fill up a drum. My mom was gone. The second person I loved in the world was gone. I know, I'm not supposed to love anyone more than my mom but then again, love was very tricky. I loved Ben so much. He was my first.And my mom, she was everything, she was not just a mother, she was also a father. My dad was just a waste of human being space in the family, all he did was get drunk and come home late. Ever since he got fired from his old job, he became miserable, he never even cared about finding another one. My mom became the breadwinner of the house, working every hour of every day in order for us to feed and go to school and have a good life.All these things ran through my mind while I cried on top of my mom's coffin. Now that she was gone, how would we live? How would we survive?"Martha, please stop, that'
Two weeks had passed after Ben's funeral. Going to school didn't seem so exciting to me without Ben. I sat in class absent minded, my thoughts all over the place. His words haven't left my mind since then. I had no idea what he meant but it bothered me so much."Martha" I looked at Kelly"I've been calling you for over a minute now. Are you okay?" She asked"I will be" I told her but mostly myself.Ben's death was all over the school, he was the best at the football game and the team captain. I wasn't the only one missing him. A moment of silence was held for him in the football pitch earlier today. Looking at his large picture frame glued to the hallway, I felt tears well up in my eyes again."Don't, you have cried enough" Kelly ordered as she pulled me in a tight hug."I should have told him" I muttered"Told him what?" She pulled away and looked at me