ONE LAST TEXT
"Why are you asking? You looking too?"
She hesitated just long enough that I had my answer before she said anything.
"I have to know," she said, quiet. "I can't just sit around waiting for a test that's still two months away while everyone else in my life falls apart around a question I don't have an answer to. I have to at least try."
"That makes sense."
"Please don't tell him I asked you this."
There it was. The exact request I'd known was coming from the second she said his name in that careful, deliberate way, and I felt the weight of it settle into my chest immediately, heavier than it had any right to be for something that sounded so small on the surface.