if i cant have you

To provide for her sick father's medicine and daily needs, Kaye decided to try her luck in Manila. But it was a big mistake, she turned out to be a prostitute instead of a housemaid. A man got her virginity and it was her only costumer until she helped her to escaped from the dark place in which she was trapped. He took her and brought her into his condo and even offered a good-paying job. Living under the same roof, they couldn't help but fall in love with each other. But all of that was wrong, because the man she really loves has already owned by someone else. Should she fight for him or move on?

[Book 3] MATURE 18+ Damian Black is still recovering from what Adrian did, but not as well as his friends may think. Will he ever get over the guilt? Or will the sexy Italian stranger have to step in and help?

What would you do if, one day, you realized that some written history is repeating itself on you? Will you go along with it? Or will you go on fighting it? As for Roxanne, who always thought that every single thing that happens has a reason, she tries to fight it. Unfortunately, what she didn't know is that even if there is always a reason why, there is not always an explanation why.

(COMPLETED) Unang kita ni Nate kay Ian akala niya talaga babae ito dahil mukhang babae talaga ito. Ilang beses na niyang nakita si Ian at nagkagusto na siya sa binata kaya ginawa niya ang lahat para mahawakan ang leeg ni Ian at mapanatili ito sa tabi niya kahit alam niya nang lalaki ito at walang pagasang mahalin siya nito dahil pera lang ang habol nito sakanya, pero handa parin siyang isugal ang lahat para kay Ian at pagbayarin ang lahat ng nanakit dito. Ian Mercado ay leader ng Red Assasins na nangarap magbagong buhay. Embes na pumatay para magkapera, pinasok niya ang smuggling at doon niya nakilala si Nate Guevara diyos ng Rogue Sharks, mayari ng Casino Clique at karamihan sa hidden piers na magagamit niya para makapagnegosyo sa iba pang bahagi ng mundo. Pumayag si Ian na samahan si Nate ng isang gabi para ipagamit sa kanya ang mga pagaaring peir ni Nate pero mula nung nakasama siya nito at kahit alam na ni Nate na lalaki siya wala parin itong balak pakawalan siya. Doon na siya pumayag magpagamit kay Nate kapalit ang pera. Akala niya talaga dahil sa mukhang babae siya kaya hinahabol siya ni Nate, di niya alam na matagal nang alam ni Nate na lalaki siya at gusto parin siya nito. Mahal ni Ian ang pera dahil ito ang nagpanatili sa kanyang buhay mula nung itakwil siya ng sariling pamilya, dahil sa katauhan niya. Mapalambot kaya siya ni Nate na walang ginawa kundi gamitin at pwersahin siya kahit ayaw pa niya o magugustuhan niya ang mga ginagawa ng lalaking to sa pagkatao at katawan niya. Patuloy parin kaya siyang mahalin ni Nate once na malaman lahat ng sekreto at pinagdaanan niya?

Solene severe finizy priemmo is an ordinary woman. Isang ordinaryong babae na naniniwalang mag-mula nang mamulat siya sa mundo, puro kamalasan lamang ang nagaganap sa buhay niya. Ang miserableng buhay niya ay mas lumala pa ng tumira siya sa tiyahin. Not until realization hits her, she needs to live with her own and no one can dictate what she needs to do. Ang tadhana na mismo ang gumawa ng paraan para mag-tagpo ang mga landas nila ng lalaking may kulay abong mata na tila humihigop sa kanya kapag sila'y nag-kakatitigan. She met Hyde amoushe strovinstell. A multibillionaire heir and the CEO of Riotte Strovinstell, a well-known and successful five-star hotel chain throughout Asia, Europe, and the United States. Natuto siyang lumaban at higit sa lahat natuto siyang muling mag-mahal at buksan ang sarili para sa mga bagay-bagay. Not ever since when her cruel past has been spilled little by little, everything went lost in its place. She desperately desired to flee but she knew she couldn't... P.S. I do not own the pic. Credits to the owner of the pic used in book cover : )

Upang huwag matuloy ang arrange marriage ni Franki Avella sa lalaking hindi pa niya nakikita at nakikila, nag pasyang maglayas ang dalaga. Nag disguised siya bilang pangit na babae sa katauhan ni Fancy upang walang may makakilala sa kanya. Namasukan siyang kasambahay nang binatang si Argel Montero. Meet Argel Montero - Tall, dark and handsome na secretly inlove sa kababata nito na si Steffie Carion. Na may iba naman na minamahal. Katulad ni Franki Avella ay biktima din ang binata nang arrange marriage ng mga magulang nito. Asot-pusa kung silang dalawa ay mag kasama na nauwi din sa pag mamahalan, na humantong din sa pag-iiwanan. Ngunit sadyang mapaglaro ang tadhana. Dahil ang lalaking ayaw ni Franki pakasalan ay walang iba kundi, si Argel Montero ang lalaking minsan na niyang nakasama at minahal. Minahal magpahanggang ngayon...

In a twisted tale of deceit and sacrifice, Lydia Milan who hid her identity and family endures a loveless marriage to handsome wealthy Nathaniel King, who views her only as a blood source for his ailing ex. Struggling against mistreatment, Lydia Milan finally demands a divorce and leaves the marriage and that was when Nathaniel King discovered that she was the only daughter of the richest man in the country who he has been trying to have an audience with since. "Please Lydia, give me a second chance. I swear, let me love you again." "Too late Nathaniel, I have someone else now." A suspenseful journey unfolds, revealing the compliexities of love, betrayal, and redemption in this gripping novel where hidden identities and vengeful schemes entwine in a web of secrets.

[Book 2] Also includes bonus chapters MATURE 18+ Marcus is finally coming to terms with what has happened and is doing okay. But what will happen when an old friend calls and says he is in the hospital with a stab wound? Will Marcus be able to stay strong this time around? Or will he be broken? WARNING This story includes some very mature themes including sexual assault so please read at your own risk! This book is also a sequel so read The Rebel has Feelings Too before this one!

Ashley Leon Waller lives his life like he always did for four years with work keeping him busy. When a young woman, Amaya Bailey Whitmore, walked into his life he never thought that his life could get worse than it already was. However, only months after he first met her, he was proven completely wrong...

Para makuha ang lalaking pinapangarap niya, gagawin ni Rishel ang lahat kahit magbulag-bulagan sa ginawang krimen ng ultimate idol niya na si Levi. Hindi nagtagal ay napansin siya nito at naging girlfriend ng lalaki. Habang lumalalim ang mga bagay sa pagitan nila, napagtanto ni Rishel na hindi siya ang obsess sa kanilang dalawa sapagkat ang pagkahumaling ni Levi sa kanya ay higit pa sa iniisip niya. Kaya mahirap maniwalang may ibang babae itong tinatago na hindi nito kayang iwanan. Dahil dito kaya nakapagdesisyon siyang tapusin ang lahat sa pagitan nila ni Levi. Ikinama niya ang CEO na si Lyndon na nag-iwan ng maraming problema pagkatapos niyang tumakas kasama ang kanilang anak. Nang bumalik siya makalipas ang ilang taon, napagtanto ni Rishel na parehong naghihintay ang dalawang lalaki sa kanyang pagbabalik.