All Chapters of Construct me Mr. Engineer : Chapter 1 - Chapter 8

I can't help but to be curious with what was going on and how did everything happened all of the sudden but there's one thing I am sure about and that is I am marrying that woman either she likes it or not. ........................Kapag ba nag mamahal ka ulit and willing ka na buksan muli ang puso mo, makakaya mo kaya ito? Kaya ko kaya 'yon? Sobrang daling sabihin na pwede at oo pero sobrang hirap din lalo na at may napag daanan kana sa maling tao. Nagpaka t*nga ako noon, nagpa-loko, ginawang alipin at lahat lahat na. Wala eh, wala naman akong magagawa dahil mahal ko pero dati pa naman 'yon. Nakakapag taka dahil matapos kang ipag tabuyan na para bang wala kayong pinagsamahan ay babalik sa'yo at mang hihingi pa ng pagkakataon pero ikaw, nakausad kana. Wala ng babalikan at hinding-hindi na muling babalik pa. Matapos din akong lokohin ng dati kong girlfriend ay hindi na ako umulit at hindi na'ko nag mahal pa

Wala akong ibang makakausap dahil ayuko namang umiyak sa harap ni mama dahil alam ko na kapag sinabi ko lahat ay masisira yung image niya sa'min. I was still waiting for him to come clean to me pero wala, there are no messages from him at all. Hindi niya alam kung gaano kasakit yung ginawa niya at sana makarma siyang hayop siya. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at nag bike ako at umalis ng bahay. I felt like tearing apart into pieces habang nag mamaneho pero hindi, kailangan kong may masabihan at iyakan ng lahat ng nangyayari. I went at Glea's house since siya lang din yung kalapit ko and she was one of my best friend too, kaso pagka dating ko doon ay wala pa daw si Glea so bumalik na lamang ako. Pagka balik ko nadaanan ko si Glea at doon na ako umiyak. "Gleaa.." my tears started falling down and voice cracked. "Hala anong nangyari?? Bakit shanty? Wag kang ganyan, naiiyak din ako." imbes na icomfort naman ako ng babae na 'to sabay pa kaming umiyak. Kwinento ko sakanya lahat

-3 years later-Years had passed and since then my life became more peaceful, fulfilling and happier now that I've thrown away every single trash that has been bothering my life. I am finally graduating from college with a cum laude on my diploma! After all the hardships, tears, sleepless nights I am going to be free and taking a new step forward in my life. Ilang years na rin ang nakalipas pero hindi pab rin maalis yung trauma na binigay ng ex ko na 'yon, ang daming lumalapit sa'kin and they looked all serious naman pero it's ashamed that I am not ready enough to commit. Lalo na at mah trust issues na ako at mas lumalala ito. I can't help it rin naman and I blame everything on him since hindi naman ako magkaka ganito if hindi niyako niloko in the first place. Moving on, even though naman na sobrang unbothered ko na sakanya. Ked still hasn't given up begging for me to comeback. Kaso wala na eh, ayuko na rin talaga and when I said it's over, everything is over. I just hope he wasn't

It felt weird but I can feel someone's presence behind me and mukhang sinundan ata ako ng lalaki na 'yon, how could he know? "Leave me be." "Andito ako para makipag usap sa'yo about sa deal and I won't go away until you talk to me." Napaka tapang niya naman pala para sumagot sa'kin ng ganun."Why? Bakit parang pursigido ka pa na ikasal tayo? Is it because of the wealth that you wanted to offer? Or baka may gusto kang makuha sa'kin." I don't care if below the belt na mga pinagsasabi ko or I was straight forward, gusto ko lang malaman kung bakit gusto niya akong pakasalan ng ganun ganun nalang. "Look gusto ko lang naman tulungan si papa atsaka it will be a good chance din naman for the both of us, tayong dalawa din naman yung mag be-benifit nun eh and don't worry hindi naman kita pipilitin sa mga bagay na ayaw mo." He remained calm while explaining things to me. Pero ayuko makasal at ayukong pumunta ng altar na hindiko mahal yung pakakasalan ko. Lumapit siya sa'kin at tumayo sa har