Forbidden Love With My Husband's Billionaire Cousin 의 모든 챕터: 챕터 41 - 챕터 50

CAMILLEThe morning sickness is getting worse.And my body aches as badly as it hungers for a man's touch.Don't get me wrong, I love being pregnant so far but at this point where the only man I have promised myself to commit to is still bedridden, I wish for another way to have a baby.I had slept off last night again, pleasuring myself to the thought of – you know who – but it doesn't seem to be doing so much for my horny body.I had even gotten myself a toy – the very first time I am using one – but it does little in making me feel as good as when I think of all the better ways Scott would have made me cum with just the slightest touch.I thought I needed time to get over him, but now it seems like I will have to use my whole life to actually get over him and move on.He is never coming back and I have to get used to that.Especially since I sent him off in clear terms.No man will ignore his ego and come back to beg a woman who sent him off in such a humiliating way no matter his

SCOTTHappiness, they say, is free.But I have never experienced happiness as expensive as mine.Life has placed me in the worst situation so far and I can hardly enjoy the comfort of my home which is supposed to be my safe space.These days I have to find that comfort in clubs and bars, and sometimes I get to bring that momentary comfort home with me and pay them off in the morning.The only good thing that comes out of this new ritual is the disappointed look on dad's face and the irresistible annoyance it caused Maya whenever the women left in the morning.One way or another she will come to realize that this union for what it really is – a sham that will never end well for both of us.She will only remain a reminder of what would have been if her sister were still alive.As for dad. Well, since he can longer hide his disappointments of having an only son who also seems to be a disgrace to him, I guess he also has no choice but to put up with me.Fair play.At least if I am accept

CAMILLETwo days have passed since I visited the hospital.And I haven't received any calls yet – maybe because recently I left my cell phone off to avoid getting any of the calls now.Until I know the best way to approach this, I cannot bring myself to return to that hospital – I don't trust myself enough to be alone with him again.He has caused me more pain than anyone else in my life.I trusted him and would have done everything for him.Right now I have to focus on work and the two things I also have to work on.Yes! I also found out about the money and every document binding it.With every information I have, it would be so easy to get that money without anyone smelling foul.Well I haven't decided on what I will do about that yet but if it comes to that, I would not think twice.To hell with everyone else – maybe it is time for me to do some damage of my own too, and getting pregnant for another man is not a damage.It is hard to put a straight face today when all that is on my

CAMILLESo he is the lucky man Miss Thompson is doing lingerie and sex toys shopping for.I wouldn't say I was surprised, the guy already proved the kind of man he is – the kind who only finds pleasure in fucking women.Being in the same room with him again made me feel conscious.And it didn't help that I could feel his gaze on my back, watching each step I took.I know for sure where his eyes will be settled on.It felt so good to see him again, yet so annoying as well – and jealous.Here he is in New York again, with another woman. One who is more successful and prettier than I am – I must admit.I guess I was just one his temporary pass in the absence of someone better, something I will never let myself be again.It took me a while to locate the bedroom, I dropped the sheets in the closet and the shopping bags on the bed.At least now I understand why two people who just got to the hotel will be requesting for new sheets, and I can't help but feel a little bit of jealousy at the f

CAMILLEIt was 7:22 pm and I could not sleep.Not after today?I never thought I would see him again, even come so close to him. All my fantasies about him had ended in my mind and in the endless reels of pleasure it gave me almost every night.Yet, After all this time I finally see him again and he is with another woman who he dares try to lie to me about.Who does he think I am?He must really consider me to be a fool who has no idea what business and pleasure means.What were you thinking Camille? That he will keep chasing you? Remain faithful to you like you are not already married to another man?So stupid of me to harbor the flicker of hope that the times we spent together must have meant something to him – the way he looked at me back then like I was all that mattered to him-, hope that he will come around and apologize for the pain he caused me.But then he is just a playboy, a guy who fucked his own cousin's wife. What other good did I expect to come off him?I don't exactly