Forbidden Love With My Husband's Billionaire Cousin 의 모든 챕터: 챕터 51 - 챕터 60

SCOTTThis is the first time Maya is actually avoiding me.Strange but true.And it says a lot about how far I have gone to mess everything around me up – I guess it's in my DNA.Worst thing is that I have nothing to say to make things right, but nothing I would say would make sense or make her feel any better.I had thought I could start something with her when she returned to the room, create a spark somehow and build something significant with her, leave my pass behind me and accept her for what she sees me for, but i couldn't. I was so stuck up on the memory of someone else.She had assumed that her only rival was Lucille. I can only imagine how she feels now after finding out that all this time she was trying to replace her sister. Meanwhile I was already groveling in the memories of another.If she is disappointed or mad at me, she wouldn't say,but I know it is either one of the two, maybe even ashamed of me too. It might also be that she is even tired of my games.I don't blam

SCOTTI haven't seen her in a while...Since the last time we met in the suite.I was worried at first that she might have resigned or that Maya figured out about her and fired her, but then I stopped thinking about it, remembering my promise to Maya when she finally confronted me about the whole situation.It was a day before she was to introduce me to her business associates, we were having dinner in the restaurant downstairs like a normal couple when she finally brought it up, causing me to choke on my drink with the suddenness.'What?' I asked,trying to lower my voice and act normal in the midst of everyone walking around or sitting close by.'You heard me right, Scott, when were you going to tell me you were already fucking another woman' She looked so relaxed as she asked the question, resting back in her chair with a magazine in one hand and a glass of sparkling wine in the other.I wondered if the drink was the secret to how well she guarded her emotions – or maybe there was r

CAMILLESomething about that meeting made me want to see Scott.I can't really place what but I was suddenly moved to confront him and tell him the truth about the baby I am having and about everything else.It felt oddly strange that I will be seeing someone in my dream, or should I say passing out phase, just after a day of merely delivering her order up to her room. The weirdness of it replaced my detective qualities with a new obsession – a good one too.A strong need to keep my child safe from any more threats. Miss Thompson might not be the threat but someone out there might be, and I felt like telling Scott about it.If James was awake I wouldn't mind at all, but in the absence of any other male presence in my life, I felt insecure and in danger. I need a man to just stand by me during this time.I trust myself and my instincts, and right now my instinct is telling me that something is off and something very devastating is about to happen. I could feel it in every inch of my bo

SCOTTShe looked perfect even from behind.I watched every step she took like I was under a spell while she led the way out of the club. I have reasons to believe that she had intentionally done that, and if I was right then she did a good job, because all my attention was focused on her at that moment.Heck! What moment has she not been my focus since we crossed part?She was dressed just like one of the hookers and although I wanted to worry about who she would have taken home with her if I wasn't there, I admired the spotless stretch of legs that were visible under the jean shot she wore. She looked so much like a woman my age.I am trying very hard to end this “thing” between us, this thing that is making me feel butterflies in my belly and crazy in my head. I had earlier been merely fanning the embers of hope that I will see her here, and irrespective of my former disappointment at seeing her here and wondering if she was here for the same reason for the same reason she came her

SCOTTOnly Love could hurt this way.Only love could make you feel like your lungs are failing, while you watch the second woman in your life who makes life feel bearable walk away to go meet the man she thinks she deserved.I guess my luck with the genies has run its course by the way, or maybe they were just tired of fueling my desperation and unrealistic fantasies. I mean, I am definitely not the man for her; I have no experience, I do not rationally consider life and other general world rules like an adult would, and lastly I live in the moment.But her husband does.The only thing I could have done differently was make her moan loudly and combust with pleasure in my arms.I couldn't stand there any longer and just watch my second chance at profound happiness walk away into another man's arms – it was too painful – so I retreated into the shadows and walked back to the club, hoping that with the still fresh wound in my heart, I would be able to spot another woman who didn't have t