Lahat ng Kabanata ng Forbidden Love With My Husband's Billionaire Cousin : Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

CAMILLEI watched for a longtime as the gushing water melted the white pills until it could pass through the tiny drainage holes.I can never do it.It is better to lose someone I know who betrayed me, than take the opportunity of meeting another soul away.One that is innocent.It wasn't this fetus fault that I made the wrong choices. He might have to face a world where his paternity will be judged, but I will do my best to protect him or her from most of it.I did not wait all these years to do something as stupid as toss my first chance of motherhood away because of the circumstances surrounding it.I will rather face every shame and ridicule than regret any rash decision I would have made.I tossed the bottle in the bin and rinsed my hand, pouring water on my face over and over again until I felt a little bit alive again.I have to stop worrying about Scott and every damned mistake I have made and be there for my husband as I should have been from the start.It will definitely be

SCOTTI did not bargain for this.I had believed without a doubt that coming back and facing work will help me move on and make me too busy to worry about anything else.But staring at the pile of paperwork on my desk made my heart beat with even greater worry and left me with a migraine.The last thing I want to do is go through the financial report my secretary had dropped off on my desk.I already know what to expect.At the top of the files is the one from the Meyers.I did not have to open it to know what was in it. Jake already briefed me on every new development on my way back.Mr Meyer had canceled the contract and wants an immediate refund to his company.I should be worried shit about the slow backslide the company my father spent decades to build, an empire whose foundations have been so strong and rigid until now, but all that is in my mind is the very clear image of a woman and fresh memories I had with her.I have taken my loss and I am trying really hard to move on, but

CHAPTER 36CAMILLEMy luck came in on a Monday morning.The weather was extraordinarily cool, and I had earlier attributed it to the absence of Martha and her daughters.I guess I was wrong and they could not really stay longer than I had imagined in “such a terrible place filled with sick people and disinfectants” as Jenny had put it before they left three days ago.But now, sitting in the little park behind the hospital, I realize why everything looked so alive and vibrant today is because the universe has answered my prayers.I GOT A JOB!!!Okay, nothing fancy to be so loud about but then it was something to start with.I am to work as a receptionist in the Empire hotel, one of the biggest hotels in New York City which accommodates very important personalities.This is a very big step for me and I wish someone was around to share it with.I haven't spoken to Helen since the incident in her house because I haven't fully come around to facing her after what Tyler did.I have made up

CHAPTER 38SCOTTI woke up to one of these nightmares again.But this time it felt different.It was so real I actually woke up with a heaviness in my chest like I have really lost something in reality – again.I could not sleep anymore, too scared of what I might see if I slept again.I spent the rest of the morning aimlessly going through some of the files I had brought home from work, but my mind kept getting distracted with thoughts of Lucille and Camille.I have a looming threat of going to court facing my family's business and here I am thinking of two women who were in my life so briefly but left eternal footprints.Talking about home, Dad had sent for me a couple of days ago and I arrived just last night.We haven't had time to talk and I know it is going to be a long one, with me just listening to everything he says because I do not have anything valid to say.I already messed up.Less than two years since the business was put in my care and we are already facing a lawsuit, a

CAMILLEEverything in my life is happening so fast and so bad as well.I woke up days ago after my best friend attacked me in the same hospital my husband is.No one was beside my bed waiting for me to wake up, no flowers or notes.That is how bad things have gotten for me.I was lucky my baby had survived the stress and damages done to me as the nurse had told me when she noticed me feeling my belly.I do not know what I would have done if I had lost it, but one thing is for sure I will never forgive Helen if that happened.Even now, while sitting in the park and letting myself relax in the company of all these other people, I wonder if things will ever be the same between the both of us again.Now the only person I have is James and do not know for how long.If he survives this he might not want this child and what's worse? He might ask for a divorce.What then?I start life all over again but this time without my family, my husband or my best friend.How will I even do that?My who