Lahat ng Kabanata ng Forbidden Love With My Husband's Billionaire Cousin : Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

SCOTTI have never seen anyone dress up so posh just to go shopping.And I love it.Everything about how she's dressed makes me feel damn special.She took her time to look good for me, and something about that makes my blood warm with desire.She is wearing a black loose jumpsuit that is only fitted around her ass, with those shiny black open toe heels she wore on the night we went to the coffee shop.Her hair. I have never seen them so wavy and fuller, sweeping down both sides of her face in curly waves. She moves some behind her ears so – I dare to say, I – can have a view of that smooth long neck of hers.Gosh, I want to claim those lips here and now. Red and domineering, I do not mind being under her spell right now.She is not just beautiful, she's gorgeous, man! Cleopatra has got nothing on this woman.Looking at her now and I do not even remember she's - what? Four or is it five years older than me.I can perceive her fragrance even when she's still a couple of steps away fro

SCOTTWhat happened to my pride?I have got an older woman shooing me away like some child and instead of getting real pissed and going away I just stand at the bottom of the stairs and watch her disappear upstairs.Shit! Someone tell me what I am doing?Am I losing it again? Did all those months of therapy really didn't add up to anything at all?I take a deep breath and look around the room to see if anything might interest me.Wait a minute, I am here now, in James house.Instead of waiting on her to spill whatever she knows I could do a little scavenging of my own and maybe I might really find something worthy enough.I take in the room again, but everything looks normal and in place, making it hard for me to decide where to start from.It gives off nothing like a room where someone could hide things.Maybe if I could get to their room.Secrets lie in closets right?Now how do I get there? If only I could-'Hey, can you give me a hand here? I am stuck' she calls from somewhere rig

CAMILLESleep for the first time eludes me.I stayed awake instead to admire that prince charming in front of me until it got too late and I remembered my husband.Shit! I have been away for more than twenty-four hours. I need to head back now.I scuffle from his hold and search for new clothes in my wardrobe.I have not done laundry in a while and everything stinks.SHIT!'Where are you going?' Scott's sleepy husky voice calms my nerves and disturbs me as well, making me remember the dream I had – too bad that it qualifies for a nightmare.His voice calls to me and I wish I could hurdle back in his arms as long as I can, and enjoy this abominable thing we share.It is hard to tell why I am really attracted to him, why I feel the way I do with him in a way I have not felt with anyone else. Not even James.Maybe I am just drawn to him because he is my baby daddy, or because he is just so damn cute and irresistible.'I have to get to the hospital' he groans in response and I feel a litt

CAMILLE I would be grateful if he left. It has been more than an hour of moving from one room to another to run blood tests and not once did I catch sight of Scott. He must have taken the hint when I shrugged him off and left. But his absence disturbs me and every once in a while I will look around to see if he is somewhere in the corner. Maybe if Helen is here with me I would not be so concerned about Scott. Right now I just need company, someone to assure me that everything will be alright and pretty soon too. The results do not take long to come out and just as I had feared, it turned out negative. I had already placed a call to Charlotte - one of James' sisters – to come in urgently and she had ended the call with a promise to be here in twenty minutes. Thirty-five minutes gone and I wish I had never called her in the first place. While I scroll aimlessly through my phone, I catch a familiar scent I have come to know so swell and my heart registered his presence

CAMILLEI need to get out of here.I need to get away from all this mess.But where do I go, that his memory won't go with me. What privacy will I get if he is stuck in my mind like this?I even carry him in my womb, how about that?It's a good thing Charlotte is here, she can decide to take care of her brother or bail on him again, but for me I need to leave this place.I ignore her calls as I get up to leave as I have no valid explanation to give.What will I say?I have been having sex outside my marriage with no other person but your cousin. Not only that I happen to also be pregnant for him.If I had not earned enough name in their book then “brother fucker” seems like a good name.How do I even say that the pain I feel right now is partly because I wish he was here with me, that I didn't kick him out the way I did.Gosh, this is so fucked up.I take in a long breath once I am outside the hospital, filling my empty lungs with breath, trying to remind them just how to inhale and e