All Chapters of Take Me Back If You Want: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

Two week, two fucking weeks and I haven't been able to find Ivan. Ever since Val filled me in on the information that she got from the men still in there cells we have all been keeping low key and in the house while looking for Ivan and trying to find out him plans.With the timeline the hostages gave us Ivan plans to attack any day now. I have tried to keep Ella out of the loop as much as I can because I don't want to put her in danger when I can keep her safe as long as she stays in the house.Right now I am cooped up in my new office in the new house we have officially moved into, looking over footage from all the cameras Lorenzo could hack trying to find Ivan and where he is staying and how long he has actually been here. According to the hostages Ivan left after the ball but came back and has been in America for about a month.It's frustrating that he managed to get in and no one even knew he was here. So far in the footage only his back or side profile has been seen but I think

Mary just told me and Rose that she's pregnant and of course we are so excited for her. Rose excused herself a little while after saying she was going to mingle."So I want to ask you something," Mary says once Rose is out of ear shot."Of course what it is" I say my interest peaked."I was hoping you would be the godmother of my child" she says with a huge smile on her face."Oh my god yes of course" I say, pulling her into a hug.After that we continued to talk about the little things and then we start walking back to join everyone at the party. When we join everyone I am greeted by the delightful sense of kade and ella and a boy all jumping in the bounce house. Kade looks like he wants to die and is barely jumping while Ella tries to get him to jump more by pulling on his arm.I hit Mary's arm and point to the bounce house while giggling, which makes her giggle in turn. I tell Mary I'm going to walk around and say hi to people and I walk up to Evan the leader of the Mexican mafia.

Today is my birthday. I should be excited right now but I'm nervous to visit my sister's grave. Right now me and kade are in the car driving to the cemetery where my sister is buried. We woke up earlier than usual so that i could spend as much time with my sister as i wanted. We told everyone that we wouldn't be home when they woke up and I told Ella to go to Lily's room if she woke up before everyone."How do you feel?" Kade asks, putting his hand on my thigh, but I push it off. I can't deal with him flirting today, i don't want to deal with my mixed feelings for kade right now."Fine" I say keeping it short."Hey you know you can talk to me about anything, and I know you're still upset with me but I will always be here for you" he grabs my hand when talking, not letting it go.I just nod and turn to look out the window for the rest of the drive. We pulled into the cemetery parking lot shortly after we stopped talking. I got out of the car fast and headed towards the back where she w

My hands are chained to a wall, I'm in a dark room with grandma and Lily both of their hands were chained to. The bad people that took us put Cameron in the room next to us. We were all right outside our house when it blew up. We all had woken up early to start getting ready for mom's birthday. We would sometimes hear screams from Cameron's room and sometimes men would come in and sometimes men would come in and hit lily to try and get information from her. They would ask where my mommy and daddy are. I was scared, I was trying to be brave because lily and grandma keep apologizing promising me that we would get out of here just fine. A few minutes ago I heard beeping coming from Cameron's room followed by him loudly coughing. I don't know what it meant but I hope it's something good.I don't know why we're here but I know that grandma and lily won't tell me when I ask them. The door opens and in walks 3 men, all of them have a neck tattoo. The man in the middle of all of them has dark

I haven't left the hospital in days. When Carlo came and got Kade to the hospital he was and still is in critical condition. Once we got here we had a whole wing cleared for us.In the time we have been here Ella has gotten stitches on the cut across her face and I was told that the cut would end up scaring. I was checked by an OBGYN, thankfully i was still pregnant, i also had my first ultrasound and found out that i am 8 weeks pregnant. Cameron is in the room next to Kade and has been treated for 2 broken fingers, 4 broken ribs and all his minor and major cuts.All of the family has been here during the day, Jacob has taken over as of right now because I'm not in the right headspace to be a leader. Carlo, Lorenzo, and Jacob have been sharing one of the penthouses that Kades owns. Lily has been staying with me at the hospital and Rose only leaves at night to go to her house. We have 2 beds set up in kades room and one in camerons where lily sleeps.I'm by Kades bed holding his hand h