All Chapters of Take Me Back If You Want: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

I wake up to kade trying to shuffle out from under me with out walking me up. His face was so focused and his arms where trying to hold me in place as he shined me down the giant couch. Once he's got me down at his crouch he groans before I do anything and then I lick him through his pants casing him to sit and and reach me up so that we are face to face.I have a smirk on my face as I say "good morning.""What are you doing to me" he groans resting his forehead on mine. "Nothing" I say as I plant kisses all over his face.He picks me up and I squeal as I wrap my legs around his waist. "What are you doing?""We are going to get dressed and then go dress shopping.""Do we have to." I say letting go of him and attempting to fall but of course he keeps me up."Yes" he says sternly i pout as he then plops me down on the bed."Your no fun" I say pouting and going to get dressed.I put on ripped jeans and one of Kade's shirts with no bra. I come out and sit on the bed I get on my phone and

I made it. I was alive and I had my family. J I'm was awake right now but kade was still next to me and asleep. I was thinking right now about how I almost died and how it would have affected kade and Ella oh my sweet Ella I have to be more careful so that I never leave her.I was stroking Kades hair when he started to stir in his sleep so I took my hand away. "Don't stop." He grumbled.I giggled a little before continuing. I looked over at Ella and I see her starting to stretch out and yawning."Good morning sleepy head." I say and she snaps up."Mommy your awake." She says as she walks over to us and climbing on the bed and hugging me I feel something wet touch my arm and her soft shacking a little. "I'm so happy your ok" she saysI pull her body up so we are face to face and I can see tears falling from her eyes. "Hey don't cry I'm not going anywhere.""But you wouldn't wake up""Yes but I'm awake now."She just nods and flops back on to my chest wrapping her stems tightly around m

I know kade didn't go to sleep last night and neither did I but I know he thought I did because he would kiss my shoulder while telling me how much he loves me and he's so sorry. When I was awake I think about my daughter Ella and how all this will affect her because as much as we where scared to see her like that, she was going through it. I have no idea how I can help her get through this but she's strong and will get through it because she has plenty of people to reassure her that she is safe. Right as the clock struck six kade got up and left, once he left I held Ella tighter never wanting to let go again.I left the bed once it was 8 and Since Ella was still sleeping I took a Buick shower and changed into leggings and a hoodie. I place a kiss on Ella's head and walk downstairs to a surprisingly clean living room, I guess kade or one of his men cleaned when I was in bed. I go to the kitchen and make oatmeal for me and Ella once I have blueberries and peanut butter as toppings I go

He pulled down my pants and underwear at the same time. I was already wet, he brought his hand brown and used his fingers to spread the wetness around, then he got on his knees and shoved his face in my pussy licking me thoroughly. "Oh god" I moan when he flicks his tongue over me pussy.He brings his fingers up to my wet pussy and pushes one in making me whimper, "do you like that baby." His voice vibrates against my cunt making me nod and shiver at the same time. His hand lands a smack on my pussy making me try to close my thighs but kade keeps them apart "use your words baby.""Yes I like it don't stop please""Oh trust me I won't." He dips a second finger into my warm heat pumping in and out hard.I hold on to the couch so tight my hands turn white while Kade's fingers move in and out of me. I moan loudly when his fingers curl inside me my eyes close shut and my head fall down. He's sucking on my clit at the same time making the pleasure overwhelming I feel the ache to cum but I h

I walk down the stairs to see that everyone was home which meant that everyone had a gun in hand. I run down the stairs to where Cameron is which is by a window. "Go upstairs to my bathroom I want you to protect lily and Ella." I say In a stern voice that leaves no room for argument. He nods and jogs up stairs and out of my view.I look out the window, the men are getting out of the cars and making there way towards the car that Kade is behind. I aim my gun and start to shoot along with everyone else. I'm count ten men in total. I take down three of them.One guy rounds the front of the car and is about to shoot when one of us yell at him to turn around. The guy is about to shoot kade but before he can kade gets a shot in his chest making him fall to the ground. Kade gets the guys gun and stands up using the gun which is automatic, he stands and walks to the end of the car and open fires on the guys closing in.They all end up getting a bullet somewhere in them and dropping to the gro