Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Fourfold Desires: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

Fiona’s POVMy head was filled with the gentle brilliance of Kai’s smile and I wasn’t until the backs of Kai and Soren disappeared completely from my view that I came back to my senses. Blushing furiously at my train of thought, I slipped away from the room, throwing furtive glances around me, making sure that no one had caught on. There was no one so I was safe. For now. What was left going through the whole day as quiet as possible with my head bent low. There were a few curious stares and muttered whispers here and there and I wasn’t going to lie I thought I’d be attacked as usual, but there was none. News must have gotten around which made no one try to mess with me. So, I guess it was good in a way, the whole drama this morning. No one wanted to mess with me as that would warrant the wrath of the four alphas. Yet that piece of information wasn’t enough to stop the envious rumors floating around me. My preoccupied mind replayed that scene with Soren a few minutes ago, playing o

Fiona’s POVI left the house very early the next morning, which was fine since the Luna was yet to be home and I was in no mood to face Jin or Will’s confused expression and endless question. I didn’t even have breakfast, I couldn’t take my chances.It was a lovely morning so I decided to walk to school, but mostly to get a clear head for school. I barely got any sleep last, half terrified that Jin might have a change of mind and storm down my room while I slept. It wasn’t a comforting thought. I had taken suppressants to hold of the effects of my rut and again, to maintain a clear head. There was no telling who I would bump into and I silently and fervently prayed it wouldn’t be Lyn. I haven’t seen him since that confession day in the auditorium. I always cringed whenever I remembered what happened and the aftermath. I spotted a quiet coffee shop tucked in a corner and decided to get breakfast there. The coffee shop was tucked away on a quiet side street, its small, handwritten sign

Fiona’s POV“You’d better let her go before you find yourself missing a limb or two.” Jin said calmly, the lethal glare and his tight grip on my arm belied the calmness in his tone. “Are you threatening me? For fucks, Jin you can’t be serious.” Soren replied with a contemptuous laugh, which echoed around the courtyard. As if to prove his point he yanked me harder towards him causing me to collide heavily against his chest, “There. That wasn’t so hard, was it? Why didn’t you let her go? You’ve always been something of a hard head.”I swallowed the bile climbing my throat as the tension swirled to a higher crescendo. Soren was gearing up for a fight and I wouldn’t have it. I refused to be caught in their web all over again. Why do I always hind myself in the most fucked up situations whenever these four were involved? Jin became livid with rage at Soren’s taunting and if there was anything Jin hated more it was being publicly embarrassed or seeming weak. His face quickly wiped free of

Fiona’s POVI ran like my life depended on it, dodging every obstacle blocking my way despite the surprise stares I got and the irritated insults hurled my way while occasionally looking back to see if I was being chased by Lyn or Kai. But mostly Lyn; I wouldn’t have objected if it were Kai chasing after me. Yes, I’m a simp and I refuse to apologize for it. I mean why should I? Kai was the only person who has seen me as something more than low level trash. With him I felt whole… different even.I’m the course of my flight, I bumped face flat against a solid surface with muted ‘oof’. For some reason I smelled a familiar scent which I couldn’t place at the moment because of the anxiety of being caught by Lyn. A hand automatically wrapped around my waist with an attempt to steady my body. “Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry for bumping into you. Are you hurt?” I asked, checking for and damage and paled immediately at the sight of make up smeared on the pristine white shirt. “Oh fuck, uhm…. Oka

Fiona’s POVTears broke free like a water escaping a poorly constructed dam, flowing uncontrollably as I wailed, choking on heart wrenching sobs that rattled my fragile frame. I never quite thought I’d see myself like this again. I thought I had managed to keep my demons locked away. But they have been locked up for so long they were clamoring for escape and Jin’s assault was the key they needed to escape and once free, they became relentless. Sinister voices whispered dark thoughts into my brain, digging out the insecurities I had buried deep in my subconscious. Anxiety and Panic shrieked into my ears like angry banshees, sinking claws of uncertainty and discomfort into my body while Fear breathed its black fog into my heart, it’s tendrils wrapped around my already battered heart to squeeze out whatever feeling I had left until I was a shattered shell. Jin’s voice cut through the haze like a cold blade, sharp and invasive, yet it was tinged with something similar to uncertainty and