Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Fourfold Desires: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

Fiona’s POVI pondered on Soren’s words all through the night, got a bit of sleep along the way, and his words still played in my head on constant repeat; insistent and incessant, and it irritated the living shit out of me. I managed to perform my house duties early before living for school as soon as I wa finished. I was yet to encounter the Luna for some time now. She was probably busy, and I was grateful for that.I was still swimming and drowning in my own thoughts on the bus ride to school, too preoccupied that I performed everything I did on autopilot. There was this niggling sense of foreboding churning my brain that I just couldn’t shake off no matter how much I tried.I wanted to blame Soren’s words on plain jealousy, but there was something I had seen in his eyes that made me rethink. This rawness and genuine concern. He meant his words. I couldn’t simply write off his warning simply because Kai developed a conscience overnight and said all the things I wanted to hear. There

Fiona’s POVI could barely concentrate on anything Mrs. Ashton had said during the lecture, too distracted from Kai’s drawing those lazy abstract patterns on my skin, tracing and discovering places I never knew were as sensitive, and a bit distressed from Jin’s oppressive gaze shooting daggers at me. I wondered if Kai noticed. He must have. There was no way he couldn’t. And if that were the case why continue, knowing fully well the level of Jin’s wrath. I stared unseeingly at the book in front me, willing my brain to concentrate but it was futile. Kai became increasingly daring with each minute that passed, skimming his fingers over the length of my arm all the same maintaining the façade of utter calm while I was left languishing in want and neediness. I knew Jin watched us keenly despite his indifferent aura. I could feel his piercing stare hyper fixated on the lazy motions of. Kai’s fingers on my skin, could taste this bitter-sweetness of his jealousy on his tongue. And for some

Fiona’s POVWe stopped by a café in school for a smoothie because Rowan was craving something sweet. We stood while awaiting our order, chatting animatedly over the busy buzz of the environment. It was nice, having someone who genuinely enjoyed your company. I never considered my self an introvert or an extrovert because I never really had anything going for me. Pathetic, I know, but there was nothing I could do. I was basically alone all my life, even before my parents’ demise, I was utterly friendless and alone. Maybe it was because we were always on the move for one reason or another best known to them. I never really questioned them, only heavily content to be with them at all times. I thought it would last forever, maybe if they were still alive, things would have turned out different and life would have been more bearable. Rowan and I exited the café and took the pathway that lead to our department. We were in the middle of consulting our class schedule when Helena’s voice cal

Fiona’s POVJin reclined confidently on the wall in front the door, his broad shoulders commanding attention as the sunlight poured in from the window behind him, casting a golden halo over his flawless skin. His swimming trunks sat low on his hips, emphasizing his well-defined V-line that disappeared tantalizingly beneath the fabric. His chest was sculpted, each muscle perfectly proportioned, with a light sheen of sweat that made his skin gleam like polished ivory. His abs, a solid, mouthwatering six-pack, flexed subtly with every breath he took, each groove deep enough to cast its own shadow.The veins on his strong, toned arms added a raw, masculine edge to his otherwise almost ethereal beauty. His thighs, powerful and thick, hinted at strength honed by years of discipline, while his calves were chiseled, completing the picture of perfection. The way his muscles moved under his skin, fluid yet commanding, was mesmerizing—a sight that made the girls around him glance repeatedly, th

Fiona’s POVI set down my tray on one of the empty seats at the far ends of the cafeteria before dropping myself to the seat there with an exhausted sigh and began rubbing my throbbing temple with both hands at the beginnings of a piercing headache which have been happening a lot these days. I didn’t take the sudden burst into limelight very well it seemed and although Rowan was there most of the time, there was only so much I could do. I couldn’t seem to fend them off on my own.I stared at my food tray with open misery briefly before reaching into my bag for the bottle of painkillers, wincing as another painful agony exploded my brain and nearly split my skull into halves. I ate a couple of bites from the food without tasting it then popped two painkillers into my mouth, downing it two large gulps of water before dropping my head to my palms with a taut sigh.God, I felt like shit. I thought everything would have gone down by now and I thought wrong. If anything Helena and Jin wante