Semua Bab Hated By The Rogue Alpha: Bab 81 - Bab 90

I knew that the best way for me to get Triss any valuable information was to be secretive about the fact that I had met her before. I had to be smart and quick and I had already planned for any sort of contingencies. I stared at the charcoal stove in front of me as I added more charcoal to the stove and the pot on it simmered quietly. I had told Serena that I wanted to make a connection and that I had to make it overnight and I had to watch it and I wouldn’t be entering the room until I was done.And then I locked the door.My notebook was already a few pages in and I had written several things in it. In the secret code of the royal house nobody except Triss, my mother and a few of my uncles would be able to decipher it. Nobody in close range could and that was reassuring enough. But the information I had gathered wasn’t enough, I needed to know exactly what the Berg kingdom was planning. Triss and I would be meeting in a few days and although what I had to give her was already a lot

I waited till nightfall. It was the D-day, the day when I and Triss would meet. I was supposed to hand over every information I had gotten to her. I had slept off in Seren’s arms the night before. I didn’t think that I would be able to open up to anyone about how I had landed here but I had and while I thought it would make people look at me somehow, both Serena and Juailanna had shown me that that wasn’t the case, they were welcoming and they had both comforted me and here was a new truth that I hadn't dared to admit before.I had been really scared if the people back home even wanted me back home. I knew Uncle Stefan did and a couple of people did but I couldn’t dare imagine how everyone else would look at me.Maybe they didn’t even want to see me anymore.It was this fear that made me allow myself to be used, at least that way I would still have some usefulness. Of course I didn’t tell Serena and Julianna that my sister had gotten married to Karl. I couldn't bring myself to say it

THIRD POVJonathan stared at his hand as he sat on the chair burying his head in his bosom. He didn’t know why he had slapped her. He had done it out of anger, he hadn’t meant to do it and when he did it anyways, he was shocked. He stared at the floor, his subordinates staring at him, unmoving without saying a word.When the news first came that there was a spy in the kingdom, he had immediately refuted the news. It was impossible. There was a section of the royal guards whose specialization was to sniff out spies in the kingdoms and only four people in the world knew of their existence out of which one of them had died and so he was sure that nobody knew of their existence so then what spy was the letter talking about? Who sent the letter?Even though Jonathan was apprehensive, he still secretly sent his men to do a small search across the kingdom and that was when he realized that Amira was missing. When they had announced to him that she was missing, his heart dropped to his feet.

AMIRA’S POVI laid on the floor unmoving. I was in a terrible state. I didn't even know when I was moved to another cell. My feet hurt and my hands hurt but nothing hurt so badly like my heart did. I was even sure that medically, health wise I was in danger. After that amount of torture, I had fainted and I had mercilessly being thrown into the cell with just a cup of water and a mouldy bread placed carelessly by the edge of the prison. I had to stretch my hand to pick up the water to drink.I had groaned so painfully by just trying to pick up the water but I knew better that I couldn’t drink it, instead I tore off parts of my clothes and made them into stripes, bandaging my bloodied feet and hands after dipping them in water. I had to prevent an infection, even though I did wish to die, I didn’t want to die yet.I had managed to gulp the last grain of water left in the cup after using the water to try and clean up my wounds. I was so unfortunate, and the moon goddess hated me because

I didn’t think that Masoma would be the one to encourage me to go home. I didn’t think she was going to tell me anything like, your family is waiting for you. Even though I didn’t believe her one bit. She didn’t know that I was guilty of what they had accused me and the only reason why I hadn’t given Triss the journal was because I had found out she married Karl.I didn’t even know whether to say it was a blessing in disguise that I hadn’t given it to her because I didn’t know if I would still be alive. I tried to believe what she had said, that my people were trying to break me out. Depending on the way the war had ended, I knew that the Zadok kingdom although free would not hear the last of it. They would convince together and come up with a better plan to fight the Berg’s again except that I knew the Berg’s as well would be ready for them.“You know medicine to an xtend so I already left all your herbs and everything you’ll need in your medicine room” Masoma informed me and I nodded