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Chapter Eight Four

Author: Lade Jojo
last update Last Updated: 2025-03-25 22:21:48

I didn’t know when I stood up from the floor. The quiet night surrounded me as I trudged back to the back. My head was buzzing and my entire body was aching. I had cried so much that I was starting to have a headache. Triss’s words wouldn’t leave my head no matter how hard I tried.

Not everyone is as useless as you are Amira.

You failed so woefully and everyone had the pay the price of your failure, our family, father and our people ad I tried to fix it and yet you dare accuse me of hiding it from you.

I was trying to save face for you. You should be ashamed.

You couldn’t even kill the man that killed your father even though you live in the same house as he does.

You are so useless sister.

I bent down as more tears rolled down my cheeks. I was broken and I was hurt and I knew that Triss had been right. I had caused the death of our father, I had caused our people to suffer and yet I hadn’t even found a way to help when it came to the fact that they needed to win the war. I ad found th
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