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Hated By The Rogue Alpha Chapter Eighty Eight
“Amira please” Jonathan pleaded again.“I have wronged you and I know that everything you have said, you are right. I’m not so good with words and no matter how hard I try to explain it won’t make sense and it won’t change how you feel or the things you have gone through but I want you to know that I am sorry. I am really sorry to have caused you this much pain and I do really hope that you forgive me. I am sorry Amira, please, come with me” Jonathan pleaded again but I wasn’t having it. I wiped my tears with my hands and sniffed.Staying away and keeping my distance from him was the best course of action for me. I couldn’t go back to it. It was the best way for me to try and live my last days in peace.Jonathan edged closer to me, leaving very tiny space in between us as he grabbed my arm.“Amira please” he said and I turned to look at his eyes. They were red and dull, he was sorry. His eyes, words and every one thing was proving that but how was I supposed to trust him again. How wa
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I didn’t think that Masoma would be the one to encourage me to go home. I didn’t think she was going to tell me anything like, your family is waiting for you. Even though I didn’t believe her one bit. She didn’t know that I was guilty of what they had accused me and the only reason why I hadn’t given Triss the journal was because I had found out she married Karl.I didn’t even know whether to say it was a blessing in disguise that I hadn’t given it to her because I didn’t know if I would still be alive. I tried to believe what she had said, that my people were trying to break me out. Depending on the way the war had ended, I knew that the Zadok kingdom although free would not hear the last of it. They would convince together and come up with a better plan to fight the Berg’s again except that I knew the Berg’s as well would be ready for them.“You know medicine to an xtend so I already left all your herbs and everything you’ll need in your medicine room” Masoma informed me and I nodded
Huling Na-update : 2025-03-28Hated By The Rogue Alpha Chapter Ninety
Masoma had been right about the drugs she used on my thigh. It had scalded over quickly and the pain wasn’t there anymore. I had spent two more days in Jonathan's room before he allowed me to go back to my room. Those three days were days of him apologizing over and over again and then cuddling me to sleep. As much as I hated it, sleeping in his arms was far more peaceful than I thought it would be and in fact in his arms, I didn’t have even one nightmare. I slept soundly without any sort of dreams or nightmares or visions, anything at all. I only slept and woke up, that was all.We had a few conversations around random things and Jonathan would tell me about random stuff just for the fun of it. I liked it but returning to the room and I was right. Juaillanna and Serena were both happy to see me. They crushed me in a hug but they soon noticed the abnormality with me. Juaillana was the first to rush me questions before Serena stopped her. They both then decided tactfully not to ask any
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Serena’s words didn't leave me for a few days but it finally left. Destiny was fickle and so was fate, it could change sides any time, talk about a chameleon. That was what fate was like and before you would be the only one on your side, getting fat on your side was useless so I didn’t bother trying.There was a knock on the door and I raised my head from the book I was wearing, the door knob opened slightly and a guard walked in.“His highness requests your presence” he announced and I stared at him before nodding my head. The guard walked away immediately. I closed the book I was reading and stared at the door the guard had just closed.Jonathan had sent for me? What did he want? Had they found something?I stood up from my seat anyway. I hadn’t seen Jonathan in two weeks. I knew he had gotten busy but I had no idea what he was doing. I knew that there had been some issues in the kingdom but I hadn’t bothered to think about or bother about it, it wasn’t my business so I stayed away
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“I thought you had left” it was the fourth time Juniper was saying that he thought I had left since we met. I burst into laughter again.“I told you Juniper, I already promised you that I would tell you goodbyes if I ever want to leave” I repeated and Juniper chuckled, nodding his head at me.It was Serena that had informed that Jupiter had asked for me and after they had caught me sneaking, the security of the palace had increased so to sneak Juniper into the palace to see had proved impossible. So I had to go out and meet him.Juniper had almost burst into tears when he saw me. He pulled me into a hug and hugged me tightly. It was the time we were having such close contact but I didn’t mind. Apparently, the only reason why it took him a while to find me was that he had been ill and had to treat himself ro a while, it had taken him a while for me to realize that i was gone but before he started believing that had gone, Serena and Juaillanna had assured him that I was fine.Seeing th
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Nothing happened.Nothing at all.Days rolled into weeks, and weeks into a month and half. A month and half passed after the war with the Zadok Kingdom and nothing had happened afterwards, it was as though the Zadok kingdom had gone radio silence, no one tried to save me although my eyes was wide awake through every night, hoping that someone would tap me on the shoulder and tell me that it was time to leave. I had promised myself never to get attached again to this place because I had to leave soon but yet I still had to live.Me and Jonathan were another matter altogether. I didn’t know why but it just happened like that, I had promised myself never to allow myself to be near him or give in to him or even trust him ever again but I found myself doing exactly that. I could never help it around him, holding myself back was the best I could do.We had settled into a routine that I didn’t know how to explain to anyone. He refused to allow me to do any work, bluntly. I was a slave and ye
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That day, something shifted for me and Jonathan. It was shocking that he didn’t directly kiss me, I was surprised and I'm sure that he was too. I wouldn’t have resisted, there was no way I would have too, I wouldn't even want to resist either. The time we spent together was less because of the wars but Jonathan found a way to see me everyday and it was starting to become true that he liked me. There is no reason to do everything that he did for me. Absolutely no reason at all but he did it anyways and it always made me happy, to see him, to see his efforts and every other thing always put a smile on my lips.“So when is it going to be ready?” Masoma asked and shrugged.“I have no idea yet” I replied and she nodded as we both leaned on the wall staring at each other. Masoma had come to check up on me in the palace and we had discussed the herbs I was working on and random things. Masoma was fast becoming one of the people I enjoyed spending time with. “You know you look so much better
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The encounter with the Princesses wasn’t exactly pleasant for me even though Masoma had defended me, it reminded me of a life I once had, a life I might never have again and it wasn’t going to be anybody’s fault but mine. I didn’t know if I missed being a princess, missed being compared daily to Triss, being nagged against and everything else but I knew that I missed my family, I knew that i missed my mother and my people and everything else I would do back at home and somehow Runa and the rest had managed to bring to my remembrance something I was so confident that I had forgotten about, apparently I hadn’t and in all honesty, there was no way I could forget about it but I could only pretend not to.I rolled my elbows as I carried a tray of cookies and tea that the kitchen had asked me to serve Jonathan. I couldn’t wait to tell him about the encounter with the Princesses, I wanted to see his reaction, maybe he would laugh it off or get angry or just be straight neutral about it, some
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Hated By The Rogue Alpha Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
Triss and Karl weren’t married.Finding out that Triss and Karl weren’t married was one of the shocking pieces of information I received after I came back to the Zadok kingdom. Triss wasn’t going to marry someone as lecherous as Karl, he was stinking and couldn’t keep his dick in one place and I knew that she couldn’t, at least I had experienced how much of a man slut Karl could be in time at the Eleven kingdom so when I found out that all they had was an arrangement and it was supposed to scare other kingdoms away and solidify our stand as a kingdom before we got back on our feet, I was genuinely shocked.I didn’t even know how to feel, happy or betrayed or at a loss, I somehow at the end of the day felt nothing. I wasn’t happy nor was I sad nor was I bothered about it. Triss had laughed about it and told me that I was the one who wanted to marry him, she wanted someone who was smarter and stronger and even though I had come back home, she still never forgot to throw jabs at me. My m
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“Greetings your royal highness” the greetings kept repeating themselves as I and Elora walked past. A small smile remained plastered to my face as I kept walking.“I still sometimes find it hard to see everyone greet you like they adore you. The only part is that they truly adore you,” Elora commented and I laughed.It was true, they all did, the rumours and stories hadn’t quenched down even one bit. Even more absurd stories were spreading around and I hadn’t gotten tired trying to quench them down or correct them. More so, my mother said it was fine, as long as my reputation is being restored. It seemed as though everyone had long forgotten that for six months, I had been a slave in a strange land and I had suffered and had my status stripped off.Elora kept the fan blowing slowly as we kept walking. When I came back, Elora had jumped into my arms crying and weeping like a child. She spoke about her days in the palace without me and she had even gotten into a few fights in the last
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It was easy for me to find my way to the royal ancestral grave. I walked past the grave of my grandparents and my great grandparents, my breath sucking in as I finally approached a newly made grave. Tears rushed to my eyes but I held it in as I finally came to stand face to face with the grave. My father’s name was written boldly on it with the year of his reign and seeing the quote at the top of his tombstone, I knew that my mother had written it. I bent down and slowly lowered the flowers I had brought to the grave. They were a bundle of fresh lilies I had specially woken up early to pick. My father loved lillies a lot and I knew that he would be happy to see me bring them.“Greetings father, Amira is home” I said slowly and softly but those words carried so much weight, so much weight that I couldn’t explain and my throat was clogged once more, I arranged my clothes and allowed myself to sit beside the grave staring into space.The sight of my father dying right in front of me was
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It took less than a day for the news to spread across the kingdoms, across the Zadok kingdom. I wasn’t surprised but it spread faster than I thought, everyone in the kingdom was talking about it. There was a myriad of emotions, shock, surprise, confusion, appellation among many others.The King of the Berg Kingdom who had imprisoned me was asking to marry me.The people couldn’t believe it. He had imprisoned me and yet he fell in love with me and so the story of clearing my father’s name circulated. My people jumped up in joy and in celebration because it meant a lot to us. It did mean a lot to us and that aside, it made a powerful kingdom like the Berg kingdom our allies, our friends and maybe our soon to be in-laws. It felt the kingdom in a state of euphoria.Along with those two news, so many stories and rumours started to spread around the kingdoms. Rumours like I had intentionally gone to the Berg kingdom to find out the truth and I had endured humiliation because I wanted to cle
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The trip to the Zadok kingdom was slower mainly because of how huge the entourage was, we couldn’t rush through the trip. Serena and I kept our conversations through the trip, making each other laugh and talking about so many random things. We ate the cookies and the drinks packed for us in the carriage and my heart beat faster with every landmark we passed that signified that we were getting close to the Zadok kingdom. My anxiety clogged at my throat and I was trying my very best to remain focused despite all of the mental stress I was going through.my anxiety didn’t escape Serena’s eyes as she kept assuring me over and over again that it was going to be fine and then we go to the Zadok kingdom, I held my knuckles till the turned whites as we rode through the kingdom, I didn’t have to look outside to know that people were already coming out of their homes and they were staring. I didn’t dare to look outside because I didn’t know they would look at me, what they would think of me. The
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Leaving The Berg Kingdom had invoked emotions in me that I couldn’t describe. It was unbelievable that I was finally leaving. As I climbed into the carriage with Serena behind me, tears welled in my eyes asI stared at the horde of people who had come to wish me goodbye. I couldn’t believe it. Serena got into the carriage with me and the door was closed.“Are you okay?” she asked, seeing my expression and I nodded.“I just can’t believe that I’m leaving, I’m going home” I whispered in reply and her hand immediately stretched out and covered mine.The night before, the people had hosted a campfire dinner for me showing me all the beauty of their culture. Their dances, their traditions, their usual practices, I had a good time laughing and watching in curiosity and amazement and even a a point while they danced, Masoma had pulled me to my feet and taken me to the center to dance with them, it was easy to learn some of the steps and soon I was in tune with them and the excited howls and wh
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He loved me. He loves me.That was what Jonathan felt for me and I knew that he did in every way. Helping him get rid of his guilt and self beating up was one step fr him to admit that he loved me and that after everything that had happened, we both deserve a chance, a chance to be together, a chance to make everything right and we both agreed. We sat down in his room and talked about a lot of things and despite all of that, Jonathan still wanted me to go home, he wanted me to visit my father’s grave and pay my respects. He also wanted to apologize to my mother and my family for the chaos he had caused.Baring our hearts to each other made us way closer. We laughed at some of our thoughts,laughed at some of our memories and cleared up the misunderstandings we had built about each other during our stay with each other. It was a discussion that we honestly should have had long ago.And Serena hadn't lied at all. The people of the Berg Kingdom were so sorry. So sorry that it brought tear
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My head spun.Princess? Princess? High Princess?The title of High Princess was only given to Princesses who were sent to other kingdoms as peacemakers, sometimes it was usually a marriage alliance or to act as an ambassador in the said kingdom. Serena was a Princess. I stared at him in shock, my lips parting but no one came out of my mouth.“You are a princess” I whispered and Serena chuckled.“I’m sorry I kept it from you” she replied softly and I blinked my eyes hard at her. I had heard too many things in a short while to even be fazed and bothered that she had hidden such a thing from me. “So why were you pretending to be a slave?” I asked curiously and Serena laughed.“I never said I was a slave” she replied and I froze on the bed, blinking as I searched my memories of when I first arrived at the palace. She had indeed told me that Jonathan had saved Julianna but she didn’t exactly say anything about herself, it was something I had missed and she as well had allowed me to conven
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I slowly fluttered my eyes open and the movements made my head feel light. I closed my eyes and opened them a few times before I finally managed to open my eyes. The familiarity of the room was immediately registered in my head as soon as I opened my eyes. I was in Jonathan’s room.I was alive? I had survived?I turned slowly to see Jonathan’s head on the bed and he had slept off. He had most likely slept off while watching me. Instinctively my hand reached out to him and my fingers delved into his hair, rubbing his head softly.I was so grateful that I had gotten to tell that I love him. And then thankfully, I could tell him again. My hand went to my stomach and I could easily feel the bandages wrapped around my waist. My little movements woke Jonathan up and I watched with a small smile as he raised his head from the bed and stared at me with red eyes.“You are awake” he whispered, his voice hoarse and he quickly reached over me and pressed a kiss to my temple.“Thank you Princess, f
