Semua Bab My dreams, his reality (#1): Bab 21 - Bab 30

I wasn't terrified. I was horrified. More than horrified.My world had turned upside down in just a matter of minutes. Harper had stood almost naked in front of me, in nothing but his black boxers, which clung to his waist so well, by the way, and then, in a few minutes, a 6 feet tall, white wolf stood in his place, and looked at me with piercing green eyes. The same green eyes I had started to associate with Harper.Nothing made sense in my head right now. But somehow, I knew that my suspicions were correct, that Harper had indeed changed into a white wolf. How, I didn't know! The tattered remains of the black boxers Harper had been wearing before he transformed were lying on the ground. The piece of the garment must have been shredded to pieces because it couldn't accommodate the large body of the wolf Harper had changed into. And that fact brought me to my other dangerous train of thought.Harper must be going commando right now. I glanced at Harper from the corner of my eyes, a b

Everything was ready. Harper was supposed to come to my house at 9 when Cody would be at school and my parents would be at work.We would have total privacy and that was exactly what we needed. Me and Harper needed to talk and I was pretty sure the word Werewolf would be used quite often, and I was sure my parents would not like to hear the word.Everything was set now and Harper would come here any moment. We would talk in the living room where I would tell him that I wasn't in any place to start a relationship with him, not now, and maybe not ever. I would sit across from him. He would sit on the couch and I would sit on the armchair, and have the center table between us because distance between us was necessary. Completely necessary. Things happened whenever Harper was too close to me and I now knew why, because we were mates. I had already begun to accept the fact and I had no idea why. Now that I thought about it, I did take everything fairly well if you exclude the fact that I

"What?" My voice came out small and unsure and I looked at Harper to check if I had heard him correctly."Amanda found her mate in a hospital six months ago, battling cancer. He was already in the terminal stage and being a human, there was no way the 20-year-old boy had any chance of surviving. I had already rejected you and then, seeing as she was mate-less, I chose her to be my chosen Luna."I weakly nodded. I felt sorry for her, I did. "Did you ever sleep with her?" I asked warily, already knowing the answer in my gut.He lowered his head and nodded. Of course, why did I even ask?!I sighed, rubbing my arms. Harper walked towards me, closing the space between us even more. He cupped my face and I allowed the contact reluctantly. His hands were callused and I could feel the hard skin of his palms. He held my face and made me look up into his eyes."I don't know how else to say it, but I'm sorry. You're my mate, Zara and I know you find it hard to believe because you know that I h

"You're joking, right?" I ask him skeptically.He gently shook his head. "I'm not. The way you described the woman, that's exactly how we imagine her."I took a deep breath in and roamed my eyes across the diner. This conversation had taken an unexpected turn and I didn't know how to deal with it. How does anyone deal if they come to know that the person repeatedly appearing in their dreams is in fact, some sort of goddess?!"That's why you wanted to work on our relationship?" The word relationship left a weird taste in my mouth. I couldn't believe the boy sitting in front of me was my boyfriend. Harper nodded. "My wolf didn't want to let go of his mate and I was barely able to control him, for the reasons I explained before. But when you told me that the moon goddess was appearing in your dreams and when I heard the message, she delivered through you, my wolf convinced me that it was a sign, that the goddess wanted me to be with my mate.""So, you made a 180-degree turn, the very ne

The ride back home was more than awkward, because the three words spoken out loud in the forest lingered between us, and it made both of us so uneasy and unsure of ourselves. I didn't know what to say or what to make of the situation.Our day away from school had finally come to an end. Neither one of us spoke anything on the car ride back home. What do you say to your boyfriend of one day, who had told you that he loves you, while the both of you were in a compromising position? The compromising position was him completely naked and me being completely wrapped in his arms, after sharing one of the most amazing kisses one could ever experience in one's lifetime.My heart had stopped for a minute when I heard those words and I was panicking inside. It was way too early to say those words, mate bond be damned. I didn't know what to say after that, because I couldn't bring myself to say the same three words back to him. I couldn't say those words to him, because I didn't love him. At l