All Chapters of Waves of Mistakes and Regrets: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

20 Chapters

Prologue

Sa buhay palaging nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Kahit gusto nating ibalik ang nakaraan na sana hindi na natin ginawa ang isang bagay ay sasampalin tayo ng realidad na hindi na ito puwedeng maibalik. At ang tanging maiisip na lang natin ay ang pagsisisi. Kaya nang napatingin ako sa hawak ko ay gusto kong sumigaw sa inis, lungkot at pagsisisi. I couldn't imagine I would be experiencing something I dreaded all my life.Ang pregnant test na hawak ko ay may dalawang guhit. Looking at it now was a bomb that was killing my system. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Kaya hinawakan ko nang mahigpit ang hawak at pilit na ikinalma ang sarili. Parang gusto ko na lang maglaho na parang bula.Kinuha ko ang bag ko sa gilid saka lumabas ng banyo namin. I framed my face using both of my hands. I sighed heavily then went straight outside. Kailangan kong kausapin si Zach tungkol dito.Dumiretso ako sa office niya at mabilis naman akong nakapasok dahil kilala ako ng secretary niya."What are you doing here?

Chapter 1

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

I went home drenched from the rain. Manang Sally was looking at me drilling so many questions when she went to me."Ano nangyari? Saan ka galing?""Diyan lang po. Yaya, paki-timpla po ako ng gatas. Thank you," sabi ko na lamang. Mabilis akong umakyat sa kwarto ko para maligo.I quickly took a bath, and changed my usual PJ. I was drying my hair when Manang Sally was handing me a glass of milk. She placed it on my table."Salamat po."Tumango siya sa akin. "Ayos ka lang ba, hija?""Opo. Don't worry." I faked a smile before I saw her leaving inside my room.Huminga ako nang malalim at pilit na ipinakalma ang sarili. I don't know what to do next. Pero isa lang ang sigurado ako, gusto kong maghiganti. Zachariel don't deserve happiness.The memory a while ago was too painful to remember, but it served me as an inspiration to continue with my plan.A week has passed, and I continued with my life as if nothing happened. Mabuti at hindi pa nakakauwi ang aking magulang mula sa kani kanilang bus

Chapter 2

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

Wounds that are hurt immediately get healed over the course of time. But does time really heal all these wounds? What if the person whose repeatedly hurt didn't bother healing himself even if time has passed? Do we still claim that time takes over in someone's healing? The answer is no because healing is a choice. It takes courage for someone to get healed from all the pain he went through.At kahit paulit ulit na masaktan, kapag hindi mo pipiliing maghilom ang sugat ay wala pa rin kahit lumipas na ang panahon.Two weeks flew fast and the news about the cancelled wedding between Zachariel and Samantha has been lurking around the campus. Zachariel is one of the sought after bachelors in the country, and there's no doubt that lot of people recognize him.Maging si Geneva na kaharap ko habang kumakain kami sa cafeteria ay pinaulanan ako ng napakaraming tanong tungkol sa kanya."What did really happen? May alam ka ba?"I shrugged. "I don't know." Pinagpatuloy ko ang pagkain ng lasagna. Ma

Chapter 3

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

If there's something I regret in my life, it was when I met him on the stool of the bar drinking alone. I was with my classmates celebrating a birthday when he caught my attention. Mukhang malalim ang iniisip ng lalaki. I don't know what has gotten into me as I continue to stare at him. There's something about him that draws me to him. He looked like a mystery, something I wanted to unravel."Who are you staring at?" Michelle asked me. Napalingon ako sa kanya. "Wala," sagot ko na lamang. "Sus. You're looking at the guy oh. I think I know him, eh. Pero not sure, baka mali ako." "What's his name?""See? You're interested."Natawa na lamang ako. "He's so hot! Look at those damn hands. Magpapasakal talaga ako!"Napakunot ako ng noo sa narinig. "What are you talking about?""Nevermind," aniya. "Go on. Approach him. If you want his attention, you have to do something.""O-Okay." I looked back at the guy. Uminom muna ako ng alak sa baso ko saka siya muling pinagmasdan. Lalapitan ko na sa

Chapter 4

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

How far are you willing to go for the sake of love? Back then I thought I would never get the chance to meet him again but destiny prevailed. On one of the charity events I attended, there I saw him again. I was told I had to wear a semi formal dress so I did. I didn't even bother putting on heavy make up, and just settled with my nude lipstick. I never knew he was that famous in the world business owning food chains and restaurants all over the country. Sa loob ng ballroom ng hotel ginanap ang event. Gold and black balloons were seen outside on the corner, and a red carpet for the guests. "Good evening, Ma'am. May I see your invitation?" Untag ng babaeng nakatayo pagpasok sa reception area. I gave the envelope to her."Ma'am sa back stage po kayo," anito."Huh? Why?" Nagtataka kong tanong. Papa just told me to come because our family was one of the investors of the foundation."It's for the date auction, Ma'am."Mas lalo akong naguluhan sa sinabi niya. "What?" Napatingin ako

Chapter 5

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

Love can either make you or break you. True to what they say, if love is nourished it will grow beautifully. But a love that isn't will slowly break us inside. And that's how the love I had for Zach shattered me. Nagpatuloy ng isang buwan ang madalas na pagkikita namin ni Zach. Kung ano ano na lang ang dinadahilan ko sa mga magulang ko para makapunta lang sa condo niya at makasama siya. We were happy but it was short lived. "Ah. Zach... Faster..." I moaned as he continued to rammage me. "Thought you don't like it fast," he whispered which gave me chills. He followed what I said as he continued to rock me with his fast and rough movements. Halos malagutan na ako ng hininga sa bilis ng paggalaw niya sa loob ko. "I'm going to cum," I told him. "Cum for me, baby," aniya. Naging mas marahas ang galaw niya kumpara kanina. Nanghihina ako nang maramdaman kong nilabasan ako. He was stroking my hair when we were lying beside each other. "What are we, Zach?" He stopped what he was doing

Chapter 6

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

They say love could be the road to happiness. But, this only applies to real love. If a love that steals your peace leading you hurt, ruined, and damaged, should you still keep it?How far am I going to continue loving a person? In the journey of loving him, I earned a wounded and shattered heart. I did everything to keep the love I for him, but things did not go the way I wanted them to be. Because right from the start, I wasn't someone that was loved. I was just used and tossed away. Zach and I were fine after the days passed. There was no day that we would heat ourselves with our bodies. The last time we did was when we were inside the bathroom of a mall. My heart was racing fast that time, and I never found myself caught in that situation, but love made me do it. We were happy, or so I thought... Zach became so busy that he wouldn't even see me. Kahit pumunta ako sa condo nila ay hindi ko siya naabutan. I knew the weight of his work, but I wanted to be there for him. One time

Chapter 7

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

I blame the Disney animation works to make us believe that a happy ending exists. This was why I was never a sucker for happy endings because I knew my life won't end up like that. I woke up early as the sunlight touches my skin. It was already six in the morning when I glanced at my phone. I checked my phone, and the messages I received are congratulatory messages about my wedding. I didn't bother replying to it. I got up from my bed. Hindi kami tabi natulog ni Zach. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya ngayon, pero wala akong pakialam. I was surprised to see a fried rice and egg on the table when I went in the kitchen. I wonder what's going on in his mind to do this.I loathed him so much that my heart only thinks of his misery. Alam kong masama ang magtanim ng galit, pero ito na lang ang bumubuhay ng dugo ko. I might have sinned a lot for this, but I don't care anymore. If I'd be in hell, I'd bring him down with me. Tahimik akong kumain hanggang sa bumalik siya mula sa pag-jogging. He w

Chapter 8

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

Humans have been inclined to choices. We choose everything we do. From the moment we wake up until we end our days, we make choices. And, it's our choice to love and hurt. Even if it's something we can't hold off. There are also repurcussions of our choices and decisions. No matter how we try to regret it, it happened because we wanted it to. Marrying him was a choice I did to get even from the pain and damage he brought to me. I knew I shouldn't have played with the fire, but here I was caught with it, but it would not be who'd end up getting hurt. Sisiguraduhin kong siya ang matatalo at iiyak sa dulo. I quickly changed my dress to my usual night attire. Sinuklayan ko lang aking sarili habang nakakatitig sa repleksyon ko sa salamin. I waited for them to finish with whatever they were doing. Nasa kwarto lang ako. Nilibang ko na lang ang sarili ko. Next week, we'd be hiring our helper because I want to drink milk right now but I don't want to go downstairs.Gusto kong palakpakan a

Chapter 9

Waves of Mistakes and Regrets/HYLover

When I thought everything is working my way, the world would slap me that life isn't life if it just goes according to what you want. I should've predicted that there will be times that complications and problems will come along but that slipped my mind. In the end, I'm just a fool deciding hastily, and I don't have any chance but to accept every blow. "Are you just admitting your defeat right now?" Hindi makapaniwalang hayag ko. "You said it yourself, I'm just your pawn. So use me instead," he muttered. I frowned. "What? All of this for sex?" His fingers started climbing to my chin, to my lips and to my neck, teasing me. "This isn't about sex. It's you being my property. No one can have you, Vell. Only me can have you. Only me. Your body is mine.""No one owns me, Zachariel." I breathed heavily. His hands started to do wonders. Ipinaikot niya ako kaya ngayon ay nasa likuran niya na ako. He was trailing little kisses on the side of my ears which caused me to shiver. "Stop..."

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